Chapter 223: Nostalgia?
When he reached the door, he stopped. After a moment's pause, he pulled up a piece of paper and sat down to write.
There is nothing left at home to be nostalgic about. The killing of his father by his mother made him so desperate and frightened that his psyche was twisted a little.
Will he kill himself?
In the chaos, that sentence, only that sentence Yang Hao understood.
"No matter what...... Xiao Hao will die! ”
I'm going to die...... Although I don't know who said it, Yang Hao is eighty percent sure that it was his mother who said it.
I won't die for no reason, and I'm born with no defects or diseases.
Thinking about what happened three months ago, Yang Hao could guess that someone would kill him.
Everything is linked, and all the spearheads seem to be aimed at Yang Mucheng.
This house used to bring a lot of warmth to itself. But at this time, Yang Hao could only feel that the cold around him was constantly oppressing him.
I'm running out of breath.
This is also the reason why Yang Hao finally made this decision.
But...... The only thing worth remembering for yourself may be Yang Tian and Yang Xiaoqing.
Yang Hao shook his head, forcibly suppressed the thoughts in his heart, and wrote them on paper.
Before you go, leave them a few words.
After writing what he wanted to say, Yang Hao put the note on the shoe cabinet, opened the door, and walked away without looking back.
It was late at night, there was no one in the manor, and all the lights were off.
Yang Hao came to the gate smoothly. Ran over the gate and ran outside, looking at the gate.
"Mother, you are wrong. If Dad loved me and loved you, you wouldn't die. Xiaotian, Xiaoqing, I'm sorry, I'm going to break my promise, and in the future, I can't protect you anymore. Forgive me. ”
Yang Hao said silently in his heart. Then. He turned his head and ran away from the darkness in the distance. In the blink of an eye, his small body was completely engulfed in darkness.
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Yang Hao lit another cigarette. He kept talking, and kept lighting a cigarette. A whole bunch of cigarette butts had been thrown on the ground. There were also several cigarette cases on the table.
"The next day. I saw the old man's man on the street. I'm lucky, though. I ran all the way to the docks, and no one found me. Zuihou I followed a man and mixed into the boat. Came inland. ”
"I had 2,300 dollars on me at the time. Once I got off the boat, I didn't know where to go. After a week of confusion, I ran into a thief and stole all my money. At this time, the money to maintain his life is gone, and he can only be a little beggar. I rummaged through buckets of swill and crawled through garbage heaps just to find something to eat. The local beggars also looked at me unpleasantly, so it was often two or three days before they could eat a little food and drink a little water, and they almost died at that time. I realized that I couldn't stay in that city anymore, so I left it and went to another city. But what I didn't expect was that no matter where I went, those beggars who looked like me were very united, the territory was clearly demarcated, and it was difficult for me to find food wherever I went, so I could only steal something to eat secretly, and then continue to insist on going to the next city. Those days, I don't know how long it was. But I still remember that in a certain city, I spent a Spring Festival ......"
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"Bang!"
"Whew...... Boom! ”
Fireworks burst into the sky, lighting up the night and disappearing into the sky.
Today is the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. Traditionally, fireworks are set off in every city to celebrate, and most people either stay at home or have already run to the city center or main roads to watch the fireworks.
Yang Hao was dirty, half-sitting and half-lying under a bus stop sign.
The place where Yang Hao is located is still outside the Second Ring Road, and it is already close to the suburbs, so almost no one around can see it, except for the street lights that are still on, you can only see the light of fireworks in the sky.
It's winter, and there's still snow in the sky. But Yang Hao's clothes were very thin, only a pair of crumpled pants and a tattered short-sleeved shirt, and there were holes everywhere in his clothes.
However, the schoolbag he carried when he left home was still there, although it was also dilapidated, but he still did not throw it away, even though there was almost nothing in it. He huddled under the stop sign with his schoolbag in his arms, shivering.
He hadn't eaten for two days, and he hadn't even drunk a drop of water.
Yang Hao raised his head with difficulty, looking at the snowflakes falling from the sky, as well as the fireworks that bloomed from time to time in the sky.
All kinds of fireworks were reflected in Yang Hao's eyes.
"It's so pretty......"
He muttered. Suddenly, he coughed.
"Ahem...... Ahem......"
His pale face began to turn red under the violent coughing, and it took him a long time before he stopped.
A bus stopped here. The door opened, and the driver saw Yang Hao lying under the stop sign. The driver gave a look of disgust, and then he saw that the person who had gotten out of the car had come down, so he quickly closed the door and drove away.
The wind that started the car blew on Yang Hao's body, making Yang Hao feel even colder and his body shivering even more.
Getting off the bus was a woman who looked to be in her forties, carrying a bag in her hand. As soon as she got out of the car, she discovered Yang Hao's existence.
Yang Hao's shivering in the cold wind made the woman frown, and her eyes showed a look of pity.
After thinking about it, she reached into the bag and walked over at the same time.
A hand appeared in Yang Hao's sight.
As soon as Yang Hao looked up, he saw the woman bending over to look at him, holding a piece of bread in her outstretched hand.
Food!
Yang Hao immediately snatched the bread, ignoring the oil on the bread, grabbed it and stuffed it into his mouth.
He ate very fiercely, as if he was grabbing food, and he choked twice, and he stuck his neck when he choked.
"Huh."
The woman smiled, took out another bottle of water and handed it to Yang Hao, Yang Hao didn't care so much, took two sips, and then continued to stuff the bread into his mouth.
The woman shook her head pityingly, put down another piece of bread beside Yang Hao, and left.
Yang Hao reacted at this time, looked at the woman's departing figure, and then looked at the bread and water in his hand and next to him, and continued to eat.
Of course, a piece of bread can't make Yang Hao full. After eating a piece of bread, Yang Hao looked at the second piece of bread, and there was still two-thirds of the water left in his hand. Holding back the desire to throw it all into his stomach, he put bread and water in his bag.
Wait until you're hungry before you eat.
Yang Hao, who had eaten some things, also regained some strength, but the cold was not dispelled at all.
I can't stay here any longer, I have to find a place where I can shelter from the wind. If you stay overnight here, you'll freeze to death the next morning.
He stood up, picked up his bag, and left.
Eventually, he found a bank.
There are often beggars and homeless people staying overnight in the bank's ATM, and there are usually people in this place, and Yang Hao basically has nothing to do with this place. But today his luck seems to be good, next to the ATM of this bank, there is no one.
He pressed the outside button, and the glass door opened. As soon as he entered here, the cold wind outside was completely blocked outside, which suddenly made Yang Hao feel a trace of warmth.
Yang Hao squatted in the corner. In the middle of the night, he took off his backpack, fumbled in it, and took out a photo.
In the photo in Yang Hao's hand, Alan is sitting on a chair, holding Yang Hao in his arms, smiling at the camera.
No matter how bad Yang Hao is, even if he is almost starved to death, Yang Hao has never lost this photo. However, Yang Hao's living environment is really bad, and the corners of this photo have been stained with some stains.
But Alain in the middle of the photo is still like a new photo, and there is no stain at all.
folded the photo and put it in Yang Hao's trouser pocket.
These pants were found today, and there is also a complete haode pocket. If you can, this photo, Yang Hao has always been close to him.
After putting the photo away, Yang Hao hugged his schoolbag and fell asleep.
As soon as the morning dawned, Yang Hao woke up from the sun. Rubbing his eyes, he left the place.
During the day, this place belongs to those who are ordinary.
The city can't stay any longer. Yang Hao was lucky enough to find a map a few days ago, and following the direction shown on the street signs, Yang Hao found that there was a small city not far from the city.
That is what Yang Hao is going to next.
There's also a loaf of bread in the backpack, so it should be enough to get to that place, right?
It took a long time to identify the direction and go out of the city, and Yang Hao walked on the road in the direction he had identified.
But Yang Hao walked from morning to dusk, and he didn't see any traces of cities or villages.
However, Yang Hao did not show any expression. For this, he is used to it.
He's just a little kid with nothing on him, how fast can he go? In order to reach another city, Yang Hao once walked for three days. If he hadn't run into a small village on the way, Yang Hao would have died halfway through at that time.
The bread has been eaten, and there is still a little water left. However, before, he came across a village and stole some things in the vegetable field and put them in his schoolbag, which were also Yang Hao's next meal.
A van drove from behind Yang Hao, "creaked", and stopped next to Yang Hao. Then the car door opened, and a person rushed out of the car and rushed straight towards Yang Hao.
Before Yang Hao could react to what was going on, this person was holding a piece of cloth in one hand and covering Yang Hao's mouth and nose.
This man is certainly not a good person! Yang Hao panicked and struggled hard. But how can he break free from an adult? (To be continued......)