Chapter 102: A Wandering Heart
On the night when Mengdu and Liping's parents held a family dinner, there was one person who was in a particularly happy mood!
Who is this person?
This man is the dream capital!
Because he knew that his parents were going to a party with Liping's parents tonight to discuss his marriage to Liping, he was very emotional!
In order to celebrate the coming dream come true, Mengdu specially invited Hao Min and Shi Xiaochun, and the three of them went to the hotel to drink together.
In this way, that night, none of the owners of the Wang family dined at home.
Naturally, the little nanny didn't have much to do that night.
After half past six in the afternoon, Reiko casually heated half a bowl of rice, ate alone, and then lay down on the bed in a depressed and heavy mood, stuffed the headphones of the mobile phone into her ears, and began to play the songs in the mobile phone in a disorderly and disorderly manner.
Lingzi's first selection is the duet song between Mao Ning and Yang Yuying, which is full of melancholy and helplessness:
My thoughts are untouchable nets
My thoughts are no longer about the sea that bursts
Why are you always on those rainy days?
Reminds you deeply
My heart is the love of June
It was drizzling
(M) think about you, you think you think about you
Miss you one last time
Because tomorrow I will be someone else's bride
Let me miss you one last time
My thoughts are untouchable nets
My thoughts are no longer about the sea that bursts
Why are you always on those rainy days?
Reminds you deeply
My thoughts are untouchable nets
My thoughts are no longer about the sea that bursts
Why are you always on those rainy days?
Reminds you deeply......
The lingering and poignant lyrics in the headphones made Reiko feel that her mood had been sinking with the song:
In this lyric, what the lyricist wants to express is a young girl who is about to get married, and on the eve of her marriage, she is still reluctant to miss her past boyfriend, and she is still emotionally in a tangled mentality of constant cutting, confusion, complexity and contradiction.
Judging from the content of the lyrics, it can be understood that there is a woman in love who has broken up with her boyfriend who was in love, but because the two have developed a deep relationship, when the girl is about to marry a new boyfriend, she has been emotionally unable to let go of her previous boyfriend. The girl's entire emotional world is always in a state of grief and sadness, and she confesses such a state of mind alone.
Listening to the lingering and sad singing voices of Mao Ning and Yang Yuying, Lingzi's thoughts slowly connected to her fate and encounters:
Like the woman described in the lyrics, although she broke up with her ex-boyfriend, although she still misses her ex-boyfriend after the breakup, she has found a new boyfriend after all, and she is about to marry her new boyfriend!
And me?
Which green onion am I now?
I am now a miserable orphan girl who has been stripped of her virginity and dumped again!
Moreover, after I was dumped, there was no way and no place to vent!
I don't know how to vent yet, I don't know who to vent to!
Reiko's thoughts, with the euphemistic and melodious beat of the song "Heart Rain", wandered wildly.
Listening and thinking, thinking and listening, all of a sudden, Reiko's eyes were hot, and tears rolled down.
That day, when Reiko and Yanyan met at the south gate of the park, although they confided their inner pain, disappointment and sadness to Yanyan, Yanyan also made a suggestion to herself to "ask Mengdu or Mengdu's mother for 100,000 yuan in compensation", but how can I go to Mengdu and his mother?
How can I, how dare I go to Mengdu and Mengdu's mother to ask for money?
If, if Yanyan could come forward to help me ask for it, how nice it would be!
But, can I call Yanyan to help?
Will Yanyan come to my aid?
It's easy to say, "ask Mengdu and Mengdu's mother for 100,000 yuan in compensation"!
Is it that easy to ask for compensation?
This is not something that can be done with just a mouth!
It's about speaking to Mengdu or his mom face to face, and it's about speaking with confidence, reason, and immediateness!
No, Yanyan won't come! I can't call Yanyan either!
If I ask Yanyan to help me ask for "compensation", it may hurt Yanyan!
After rejecting the idea of asking Yanyan to help her ask for "compensation", Reiko began to think back to her relationship with Mengdu, as well as her various encounters and changes during this time.
She will think back to the real love and attachment between the two of them when she interacted with Mengdu in the past;
For a while, I will recall the idea that I don't want to get married too early, and I want to use my youth to be happy for a few years;
After recalling the sudden change of dreaming back, after clearly expressing the idea that he did not want to marry too early, he wanted to marry a city clerk;
For a while, I recalled what Mengdu's mother said to herself, that her son could only marry a girl from the city, but not a girl from the country;
For a while, I will recall the scene and process of Mengdu's mother giving herself cash twice;
I will think back to the anxious look of my parents when they treated my sister Yingzi at home;
For a while, I will recall Yanyan's wise words to herself, "It's hard to be a man, it's hard to be a man, it's hard to be a man";
For a while, I will recall Yanyan's understanding and commentary on people and society as "people are the most and the most......
Oops, Reiko thinks about so many things that she thinks about it so much that her mind is completely confused, and her head is about to explode!
Alas——!
How did I end up with so many unfortunate things?
How could I be so unlucky!
Reiko kept banging on the door of her head with infinite self-blame, and then gritted her teeth and lip with self-pity, and finally couldn't get rid of her troubled thoughts.
So, Reiko stopped listening to songs. She reached out and pulled the headphones out of her ear, sat up from the bed, and stared at the corner in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, but Reiko heard the sound of the door opening outside.
Leaning a little, I heard the hostess calling in the living room:
"Reiko——, Reiko——! Are you there? ”
"Hey, here, here!"
Reiko quickly wiped the tears on her face, ran out of the nanny's room, came to the living room, and asked the hostess who had just entered the house:
"Auntie, are you back?"
"Well, have you had dinner?"
The hostess looked at Reiko with a red smile, and suddenly found that Reiko's eyes were a little flushed, and her mood was not normal, so she asked in surprise:
"Reiko, are you uncomfortable?"
"I'm having a headache."
Reiko didn't dare to say that she was in a bad mood, so she quickly lowered her head and tried to hide her grief and sadness.
"Oh, since you're not feeling well, let's rest early!"
The hostess wanted to tell Reiko briefly, and wanted to tell Reiko about the meeting with Liping's parents today, as well as the marriage date between Mengdu and Liping agreed upon by the in-laws on both sides, and inform Reiko that from tomorrow, she will go all out to arrange the marriage between Mengdu and Liping.
However, when she saw Reiko's frosty demeanor, she estimated that telling Reiko about the marriage between Mengdu and Liping at this time might not be good, so she dispelled the idea just now, and changed her words to Reiko:
"Reiko, I drank some red wine outside today, and my head is a little dizzy, let's rest early."
After saying that, he went upstairs with some bulky steps.
The mayor's wife just said the truth:
Today, although it is the first time I have met Liping's parents, the impression that Liping's parents have given her is still quite good!
Lao Zhang's family was born in the common people, especially her mother-in-law, looking at her honest appearance, I believe that there should be no problems in the future in-laws and exchanges!
And the status of Mengdu in the Zhang family, from the attitude of the father-in-law towards Lao Wang and himself, it can be foreseen that Mengdu's status in the Zhang family in the future will be supreme!
Of course, in terms of the social status of the Zhang family, compared with the Wang family, the portal is obviously low.
However, Mengdu only took a fancy to Liping, and if Liping didn't marry, what could we do?
Sugar cane is not as sweet as two ends!
Alas, the portal is low, as long as Liping is virtuous and docile!
Anyway, Mengdu will not rely on his Zhang family to get promoted and make a fortune in the future; The real backer of Mengdu is still Mengdu's own father!
Thinking of this, the mayor's wife was relieved.
Tonight, after finalizing the marriage of Mengdu and Liping with her in-laws at the dinner table, the mayor's wife was happy, and the smooth words that Hao Desheng said at the wine table made her laugh every time, so when she was drinking, the mayor's wife relaxed her guard, cup after cup, and did drink a lot of red wine today.
Now that the effects of alcohol are working, the mayor's wife is dizzy and lightheaded, and she really wants to rest early.
After watching the hostess go upstairs, Reiko was stunned for a moment in the living room, then returned to her room and collapsed on the bed.
However, when the person collapses on the bed, the brain is still chaotic, and he can't sleep at all.
Helpless, Reiko had to listen to mobile phone music for a while; Sit up in a daze for a while; I would get up and pace back and forth in the room.
Unconsciously, the time came to about half past ten, and Reiko heard the sound of Vice Mayor Wang coming home.
When Vice Mayor Wang went home, the sound of entering the door every time was silent, and the footsteps were very steady.
And after entering the door, Vice Mayor Wang walked directly from the living room to the stairs, and he did not stop in the middle.
Because of these characteristics, Reiko has long been familiar with where Vice Mayor Wang is going home.
Well——, right! Now, Mengdu is about to marry that city government employee, do I want to report to Uncle Wang about my relationship with Mengdu?
Do you want to confide in Uncle Wang about your grievances and pain?
Listening to the sound of Vice Mayor Wang entering the door, Reiko had a whim.
Reiko felt that although Uncle Wang usually didn't talk much, every time he saw herself, he always showed a generous smile, giving people a fatherly warmth.
Moreover, since that night, I wittily helped Uncle Wang send that Boss Jiang away, Uncle Wang has added a kind of care and trust to me.
If, if I confide in Uncle Wang about my love affair with Mengdu, confide that I have given my precious chastity to Mengdu, and tell him that I still love Mengdu deeply, will Uncle Wang help me turn the current situation around?
Or, will Uncle Wang help me get justice and justice?
No, no, impossible!
Reiko quickly realizes that the above idea is pure fantasy and immediately dismisses the naïve idea.
Lingzi understands that Mengdu is Uncle Wang's biological son, how can his biological father not help his biological son and help his biological son, but help outsiders?
In Uncle Wang's eyes, what kind of green onion am I?
What's more, in this villa, all housework is basically the final say of the hostess; Uncle never cares about family chores.
What's more, I fell in love with Mengdu in spring and went to bed deviantly, maybe my aunt would have told my uncle earlier!
Uncle for the sake of Mengdu's reputation, and maybe for my face, he deliberately pretended not to know and deliberately didn't say it.
Alas-
Reiko shook her head sadly and sighed, her mind returning to the dead end of pain and irritability, unable to extricate herself.