I felt like my heart was about to jump out: "I don't care what Li Qiongzhen scolds me!" I'm seventeen, I'm going to turn twenty, I can ......"

Lin Tian shook his head: "Don't make trouble with Xiazi." ”

I gritted my teeth and said, "Lin Tian, I want to be with you." I am willing to take care of your life, take care of Minmin, you are working hard now, I am willing to help you share it, I can already make money, my money is no problem to support my family! I would also like to support your cause. ”

Lin Tian looked at me for a long time, and then sighed: "I should have avoided you a long time ago, but I found out too late." ”

I lowered my head, feeling sad that he didn't want to pay attention to me for a long time.

Lin Tian said: "Forget what you just said, otherwise we won't be able to communicate in the future, and I won't come to see you again." ”

His words were soft, but they were like a knife in the heart, and they made people feel a pang of colic.

I hadn't cried in a long time, and this time I couldn't hold back the tears: "I should have known that no one would like me at all." I shouldn't have such an extravagant expectation. ”

Lin Tiandao: "Xiazi." It's me and you who really don't fit. Both of us are people with complex families and lack affection. What's more, my career is not going well now, and I am facing a bunch of bad things every day, and I really don't have time to think about this. ”

"I am willing to share your suffering. I'm now able to make money, and I'm now..."

"But I don't like you."

It was like a thunderbolt sounding in my head, and I forgot to cry, yes, I forgot such an important point.

Lin Tian continued: "Even if we barely get together, we won't feel happy. Maybe there is, but in the end, it will be annihilated by more messy things, when I was with Li Qiongzhen before, I used to think that no matter what the outside environment is, as long as we have feelings, we can survive, but the result is like this......"

"I'm not like her." I choked up, "I'll be okay with Minmin." ”

Lin Tian nodded: "I know you will be good to her, but you think about it, we are really together, if Li Qiongzhen finds your school, how do you explain it?" Tell the principal that you don't have a relationship with us? Did you explain it clearly? You really don't want to take the college entrance examination anymore? Is yours worthy of your grandmother, and your own contributions? ”

I looked at him blankly, my mind was a mess: "Doesn't it mean that everything can be overcome as long as there are feelings?" ”

Lin Tian smiled: "You are still too young, and you don't understand many things." You and I are both very bitter people. I have also been abandoned by my family, and every time I see you, I think of myself many years ago, and I will be sad. ”

I cried bitterly: "When you are with me, you will only be sad? ”

"Yes. I'm sad, I also want to live happily, you know, I haven't been happy for a few days in my life, my father didn't care that we ran away, my mother and I suffered in the village, and then she took me to marry into a stranger's house, how many cold eyes I suffered, I didn't even get into college, I didn't have the job I liked, and now the process of starting a business is so hard. If I were married to someone with the same background, and I was constantly reminded of what happened in the past, do you think I would be fine? ”

"......" I couldn't speak, and kept crying. I can't bring him happiness, I just make him miserable!

"It may be cruel for me to say this to you, but Kasumiko, this is the truth, I am willing to be your friend, elder, confidant, and I am willing to always care for you and see you happy, but this can only be the case. I'm so sorry. ”

I squatted on the ground and cried, even if I was abandoned by Liu Bin in my previous life, I was not so sad to see him and my sister getting married.

Liu Bin's voice came: "I don't want you to want to live with me because you think our experiences are similar, you are so beautiful and simple, you are suitable for a person who makes you feel happy and happy, supporting and encouraging each other, instead of feeling each other's pain together." ”

I'm already thirty years old, but even so, my feelings are still blank, and I don't know how to love someone. He and I have always been in an unequal relationship, and we can't love each other.

He helped me up, Min Min biting his fingers in his arms, and his big round eyes looked at us curiously.

"Kasumiko, you have a great future, I believe you will be happy, and I am willing to watch you be happy."

I tried to stop the tears, but they kept flowing.

Lin Tian suddenly said: "Don't tell Lin Jing about this, if he knows about it, he will definitely be in a complicated mood." No matter what kind of feelings he has for you, and what will be like you in the future, if he knows about it, I'm afraid he won't be too comfortable. ”

People helped me again and again. I'm insatiable and want more, and now that things are like this, I'm such a stupid person.

"I'm sorry."

"Silly boy, what's wrong with you?" He stroked my hair: "Actually, I was very touched by what you said to me today, and I also know that when I am so down, there is still someone who cares about me so much, I feel very warm, thank you." ”

I nodded, "Goodbye, Lin... Uncle. ”

"Okay, you study hard." As he spoke, he turned and left, not looking back once.

Once again, my tears clouded my vision.

It turns out that there are really things in this world that you can't do no matter how hard you try.

When I went back, my grandmother was putting the brushed bowls in the cabinet one by one.

She looked at me and just sighed.

I went to the hut and drew a person's back with a paintbrush, it was Lin Tian, and I cried as I painted.

Grandma walked in and said, "Kasumiko, in another three or five years, you will understand that your current thinking is not right." I think you're probably because you don't have a father to care about, so when you meet someone older than you who can still care about you, you... Anyway, no, you're not suitable, you can be obedient. ”

I bit my lip and didn't speak, tears falling from my eyes.

"Did you hear me?" Grandma asked.

I nodded, trying to say something to reassure my grandmother, but I couldn't say anything.

When I went to bed at night, I thought of Lin Tian again.

The first time we met on the elementary school campus, when I was beaten and had nowhere to go, I watched fireworks and gave me candy.

We walked in the snow, he played cards with me, he helped me catch the bad guys, all the things, scene by scene, flashed back to me. I stood next to him and quietly measured my height, and every time I noticed that I had grown a little taller.

Maybe I was really working too hard, and finally there was someone who cared about me, and I desperately wanted to catch it, and it ended up embarrassing both me and the other party.

My heart was full of self-blame and deep disappointment in myself.

I was so sick that I didn't get up in bed for days. The person had a high fever, his brain was also foggy, and he was sweating all the time. My grandmother bought me medicine and I slept there after I finished eating. Rather than being awake and in pain, it is better to be so confused.

Grandma put a cold towel on my forehead: "I'll go to him, he will be willing to come and see you." ”

"Don't." I struggled to say, "Don't tell him, it's okay with him, I'll be fine." ”

Because I was sick, I didn't attend the opening ceremony, and my grandmother took me a day off. This was the first time I had taken a leave of absence from school since I was reborn.

At noon, when the opening ceremony ended, Lin Jing and Zhao Bo came to see me.

Zhou Jing came in with the fruit first, and when she saw me like this, she was startled, and hurriedly touched my forehead: "Why have you lost weight like this, what's wrong with you, haven't you eaten well at home?" ”

I smiled and avoided her approach: "I'm catching a cold, don't infect you, don't I want to lose weight?" I want to wear good clothes when school starts. ”

"Nonsense." Zhou Jing said: "I don't believe it, what's wrong." Could it be that someone is bullying you? ”

"It's just sick. It's almost all right, and you can go back to class. ”

Zhao Bo looked at me and said, "I heard that Wen Li is also sick, and it is also very serious. ”

Grandma hurriedly asked, "Why is she sick?" ”

"Her academic performance has not been improving."

This time for her final exam, although Zhao Bo had tried his best to help her tutor without sleep or food, but because she had fallen too much before, she still couldn't do it, and she was counting down.

Later, when my dad went to a parent-teacher conference, he was criticized by the teacher, saying that he shouldn't just focus on filming and studying. also said that there is an older sister in the family who was admitted to Tiezhong, and she can't be too partial, just care about her sister and her sister.

"She told me all this, she cried when she said this, and I wanted to help her, but it was too much, and my mother didn't want me to lose time." Zhao Bo frowned, he was sad.

Lin Jing snorted: "It's clearly the opposite, right?" When did their family take care of their sister? It's because she doesn't study well herself, and she doesn't come to class if she wants to be famous, who is to blame for this? ”

Zhao Bo said: "Don't talk about her like that, she has a fever and coughs for a week." The skinny ones are out of shape. ”

Grandma was very anxious: "In this way, I'm boiling chicken soup here, can I send some to her later?" ”

"I know, grandma." Zhao Bo agreed.

I leaned on the edge of the bed and was silent, not wanting to say bad things about her in front of Zhao Bo.

Lin Jing gave me a big plastic at this time: "Let's not talk about this!" This is a new workbook and books, so heavy, it's really exhausting me! ”

"Thanks, you're so interesting!" I took it and looked at it.

The newly printed books have a very fragrant taste. I saw these materials, and my mood was much better, I was so sick that I also figured it out, I want to be admitted to university, and I live a happy life.

Zhao Bo said: "Xiazi, what did you think of, you became very happy." ”

I smiled and said, "Of course I'm happy to see you, I miss you very much." ”

"I miss you too." Zhao Bo looked at me with a smile.

Lin Jing pushed Zhao Bo's shoulder: "Xiazi didn't say it to you alone, why are you so thick-skinned?" ”

"Can't I say something wrong?" Zhao Bo glanced at Lin Jing.

At this time, Grandma said, "Let's eat lunch here, I'll cook." ”

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