To be honest, the people I come into contact with in the island country are all mature women, and the ambiguity comes and goes, just like that, this time I teased Fang Yadan a little, and her cuteness really made me very happy.

But I know very well in my heart that I must keep my distance from her, Song Nina, who was pampered at the beginning, because I suddenly said goodbye, I became sick like that, and now I feel distressed when I think about it.

And Fang Yadan, who grew up in a difficult environment, especially Fang Yadan, who was full of inferiority complex in his heart, felt that he should not be able to suffer emotional blows, and when I didn't want to categorically refuse his overtures to me, I suddenly thought of rejecting her in another way.

So I smiled wickedly, put my face to hers and asked, "Am I really that bad?" ”

As I spoke, my hand ran directly into her thigh.

As I had imagined, she had never been touched by a man, and when my hand touched her thigh, she was almost lifted from her seat as if she had been electrocuted.

After she came back to her senses, she slowly sat down with her cheeks flushed, lowered her head and said to me, "I'm sorry, I'm me."

I interrupted her with a smile and asked, "What do you mean, I keep saying that it's my girlfriend, why can't I even touch it?" ”

When I said this, she was so frightened that she looked up and looked around to see if anyone was paying attention to me. At this time, it was the peak time of dining, and the people at the other tables were bustling with each other to exchange glasses, and no one noticed us at all.

Fang Yadan, who was still a little strong, was a little frightened and overwhelmed after being touched by me, and moved his body out intentionally or unintentionally, keeping a certain distance from me.

That's what I'm trying to achieve, and it's better for her to be disgusted with me than if I could make any excuse to reject her.

"Okay, if you don't touch it, you won't touch it." I said, "Come, hurry up and eat, if you don't eat, we're really going to be late." ”

Fang Yadan was much more honest now, he lowered his head and ate desperately, and soon finished eating, and it seemed that he had no topic with me, got up and went to the opposite side, picked up the guitar and the school uniform he had changed, and said to me: "What, let's go!" ”

"I haven't paid yet!"

"I already bought it when I ordered."

Dizzy, I knew she would pay first, but at this time I had to say that I would pay her again, and now it was meaningless, so I didn't say anything, and after she put the guitar on her back, I silently walked out of the hotel with her.

She walked in the direction of the piano shop where she practiced, and after walking a few steps, she thought about it, and suddenly stopped and said: "What, I went to practice, you should also leave early, although it is late self-study, it is best not to be late!" ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, it's here anyway, and there won't be anything, call me if there's something, then I'll go?" ”

Fang Yadan nodded silently, and only after I turned around to leave did she look for Qin and walk.

I don't have anyone anymore, although this is what I need, and it is also the best result, but because of this, Fang Yadan misunderstood and disgusted me, which made me a little angry, but even so, it was better than her pestering me and making it difficult for me to choose in the future.

I came to school, evening self-study has just begun, after entering the studio, I bowed respectfully to the art teacher, the art teacher looked at me with a stunned face, although I was also very polite in the past, but not like now, I don't know, I thought that after I came back from the island country, I began to pretend inexplicably, in fact, I haven't come out of the environment of the island country.

Today, I am painting the human body again, and it is a woman's body, according to the plaster cast, thinking about the bodies of Qian Ying, Yoko Yamada, Michiko Miyamoto, Miyamoto Idai and Mrs. Jones, it is easy to draw, and the lines are much softer.

The art teacher couldn't help but spin around behind me, he didn't seem to expect me to progress so quickly, and probably wondered in his heart, did I go to the island country to worship some famous teacher?

Now I understand that painting is to be spiritual, in the past, although the plaster statue is also three-dimensional, but what I know is only the appearance, through the contact with women during this time in the island country, so that I have a further understanding of the woman's body, whether it is rational, or emotional, so the painted human body is absolutely lifelike.

Generally, when I study at night, the art teacher will always pay more attention to the back of a good student by virtue of his own impression, and guide me from time to time.

Today he stayed behind me for a long time, and immediately attracted the attention of the dysentery, and when the art teacher left behind me, the dysentery immediately came over and was shocked to see what I was drawing.

"Damn, you drew this?"

The words of dysentery immediately attracted the attention of the other students, and a few people next to me came over, and after reading it, they couldn't help but be secretly amazed. The other students also stopped their brushes and gradually gathered around.

"Teacher," the dysentery head shouted, "Please come and comment on Zhang Guodong's words, right?" ”

The art teacher came over, looked at the painting, looked at me again, looked around at everyone again, and said, "What do you say?" If you say that your paintings are forms, his paintings are definitely god-like, and further down, what you paint is paintings, and what he paints is the real person! ”

This evaluation is too high, although we are both high school students, but other students have also studied painting with him for three years, and they can hear what he means, in short, just this painting, he thinks I have the essence of painting, and the evaluation can be said to be extremely high.

The dysentery head lay on my arm: "Boss, your painting will definitely be on the propaganda board tomorrow!" ”

"It's not just a billboard," the art teacher said, "This year's compilation of outstanding students' albums will definitely be included in this painting." ”

Every year, the school compiles an excellent student picture album, and the students who can get the works in the album can basically go to the Academy of Fine Arts.

Only I know that this is also painting a woman's body, and if I change it to a still life, or even a man's body, I guess I will be a mess again.

Anyway, the words of the art teacher made me feel more confident, and I felt as if I had seen the dawn of being admitted to university.

After the evening self-study, on the way home, the three of them teased me all the way, first asking me how many times I had been to the red light district in the island country, and then insisting that I admit that I must have done it for Miyamoto Idai.

Of course, I flatly denied it, but I just said that when I lived in a hotel, adult programs were played on TV every day, and I couldn't watch them if I wanted to, so I had some insights.

After breaking up with them at the intersection, I thought this time should be the best time to find Chen Zhiqiang, but when I just walked downstairs to his house, I saw his broken bicycle parked there, the lights upstairs were not turned on, and it was estimated that when I was in the elevator, my mobile phone rang, I thought it was Lu Yuxin calling, and when I took it out, it turned out to be Fang Yadan's phone number.

If you guessed correctly, you must have come to apologize to me, right?

Anyway, the call had to be answered, and I thought about how to phrase it before I clicked on the phone.

Sure enough, Fang Yadan apologized as soon as he opened his mouth: "I'm sorry, Guodong, I think I was a little too sensitive just now, but in fact, it's nothing for you to do that." ”

I smiled: "To be honest, it should be me who says I'm sorry, because after seeing Song Nina's news, my mind was blank at the time, and then I had a sense of revenge, fortunately you reminded me in time, otherwise, even in the booth, I don't know what I would do." ”

"Then can you tell me what you have done with Song Nina in the past?"

"Everything that needs to be done has been done!"

"Everything that needs to be done, what's that?"

"That's not suitable for children, what, you still want me to describe it in detail?"

"Forget it, don't play around, I just finished practicing, can you pick me up?"

I was stunned for a moment, thinking: What do you mean, I did everything I did in front of so many people in the hotel just now, and now it's almost ten o'clock in the evening, she actually asked me to pick it up, so I'm not afraid that I will continue to play hooligan?

"It's too late, isn't it?"

"It's because it's late that I asked you to pick it up, in broad daylight, why do you want to pick it up?"

"No," I said with a smile, "You see, just now in the hotel, I can't help but move my hands and feet, there are no pedestrians on the road this big night, what if I can't help it?" ”

Wang Yadan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "Zhang Guodong, did you do it on purpose?" ”

"What deliberately, deliberately what?"

"You shouldn't be so fond of moving your hands and feet, I suddenly figured it out, are you afraid that I will pester you, so you did it on purpose?"

Great Khan!

You're a little slower, but you're still aware of it.

"No, I didn't mean to, me"

"Don't 'me', hurry up to the door of the piano shop, I'll wait for you."

"Hey, I've got it at night"

I was stunned for a long time, saw the electric light in Chen Zhiqiang's house turned on, and then looked at the broken bicycle he parked downstairs, thought about it, or turned around and went out, stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and rushed directly to the commercial street.

When I arrived at the door of the piano shop, she waved her hand to the owner of the piano board, and then reached out to hold my arm very naturally, and said: "Zhang Guodong, you can really pretend, when I practiced the piano tonight, I thought about it almost all night, and finally figured it out, you definitely did it on purpose just now." ”

"No, not really."

"Isn't it?" Fang Yadan looked at me and said, "I remember, the reason why you broke up with Song Nina is because of your sister-in-law, that is, the woman whose father called Sister Xin that day, when you rescued me at the night market stall, it seems that you were eating supper with her, right?" ”

Since she said Lu Yuxin, I have nothing to hide, although Song Nina didn't break up with me because of Lu Yuxin, but I still followed her words and said: "Yes, how to say it, the sister Xin you said, in the past, it was my cousin's girlfriend, they broke up, and now we are together, Song Nina parted ways with me because of her." ”

Fang Yadan rolled his eyes at the sky and said disdainfully: "Song Nina is too boring!" Not to mention anything else, even such an old woman can't compete? If I were Song Nina, I would hold you tightly and not let go, see what you do? ”

She was really holding my arm tightly, looking like she was ready to come forward, and I really didn't know what to tell her.