Chapter 14—Love When You Lose, You Need to Love (1)

I quietly stayed with him at the door, he had been waiting, waiting for someone, waiting for that person to come back safely, I knew the mood of waiting too well.

As soon as I entered the general forum, he hugged me and didn't let go tightly, for fear that in the next minute, I would not appear in this game again.

I haven't forgotten, I promised him that if I was destroyed, I would come back to see him as a ghost, I didn't miss the appointment, I came back, safe and sound, and there was a tear in his eyes.

I was next to Hao, I could feel his deep uneasiness, because of that girl, when I saw the tear in the corner of his eye, I was a little panicked, this Hao is no longer the Hao I know, is he moved, to that mysterious girl.

I'm a little jealous of the girl on the Internet, why can that girl get SKY's love, and can also get Hao's bond, which point is she comparable to me, I began to turn my anger into the power of Xiaosheng, watching them fall, my heart was happy, men are half-hearted animals, their incredible eyes converged on me, suddenly, my heart couldn't help but shudder, when will I lose my reason, is it because I can't get it? Or am I afraid, I'm afraid that in the next second, I will lose my nature on the Internet, I am offline, I can't lose those men who still have illusions about me because of a man's heart, I'm not stupid, how can I give up the whole forest because of a tree.

I lit a cigarette, the rising fog confusing my vision, I wonder what Hao is doing now? I grabbed my phone and rang his number.

"Hao, is that you? I feel that I'm so tired today, can you come over and stay with me? I really want to borrow your arms to use it, you shouldn't mind. The tone is not heavy or light, moderate and ambiguous, not explicit, obviously I miss him, but I don't tell him, even if I am rejected, I will not feel faceless, I also count myself as a step down.

I met her on the Internet, she was with me all the way in the Internet, from youth to prodigal, she witnessed my network baptism, once upon a time, I was infatuated with her, her laughter, her crying, everything about her, I also thought about it, everything about her, everything about me, I want to spend it with her.

Later, I found out that she wrote her own thoughts on her face, she loved me, she loved so naked, I understand, but I couldn't give her a future, the future she wanted was not what I wanted, I had thought about escaping this absurd ambiguity, and then I found that I was fascinated by her gentleness and intimacy, for a long time, for the jokes of friends, I don't reject or dislike it, she is an excellent girl, no boy will refuse to get a sensible and caring, and belly girl, I am also a boy, that huge vanity is swellingShe, how not, we are just using each other, so I didn't refuse her, she didn't avoid me, sometimes, a moderate joke, a moderate amount of ambiguity, and I enjoyed the occasional heartbeat.

Hearing her call, very suddenly, she only said that she wanted me to accompany her, accompanied by beautiful women, how could I refuse her? In reality, we have never seen each other, although we are in the same city, the same sky, it's not that we don't want to see each other, but there is no need to see each other, probably because they are afraid of seeing the light and dying.

In my mind, once the Internet is extended to reality, there are only two possibilities, either to 'see the light and die', or to take the other person to bed, and then, ignoring sexual forgetting, as if there was no such person in each other's lives.

A great fact has been verified in me, I used to be like this, getting into trouble with a 'gummy' that I can't throw away, if it weren't for sacrificing SKY's hue and my appearance, I still really can't throw away that piece of 'gummy candy'.

This time, for some reason, I didn't want to see her this time, not because I wanted to maintain the moderate ambiguity that still existed, but because I wanted to directly cut off her thoughts, the Internet is the Internet, the reality is the reality, when, I began to give myself the bottom line.

She's a girl I admire, so I don't want to see her, and I don't want to spoil the fantasy that she still has a little bit of beauty in my heart, her voice is very good, and sometimes the voice is inversely proportional to real people, so I don't want to lose such a 'pink acquaintance' just like this.

So I selfishly chose the latter.

There doesn't seem to be anything wrong with not seeing her and being each other's confidants......

I hung up the phone and sent a message: It's late at night, it's not safe for you to come out as a girl, next time! It's so late, it's dangerous for a girl to meet netizens casually, if I'm not a decent gentleman, what should you do?

Obvious concern, but also a slight blame, this is not harmful to a girl who loves you, so, I did it, how can I do it?

Throw away the phone, sleep on the bed, and fall into a deep sleep......

The night was very deep, the night wind blew across my cheeks, it was cool, and I thought of this sentence: when others are awake, I have slept, and when others have slept, I am still awake.

This sentence is perfect to describe otaku, obviously asleep, but the brain clearly sends instructions to tell you that every move in the game should follow your chess path.

I guessed right, the person I was waiting for was indeed wandering the Internet.

"Hey, city lord, it's so late, you haven't slept yet, you're waiting for her."

"You ......"

Without waiting for an answer, the beauty and smile in the game had already made him remember me.

"Aren't you still sleeping?" He replied to me nonchalantly.

"Yes, normally at this time, I would have gone to bed a long time ago, but tonight I deliberately didn't sleep because I had to wait for someone."

"You mean me?" He said calmly.

"Sure enough, he is worthy of being the city lord, and he will be successful in one guess." The wind lifted the hem of my in-game skirt, and it was beautiful.

"What the hell do you want?" Straight to the point, refreshing, I actually appreciate him, but what I want has nothing to do with appreciation.

I approached him and whispered softly, and said in a charming voice, "Say, what would your girlfriend do if she saw us in this ambiguous position?" I looked at the source of the angry gaze behind me with a provocative look.

He seemed to feel murderous, turned around, it was fire-breathing eyes, I inadvertently passed by his side, approached the ordinary but temperamental girl, fingertips on the lips made a flying kiss gesture, flattering eyes, evil smile raised, just right.

I SNAPPED MY FINGERS INTO THE SHADOWS, AND SKY WALKED OUT, SMILING WRYLY, "TWILIGHT, CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT?" I don't understand you more and more. ”

"SKY, if you were a girl, and you saw your boyfriend whispering to a girl who was prettier than you, and the girl was looking at you with some pity, how would you feel?"

"What do you mean......" SKY looked at me with some realization. I smiled and said, "SKY, there is no love in this world that will not be jealous, there is a thorn in the heart of a girl in love, but some people's thorn is not visible, but if you use a little force to prick that thorn deeper, she will hurt and fight back, and I just made that nail that stimulated her." ”

"Twilight, I sometimes really wonder if you have been deceived by something, which is why you are terrible and ruthless today."

"SKY, do you know that it often seems that the most ruthless person is the most affectionate person. Don't try to cut my heart, you can't see through it, I think I'll tell you when I should tell you. ”

"So when will it be? Is it an unknown period, or is it a limited period? ”

"I don't know, it depends on my mood." She smiled, that pure smile, made me feel that she was so far away, obviously she seemed to be right next to me, but the reality pushed us so far, so far. It's so far away that I can't see her as she is, and staying in my heart is the epitome of her in the game who doesn't belong to the real her.