Seeing Yun Nianyi, Doctor Leng forgot that there was a Kun God under the table.

Such an embarrassed Yun Nianyi, it was the first time she had seen it.

The strong woman who has been idolized by countless independent young women walked in with sunglasses. After closing the door, Yun Nianyi, who took off her sunglasses, exposed everything, her eyes were bloodshot, obviously lack of sleep. Her look was very haggard, which made people feel distressed. The whole person gives people the feeling that they are exhausted.

"Doctor Leng, I can't live this kind of life anymore, I feel like I'm going crazy......"

Yun Nianyi's expression was extremely painful, and as soon as he entered the door, he asked Doctor Leng for help.

In fact, Yun Nianyi has come for treatment a few times, and the first few times she still maintained the demeanor of a strong woman, covering it up well, but she just asked Dr. Leng some questions on the side. And today, this strong woman seems to have collapsed her psychological defense, and as soon as she comes in, she is very different from before.

Calm in the face of patients is always so calm: "Ms. Yun, you know, I am a psychiatrist, and I treat heart diseases. As the old saying goes, heart disease requires heart medicine, and if you don't open your heart, it's hard for me to prescribe the right medicine. ”

In order to let the patients relax everything, she said: "In fact, the history of many business tycoons is a history of blood and tears. In the process of starting a business, it is inevitable to encounter some unbearable things, you don't have too heavy psychological baggage, there is always a way to solve things. ”

"No, it's not work, it's my son...... No, my adopted son ......" Yun Nianyi grabbed the corner of her clothes like a little girl who made a mistake, and said crampedly: "I said, I will tell you everything, I hope you must keep it secret for me." ”

Dr. Leng: "Please sit down and relax." ”

Yun Nianyi seemed to have just discovered that there was a sofa next to him, sat down a little uneasily, and said in a trembling voice: "Twenty-three years ago...... Twenty-two years and ten months ago, when I had just started my career and was planning to adopt a child...... At that time, I was planning to adopt a girl, and I searched several orphanages, but I couldn't find a suitable ......."

Doctor Leng: "Don't worry, drink a glass of water first and speak slowly." ”

Yun Nianyi drank water to moisten his throat, and his tone was finally no longer so anxious and uneasy: "Later, I was doing charity activities in an orphanage, and I accidentally saw a little boy lying in a daze at the window. I don't know why, but I felt like I was connected to this kid. Originally, the plan was to adopt the girl, but I adopted the little boy instead......"

His biological parents were killed in a tsunami in Huludao, and he was sent to an orphanage in City C. He was only five years old that year, withdrawn and unsociable, lying at the window in a daze every day. He always believed that his birth mother would come back to him and not talk to anyone...... Two years after I adopted him, he said his first words to me. ”

Yun Nianyi gradually immersed himself in the past, with a holy maternal brilliance on his body, and his tone was as gentle as a loving mother: "In the first two years, in addition to being in a daze in front of the window, he played video games. Even someone like me, who has little exposure to games, can feel his unusual talent for playing. I brought him a lot of puzzle game CDs from abroad, and in no more than three days, he will definitely clear the customs. Moreover, he achieved the highest score on the manual every time......"

"I consulted a lot of child psychologists and thought of a lot of ways to tell him the story of the pig-killing knife and how the pig-killing knife overcame all difficulties with an optimistic spirit. In the beginning, this method was very effective, he became more and more optimistic, and his personality became lively. Later, however, he ......"

Speaking of this, Yun Nianyi showed a hint of sentimentality: "I don't know if it's the opposite or why, but then he was a little too optimistic and too extroverted." This child is very precocious, he regarded the pig killing knife as an idol, and before he learned the skill of killing the pig knife, he first admired the private life of the pig killing knife...... When he was in the third grade of elementary school, he wrote an essay called "My Ideal...... The next day, I was invited to the office by his Chinese teacher to read his composition. In that article, the meaning expressed is probably that when he grows up, he will have sex with many beautiful women like a pig-killing knife......"

"Third grade?" Doctor Leng interjected and said lightly: "This is indeed a little too precocious, but he dares to write out his thoughts, which is commendable." ”

"yes, he's always been brave." Yun Nianyi sighed lightly, and continued: "That was the first time I severely criticized him, and since then I have ignored the advice of experts and educated him in my own way. I think that the child is mine, and there is no need for outsiders to point fingers...... At that time, he was young and did not show any abnormality, and it was not until he was fourteen years old, when he entered the rebellious period, that I noticed that he was becoming more and more different. ”

"When he was fifteen years old, he had his first love, and his little girlfriend was named Susu. At that time, I happened to be doing business abroad for a long time, and I was under the impression of Western thoughts, so I didn't stop him, but just advised him to treat Su Su well and not do things that would make the two of them regret it for the rest of their lives. Susu was the prettiest girl in their school, and it only took him a few days to make that little girl like him, and for a while, I was quite proud of him, and I thought that my son was really good......"

Half a year later, he brought Su Su to his house for a meal for the first time. It was on that day that my mind changed. When I saw Su Su, I suddenly felt very lost, and realized that he would never belong to me again, he belonged to Su Su, maybe he would belong to other girls in the future, and he would be farther and farther away from me......"

Doctor Leng: "This is normal, you don't have to blame yourself. When children grow up, they will always be separated from their parents. ”

"No, it's not normal." Yun Nianyi's face, which had just been relieved, became painful again: "I thought the same way at first, but later I found out that my feelings for him were not limited to the love of mother and son. Ten years, ten years with him, I have educated him in my own way, so that he becomes more and more like the person I have in mind, the perfect man of my ideal...... I was even thinking that if I was as old as Susu, I might fall in love with him desperately...... It was this sinful thought that made me make an irreparable mistake......"

Doctor Leng was silent, this kind of case of an adoptive mother falling in love with her adopted son is really rare.

"I used to celebrate his birthday every year, but a month before his sixteenth birthday, he asked to go out to celebrate his birthday with his friends. In fact, this is also normal, many children do not want to celebrate their birthdays with their parents anymore at this age. But I ......" Yun Nianyi said, and said in pain: "I made an irreparable mistake......"

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