The words that the leader said to Xu Mo obviously had the intention of sowing discord, he seemed to be really not in a hurry to kill me, but deliberately played me here, he used all kinds of words to stimulate me, and now he still wants Xu Mo to hate me. I know that he has bad intentions, but on the contrary, I can't say anything to refute it, for Xu Mo, I am really ashamed, she remembers me so much, she even has a knot in her heart because of me, but what about me, I have met her many times, but I have deceived her many times, and I have never admitted that I am Su Yan. Just cover the lie with a lie.

At this moment, I suddenly felt very powerless, everything today was beyond my expectations, I wanted to rescue Xu Mo, it seemed that it was more difficult than ascending to the sky, these demons of the soul group, not only the means were ruthless, but even the mind was so poisonous, I couldn't figure out their intentions at all, so I could only be at their mercy here.

After Xu Mo listened to the leader's words, her expression suddenly became extremely complicated, and there was shock, incredulity, pain, and resentment in her eyes. Obviously, the leader's words directly poked Xu Mo's sore spot, making her have to set off emotional waves. If this truth is told to Xu Mo by himself, then I believe that if I explain it well, Xu Mo will definitely understand me. But now, this truth was told to Xu Mo by an irrelevant person, which naturally had a great impact on Xu Mo. Of course, what made Xu Mo even more unacceptable was that when she asked me three times and twice if I was Su Yan, I resolutely denied it, but suddenly, she found out. I turned out to be Su Yan, isn't this just saying that I deceived Xu Mo again and again?

Xu Mo still didn't want to believe this fact, she kept staring at me, her eyes were still full of endless complexity, and the corners of her mouth were still squirming gently, as if something had come to her mouth, but she was swallowed back hard.

After struggling for a long time, Xu Mo finally opened his mouth and asked me hoarsely, "What he said is true?" Are you really Su Yan? ”

This question is the first time that Xu Mo has asked me, and it can be said that she has asked me many times, but every time before, I did not admit that I was Su Yan, and I used various reasons to perfunctory her. And now, in this case, I can't deny it anymore, I can't continue to deceive her, so how can I reply to her?

I stood in place, entangled for a while, and finally I opened my mouth with difficulty and whispered to Xu Mo: "Xu Mo, you listen to me"

Xu Mo didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and cut me off and said, "Don't talk about anything else, you just tell me, are you Su Yan?" ”

I was blocked by Xu Mo's words, and I was dumbfounded again in an instant, I know. Xu Mo didn't want to listen to any explanation from me, she just wanted a truth, a truth that came out of my mouth, and my answer was only yes or no. I have no other choice at all, once I tell the truth, it will be equivalent to stabbing Xu Mo in the heart, how can I open my mouth?

When the leader on the side saw us in this situation, his eyes were even more interesting, and he seemed to have been planning to watch me here from the beginning, and he just wanted to witness my pain and embarrassment.

I hesitated for a long time with a heart, but after all, I still said resolutely: "Yes, I am Su Yan!" ”

Hearing this, Xu Mo suddenly laughed, she laughed very sadly, laughed very sadly, she seemed to be laughing at herself, and as if she was mourning herself, her eyes even flashed faint tears, she laughed to herself for a while, and then looked at me, and said with disappointment: "Su Yan, you are really Su Yan, why, why can you be so cruel to me, I have asked you so many times, why do you just refuse to admit it, why do you have to lie to me?" ”

Seeing Xu Mo sad to such a desperate gloom, my heart is even more guilty, of course I know how sad her heart is, these years, because of my death, she has lived a mess, her mental state is so trance, she never wants to believe the fact that I am dead, she dreams that I am still alive. And I, indeed, am still alive, but I know Xu Mo's trance state, and I know that she is not doing well because of me, but I still refuse to admit that I am Su Yan, I am watching Xu Mo sad and sit idly by, this is for Xu Mo. It's really cruel. I can understand how sad she is now.

I pursed my lips vigorously, and then said slowly to Xu Mo: "Xu Mo, I'm really sorry, I know that no matter how much I say, I can't change the harm I have done to you, but I do have a hard time, my situation at that time was very special, you know, three years ago, I suffered a catastrophe here, I escaped death to survive, but everyone thought I was dead, and my enemies thought I was dead, so. I can't reveal my identity, or I'll be killed! ”

After listening to my explanation, Xu Mo's face did not improve, she still looked at me sadly, her eyes were even a little bloodshot, and she opened her mouth. Said heavily: "So what? You want to hide it from the whole world, but you can tell some special people? You let Huang Kun know the truth, I can understand this, because he is worthy of your trust! But why, even Xia Chuxin can know your identity? Do you dare to say that last time in front of the Malatang restaurant, when I saw you, Xia Chuxin didn't know that you were Su Yan? Who is she? She's the indirect murderer of you! Why even she can know who you really are. And I can't? How? I'm going to get you in trouble, don't I? Or is it that I, Xu Mo, am not worthy of your trust at all? ”

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