537 is very different
The shallow father has changed too much.
Originally, no matter what the occasion, no matter standing, sitting or lying, the waist pole that was always straight as loose has now become rickety. was originally always clean and meticulous, but now it is sloppy like a beggar on the street.
Originally, at all times, he stood on the side of justice with resoluteness and brilliance. Because he never asks for people, he can speak sonorously in any place and at any time. Now that there is no trace of his daughter, he will also be flustered, and when he asks the doctor and Zhang Jin, he looks like Lu Xun's 'Xianglin sister-in-law'!
Master He Guozhi five years ago, and Father He five years later, compared with each other, they are simply two kinds of people in heaven and earth. Looking at the declining Father He in front of him now, thinking of the impassioned Master He in the past, Zhang Jin couldn't help but feel sad!
I really can't imagine that what has always been stinky and hard will become what it is now!
It's hard to imagine what kind of encounter will make Master He, who is known as 'durian', become like this.
It seems that this Master He is far from being as hard-hearted as he once showed in front of Zhang Jin, and far from being as impersonal as he tried to show. At least, he also has people he cares about, and he also has relatives who really love him with his heart!
Because of his own stick beating mandarin ducks, although He Qingqian's personality is weak and filial, He Guozhi still feels that the relationship between his daughter and himself has gradually drifted apart in the past few years;
Because of the relationship with the daughter. The wife who has never rebelled against her for many years, the wife who has always been able to strictly abide by the 'wife taking the husband as the key link' and 'marrying and obeying the husband', and the wife who has always been virtuous and a mess, finally fell out with herself.
Embarked on the same path as ordinary divorced couples - quarrels, cold wars, divorces!
What hit He Guo even harder is that he is now the only blood relative in this world, and his only daughter is terminally ill, and he will soon let himself experience the human tragedy of 'white-haired people sending black-haired people';
This blow after blow made Master He originally armed with a barbed hard shell. In fact, the soft heart inside has become full of holes and blood. This blow after blow finally shook the stubborn belief that Master He had insisted on since he changed his name to 'Guozhi'. Let this old man who is just half a hundred years deeply doubt the meaning of his past life!
Therefore, Master He was confused and confused, and finally became what he is now.
How can this state of mind continue to develop? The consequences are unimaginable.
Zhang Jin even doubted that if Qingqian really hid himself. If Master He really experienced the pain of his wife being separated and the white-haired person sending the black-haired person. Will he let his own spirit Shijie completely collapse!
Or really become a mentally abnormal person like Xianglin's sister-in-law, and every day to say to people you know and people you don't know, 'I'm so stupid, really ......'
Or simply learn from the other master of Chinese studies - Wang Guowei who wrote the words 'fifty years, only one death, after this world changes, there is no more shame'. Consciously sank the lake without interest, and this remnant life!
It's not impossible. Humans are social creatures. Even Master He, who was once as stubborn as a stubborn stone, is no exception. When he loses someone he can care about, when he loses someone who cares about him. He has been excluded from society by the whole of humanity!
That kind of real loneliness can kill, it is any academic glory and praise, and it is the real cold that no junior worship can warm!
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Zhang Jin finally found the yellow box they helped put away at the doctor's place, and He Guoyi, who was in a trance and eager to see his daughter, got into Zhang Jin's car and drove towards Haiwozi Village. …,
However, when Zhang Jin's car just drove out of the city, He Guozhi suddenly changed his mind after a few minutes of restlessness:
"Stop, stop!"
Hearing Dad He's sudden shout, he thought something was wrong, and hurriedly stepped on the brakes. After the car stopped, Zhang Jin turned his head and hurriedly asked:
"What's wrong? Uncle He, what's wrong with you? ”
He Guozhi, who was sitting in the passenger seat, was questioned by Zhang Jin, and after his complexion changed several times in a row, he finally made up his mind, and said in an astringent tone:
"I'm not going, neither your Shurong nor Qingqian will want to see me? As long as I know they're okay now, I'm relieved! ”
As he spoke, Dad He looked lonely and wanted to push the car door and get out of the car. was grabbed by Zhang Jintan's hand:
"Uncle He, you are a university scholar, you must have heard the phrase 'medicine does not die'! To be honest, although Qingqian's current situation is quite stable, it is also dangerous.
Now Qingxiao needs enough encouragement, a strong enough desire to survive, and with my treatment, it is possible to wake up again. Otherwise, although I am sure that she will continue to live, if she can't wake up, she may continue to live in such pain!
Can you bear it?
So, Qingqian needs the encouragement of all of us now! It's not just Aunt Wen, it's not just me, you, as her father, shouldn't stay out of it! ”
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Zhang Jin knew that the Shurong in Master He's mouth was Qingqian's mother, Aunt Wen. And when Qing Qian first met her last year, she had already said that her parents were divorced.
Zhang Jin has also seen that Aunt Wen, and he naturally knows how obedient Mother He is to Father He. At that time, He's mother, who was accustomed to obeying her husband's orders, even if she was supportive of Zhang Jin and Liu Xianxian's future, but under the thunderous anger of He's father, she could only shrink into a speechless voice, and could only silently sobble to express her heartache for her increasingly bony daughter.
Zhang Jin can also imagine how courageous and difficult it is for this woman, who has always been traditional and has almost no say in the family, to blatantly break with Father He.
I'm afraid that this matter is inseparable from Qingxiao's condition! Only in this situation will Mother He reverse decades of cowardice and burst out with this courage and determination.
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Zhang Jin's persuasion made He Guozhi's face change a little, but he still struggled and said astringently:
"I really shouldn't go, it might be worse if I go! They hate me. ”
"Uncle He, you ......"
"Needless to say! You should know my character, I've decided, I will definitely not go! At least not today! ”
After some categorical words, Zhang Jin was helpless. I had to say:
"Well, I won't force you to go to me today! However, in the future, if you need your help for a shallow treatment, I hope you will not refuse to escape! ”
"Haode, I promise!"
After He Guozhi finished solemnly, he was about to push the car door again and leave, but was pulled by Zhang Jin again. Seeing He Guozhi's puzzled eyes when he turned his head, Zhang Jin explained:
"It's a remote place and it's not easy to get by car. Where are you going? I'll send you! ”
After hesitating for a while, He Guozhi nodded and sat back in his seat.
When He Guozhi said a place name, the two never spoke a word along the way. It wasn't until nearly an hour later, when the car was parked at the door of a farmer's house, that the silence between the two was broken again when Father He got out of the car.
Dad He pushed the car door and got out of the car, took two steps in the direction of the corridor, and suddenly paused hesitantly. After standing in place for three seconds, Father He turned around indifferently, showed a stiff smile, and said: ...,
"Hmm...... Xiao Zhang, do you want to go up and sit down? ”
Zhang Jin, who was sitting in the cab, also replied with a somewhat stiff smile and said:
"No, I'll take care of Qingqian when I go back!"
Then, after a little awkward silence between the two of them, they both nodded and planned to leave.
However, when Zhang Jin's car had just started, He Guozhi, who had already entered the corridor, ran out again, and in Zhang Jin's puzzled eyes, He Guozhi pulled the corners of his mouth shyly, and said astringently:
"Well, can I call you and ask Kiyosa...... and Shurong's situation. I promise, won't bother you often? ”
Seeing that in his memory, he had never asked for help, and he had always been upright, revealing this begging and pitiful look, Zhang Jin naturally would not refuse, nodded and readily agreed:
"My new phone number is 159 and I'm idle and have a lot of time! Feel free to call, uncle! ”
Seeing He Guozhi take out his mobile phone and enter his number in the mobile phone tremblingly, Zhang Jin started the car again and planned to leave. At this time, He Guozhi stopped Zhang Jin again:
"Wait!"
When Zhang Jin turned his head to look at it in amazement, he saw He Guozhi suddenly bow to himself at a depth of more than ninety degrees:
"Shallow...... Please, please, do your best! ”
Master He, who has always bent his waist rather than bend it, actually bowed, and the object was Zhang Jin, whom he once despised and disdained, and the Zhang Jin who once made Master He feel that sitting at the same table with him was an insult!
Zhang Jin was stunned for a moment, and just when he was about to get out of the car and help him up, Master He raised his head and bowed hard, then turned around and left.
At this time, it was already dark, and Master He's emaciated figure looked particularly gloomy under the reflection of the corridor lights. It was easy for Zhang Jin to think of two words - standing alone and hanging from each other!
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On the way back, Zhang Jin's heart was surging. On the one hand, it is why it is shallow and heartbroken, and on the other hand, it is very emotional about what is happening today.
Today, what Zhang Jin has seen and heard with his own eyes, what he has said and done, is completely different from the previous Master He. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )