505 Stagnation

Lele's milky answer made Zhang Jin stunned for a moment, and asked strangely:

"Aunt He? Which Aunt He? ”

"It's Aunt He, who likes Lele the most! Have you forgotten that it's that tall, fairy-like Aunt He? It's the volunteer aunt who always came to see Nini when Nini was sick! ”

Lele's little mouth was like a broken drum, crackling and saying a lot, with a 'you are so stupid' expression on his face.

Lele's explanation made Zhang Jin's mind quickly piece together a beautiful fairy picture. Dusty temperament, beautiful and clear appearance, pure and childish appearance, tall and upright concave figure, isn't that He Qingqian?

"How did she get back?"

Zhang Jin was a little puzzled, so he asked again uncertainly:

"Are you talking about the Aunt He who hugged you and told you "Hans Christian Andersen's Fairy Tales" when you were sick?"

"Well, yes, yes, Aunt He told Nini the story of 'The Ugly Duckling Turns into a Swan', and also told 'Mermaid' and 'Thumbelina'!"

Lele nodded again and again, his face full of joy and affirmation.

Hearing Lele's exact answer, Zhang Jin couldn't help but be a little stunned for a while. For He Qingqian's arrival, Zhang Jin's mood was naturally happy, but in addition to being happy, he was a little different.

Zhang Jin can't say what is abnormal, in short, all kinds of emotions are complicated.

Although after several contacts in the past few months, including the chance encounter at a friend's party, including the chance encounter when Hai Sanbo pulled him to his home to treat Lele, including the 'chance encounter' when he was often treated by Lele, because of the 'chance encounter' at the martial arts front party, Zhang Jin and He Qingqian seem to have become good friends, and it seems that there is no longer the embarrassment of seeing old lovers after breaking up.

Even, when Zhang Jin and He Qingqian got along. There is also a casualness and relaxation that fascinates him. But. Before every meeting, Zhang Jin was always a little nervous and a little apprehensive.

I'm worried that I won't be able to let go of this woman I 'once beloved'.

And. Just like Ye Hong always felt that He Qingqian was a threat to herself, she was afraid that this fairy-looking woman would steal her man. Zhang Jin, who knew Ye Hong's vigilance, was with He Qingqian. There is also a sense of guilt for doing something sorry for her behind Ye Hong's back.

Speaking of which, since they met again last year, although Zhang Jin has not had any physical 'intimate contact' with He Qingqian, he is the person who once knew and loved each other the most. It's a lover who once had a deep relationship like the sea! Every time we get along, my heart is a little throbbing that is both familiar and unfamiliar! This throbbing is the source of the 'guilt of betraying Ye Hong' in Zhang Jin's heart.

He Qingqian is not the 'prey' in the eyes of those Zhang Jin in the 'original' bar. Zhang Jin, who was praised as a 'lower body animal' by the pair of lilies, although he had many 'dewy marriages' in the 'original bar', but they were all carnal and did not involve emotions.

Even if the relationship between Zhang Jin and the pair of lilies is now. It can no longer be said that it is just a mutual satisfaction that takes what each other needs, but it is definitely not a clear emotional entanglement. Even compared with the relationship between men and women, I am afraid that friendship accounts for a greater proportion. Especially the interaction with Song Yiting. More like a pair of buddies!

And He Qingqian is different. This woman is getting more and more dusty, more and more like a fairy. Not only was Zhang Jin once the mandarin couple and pillow man who vowed to protect him for the rest of his life, but the separation of the two was not due to the breakdown of their relationship.

On the contrary, at that time, in order to stop the weak-hearted He Qingqian from being caught between his father and his lover, he washed his face with tears every night. In order to prevent He Qingqian, who was almost disfigured at that time, from continuing to move from the brink of collapse to the abyss of collapse, Zhang Jin gave up this feeling of heartache that could almost stop him from breathing.

At that time, with the intimacy with Ye Hong's 'new love', he finally drove away He Qingqian, let this woman leave the sad place of Shenzhen City, and returned to Shashi City, Hunan Province, why didn't Zhang Jin feel almost boring?

The third, fourth, stone, and back they even put down the work at hand and took a leave of absence for many days, just for fear that Zhang Jin would not be able to think about it, and accompany him every day to get drunk and dream to death. It can be seen that the parting at that time hit Zhang Jin hard!

Later, the brothers actively cooperated to help Zhang Jin take Ye Hong down, also for Zhang Jin to regain the joy of life.

Although later, Ye Hong did use her own charm that was completely different from He Qingqian, and her strong infectious power like fire, to make Zhang Jin's cold heart gradually warm up, from acting to reality, and willing to become a prisoner.

However, in Zhang Jin's emotional shijie, has He Qingqian's mark really been cleared? Zhang Jin was not sure, especially after meeting again a few months ago, Zhang Jin was even more confused!

Whether he and He Qingqian are just friends, or whether there are some other things, Zhang Jin himself can't figure it out. Or is it still lingering, or it is just a man's possessiveness, or Zhang Jin is obsessed with an unforgettable emotion, or it is really just a friend......

Just because he couldn't clear his heart, Zhang Jin would be in chaos every time he met He Qingqian, and he wanted to hide.

But after every meeting, He Qingqian can use her own unique charm to make Zhang Jin feel like a spring breeze and can't bear to part. What a weird thing!

It's the same this time!

When Zhang Jin suspended the preparations for the luncheon, went out with Lele in his arms, and saw He Qingqian's pure smile like a clear mountain spring, his previous apprehension and dodging thoughts suddenly disappeared. Only the joy of seeing each other is left, and when I see that beautiful smile, I feel like drinking fairy wine.

"Qingqian, why are you here?"

"What? Not welcome? ”

The fairy-like He Qingqian suddenly revealed the feigned expression of a ghost horse elf, which made Zhang Jin stunned.

I have to say that He Qingqian, who seems to be able to fly with the wind at any time, and the fairy's faint smile suddenly turned into an elf and a ghost horse, which can't help but make Zhang Jin feel amazing in addition to being unexpected.

I don't know if it's the distance that produces beauty, or He Qingqian's growth, or some other reason.

Compared with He Qingqian, who was next to Zhang Jin's pillow in the past, she has changed too much now. In the past, He Qingqian, in Zhang Jin's feeling, was just like mountain dew, pure and clean. And now, He Qingqian has gone further, like a fairy in the clouds, without any dust, it seems that he can go with the breeze at any time, and it seems that he may return to the 'Heavenly Palace' in the high place at any time.

Such a fairy, who seems to be separated from herself, a mortal person, suddenly makes a mortal expression, which will inevitably make Zhang Jin a little out of shape.

But Zhang Jin is the master of shrewdness, so after a sudden stunned, he reacted quickly and returned to normal. The hippie smiled and said:

"Welcome, how can it not be welcome? It's just that you, He Da Fairy, suddenly fell into the dust, and landed in front of the eyes of this ordinary man of the little one, which made the little one a little flattered!

Welcome, welcome, warm welcome! ”

Zhang Jin laughed, which made He Qingqian can't help but smile on his lips. The jade hand was lightly covered by his lips, and after giving Zhang Jin a beautiful look, He Qingqian smiled and said:

"It's still so flamboyant, it hasn't changed at all!"

He Qingqian's casual rebuke made the two of them stunned again at the same time, and the atmosphere of 'seeing each other' was also after this sentence, as if it was suddenly frozen, and it was a little embarrassed to freeze. The hustle and bustle of the other villagers who came early in the surrounding area seemed to be isolated from the environment of the two of them by this embarrassment, and it became distant and unreal!

Although the two have met many times in the past few months, they have never touched the topic of the time when the two were together because they have avoided taboos. Today, He Qingqian forgot to mention it for a while, which immediately touched the sensitive nerves of both of them.

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He Qingqian once again thought of Zhang Jin, who was one level higher than himself in the school and studied in medical school, in order to pursue himself, he accompanied himself to take dozens of nearly 100 classes at the art academy, and finally broke his own defense step by step and conquered his own mental defense barrier.

became the first man other than his father to hold his hand and kiss his cheek; Be the first to kiss yourself on the lips and take possession of everything you have; Be the master who can make yourself cry, make yourself laugh, let yourself live, and let yourself die.

At that time, Zhang Jin was a flamboyant tongue, and he could always let himself be able to pass away because of his personality, and he was not at peace, and he could always stir himself to be difficult to control himself.

"From the beginning of my freshman year to the breakup, for five or six years, I always enjoyed this man's sweet words so much, and I always scolded him so on the surface, and scolded his 'flamboyant tongue' sweetly inside......"

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The pictures that have always been suppressed by Zhang Jin at the bottom of his mind, one scene after another are also stirred up by He Qing's inadvertent sentence. After Zhang Jin saw He Qingqian, his already relaxed state of mind became disordered again, chaotic and full of mixed tastes.

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Relatively speechless for a few seconds, it was as if they had been silent for a thousand years.

Finally, Zhang Jin took the lead in waking up with his super high spiritual attributes and the state of mind cultivated by reading and playing the piano in the past six months.

"Well, this may be called 'the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change'!"

After taking over He Qingqian's words about his 'flamboyant tongue', Zhang Jin hurriedly opened the topic:

"Well, how are you doing during this time? I remember you said that you are going to get married on May 1st this year, are the wedding preparations going well? …… Yes...... Nothing you need help with? ”

As soon as the words came out, Zhang Jin couldn't wait to give himself a mouthful. Zhang Jin was indeed in a mess, and he was a little speechless.

For this pair of mandarin couples who once swore an alliance, but now they are separated by labor, and it seems that neither side has let go of each other's men and women in their hearts, it is certainly inappropriate to mention those scenes in the past. However, like Zhang Jin, it is also inappropriate to mention such topics as belonging to each other.