Chapter 39 Zuo Chunqiu or Xia Dong

"Xia Dong?"

Mu Xu whispered in the back, his uneasiness written on his face.

"Musu? What's wrong? ”

Xia Dong turned around, and he found that his face was flushed with the sky, and his small mouth trembled slightly.

"I, I, that ......"

Mu Xu's words were vague in his mouth for a long time, but he couldn't say it, he understood that once this layer of window paper was pierced, maybe they wouldn't even have to be friends.

"What's wrong? You're nervous, do you have something to say to me? ”

"Xia Dong, do you have time this afternoon? Can we go catch fish together? ”

Mu Xu's words were not spoken after all, and he couldn't say those words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time in front of him. can only torture themselves and their love like this.

"Oh, okay, you can eat grilled fish in the evening."

Xia Dong was also reluctant to be the first to speak, he was afraid of hurting Mu Su and hurting the friendship between them. If Mu Xu was the first person to say love, he would accept it without hesitation, but he didn't wait for his initiative.

"Then, you are busy first, and I will go back first!"

Mu Xu felt that his face was hot and hot, and he didn't dare to look at Xia Dong directly. He wasn't sure exactly what he was doing, but he was sure that he liked Xia Dong.

Mu Su turned around and was just about to leave, Xia Dong walked over and grabbed his hand: "Mu Su!" ”

Mu Su was taken aback by his actions, he didn't expect him to hold his hand, but this also proved that his judgment was correct, Xia Dong liked him, Xia Dong liked him.

"Mu Xu, don't go, okay?"

Xia Dong just subconsciously took Mu Xu's hand, he knew that as long as he took one more step forward, they would fall into the abyss.

"Xia Dong, you? Don't want me to go? ”

"Yes, I don't want you to go, don't you go, okay?"

"I'm not leaving, I'm not going anywhere."

Mu Xu was full of joy, he finally waited for his retention. Even if he doesn't get that love for you, he can be happy for days.

"Mu Xu, let's go catch fish now, okay now?"

Xia Dong is like a different person, he began to take the initiative to pursue a person, began to be nervous, and began to have no scruples. There was suddenly a fortitude and tenacity in his eyes that he didn't have before.

"Let's go, let's go to the valley in the back mountain."

As soon as they walked out of the barracks, they were seen by their superior, General Fan. He likes Mu Xu and has expressed his love for him many times, but he has rejected him. Seeing him and Xia Dongqing talking to me today, he held a grudge and was in a bad mood, so he went to drink alone.

"Mu Xu, you are very much like a person!"

From the first time he saw Mu Xu, he felt that his eyes and smile were exactly the same as Wanjun, and he even recognized him as Wanjun for a while.

"Am I like a person? Like whom? ”

Mu Xu was very curious, he actually looked like a man who had never been masked.

Xia Dong took Mu Xu's hand and walked by the river, the sun in the west mountain has begun to gradually turn yellow, and the river surface is also softly bathed in the sunset.

He stood down and looked at the sunset, and said meaningfully, "An old friend......"

"Old friend! Then he must be happy, right? ”

"Happiness?"

"Yes, I'm very happy to be friends with you!"

Mu Xu walked down to the river, his smile was as warm as soft waves, and the sunset sprinkled on his face, and the beauty was instantaneous.

Xia Dong stood in place, and Mu Xu's words suddenly brought him back to that short time of happiness.

"Yes, happiness!"

"Xia Dong, why are you holding me and not letting me go?"

"I, I don't know, I just want to hold you and don't want you to go."

"You know what? How excited and happy I was when you pulled me? ”

Although Mu Xu said it calmly and calmly, he could see his blessing and satisfaction.

"Mu Xu, I ......"

"Don't say anything, give me a good time!"

Yes, this good time is like Xia Dong's charity to him, he may not care about these anymore, what a wonderful thing it should be to spend an afternoon with the person he likes!

"Don't be stunned, let's go catch fish!"

Mu Xu stood up, took Xia Dong's hand, and ran into the river.

"Slow down, your clothes, your clothes are wet!"

Two shirtless beautiful young men catch fish in the river, and they are the happiest at the moment. No matter what pain they have been through, now they have forgotten all their troubles.

The night crept into them, and the stars in the sky accompanied the smell of their grilled fish.

"It's been a long time since I've been so happy!"

Mu Su flipped the grilled fish on the fire and looked at Xia Dong with a smile.

"yes, it's been a long time since I've been so happy, and I'm about to forget how happy I feel."

Xia Dong picked up the grilled fish and put it on his nose and smelled it, it tasted good, he smiled: "You see it's a little burnt, but it tastes good!" ”

He smiled and handed the grilled fish to Mu Xu.

Mu Xu was instantly moved, his eyes were filled with tears, but there was a warm and sweet smile on his face.

"Xia Dong, I can't do without you like this!"

Mu Xu took the grilled fish, tore a piece and put it in his mouth.

"Fool, what do you say? If you can't do it, you will always stay by my side! ”

Xia Dong's words completely made Mu Xu fall, and his love for him finally resounded. He smiled so happily, so innocently.

"I'm really happy today, thank you for letting me have such a great day."

Tears ran down his cheeks, and he choked and chewed on the fish.

"I'm so happy, if it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have understood what happiness is, it was the best night I've ever had!"

Xia Dong put his arm around Mu Xu's shoulders: "Don't be cranky, let's spend this night happily!" ”

Mu Su rested his head on his shoulder and closed his eyes to enjoy the rare moment.

......

They said goodbye in the barracks and returned to their lodgings. At this time, General Fan, who was drunk, saw that Mu Xu was back, so he followed him.

The night was dark and windy, and there was no one except the soldiers on patrol. The soldiers on patrol saw that it was General Fan who was drunk, and they all avoided it one by one.

He saw Mu Su walk into the room, he quietly walked to the door and knocked on the door.

"Who?"

Mu Xu thought that Xia Dong had come to look for him, and happily ran to the door to open the door.

"Xia Dong?"

He opened the door and saw that it was not him standing at the door, but his boss, General Fan.

He was stunned for a few seconds before he spoke: "Fan, General Fan." ”

General Fan held on to the door frame and said, "Mu Xu, I, come, see you coming!" Look at you! ”

"General, have you drunk too much?"

"I didn't drink much, I didn't drink too much! Hahahaha! Didn't drink much! ”

"I wonder why the general is here so late?"

"Mu Xu, I'm here to see you, let me in?"

As he spoke, the general pushed Mu Su away and walked in. He closed the door and looked at Mu Su in a daze.

"General, you're drunk, hurry back and rest!"

Mu Su had already sensed what General Fan was going to do to him, because there had been rumors in the barracks that General Fan liked young and beautiful boys. Many boys have also been insulted by him, so every time he sees him, he will be doubly careful.

"I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk!"

General Fan staggered over and hugged Mu Xu.

"General, you're drunk, I'll send you back!"

Mu Su pushed the general forward, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't push him away.

General Fan's face rubbed against Mu Su's face, and the smell of wine emanating from his mouth and the stubble on his face made Mu Su feel sick.

"Mu Xu, I've liked you for a long time, just promise me!"

General Fan pushed Mu Su down on the table, and General Fan climbed on top of him and began to kiss him forcibly.

"General, please, don't do this, please!"

Mu Xu cried and pushed the general. But his strength was too small to resist his attack at all.

He grabbed General Fan's arm and bit it down, thinking that he would leave as soon as the general was bitten awake.

But who knew that General Fan grabbed his shirt and slapped him in the face: "Slut, what kind of goods do you think you are, Lao Tzu is going to fall in love with you today." ”

"General, please, don't do this!"

"Hahahaha, Lao Tzu wants to see if it's Xia Dongqiang or me today."

General Fan ripped off Mu Xu's clothes, lowered his head and began to gnaw on him.

Mu Xu's tears kept flowing down, and his hands clutched his clothes.

"What a lovely boy! It's long overdue for Lao Tzu to get you! ”

General Fan inserted his hand into Mu Xu's waist and turned him around at once. Fan will stand up, put one foot on his back, and begin to undress himself.

"General, please, let me go!"

Mu Xu's crying didn't help at all, the more he cried like this, the more excited General Fan became.

General Fan kissed Mu Xu's back, the tip of his tongue sliding up and down his back.

Suddenly, General Fan grabbed Mu Xu's neck, spat in his back, and followed rudely with his fingers.

Before his fingers could stay inside for long, General Fan launched an offensive and drove straight into his body despite Mu Xu's resistance.

"Ahh It hurts ......."

Mu Xu's painful body spasmed, and he felt that his back was torn apart all of a sudden, and the pain was indescribable.

His body began to lose consciousness under the ravages of the general, and he was humiliated by the pain and pain. But it didn't take long for him to feel a hint of pleasure as the general's rude advance. He would start humming to the rhythm of the general.

"Ah, slow, slow, light, light, light, general, ah, ah, ah......"

The general's offensive became noticeably faster, and his body began to swing with it. Under the frantic attack in the last few seconds, the general shouted and hugged Mu Su tightly.

The general gasped and hugged Mu Su, he kissed Mu Su on the ear and said, "Don't tell anyone about tonight!" ”

General Fan stood up and threw his clothes on Mu Xu: "Okay, go wash it, I'm leaving, you behaved well tonight." ”

General Fan got dressed and walked out of Mu Xu's room.

Mu Su hugged his clothes and cried loudly, he hated himself, hated his incompetence, hated his inferiority. When General Fan insulted himself, he still felt comfortable, what was wrong with him? Why is this happening?

Maybe this is his life, a life that is manipulated, a life that does not belong to his own body. He is a lowly, how can he be worthy of Xia Dong like this?