Chapter 863: Atonement

'But what about my mother?!' 'Jin Zi is not a kitten, in her heart, grandpa is an out-and-out villain, no matter what he is saying now, it is just his excuse, he wants to make himself and his sister forgive him for his mistakes, this is an impossible thing, just like him, he has no reason to forgive him at all.

'Kimko, listen to grandpa. The kitten could somewhat understand Kaneko's thoughts, but she wondered that the long-standing habits could not be changed by change.

'Kitten, don't blame the gold, this qiē is all my fault. After your father left, I blamed this qiē mistake on your mother. I've always felt that if it weren't for her cunning, your father wouldn't have become what he is now, he could have lived a good life, I could have found him a wife who suited him, and then let him live by my side in peace. The old man stopped the kitten, all these years, he didn't spend all these years in self-blame, he sometimes wondered, if he hadn't drilled the horns of the bull back then, would it be different, instead of letting his relatives live like now.

'You don't have to say so much, I just want to know how our mother died?' After all, Jin Zi was just an unformed embryo at that time, and there were only a few things she could know, so what she wanted to know most now was whether her mother's death had anything to do with her grandfather.

I remember it was a very dark night, and not even the candle flame could illuminate it, let alone the moon, and I even felt as if the moon was really going to disappear. Yang Xuan felt that this was not really how dark that night was, but that the darkness in the old man's heart started from that moment, right?

'Your father has been gone for more than half a year, and I have always hated your mother. So the attitude towards her has always been indifferent. But I didn't expect that someone came to tell me that day that she was going to give birth. I didn't know she was pregnant until then, and if it wasn't for time, I even thought that the child must be a wild seed. Someone came to sue me, the situation is very strange. It was something she had never seen before, and she was a little scared. I didn't think it was right at the time, because orcs don't have the same children as humans anyway. The old man was deeply immersed in the memories of that time, and Yang Xuan could even think that at that time, he must not have thought that so many things would happen, right? I don't know if I regret it?

So, you're just like that, leaving our mother to fend for herself?! Golden's eyes seemed to breathe fire, and she didn't like this grandfather very much. Now that she said such things to herself, it was like adding a handful of firewood to the flame in her heart!

'Yes, I told the guy who came and talked to me, how could she die with her size?' It's fine. Then the man went away like that, and I stood in the night breeze and waited for a long time, and I didn't hear the baby's cry, actually. At that time, I already regretted it a little, if it were your mother. Or if the gold is dead, how should I explain it to your father? I really didn't think at the time that she would die like that. The old man held his head and buried it deep between his legs.

So, you caused all of this, don't you deny it?!" Jin Zi said aggressively. She has never understood what pity is, anyway, no one in this world will pity him, and the last thing she needs in her life is pity!

Yes, I don't deny it. Especially when I saw you, I really felt that I had done something wrong, without your mother, you would not have been born at all, and you might even die at any time, I can't let you die! The old man's face was full of crazy expressions, Yang Xuan could understand the thoughts and contradictions in the old man's heart, but after all, it was because the old man's heart was too dark, and he lived because he had been suppressed for too long, so that his heart became cold and hard.

'Look, this is the grandfather you have always respected, it is he who has made us children without a father and a mother, I sue you, no matter what you think in your heart, I will not forgive him!

But, but grandpa paid a great price for us. The kitten was a little uncertain and said, 'Do you know why you're still alive today?' If it weren't for Grandpa's use of his own life to give you a new life, you would have died a long time ago. ‘

Don't be fooled by his appearance, do you really think he's so good? He just wants to atone for his sins! He doesn't have us in his heart at all, all he wants is peace in his heart! He doesn't care if we live or die, otherwise why would he make you the carrier of my soul, otherwise why would we be like this?! It's no longer a question of whether it's human or not, it's better for us to be alive than dead! In her opinion, the old man just wants to get a little comfort in his heart, right?

Don't lie about it, he's bitter. Yang Xuan listened to it for a long time, and felt as if he should say something fair, from the time he saw the old man, he felt that the old man was a person with a story in his heart, but he didn't expect the old man's story to be so sad, not that Yang Xuan was sympathetic to the old man, but things had happened, and the more important thing to do now was how to help the gold, Yang Xuan could see that the old man really paid a lot for the gold.

'Don't pretend here, what does this matter have to do with you?' What right do you have to say such things? Do you think I'll forgive him if you say that? Sue sù, there is no door! Jin Zi looked at Yang Xuan with disdain, in her opinion, all the people who spoke to the old man were not good people, they were all their own enemies!

I'm just saying something fair, and it seems to me that the priority now is not how to convict him, but how to save you, and I think you can feel it yourself that the countdown to your life has begun. Yang Xuan shrugged, for such an irrational behavior of gold, he was the most unaccustomed to it, during this time in the God Realm, Yang Xuan learned that as long as he was alive, then nothing would turn into suffering, but if everyone died, then there was really nothing left.

'Hmph, I don't care. Sure enough, Jin Zi still couldn't understand this truth, but Yang Xuan could also understand that her own personality had a zài problem, or rather, her growth caused her current character, alas, it was a real problem.

'Gold, how can you say that?! The kitten's anger seemed to burn the whole space, she roared loudly, she and the gold paid so much for the gold to live, but now the gold said, she didn't want it, and even disdained it, how could she not be angry?!

Why can't I say that, I don't need him to be so pretending to be good to me, if he is really good to me, why do you want to force our mother to death?! Kaneko felt that he was doing the right thing, that he was a hypocrite, and that he would never forgive himself.

For a while, Yang Xuan had a headache. If Jin Zi was alone, Yang Xuan felt that he would definitely stun Jin without hesitation, but the problem was that Jin Zi was in the kitten's body, he couldn't knock the kitten and Jin together, right? That's not good.

'Is it okay if I say, 'I'll give up my life after I've healed you?' The old man's voice was so calm, as if he could find peace of mind after saying this.

'Ha, do you think I'm going to believe you?' I'm not my mother, and just because she believed in you back then doesn't mean I have to continue to believe in you. You're a hypocrite! Don't think that I will forgive you for what you have done, even if I can save me, I will not forgive you!

Yang Xuan suddenly, he thought of a word, that is, he didn't understand, this gold, why did he do this, his life was almost gone, his grandfather and sister had to suffer together, not to mention themselves, and they would also be affected, take the words that Doudou Chang said, this kind of person is not beaten!

'Oh no! My golden eggs have become so dull! Yang Xuan was thinking about it, when he heard the voice of the kitten, he hurriedly looked at the golden egg, and sure enough, the golden egg that was originally shining in the sea had now become dim. It's like it's going to turn black at any moment, what's going on?

We're going to hurry, this kid won't be going to last long. When the old man saw this, his brow furrowed, he did not expect the time to be advanced.

It seems that it is the venom of the giant python that advances the mutation time, Yang Xuan thought in his heart, the venomous nature of the giant python is so strong, although it failed to digest the golden egg, it made the mutation time of the golden egg advance.

'Kitten, is the gold alright?' After all, the old man still has some experience, so he is quite calm.

'The gold is a little bad now, and I can't feel the soul fluctuations of the gold anymore. The kitten said anxiously, she has always cared about her sister, originally thought that there was hope to save her sister, but now it seems that it is not like that.

'Then let's start now, senior, I need your help. The old man knew that it was time for the gold to run out, and he wanted to buy more time for the gold in the shortest possible time, which could be regarded as his own salvation, right? It's also the only thing I can do for gold, and after doing this, I'm really free.

I'll try to help. Yang Xuanye said this, but in exchange for the kitten's eyes full of gratitude. (To be continued......)