This time the return trip was very smooth, there was no accident in the car, no one bombarded me to get out of the car, and no one laughed at my bad stinky image, everyone was only full of curiosity about me, after all, the scene of Li Zhike seeing me off just now all fell into the eyes of everyone, it can be said that the passengers in the car were all stunned, no one could have imagined that such a refreshing and beautiful beauty would be an ugly beggar like me, and even she kissed me, which disgusted everyone, the picture was too beautiful, they didn't dare to look at it.

As soon as I got in the car, everyone's eyes swept to me, and they all wanted to see the difference in me, to see what attracted such a beautiful woman to me. However, looking at it, they can't see any shining points in me, my whole person is ugly or dirty, and I am a defective product among beggars, they can't figure out how that beautiful woman can kiss me anyway.

Of course, I don't care about other people's eyes, and I don't have time to care about irrelevant people, I have been reminiscing about the happiness that Li Zhike has given me, and at the same time, I am also looking forward to the changes after I go back, I hope to touch the memory in my hometown, let me recall everything.

Unconsciously, time flies. The bus I took was a long-distance bus, and it took more than 12 hours on the road, and by the time I arrived in Jinling City, it was already the next morning.

Jinling, is a prosperous developed city, as soon as I got off the car, I was a row of high-rise buildings flashed into the eyes, I wandered these days, I have been to a lot of places, but Jinling City, but has a unique point of suction, he gave me the feeling is very big and luxurious, I was in it, suddenly I felt small, like a drop in the ocean.

I'm a little confused, this city is so big, where do I go to find my home?

The old beggar didn't tell me anything, he only told me that my hometown is in Jinling, but Jinling is such a big place, and I don't know where the specific address of my home is. All I could do was wander around the city, everywhere I wanted, aimlessly.

I try to find some familiarity in it, and wherever I go, I keep my eyes open to see, and I hope to touch the scene and awaken my memory through something familiar. It's a pity that after a day of shopping, I didn't find anything, I really couldn't think of anything, this city was very foreign to me, and I couldn't find that kind of place that made me feel familiar.

I feel that this strange city is not my hometown, but I believe that the old beggar will definitely not lie to me, so even if there is no sense of familiarity, I still stay here. In the next few days, I kept walking, walking in the streets and alleys of Jinling City, almost every street, every corner, I walked through, but in the end, I still did not find the slightest familiar feeling, my memory is still blank.

Gradually, I began to give up, and I felt that if I continued to look for it, it would only be useless, there was nothing impressive about this city, and I was wandering here, and it was unlikely that I could get my memories back. So, I only went to Jiangzhou City, the old beggar told me that Jiangzhou is the city where I studied in college, and I lost my memory in Jiangzhou City, that is to say, I suffered an unprecedented blow in that city, which will lead to amnesia, and those terrifying fragments in my dream should also occur in Jiangzhou City, perhaps, when I arrive in Jiangzhou, I can touch the strings of memory and remember everything in the past.

What's more, the old beggar also revealed the name of my university to me, so that I would not be blind when I arrived in Jiangzhou, and I could go directly to my university, and when I got there, I had a greater chance of recovering my memory.

On the fourth day of arriving in Jinling, I embarked on a journey to Jiangzhou, the two cities are not far apart, just a few hours away, I set off at noon, and arrived in Jiangzhou City in the afternoon of the same day.

Sure enough, Jiangzhou gave me a different feeling, perhaps, my memory here is too painful, so that when I got out of the car, as soon as I stepped into this land, my heart was pounded fiercely, this is an indescribable pain, I feel very suffocated and uncomfortable, depressed and depressed, as if, the whole sky of the city is full of haze and lifeless.

I felt that it took courage to walk here, and I felt like I had lost a lot of energy before I moved my steps and walked into the city.

It's just that no matter where I go, the mood can't brighten, anyway, as long as I'm in this city, the mood will naturally be depressed, obviously, I have a reaction, this city touched my memory, but on the contrary, I can't remember specific things, I only have that heart-wrenching feeling, no memory, even if I occasionally remember something, it's fleeting, very hasty, just like the last time I was in a coma, all I remember are fragments, and I can't put together a complete picture.

With an anxious and depressed heart, I finally came to the university I once studied, this is a key university, just looking at the gate of this campus, it is magnificent, magnificent, extraordinary, the campus, it must be even more magnificent, can study here, all are the pillars of the country, is the hope of the future.

I really didn't expect that I was a beggar like me, and I was once a college student, even a student of a key university, and I also had a glorious past and a normal college life, all of which were like dreams, which was incredible. I clearly remember how lonely I felt when I knew that Li Zhike was a college student and I was a beggar, I envied college students, and I also felt that the gap between myself and Li Zhike was too big, but I didn't expect that I was also a college student myself, but I just lost my memory. It stands to reason that I should be happy to learn of this fact, and I should be excited to return to my alma mater.

However, as soon as I stood at the gate of this university, my heart was like a boulder, very heavy, and the grief and entanglement were even worse than before, as if this school had brought me countless nightmares, so that I would feel like I was in hell and wanted to die uncomfortably. Suddenly there was a lot of pain in my head, and I couldn't bear it at all, and my headache was about to crack.

The magnificent school in front of me is like a giant lion, it is opening its mouth and about to swallow me, and I feel that if I step into it, I will be destroyed and there will be no day of rebirth. I'm afraid of it, I can't help but be afraid, I really don't dare to go in, I don't dare!

After practicing martial arts, my mentality has become very strong, even in the face of the most powerful enemy, I am fearless, I can remain calm, but now, it is a university, it makes me so frightened, I am so afraid that my soul trembles, this feeling, very bad, very terrifying, I am like being restrained lifeline, standing outside the school gate, unable to move.

This is the season of spring flowers, everywhere is showing a thriving state, and the school is full of vitality and vitality, and it is noisy. Many students enter and leave the gate of the university, they are smiling cheerfully, walking easily, and between people, full of joy and laughter, and happiness is boundless. I am deep in the center of the flow of people, but it seems to be isolated from the world, the liveliness of the crowd, highlighting my loneliness, the surge of people, set off my stillness, I like a sculpture, standing in the center of the whirlpool, looking at the majestic university gate, my heart churning.

Time passed, minute by minute, I stood like this, from afternoon to evening, from the sun to the sunset, until the sky was dark, I slowly came back to my senses, my brain, began to turn, my pain, slightly lessened, my fear, gradually suppressed. In my heart, I made a major decision, I decided, when I entered the school, whether it was Longtan or Tiger's Den, I would go in and break in.

For others, just lift your foot and step through the school gate, but for me, to get in is to use all my courage to get out. I was so scared of this school, but the more it was like this, the more I wanted to get in, and only when I got inside, I could touch my memories and recall the past.

Thinking like this, I clenched my fists, took a step, and walked towards the school, but as soon as I took two steps, a deep female voice suddenly came from behind me: "Su Yan!" "To find this site, please search for "6 Mao" or enter the URL:.