"Xiao Jin, look at it, this is the shallow diary reborn I am Rima Toya! Although I haven't seen it yet, I'm sure my aunt will never be wrong before. ”

Zhang Jin, who was awakened from his bosom by He's mother's voice, wiped the corners of his eyes with some embarrassment, wiped the water on his face quickly with his sleeve, and then raised his head and reached out to push back the shallow diary handed over by He's mother:

"Aunt Wen, no need! I truly believe in you! Here's a shallow **, I don't look at it, don't you look at it? ”

With just a dozen glances, Zhang Jin can basically determine that these books should be Qingqian's diaries, because there is a pink hardcover book Zhang Jin remembers very clearly, which is the book that Qingqian used to keep a diary every day after he came to Shenzhen with him.

There's a small padlock on that notebook.,That's the otaku of the Prince family of the defense line HP set up by Qing Qian to prevent her undisciplined cohabiting boyfriend from peeking at it!

Hearing Zhang Jin's deep nasal rejection, Aunt He, who had only paid attention to looking for her daughter's diary, found that Zhang Jin's eyes were red and red, and there were still traces of water stains on his face. Obviously, this young man had just cried when he didn't notice it, as if the things in this box that seemed to him to be tattered contained the story of him and his daughter!

So, Mother He, who was thinking about electricity, did not force the request again this time as before, but just insisted on handing a few books to Zhang Jin's hands, and said very meaningfully:

"Xiao Jin, don't you want to know about Qingqian's life over the years, and about Qingqian's thoughts over the years?"

…………

Ignorantly, he was pushed out of the door by He's mother. Until Zuihou, Zhang Jin didn't know why, and still didn't hand over a few notebooks in his hand. Just hugged the thick four or five books tightly, and pushed the shallow gurney back to his room.

After returning to the room, Zhang Jin fixed He Qingqian's gurney next to his bed, and then lay on his back on his big bed. For a while, he turned his head to look at He Qingqian, who seemed to be asleep on the gurney, with a tangled look of memories and fascination, and then looked at the "Qingqian Diary" placed on the other side of him. Same tangle and craving!

After a long time, Zhang Jin gritted his teeth, and finally picked up one of several diaries, and then said to He Qingqian beside him:

"Qingqian, you heard it before, it's not like I'm going to spy on you**. But seriously, your mom said it moved me. I'm really curious about your life over the past few years. So I'm going to take a look at your diary!

I'll watch very slowly, if you want to stop me. Wake up! ”

said. Zhang Jin put down the diary in his hand again, turned around and stretched out his hands, held He Qingqian's cheeks, and slowly approached He Qingqian's face. It wasn't until the two faces were already facing each other with the tips of their noses and exhaling and sniffing each other, and it wasn't until Zhang Jin kissed He Qingqian's cherry lips as long as he pouted his lips slightly, that Zhang Jin stopped and continued to get closer.

Then, Zhang Jin maintained this ambiguous posture. In a very gentle, gentle and firm voice, he said:

"Shallow, you know what. In fact, I made up my mind before I knew you were sick. It doesn't matter if you actually have a fiancé or not. I'm going to work hard to make your May Day wedding come to naught. I found that even after many years, even if I kept deceiving myself and suppressing my heart, I still couldn't let go of you, I miss you, I want you, in this life, in this life, in the next life!

So, no matter what you write in your diary, whether you want to or not, no matter when you wake up, and whether your fiancé who doesn't know if it is real or not, whether or not agrees, I will be the one who will always have you!

Even if you hate me, or resent me, I will stick to you and pester you until you relent, or impatiently agree.

Do you want to rebel against my power? Then wake up!

Or do you agree with me and want to go back to the time of Nami Haode with me? Then you have to wake up quickly! ”

After Zhang Jin finished speaking, no matter what the actual wishes of He Qingqian, who looked like a sleeping beauty, he gently kissed Qingqian's soft and fragrant lips before finally letting go of the hands holding He Qingqian's cheeks. Lying back on his couch, leaning on the head of the bed, he reached out with one hand and held He Qingqian's plain white jade hand, and picked up the "Qingqian Diary" that he had put down before with the other!

What Zhang Jin picked up was not the very familiar pink hardcover diary with locks, but an off-white softcover.

Coincidentally, this gray paper "Shallow Diary" happened to start remembering from the period of time when the situation changed. The gray cover, like the gray memories inside, is mixed with bitterness and bitterness!

…………

**Month** sunny day

Tomorrow is the day to take my 'Jinjin Pig' to see my parents, and I am really nervous. I'm probably going to lose sleep tonight, and tomorrow if I have two black circles under my eyes, the pig will laugh at people again.

Although I know that 'Jinjin Pig' is so good, Mom and Dad will definitely like him very much. However, I was still flustered......

Moreover, Dad and Jinjin Pig's mother mean that if tomorrow goes well, Jinjin Pig and I will settle down, and it is estimated that we will get married next year!

Thinking of my white veil and just the dress at the wedding, I wish it was a little faster......

…………

**Month** day is cloudy

The sky is falling!

Dad's appearance is so terrible, but the grievance of 'Jinjin Pig' being scolded by his father but not daring to speak out makes me feel even more distressed.

Although my father wouldn't let me leave with 'Jin Jin', I came back with 'Jin Jin'. 'Jinjin Pig' was taking a bath, he had been washing for a long time, and he must be in a bad mood. What am I going to do?

No matter what, I'm going to stick with 'Piggy'.

…………

**month** day light rain

As soon as I got home today, I saw 'Jinjin Pig', his face was gloomy, I didn't know what was wrong, and he wouldn't say anything when I asked him. Later, I quietly called Wei Feng in the bathroom to find out.

……

I also saw my dad's article in the newspaper. How can Dad do that? According to Wei Feng, the anti-corruption and anti-corruption department within the Health Bureau has begun an investigation. I guess the pigs must be sad right now, right?

He still thinks that a forced smile can hide the past, has he forgotten that I am his pillow person? Can I feel every bit of his mental fluctuation?

I'm sorry, I feel sorry for him, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have known Dad and this wouldn't have happened. Thinking about this, I always have the urge to run to the top floor and jump off.

But it's too late to regret anything, so I can only face it with him. I swear I'll be strong, no matter how far things go, no matter what happens.

I know he doesn't want me to be upset, so I'll pretend I don't know, but I'll keep going.

…………

**Month** sunny day

It was late, and the Jinjin Pig still didn't come home. Just asked Wei Feng to find out that he was asked to go to quarantine for investigation. Maybe it will take days to come back, maybe years to come back.

I'm worried that it will cool down today, and I don't know if the place where he is being quarantined and investigated will be cold. He went out this morning wearing only a shirt......

I was very worried and relieved that I didn't know the results of the Jinjin Pig investigation. Even if I was really sentenced, although I would be sad and distressed, I didn't seem to care very much.

I'm going to stick with him, and if he does go there, I'll go and see him often. I will definitely wait for him to come back, and our agreement will continue.

We agree:

Honeymoon trip to New Zealand or Brazil, feel the excitement of the South American carnival when you are married, or feel the days when you are away from family and friends in a small city in New Zealand, and only two people are together!

They had two children, the older one was a girl and the younger one was a boy. In this way, the elder sister can take care of the younger brother, just like the family of Jinjin Pig, Jinjin Pig and her sister! That's nice!

When the children grow up, we only tell them what is right and what is wrong, and we will never interfere with them too much, and we will not let them live a very tired life!

When the children are older and we are all old, find a small mountain village with pleasant scenery to retire. Every now and then, even if our hair is gray, we hold hands as we do now!

When we die, we will be buried together, and we will live and die together in this life. If you are buried together, you will live and die together in the next life!

…………

The pages of the diary were messy, not only wrinkled on the paper, but also dotted with blurred ink. Obviously, this piece of paper sucked the shallow tears of heartache at that time!

Zhang Jin gently licked it with the tip of his tongue, and he could even taste the long-lost taste, sweet and salty!

After only reading a few pages of "Qingqian Diary", Zhang Jin's eyes were blurred by tears again.

Zhang Jin felt that he had never been so weak in his life as in the past two days.

It seems that the tears that have not been freed from the shackles for more than ten years, once they get out of their control for the first time, will become more and more disobedient and more and more raging. Wash your eyelids again and again, get out of your eye sockets again and again, and wet your cheeks again and again.

Zhang Jin felt uncomfortable and couldn't stand it anymore. Even with Zhang Jin's current mental cultivation, he can only bear the weight of so many articles for the time being. It's not because of his weakness, but that the relationship was too heavy!

So, Zhang Jin put down the diary and put it down with great importance, and placed these books that recorded He Qingqian's mental journey over the years neatly on the bedside pillow. Then, Zhang Jin turned off the lights and lay on the bed, still holding He Qingqian's jade hand tightly in his hand, just like a few years ago when he and He Qingqian were still living together in that peasant house, they 'talked in bed' every night, and said:

"Qingqian, I saw you write about our agreement!" (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )

Share to: QQ space, Tencent Weibo, Renren, Baidu Search, Baidu Tieba, QQ friends, Sohu Weibo, QQ collection