Extra Part 5: The Little Mad Dog in the Orphanage (1)
Why is it so noisy?
Why say so much?
Why are there so many voices?
Why can't you shut up?
It's annoying!
Can't you just be quiet?
Shut up, it's noisy.
……
Forget it, kill them all and it'll be quiet.
My name is Qin Huai, Qin Huai of Qinhuai River, but I have nothing to do with Qinhuai River. In my life, I only have a relationship with one person.
Before I met him, I didn't call Qin Huai.
I live in a place where people like to name all the people who live there in the simplest way: some will bring their identities, such as Mr. Zhou, such as Mrs. Yang; Some will bring positions, such as Chef Wang, such as Director Jiang; Some are called nicknames, such as Yangyang, such as Nini......
And I, the above examples don't count.
I was called Little Mad Dog, literally, a dog that could bite at any time.
But I'm obviously alone.
I, like all other people, have a nose and two eyes, and my facial features are even more delicate and beautiful than theirs. But I will always be the only one who is called a little mad dog.
I don't remember exactly when I started living there. It was like I was sent there one night, and then I stayed there for a long time.
The people inside always looked at me with a strange look while calling me a little mad dog. I couldn't read the strange eyes, but I could hear what they were saying.
I could hear everything a long time ago.
Because I hear so many sounds, the world is always noisy to me, especially during the day.
"Do you think there's something wrong with him, why does he always like to cover his ears?"
"It's just that he is still hiding in the corner alone, and the principal's mother asked him to play with us, and he is not obedient at all. Let's not play with him either! ”
"Like, I saw him sneak a tissue into his ear last time......"
"Ahh You see, he's looking at us with that ferocity again! ”
"It's scary......"
"Oh, run, run, run, the little mad dog is biting again."
"The last time I heard that Qiuqiu was bitten by him......"
"So bad, little mad dog!"
I've heard this more than a hundred times, from all sorts of people. But what they said, it was the same to me, the same noise.
The more I listen to these voices, the more I feel that there is no reason for this world to exist. These people talk all day long, don't their mouths get tired? What exactly is worth saying? And those who like to scream and scream, don't they feel pain in their throats? What the hell is there to be excited about in this world!
Most of the time the world is noisy, but there are times when it is a little quieter.
Like a rainy day, like a dark night.
"Hey, don't you really have a name? The principal's mother has given us all names, what about your name? ”
The kid followed me, he was a special person, and the special thing was that everyone called me a little mad dog, but he told me to feed me.
I haven't read much, but I have common sense.
Hey, with the little mad dog, both are the same rude!
"Go away." I hung my head and looked at the floor, not noticing the appearance of the child, I was also a child, a child who was ostracized by all the children.
I paused when I heard footsteps following me, and I sneered, and he was dead.
But I had barely taken two steps when footsteps came close to me behind me. It was the sound of leather shoes stepping on the wooden stairs, 'clucking', blocking in front of me, "Hey, you should look at me when you speak, the principal's mother said that this is a good child, you always keep your head down and no one will play with you, they don't like you, only I ......"
"No, I don't." I looked up, and the shredded hair blocked my view, but it didn't interfere with the way I could see the little boy's face between the few strands of hair.
Cut, what a face.
"Go away," I said very softly, because when it did, I would feel very irritated, "or I'll hit you." ”
"Hey!"
It's noisy!
Kill it!
"Get out of the way!"
"No, no! How do you ...... Ahh
"It's noisy," I said, turning my eyes down and putting my hand back in my pocket, "it's finally quiet." ”