Chapter 115: Those Letters from Those Years
In the bathroom shrouded in yellow halo, Xiao Jing picked up the letters scattered all over the place one by one with an inexplicable mood, she didn't know that these sister's letters to OPPA weishenme would be placed in that hidden drawer, weishenme only one had been opened and the others were intact, and Liu Beiying on the side seemed to think of something, and wanted to help but was stopped by Xiao Crystal!
"Cousin, it's good if I'll come by myself!" Xiao Jing neatly stacked the envelope, looking at the familiar handwriting, the girl couldn't help but think of the lonely figure of her sister tearfully penning at night, or the wind howling, or the storm, from one to half a month, zuihou evolved into a few months, so many years she didn't know how much ink her sister had spent, the sentimental gentle girl insisted silently, even if there was no news of the letter sent, she didn't care!
"Xiujing, these are all sent by Sika to Luo Luo?" Liu Beiying took out one from the thick stack of letters, the date on which it was sent was in May 2003, it was already Luo Yun's birthday, looking at the unopened seal, she knew that the letter had not been opened! But these things would be in the bathroom of my aunt and uncle's bedroom? And it was put in a hidden drawer, which made the girl very puzzled.
"Yes!" Xiao Jing's eyes were faintly filled with tears, I don't know if it was weishenme, she suddenly felt that OPPA was so hateful, and he had only read one letter sent to him by his sister, didn't he know that his sister had been reading him? Sometimes even sleeping will softly call OPPA's name, although my sister and OPPA have broken up, but Xiao Jing feels so worthless for her sister, years of longing are in vain, can it be said that OPPA's feelings for my sister are fake? Xiao Jing looked at the stack of heavy envelopes in his hand and asked in his heart.
"Then Weishenme will be here with my aunt? These letters should be from the stinky boy! Liu Beiying felt that something was wrong the moment she saw the letters fall out of the obedient drawer, and she couldn't count how many of these letters there were for a while, but when she saw that the drawer was so laborious, it was probably because there were too many letters and they were stuck.
"Auntie's here?" After hearing this, a light flashed in Xiao Jing's eyes, and she suddenly thought of something, her cousin was right! What about my sister's letter to OPPA, weishenme, where will it appear in my aunt? Could it be ・・・・・・
"I don't know, I think I should ask the stinky boy about this, he should know!" Liu Beiying saw that Jessica's letter was held in the girl's arms, and immediately said.
"Well, go ask OPPA! I'm going to ask him weishenme to do this, sister is so nice to him! He weishenme wants to do this to his sister! Xiao Jing said softly with a belly full of grievances, looking at those complete letters, which carry her sister's full thoughts, but they are not known at all, she doesn't know what her sister will think when she learns the news, it is estimated that the rest is just sadness!
"Okay, put these things away first, and we'll go to the stinky boy in the evening to ask for an understanding!" Liu Beiying saw that the conversation in the living room was gradually disappearing, and knew that her aunt and uncle were about to rest, so she hurriedly greeted the little girl.
"Yes! Got it! After hearing this, Xiao Jing wiped the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, lifted the hem of her clothes, and directly stuffed the letter into her arms, and Liu Beiying also carefully put the drawer back, and then the two went straight back to the room!
Of course, Luo's mother didn't know that the secret she had hidden for many years was actually discovered by her niece and Xiao Jing on the first day of her housewarming to her new house, and she thought that she had thought about burning all these things to the ground, but when she thought of that Korean girl's persistence for so many years, she was still a little unbearable, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and Liu Shuqing is not the kind of hard-hearted person, but she handled Jessica's matter too extremely, and when one lie is told, she must use another lie to make up for it, But the truth will always be revealed one day, Liu Shuqing only hopes that when Luo Yun knows, she can understand her mother's good intentions, but according to her thoughts, she must be able to hand over these things to Luo Yun after he has his own family, and it is still too early!
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"You're going to sleep here tonight! After all, it's at home, so let's sleep separately! Luo Yun led Vera into his room, the sky blue tone decorated the room extraordinarily fresh, and through the half-open curtains, the scenery outside the room could be unobstructed; This was Luo Yun's new room, and he had given Vera the first access. The boy is undoubtedly a careful person, he knows that Vera will definitely not let go here, and it can be seen from her restrained demeanor as soon as she enters the door that the closest person to her here is himself, so he will try his best to create a comfortable and quiet rest environment for the girl.
"And where do you sleep?" Vera hugged Luo Yun and said softly, the girl is an understanding person, and she knows that she will definitely sleep in a separate room with the boy tonight, so she didn't make trouble as unreasonable as just now.
"I'll just sleep in the guest room! Don't worry, okay? Luo Yun smiled and patted the girl's little head, and then kissed the other party lightly on the forehead.
"Oh, then be careful not to catch a cold!" Vera seems to be a little reluctant, having lived together since the two got back together, and the sudden separation makes her a little uncomfortable, although it is only one night, it is enough to keep the girl awake at night.
"Well, then you can rest early, I have all the toiletries for you!" Luo Yun's thoughtfulness made the corners of Vera's eyes slightly sour, sometimes some details are the easiest to impress girls, she knows that even if the boy is not Winnie the Pooh who dominates on the court, she will definitely fall in love with each other, just like the first time Staples met back then, even if she is very young, but it has already been imprinted in her heart!
"Well, then you should rest early!" Vera smiled slightly, and the corners of her mouth were raised like jasmine blossoms, which was extremely cute.
"Yes, see you tomorrow!"
"Yes!"
Luo Yun watched Vera gently close the door, and as soon as she turned around, she saw Little Crystal looking at herself with an aggrieved face, wild roses are always thorny, and our little girl is a model of them, revealing a little charming perfect face in the youth that people can't bear to look at directly, but our little guy is obviously not among them.
"What's wrong? Not happy? Luo Yun looked at Xiao Jing with some surprise, and was about to comfort the other party softly, but he was not directly interrupted by the girl's cold words, and a complex look of grievance mixed with indifference appeared in the girl's pupils, which was particularly eye-catching in the dark night.
"Nope!" Xiao Jing looked at Luo Yun's gentle face, and told herself from the bottom of her heart that OPPA was not that kind of person, but those unopened letters made her very distressed, and the ignorant girl was not good at such things as feelings, although she was about to make her debut, but these things were still too complicated for her.
"And what's wrong with you?" Luo Yun was puzzled.
"No, OPPA, can you come to my room? I've got something for you! After Xiao Jing finished speaking, she directly took the boy's left hand and turned into the room.
Luo Yun didn't speak again, looking at the girl's familiar back, he was stunned, he actually saw the shadow of Jessica in the past from the other party, just like the cute girl who led him on the stone path many years ago, with the hot summer wind and the maple leaves gradually dyed red, all the way forward.
Xiao Jing took Luo Yun into the guest room, and at this time almost everyone in the family had already fallen asleep, so the girl didn't dare to make too much noise, it would be difficult to wake up the American girl.
After Luo Yun walked into the room, he saw Liu Beiying sitting on the bed at first sight, and then looked at Xiao Jing with a puzzled expression, he couldn't figure out what the little girl was calling herself to the room in the middle of the night to do, and Cousin Weishenme was also here!
"What are you guys doing, don't sleep at night!" Luo Yun sat on the bed of the little crystal, and when he saw the little cousin looking at him with burning eyes, he felt a little inexplicable, and the little crystal on the side also sat straight on the bed after closing the door, and the three of them looked at me like this, I looked at you, and they didn't speak.
"Luo Yun, let me ask you, are you still thinking about Jessica?"
Liu Beiying glanced at Xiao Jing, saw that the other party nodded slightly, her heart tightened slightly, and she went straight to the point! Naturally, this kind of thing will not be asked by the little girl, and Liu Beiying, as a cousin, has become a microphone.
"Jessica?" Luo Yun looked at his cousin and Little Crystal with some surprise, how could they mention this!
"Of course, Jessica, that is, Xiuyan, Xiujing's sister, your former childhood sweetheart's girlfriend!" Liu Beiying took a deep breath, her words seemed very strong, it seems that she has changed a lot when she went to South Korea during this time, at least she would never speak to Luo Yun like this before.
Luo Yun was a little silent after hearing this, he didn't know how to answer his cousin's words, if it was on weekdays, he would definitely smile and cover up the past, but on such an occasion, the other party obviously wanted to hear his truth, did he still think about Jessica?
The room was lit only by the faint light on the head of the bed, and a faint halo of light swayed on the boy's face, and there was no expression on the young and mature little face.
"I ask if you're still thinking about her?" Liu Beiying saw that Luo Yun was silent, and was immediately a little disappointed, although she was very eager to introduce Taeyeon to Luo Yun, but when she saw those letters, she had to have a trace of pity for Jessica, from the lonely eyes of the little crystal, she had already read the girl's feelings for Luo Yun, if it wasn't for her own sister, An Neng would have been touched.
"I don't know!" Luo Yun's eyes were gloomy, he was not a saint, although he was decisive on the court, but he was indecisive in dealing with feelings, he had already turned this page over, but his cousin is now bringing up the old things, how can he not want to!
"You don't know?" Liu Beiying's voice suddenly rose, and Xiao Jing's small hands were also behind her back, rubbing uneasily, and her gaze at the boy became less indifferent, but more disappointed.
"Yes! I don't know! Luo Yun affirmed again, but he was undoubtedly thinking of the other party in his heart, but the words that Sika said to him that night made him ache like a pinprick, and he could not be healed from beginning to end.
"Humph!" Liu Beiying snorted coldly, and Xiao Jing also bit her red lips tightly, and her eyes were red! Luo Yun was still silent!
"You don't know, if you don't know, just look at these!"
With a sad and indignant female voice, countless letters came like snowflakes in the sky, drowning the boy in an instant.
"What is this?" Luo Yun looked at the letter he picked up and asked Liu Beiying, his eyes full of doubts.
"You don't know?" Liu Beiying chuckled: "Or have you never seen it!" There was a different kind of indifference in the words.
Luo Yun was now confused by his cousin, from being called in by Xiao Crystal and then questioning him, followed by a large number of letters, and smart as he had already vaguely guessed some, but it was precisely because of these that he did not dare to confirm it.
However, the little crystal on the side pierced the film, leaving no room for it!
"This is a letter from my sister to you, from the day you left to the time you left for Korea, a total of eight years!" Little Crystal is no longer called OPPA, she will always be on her sister's side until things are clear, no matter what, she will always be Jessica's own sister.
"Never broken!"
Outside the new house on the autumn night, the cold wind swayed the maple leaves, Luo Yun looked at the unopened envelope in his hand, and the traces of Juanjuan were permeated on it, from immature to skillful, it seemed to witness the girl's growing up day by day, just like the begonia flowers at night, silently blooming with the youth that only belonged to her and was willing to share with the boy.
Slowly opened the dusty letter, this was just a random one picked up by Luo Yun, he didn't know where to start, and he didn't know how to answer his cousin's question, the room gradually fell silent, only the boy's increasingly heavy breathing was left.
These are a few pieces of sky-blue letterhead, typical for little girls, until many years later, there is still a faint fragrance, holding the tip of the nose, Luo Yun knows that Sika likes pink the most, and sky blue is his favorite, just like the blue sky of San Francisco!
Lolo:
This is the hundredth and thirty-second letter Sika has ever written to you, still on a starry night, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to hold on again; Sika no longer expects your reply, nor does he dare to ask for your call; Although every weekend I would stupidly watch the postman pass by the door as if no one was around, but I couldn't wait for the information I needed, maybe you were still angry, maybe the cruise ship capsized and sank into the sea, maybe the plane crash was shattered, but Sika has always believed that you will definitely see what I say, maybe one day you put down your basketball, put down your studies, and can write a few words on an old broken newspaper, Sika is also satisfied, at least my little Lolo has not forgotten me, I haven't forgotten that silly girl who shouldn't have told you the news before leaving!
Do you remember when you asked me if I was a boy who liked to play basketball? Do you know what Sika thought at the beginning? I'm guessing you don't know, because in Sika's heart, whether little Lolo plays basketball or not, Sika will like it, but I can't imagine that you take it seriously, but it all seems less important, does it?
This is the fifth year that I have been back in Korea, and the fifth year that we have been apart, and maybe you have long forgotten me, like a dandelion in the breeze, and disappear with a gentle blow, but you know what? Sika had always wanted to go back to San Francisco, back on the bench in front of that small building, silently waiting for the yellow school bus to arrive every day, bathed in the morning sunshine, looking up at the sunlight only to find that it was not dazzling at all, but warm and intoxicating.
If you bite a piece of bread and run out of the gate behind you with your basketball, then I will definitely help you take care of the white school uniform that is messily put on your body, maybe you will carry your schoolbag all the way and laugh and play all the way and do not want to take the school bus, then Sika will follow all the way despite the flying skirt, if you don't like the biting cold wind in winter through your clothes, then Sika will definitely surround you with all the warmth!
Unfortunately, whenever I think about it like this, I know that all this is just a vast starry sky overhead, and even if the nebula is dense, it is just an incomplete dream sketched in my mind, just like this oppressive ceiling above my head, leaving me with only a miserable white sight.
I will always remember that year in San Francisco, the boy who was still as warm as spring, and the slight lifting of the corners of his mouth that he never forget, or the crumbling sound of the maple leaves stepping on the falling stone path, or the whispering of the boy lying on his back and biting his earlobe, will be buried deep in my mutilated and lonely youth! Sika always likes to silently recite Lolo's name at night and his thoughts are wandering, and he sings to the photo of the former group under the maple tree!
Maybe happiness is so simple, as long as you meditate in your heart, it will always be haode!
I would continue to wait for the postman to pass by as if no one was around, perhaps he had forgotten to hear from the family, or perhaps the letter was blown away by the wind halfway through, or it had been sent to the wrong address!
Is that right? My little Lolo!
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Luo Yun slowly closed the letter paper and put it back in the envelope, his movements seemed so cautious, looking at the letters scattered on the bed, he ignored Liu Beiying's objections and began to put them in his arms one by one, the faint fragrance seemed to be mixed with the smell of girls, and he was silent without a word!
Soon, Luo Yun packed up the scattered letters, a thick stack that he had to hold with both hands, before leaving, he took a deep look at the little crystal, saw that the girl's eyes were still lonely, and forced to endure the sourness in his heart and smiled!
"I'll go back to my room first!"
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After Luo Yun left, Xiao Jing took out the mobile phone that was still connected from behind her, put it to her mouth and whispered, "Sister, did you hear it?" ”
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