At the end of her life, Xu Mo was still interceding for me, she didn't care about herself until she died, she was still thinking about me, such a heavy feeling, I was almost out of breath, I felt like I was dying, my chest was blocked, I couldn't breathe, I had a lot of emotions in my heart, and my eyes were involuntarily full of tears, I didn't know how to react, I just felt very uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

The ruthless and cold-blooded leader, at this moment, he couldn't help but show a sense of consternation, his knife was originally going to pierce my heart, but who knows, it was Xu Mo who stabbed in the end, which had to shock the leader, he didn't expect that a woman would have such courage and courage, and he didn't expect that a woman could sacrifice herself for a man. Even, even dying for this man, she died so desperately and tried her best.

The leader froze in place, deeply amazed for a few seconds, and then, he suddenly came back to his senses, his eyes returned to coldness, he no longer hesitated, and directly pulled out the knife in his hand.

Xu Mo, who was already dying, was pulled out by the leader, and suddenly, her whole soul seemed to be pulled out, the breath of life was almost exhausted, the blood in her chest suddenly gushed out, her weak face suddenly became distorted, and her thin body fell to the ground softly like a mess of mud.

I saw Xu Mo fall to the ground, the blocked emotions in my heart suddenly burst out like a torrent, the tears accumulated in my eyes also burst out in an instant, my whole person almost collapsed madly, I didn't care about the pain on my body, desperate for everything, I sat up from the ground with the power of the spray, and quickly supported Xu Mo who fell to the ground weakly.

Xu Mo collapsed in my arms like this, her chest was still bleeding out, her clothes were stained red with blood, her face became pale, her eyes were weakly closed, her breathing was very, very weak, and the whole person was extremely weak.

I hugged Xu Mo, who was covered in blood, and my heart couldn't stop trembling, I don't know how things could have turned out like this, this is the situation I am most afraid of and dare not face, I really would rather that knife pierce me than Xu Mo to bear the pain of this abyss for me, how can she die for me, how can she. I came here to save her, but why did she save me in the end, she used her life to save me! I couldn't accept this reality, and I couldn't watch Xu Mo die, my eyes were completely blurred with tears. My heart was completely dumb from pain, and I couldn't say anything as if I had thousands of needles in my throat.

At this time, the leader was already standing in front of us with a blood-stained steel knife, he stared at this scene coldly, and sneered at me: "Su Yan, Su Yan, in your life, you will live by women, it was like this three years ago, and three years later, it is still like this!" ”

The words of the leader came into my ears, but they couldn't enter my heart, I didn't have time to take care of him now, I was just immersed in my own sadness and pain, my tears were like beads with broken threads, constantly flowing down, I couldn't control my emotions, especially, seeing Xu Mo's more and more faint breath, I was even more panicked, I felt an unprecedented fear, I was afraid, I was afraid that Xu Mo would really die in my arms like this. Even, my body trembled slightly, and my hand holding Xu Mo became weak.

Xu Mo, whose face was already white, felt my tears dripping on her face one by one, her eyes suddenly blinked weakly, and after a while, she seemed to have tried a lot of effort to slowly open her eyes, and then, she looked at me deeply, moved the corners of her mouth weakly, smiled slightly, and said softly: "Su Yan, don't cry." ”

Seeing that Xu Mo finally had a little reaction, I couldn't control it anymore and choked directly, I was like a sad child, venting my emotions without any scruples, the pain in my throat was clogged up, and it poured out instantly, I trembled and choked, and sobbed and said: "Why are you so stupid, I'm here to save you." What are you going me to do now! ”

Xu Mo saw that I was crying more and more fiercely, her mood seemed to have changed a little, she blinked her eyes harder, as if she was trying her best not to let it close, she used the last strength of her life to maintain her breath, and after a while, she said weakly: "All this is my own volition, I said, I don't need you to save me, if you lose your life in order to save me, then, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life, even if I die, I will not die peace of mind!" ”

Hearing Xu Mo say this, my heart hurt even more, I choked my throat, and I couldn't cry: "But now? Now you tell me how can I live the rest of my life with peace of mind? Are you doing this to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life? ”

In the end, my emotions really collapsed completely, I can't stand it, I can't stand this kind of ending, the big war three years ago has buried an indelible heavy shadow in my heart, I have seen so many people die for me with my own eyes, this is the deepest guilt in my life, the most painful memory, I have now carried too many people's lives and sustenance, now, why add a Xu Mo, she shouldn't fall into the whirlpool of my hatred, she is innocent, how can she fall to death because of me? She should live her ordinary college life and enjoy the superiority of her school flower, why did God destroy her so ruthlessly, could it be that God let me be reborn again, just so that I can experience this extreme pain again?

After Xu Mo listened to my words, her sad emotions finally couldn't be controlled, two lines of tears slowly flowed from the corners of her eyes, the corners of her mouth trembled gently uncontrollably, she closed her eyes slightly, and then tried to open them again, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, and said slowly: "Su Yan, do you know that as early as three years ago, the moment I heard the news of your death, my heart seemed to be dead, every day from then on, I lived a tormented life, every night, I was thinking, if I was there that day, I will definitely jump off the cliff with you, at least, so that I can feel your feelings, maybe I can't do anything for you, but at the very least, I can accompany you and not let you go away alone. ”

Hearing Xu Mo say such sincere and affectionate words so weakly, my heart is even more painful, Xu Mo has endured for me, not to mention the pain and torture at the moment, she has endured the pain for me for three years, and in the past three years, she has lived a mess. People are not ghosts, she has lost herself and lost her happiness, just because, her heart died with me, she is not just stupid now, she has been stupid every day for the past three years, how can she be stupid for me to such an extent.

I felt breathless again, like a fish in my throat, I couldn't speak with guilt, and after a while, I broke through the choking and said painfully: "I'm sorry, Xu Mo, it's me who is sorry for you, it's all my fault, it's me who made you suffer too much, I'm sorry!" ”

In addition to apologizing, I don't know what I can say, I just want to use this sorry voice to make up for her psychological trauma a little, if I can, I really want to put all the pain on Xu Mo's body on me. I think she can live like a normal girl and enjoy the happiness and vitality that youth brings her.

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