Wanjun soon recovered, but he became more and more dissatisfied with his current life and gradually lost his patience.

He had people following him wherever he went, if this close surveillance bothered him the most. Then, his life without ambition day and night is his biggest headache.

Back then, he approached the emperor for revenge, although he was still ignorant and didn't use any means. But it can also make him comfortable in the dangerous deep palace. But I don't know from which day on, not only did he fail to play everyone in the palm of his hand, but was tricked by fate. He began to be upset and began to panic.

He couldn't sleep for a long time that night, it was still freezing outside, but the house was warm. But even the warmest room couldn't put him to sleep, because he was thinking about what to do the next day.

The emperor, he has no choice but to return to the emperor again. However, now that the emperor has long forgotten him, it is really difficult for him to go back again.

First of all, he can find the emperor and find a way to get close to him, and then create an accident to make the emperor notice him. Only then will he be able to get back to the past.

Ever since he got sick, he had put that unfamiliar dance aside. So, he decided to go to Xiyan early the next morning and ask him to teach him to dance again.

Early the next morning, Wanjun put on her cloak and walked down the corridor to the door of Wanjun's room.

Knock knock!

Wanjun knocked on the door of Xiyan's room: "Xiyan, have you woken up?" ”

After a while, Xiyan came over and opened the room and said, "Wanjun, you don't sleep so early, come and knock on my door!" ”

"I want to ask you for something!"

Wanjun was a little embarrassed to speak, because Xiyan hadn't danced for a long time, and he had always had a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't get over. That is, he always felt that it was because he learned to dance back then that he harmed himself like this. So, he never touched dance again.

But now Wanjun is revealing Xiyan's scars for herself, which is really despicable.

"Come in and say, don't stand outside all the time, you're recovering from a serious illness, you can't freeze anymore!"

Wanjun sat on the stool, and Xiyan poured him a cup of hot tea and said, "What's the matter?" You've come to me early in the morning! ”

"Oh!"

Wanjun was a little wandering, he put down the teacup and looked at Xiyan, but his heart was bottomless for a while. He had already thought about it when he left, and rehearsed what he wanted to say several times, but when he saw his face, he couldn't say anything.

"No, you must have something to say, it's not quite right since you walked in the door!"

Xiyan looked into Wanjun's eyes and questioned him at the same time.

"I, I, I don't know if to talk about it or not?"

Wanjun raised his head and looked at Wanjun again, his eyes must have a look of sympathy and pity.

"Just say something, it's not like you!"

Xiyan didn't know what Wanjun was going to say, he thought it was something he could accept and bear, so he boldly and let Wanjun say it.

"Then I can say, after that, don't be angry whether you agree or not!"

Wanjun stood up and walked behind Xiyan, put her hand on his shoulder and gently massaged it.

"I promise not to be angry, you name it!"

Xiyan was ready to listen to his words that would make him angry.

"I, I, I want you to teach me to dance again!"

Originally, Wanjun couldn't say it, but he wanted to say it sooner or later, so he didn't want to drag the mud and water like this, so he simply finished it in one breath.

After he finished speaking, the air suddenly became very quiet, and for a long time he not only did not dare to speak, but he did not even dare to move the hand on Xiyan's shoulder. But he felt his trembling, and when he heard the news, his body was imprisoned for a moment, and then he began to tremble.

"Jump, dance?"

Although Xiyan's voice was surprised, it was more frightened and uneasy.

"I mean, you can, try, ......"

Wanjun couldn't even say a complete sentence, and he was even more scared than Xiyan. He was afraid of being discovered by him, by his shamelessness, by his pitifulness.

"Xiyan, in fact, I mean you, yes, you can try to get back to your original self, yes, to find your original self!"

Wanjun was so weak in heart when he said this, that his words seemed pale and weak, and he had no confidence.

"Find yourself? Can I still get it back? ”

Xi Yan's eyes stared at the teacup on the table, tears welling up in her eyes. Thinking of his former self, he was extremely heartbroken. There is no going back, everything stops at the indelible scar on the face.

"I'm dead and won't go back to the past!"

There is no greater mourning than death.

If Wanjun still wants to take advantage of Xiyan, she wants to make a comeback by dancing. Then Xiyan has lost herself and lost the courage to find herself.

Wanjun took the hand that was open on Xiyan's shoulder, and he instantly felt that he was much more relaxed. He sat down opposite Wanjun, grabbed his hand and said, "Why don't you give it a try?" Did you just accept your fate? ”

Xi Yan's hand twitched, and Wanjun's every word stung his heart, making him uncover his scars again and face his bloody self.

"Wanjun, don't force me, I think it's good now, don't let me get back to my former me, I'm already dead. Now I live a good life, quiet, warm, and live a solid life every day! ”

He stood up and walked to the window, where the cold wind slipped in through the cracks, catching people off guard.

"I don't want to go back to the scared and precarious life of the past! Wanjun, you should be able to understand me, right? ”

Xiyan walked over and took his hand, and her pious and warm eyes made Wanjun unable to refuse.

"I, I—reason—understand!"

Wanjun was helpless and frustrated, he just wanted Wanjun to teach him to dance, but he was preached. It's okay to preach, but he can only feel the contempt and disgust from Wanjun.

"Since Xiyan thinks like this, I won't embarrass you, but you have to remember that you are you, and no one can replace you, if you even look down on yourself and dare not look directly at yourself, then you may never live in the shadows and can't get out."

Wanjun's words seemed to be a bit serious, and he actually said that Xiyan was running away and didn't want to save himself from the pain. But Xiyan seems to have long been tired of the kind of life he said, and the current life is not a relief for him?

Xi Yan stood up suddenly, his eyes were also red, he looked at Wanjun's eyes and said, "Wanjun, how can you say that, am I so unbearable in your eyes?" If you think so, that's it, I can't go back to what you want me to be! ”

"Xiyan, I ......"

Before Wanjun's words were finished, he was interrupted by Xi Yan: "No need to say more, if there is nothing else, let's go!" ”

He turned his back to Wanjun, he didn't want him to see his cowardice and powerlessness.

Wanjun looked at Xiyan with his back to him, and he had a stomach full of things to say, but he couldn't say anything like a fish in his throat. What's wrong with him, why can he ignore Xiyan's feelings for his own benefit?

"Xiyan, I'm not like this, I'm not like this!"

Wanjun's heart hurt as if it had been cut by a knife. Does he really want to push Xiyan into the abyss? Or are you pretending to be a good person?

He didn't say anything more, just let the tears blur his vision.

......

Here, Wanjun wants to gain the initiative in this game, and wants to use her male pet status to win this battle again. Concubine Shu, who was standing over there, was not idle, and was also trying to ask for help, wanting to fight back and strangle Wanjun in the deep palace.

Concubine Shu is stronger than Wanjun, although he is already embattled, but he has a henchman Qian Gonggong. If you want to win this battle, you must have someone who can work for yourself and feel that you don't care. Father-in-law Qian is undoubtedly the best choice for Concubine Shu.

Concubine Shu called Father-in-law Qian to discuss the plan this day, she not only needs Father-in-law Qian to help her die, but also needs him to help her with advice. Because she is alone in the palace, if she doesn't even have a person like Father-in-law Qian, she doesn't even have the capital to shout.

"Father-in-law Qian, what should I do? Na Du Wanjun not only lives well, but also is well protected, if you want to get close to him now, it is really more difficult than ascending to the sky. ”

Concubine Shu panicked all of a sudden, like a deer lost in a chaotic grassland full of wolves. At this time, even in front of Father-in-law Qian, she was out of shape, like a little maid who entered and exited the palace.

"Niangniang, you can't mess with yourself, you have to be calm!"

Father-in-law Qian comforted.

"I felt like I was going crazy, anxious and scared all the time. I remember when my father was still alive, I was playing alone, sleeping alone, eating alone, everything. I've had enough of this life, and I swear I don't want to live alone anymore. Later, when I came to the palace, I thought that everything would get better, but the emperor never summoned me, so I looked forward to it, looked forward to it, but I was still alone. ”

Concubine Shu burst into tears, her heart seemed to have no direction, and there was no arm to rely on.

"Niangniang, it's not your fault, you don't need to worry about being afraid, the little one will do his best to assist you!"

Father-in-law Qian lowered his head and said.

"Father-in-law Qian, you already know me, if I had other ways, I wouldn't be so troubled. Today, we have to think of a way to get rid of Du Wanjun! ”

Concubine Shu's eyes revealed sinisterness, if Concubine Shu was avenging his brother, then she herself was full of selfishness.

She was going to put Du Wanjun to death, because their past kept her haunted.

"Niangniang, the master asked me to take care of you and assist you, I will not forget the master's kindness to me, even if I die, I will not blink an eye."

Concubine Qian's piety touched Concubine Shu very much, and he liked people like Grandpa Qian, who could sacrifice everything for the sake of his master.

"Father-in-law Qian, my father and I are very grateful to you, if we can get rid of Du Wanjun, then my father's spirit in the sky will rest in peace!"