Looking at the young man with a song of youth in the video, Cang Yan thought of her brother.

Her brother Cang Tiange has commented on countless professional players' competitions throughout his life, but there are only two professional players he really admires, one is Cang Tiange's childhood idol - Pig Killing Knife, and the other is the new generation superstar who is praised by Cang Tiange as having the hope of surpassing Pig Killing Knife - Kun Shen

No, it's none of the brother's business......

Teacher Cang shook his head secretly, reminding himself not to mix things up.

Since being with Gao Chao, Cang Yan sometimes flashed her thoughts in her heart: Could it be because of the guilt she felt for her brother in her heart, in order to make up for it, she chose to be with Gao Chao, who has the same sex addiction as her brother?

Although Teacher Cang does not have that evil brother-lover complex, the guilt she feels for her eldest brother has always lingered. Especially when her brother left most of the inheritance to her, this guilt suddenly expanded tenfold and hundredfold. She kept thinking about how good her brother was to her when she was a child, and she kept thinking about the sister of the notorious Cangtiange who didn't dare to admit that she was the infamous Cangtiange for the sake of a girl's face in middle school, and she kept thinking back to the scene when she and her parents snubbed her brother and treated her brother as scum......

All these complex emotions, until I met Kunshen, I had a chance to release.

Teacher Cang told herself again and again that she was not with Gao Chao because of guilt and compensation. However, she also had to admit in her heart that the biggest reason why she was with Gao Chao was because Gao Chao had her brother's shadow. As she said at the beginning, she has missed the most important loved one in her life and does not want to miss the most important lover in her life.

No, he is who he is, he is not anybody, and he is not like anybody

Teacher Cang told herself in her heart that at this moment, she felt a kind of satisfaction. Because, I finally know Gao Chao's identity, when the video screen is played to this part, anyone who knows a little bit about the game world knows what kind of man Kunshen is.

Gradually, she had the same mood as Kunshen, the outside world's evaluation of Kunshen was too complicated, and most of them were fabrications, or they were exaggerated with false rumors. Now Cang Yan wants to know how "World Game", which has always been very fair and fair, will evaluate her man.

She discarded distractions and watched the play carefully.

At this time, the video echoed with sad and melancholy accompaniment, and a man who was also sad and melancholy sounded. This is the famous commentator sensational brother of the world's game, this commentator is usually responsible for the "Absolute Superstar" column, remembering those retired superstars with a sad voice, and every time his remembrance is very touching.

"A game, a piece of the past. A legend, a memory......" With the accompaniment, the unique hoarse and deep voice of the sensational brother slowly sounded: "In the years of song, let's review a story about demons. Wearing a whiteboard suit for a professional league, such a feat, 6B can't do it, he can't do it if he dies, he can't do it with a pig-killing knife, and Kun, who is day and night, he has done it......"

The video switches to the Game Hall of Fame, and the sensational voice continues to echo: "The game world is like a museum, it displays all the legends about the game industry over the past 100 years. The gaming world is also like a history book, every time a new page is turned, the old page will be cherished for a long time. The gaming world is more like a hall of fame, where strange men and women of all styles and genres have left their footprints in this hall......"

The screen turned again, and switched to the scene where Kunshen, a freshman, challenged the major professional players. The young and frivolous teenager in the video was invincible and high-spirited, until the press conference screen of the teenager was selected for the national youth team, and the voice sounded again: "June 2l18 was also a page in many new chapters in history, and the pearl covered in the dust of the people finally shone with dazzling light. The master is in the folk, these five words are the most popular Internet search keywords of the year. Demon, this is the recognized evaluation of him by the outside world. Kunshen, this is the title that the fans are full of respect for him. One hundred and twenty-eight consecutive wins, this is his bargaining chip for the national youth team"

"Rock singers often say that having long hair is an attitude, representing their spirit of resistance. Kunshen has a spirit of resistance in his bones that ordinary people can't understand, and in the final of the World Youth Championships, he chose to boycott the game, and responded to the world with the sentence "Red rabbit in horses, rich in pigs." His actions sparked numerous controversies, and at one point sparked discussions about his personality, and he still chose to leave. On the day he left, the long hair fluttering in the wind seemed to say: "I am here here, let the storm whirlpool ......"

"Coming to Tianfu, this decade-old declining wealthy family without a crown has been revitalized, and the city's iconic Malatang is signaling that there is an even more spicy man coming......"

"The newcomer Kunshen has constant scandals and controversies. The media frequently exposed that he was difficult to run in with his teammates, and also exposed the contradictions between him and the club's senior management. In the first month, the Tianfu team suffered five consecutive defeats. At this time, people began to question Kunshen's ability, and experts generally believed that if Kunshen continued to wear a tabula rasa, the talented team would be thrown into a state of no return, and the home fans even booed him......

However, as Kunshen wrote on Weibo during that period: this shijie has a kind of man, and a gorgeous turn is enough to close the beak ⊥ all birdmen...... This sentence is not very nice to hear, nor is it very elegant, but it shows Kunshen's attitude and nature, can he fulfill his wild words? ”

He proved himself with his results, and in the sixth game of the league, Kunshen opened his victory account and declared his strength with a perfect victory. Since then, the tactics of the Tianfu team have really taken him as the core. Since then, a generation of legends has kicked off......"

After that, Kunshen ushered in a blowout outbreak, which was out of control. The gradual adaptation to the league has made him more and more handy, like a fish in water. As Hall of Fame superstar benefactor please stay said, there are two types of professional players, one is the one who decides the outcome of the game, and the other is the person who supports the team. Kun, who works day and night, happens to be the kind of person who can decide the outcome of a match, and he is a terrifying finisher who has brought lingering terrifying memories to countless opponents......"

"No one could accept being beaten by an opponent in a whiteboard suit, however, the pros of that era, including many All-Stars, had to accept that reality. In the confrontation with the Tianfu team, these players tasted the bitter fruit of humiliation. Kunshen's Terminator style was vividly displayed, and when he led the team to ten consecutive victories, he could finally enjoy the enthusiastic applause of the fans. And when he led the team to a club-breaking 20-game winning streak, his high spirits and the heartfelt shouts of the fans reflected each other......"

"Fantastic results that bring wonderful honours. Rookie of the Year, All-Star First Team, this is the personal honor won by Kunshen in the 2L182L19 season. This unruly! The teenager, who left countless strong competitors in his painful memory. ”

"Blessings and misfortunes depend, and the honorable Kunshen has spread more scandals. Within a year, there was peachy news with hundreds of female stars, which is unprecedented in the game industry, and it has also become the best topic of media hype. Some people say that Kun Shen, who has achieved personal honors, is arrogant, some people say that Kun Shenxun is passive and slack, some people say that Kun Shen will be destroyed in the hands of women, and some people say that his scandal will definitely affect his competitive state......"

In the face of doubts from the outside world, the answer he gave was to win the double championship and enter the Kunshen era from then on. Tianfu, which has not won a championship for ten years, finally ushered in the league championship and cup championship that fans have been longing for. The declining aristocracy, the once wealthy, has been restored to its former glory"

"Double champion, Kunshen used this gorgeous turn to successfully make all the birdmen close their beaks. The media began to pay attention to his past, and a gossip magazine even went to the primary school where Kunshen once studied, and found an essay that was rated as a zero score that year...... "The melancholy voice became a little obscene at this moment:" This is the essay of the fourth grade of Kunshen Elementary School, and he wrote like this - if I can become a professional gamer, I must go to Europe, the United States, Asia, Africa, and Latin ......America every day."

Hearing this, Teacher Cang almost fell out of bed.

She turned her head sideways and looked at the man who was immersed in the video speechlessly, she really couldn't imagine what this guy was thinking in his head, and he actually had such a deviant "ideal" in the fourth grade of elementary school?

It is also thanks to the fact that many scales of the Celestial Empire in the 22nd century have been liberalized, and it is impossible to broadcast the content of such a program a hundred years ago, and the sensational brother's story continues: "There is a very interesting phenomenon, every famous person in history will be ridiculed by people when he says his ideals. For example, Chen Sheng, the pioneer of the Nongming Uprising, when he said, 'Gou Fugui, don't forget, don't forget, what he got in exchange for was just a ridicule of 'If you are a servant farmer, how rich and noble you are.'" And Chen Sheng's answer is a sentence that has been passed down through the ages, 'The bird's nest knows the ambition of the bird,......"

"Kunshen, who is in the fourth grade, has already shown the potential to become a great person. His ideals are not understood by the world, and the zero score given by the language teacher represents the opinion of the world. Since then, Kunshen has been ridiculed and despised countless times, he has no friends around him, his friends think he is an outlier, and parents order the children not to play with this 'scum......

Hearing this, Cang Yan's heart was sour.

Sometimes she always feels that Gao Chao has an indescribable loneliness in her bones, which seems easy-going, but in fact rejects people thousands of miles away. Now she began to understand that this was weishenme, and that when a child in the fourth grade of elementary school was despised by his teachers, isolated by his classmates, and judged by the parents of the students to be heretical, his character was bound to be seriously affected

"When this childhood past was unearthed by the media, Kunshen did not scold the media for being undisciplined as before, he quoted a famous sentence of nine knives on Weibo: The dream that is ridiculed has the value of being realized"

This response caused an uproar, and many people stood on the moral high ground and accused, this kind of dirty and obscene idea is also worthy of being called a dream? There are also media surveys on the female stars that Kunshen has dated and have come to an interesting conclusion that among the women Kunshen has dated, there are Asian beauties, American beauties, European beauties, African beauties, and Latin American beauties. He really proved his ideals with practical actions, and in just one year, he soaked all the girls in Europe, America, Asia, Africa and Latin America......"

That year, in the midst of countless people's accusations, only two people stood up in solidarity with Kunshen. One is the equally unruly celebrity female benefactor, please stay, and the other is the palace-level narrator Cang Tiange, whose private life is also full of controversy. ”

"Is he wrong in chasing his dreams? The female benefactor, please stay in a TV show. ”

"He just wants to live his own private life, and even those women don't think there's anything wrong with it, and he doesn't have any qualifications to accuse outsiders of him? This is the question raised by Cang Tiange. ”

At the time, people thought it was the affection of three lewd men. And today, ten years later, we can't help but reflect, is it really wrong for Kunshen to do that? He is chasing his ideals, what reason do people have to control him? ”

This question caused many old players in front of the TV to reflect last night.

Many people who have scolded Kunshen have begun to feel that there seems to be nothing wrong with Kunshen doing that back then

In this era of lack of dominating superstars, many people began to miss and began to miss his dominating spirit.

This shijie is strange, and when you get it, people never cherish it. It is only when it is lost that people begin to miss it like crazy. It's like there used to be an Internet writer named Handsome Niu, when he wrote a book, there were always people squatting and scolding him, endlessly hacking him. And when he stopped writing, some people began to miss him desperately, crying and shouting for him to come back and continue writing.

At this moment, Cang Yan also fell into thought.

In the past, she always thought that her brother was wrong to do that, but after watching the show just now, for the first time in her life, she thought about it in reverse, is it really wrong to do this?

Human beings, as dignified beings, come to this shijie, and don't even have the right to pursue their dreams

Yes, an ideal like Kunshen is indeed a bit unethical, but at the very least, it is neither illegal nor strong. If both parties are willing to do so, then even if he has more girlfriends, what does it matter to outsiders?

When Cang Yan came back to her senses, she felt her legs sinking, she was sitting on the bed with her legs closed, and the man who was originally next to her was lying on the bed at some point, pillowed his head on her full thighs, and looked at the light brain screen seriously.

Cang Yan did not refuse, nor did she struggle, at this moment, even she, a bystander, was so infected by the show in front of her that she was speechless, not to mention Kunshen, the first party.

She could fully imagine how mixed feelings Kunshen had at this moment, and the only thing she could do was to stretch out her little hand and gently stroke his short hair that resembled a prison escape, imagining the long flowing hair that even she was envious of.

The show continues, and the voice of the sensational brother continues:

"Because people are young, they always make a lot of mistakes. Because of being young, people always pay a lot of price. Because of their youth, people will always taste a lot of bitter fruits. In the summer of 220, Kunshen made a mistake and became a thousand years of hatred, watching the South Koreans lift the Dakiba Cup (AFC Champions League trophy), which represents the highest honor of the Asian League, while he himself could only taste the bitter fruit of defeat without words. That night, the heavy rain in Seoul drenched the hearts of countless Chinese travel fans. ”

In this defeat, he lost the five-year 100 million renewal contract offered by the Tianfu team, the four-year 90 million endorsement contract of Adidas, and the three-year 70 million advertising contract of Ferrari...... Falling from heaven to hell only overnight, many people are asking: Kunshen, do you regret it? ”

Hearing this, Mr. Cang had mixed feelings.

Who would have thought that the man who was pillowed on her lap at the moment could have become a billionaire?

"No one knows that this night means the difference between Kunshen and the world. No one knew that Kun Shen had invisibly stepped on that distant train, to a place he shouldn't have been. No one knows how much pain Kunshen's heart hurt that night. ”

"No one knows, it was a zuihou battle of Kunshen on behalf of the Tianfu team, and it was a zuihou kiss he sent. That night, he stood in the arena and kissed the fans in the audience as usual. However, this time, in exchange for boos and scolding from countless angry fans. ”

"Parting, this is a sad word, and his departure is more like goodbye."

"After months of detention in South Korea and seven years of imprisonment in China, a star who once shone in the starry sky has fallen.

"There is something that human beings cannot escape and cannot stop, and its name is time. Time is the killer of life, and countless brilliant legends and glorious lives are depressed in time. On the day of his retirement, countless people were moved to tears. On the day of the retirement of the pig killing knife, countless people cried bitterly. And Kunshen, he didn't even have time to retire, he disappeared from people's sight. ”

"Time flies, ten years in the blink of an eye. We have no news of Kunshen, however, we should not forget about him. The years are ruthless, and Kunshen, who has reached the age of retirement, will he return to the game world? We don't know, but we would like to use this film to commemorate Kunshen, who was once recognized as the first demon in a century. ”

"No matter where you are, you live in our hearts. On this night, when you are about to be twenty-eight years old, you look back, will you see the shadow of yourself when you were eighteen......"

The picture came to an end, and when she heard Zuihou's words, Cang Yan felt the urge to cry.

And the man who was lying down turned over and lay on her lap, his shoulders couldn't stop shaking, and his low cry was like a sharp sword, tearing his heart out.

Cang Yan was stunned, this night, she saw the truest side of this man.

What is it that can make such a man who looks like Mount Tai has collapsed and his face has not changed? Perhaps, as depicted in the video, on this night, the twenty-eight-year-old Kunshen looked back, and his eyes were full of his eighteen-year-old shadows......

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