After Liping reported to the Provincial Sports Commission, two months passed in the blink of an eye.

For young men and women who are in the prime of their cardamom years, the most confusing and tormenting encounter is that when they are in love, they are suddenly intervened and impacted by external forces!

During these two months, Liping called Li Gang every day;

And what about Li Gang's side?

Either the phone is turned off, or no one answers.

I don't know if the phone was broken, or if Li Gang deliberately didn't answer it.

There was no way, so Liping wrote to Li Gang every now and then. And every time he wrote a letter, he clearly asked Li Gang to reply quickly.

Who knew that he wrote more than a dozen letters in a row, but he didn't get a reply from Li Gang.

Liping didn't know what happened to her sweetheart, so she sent a text message to Li Gang on her mobile phone, and she wrote in the text message:

"Just, dear, why didn't you answer my phone call or write me back? Did you have an accident, or were you sad that you weren't transferred to the Provincial Sports Brigade? If you don't reply to the letter, or don't answer the phone, I'll go back to the county seat to find you immediately! ”

Unexpectedly, Liping's trick really worked!

In less than ten minutes, she received a text message from Li Gang.

It's just that Li Gang's text message made Liping's heart cold!

Li Gang wrote in a text message:

"Liping, please don't contact me again. It's no longer time for us to get in touch with each other! I hope you adapt to your new environment and wish you happiness and happiness! ”

The stinginess of the tone and the indifference of the attitude are unprecedented!

Liping hurriedly dialed his mobile phone, but he didn't expect that the voice of the computer operator came from the mobile phone:

"Sorry, the phone you made is turned off, please call again later."

Could it be that Li Gang really had an accident?

In anxiety, worry and uneasiness, Liping gritted her teeth and survived another month in the Provincial Sports Brigade.

I couldn't help it, on this day, she asked the leader of the physical work brigade for leave, and boarded the train to the county seat in a hurry.

The train went south, dusty and sand all the way.

The bullet-shaped bullet-shaped bullet car broke through the invisible barrier of the atmosphere and galloped among the hills south of the Yangtze River.

Gazing at the fleeting trees on both sides of the railway, as well as the violets and oleanders in full bloom, as well as the tall and low buildings of different designs in the distance, the melancholy of the dark rolled violently in Liping's mind, boiling:

The current society is in an era of drastic changes in the era of reform; The economy of the provincial capital and the life of the people in the provincial capital are also advancing with the times in the bustling and lively;

As for me, my weight has been significantly losing in the past few months!

Two cadres from the provincial capital came to the sports brigade again and again to invite me, and they wanted to invite me to visit shopping malls, parks, chrysanthemum exhibitions, internal movies, and places of interest......

However, I knew their intention in inviting me, and I could only refuse them again and again, always letting them come and go back disappointed.

They kept asking me to send letters to my father, asking him to buy them souvenirs from the county.

I just made a casual phone call to my father and did something perfunctory.

The father's enthusiasm for buying souvenirs for the children of the two cadres was very high.

As long as he received a call from me to him, he would quickly buy the products purchased by the children of the two cadres, and would ask me to pick up the goods at the train station, and then ask me to hand them over to the children of the two cadres.

What am I going to do?

I had to go up to the station to pick up the goods.

But after I received the goods, I couldn't give them to the two cadres myself, but I could only ask the courier company to send them to them.

Anyway, I tried my best not to contact the children of the two cadres, and tried my best not to let them think about me differently!

Am I disgusted with the children of the two cadres doing this?

Of course not!

In all fairness, Hao Min is clever and lively, enthusiastic and generous;

Dreams are sincere, courteous and courteous.

It should be said that such cadres are rare in the current society.

But why should I alienate them?

I'm worried that if I get along with them too often, too casually, too closely, they'll immediately think about it.

Especially Wang Mengdu, the son of the deputy mayor, can see that he is pursuing me.

If I get close to them, Wang Mengdu will definitely send a direct attack on me!

And me?

It is impossible to agree to Wang Mengdu's pursuit!

What should I do if I give him a chance, if he does courting me in person?

If that's the case, everyone will be embarrassed!

Li Gang, Li Gang, do you really not know what is going on in my heart?

Don't you know that I have long regarded you as my lifelong support and lifelong companion?

Don't you know that I was ready to give you everything I had?

I've been in the provincial capital for more than three months, except for training, competitions, and group outings, I almost can't go out of the door, and I don't go out of the second door!

The leaders of the sports brigade took care of me considerately, and my teammates here treated me like a sister.

However, without you by my side, I always feel that I have no backbone, there is always a kind of sorrow of being on a lonely island, and there is always a kind of desolation!

Actually, I also want to go out and play, go shopping, go to the movies, go to the park!

However, can you understand a girl's distress?

At my age, before the people around you are sure that you have a "boyfriend", your colleagues will enthusiastically ask you:

"Do you have any friends?"

"Would you like to introduce one?"

There are also many male teammates in the diving team, who are simply like hunting dogs chasing rabbits, chasing me twice in three days.

Therefore, I would rather lock myself in the house deeply, even if I am lonely and lonely, I dare not go out to make friends easily, let alone contact the children of the two cadres.

Every day, I have an inexplicable fear that if I am not careful, I will fall into some kind of quagmire that I can't extricate myself from.

Li Gang, Li Gang, do you know that just last month, my father came to the provincial capital twice again and forced me to accompany the two cadres and children to go out for a ride.

I repeatedly excused myself, saying that I was busy with training and tired, and I didn't want to go out.

My father was furious with me!

You know how my father scolded me:

"Fuck you! Watching a movie is a big fart; Going to the park is like taking a leisurely walk in front of your home, eating, drinking, and having fun on the street and going to the restaurant, and you don't want to pay half a penny! Why can't you go out with Mengdu and Hao Min? Do you want to train at night? Do you want to dive on Sunday too? I don't hold the golden rice bowl, and I don't change it all day long. How could I raise a two-legged beast like you?! ”

There are many, many more ugly words!

Although I have heard a lot of ugly words from my father since I was a child, I can't even talk about it now if I want to learn it to you!

I hated my father's actions from the bottom of my heart.

How many times, I really want to have a good time, let go of my throat and have a big fight with him!

But you know, my nature is too cowardly, too kind, too lacking in courage.

My father went to the countryside to join the queue at the age of sixteen; After work, he was unwilling, because he gave birth to my daughter, which made him distorted in the bumpy road of life, and his world view was also distorted.

In his mind, a certain philosophy of life of their generation had been strongly formed.

In the depths of his heart, there is an incomparably strong desire and pursuit to get ahead, a desire to get an unexpected God-given opportunity, or to tie up with a certain official and change his fate overnight!

He always dreamed that one day, he would be able to hold his head high, stand tall on his toes, shake his spirit in front of everyone, and swagger.

What kind of mindset is this?

I don't know, and I can't tell.

But I despise it and hate it!

However, when I think about my father's depression for so many years, especially his mental anguish, depression and loss, as well as his financial constraints and poverty, I feel that he is actually very pitiful!

Every time something unpleasant happened outside, he would go home to excrete and get angry!

In the end, it was always my mother and our two daughters who were unlucky.

For decades, my mother has become a cowhide drum, beating with him;

The daughter has also become a punching bag, pushed by him and scolded by him.

In this family, we are afraid of him, we hate him, and we pity him!

Of course, the most pitiful is still my poor mother.

She has no education, no occupation, no income, and can only be submissive at home.

If my sister and I annoyed my father, every time he scolded our sisters, he would have a seizure of my mother, and sometimes even punches and kicks to add a few bruises to her!

So, in order to keep my poor mother from being bullied, we sisters could only restrain ourselves as much as possible and try not to offend our father.

This time, my father accompanied me to report to the Provincial Sports Commission, and on the way to the provincial capital, the first thing he did was to buy two bottles of "Moutai" wine on the train. That kind of "Moutai" wine, each bottle costs more than 1,000 yuan!

He also dragged me to accompany him to the house of an official, to the house of Director Hao of the Municipal Government Office.

Director Hao's wife left us for dinner.

Director Hao's son, Hao Min, and Vice Mayor Wang's son, Wang Meng, were also there.

In all fairness, they belong to the kind of cultured people who are literate, personable, and have a sense of humor.

When we arrived at Hao's house, they were so polite, so warm, so polite, and generous.

Just because of our father and daughter, how can we get such high-standard preferential treatment?

Am I the only diving champion?

Or are they lovers of diving?

No, not at all!

The reason why they are so warm and friendly to our father and daughter, and the purpose is so clear, is the kind of thought that worries me the most!

Despite my disobedience, I was very cautious in approaching the children of the two cadres.

After all, people's enthusiasm, care and care for us are in front of us!

Although there is the idea of pursuing me in Mengdu, if I can maintain a good relationship with them on the premise of not agreeing to Mengdu's pursuit, then I work in the provincial capital and have a relationship between the second generation of officials!

You know, in today's society, a lot of things have to be dealt with by relationships.

If I can get acquainted with two second-generation officials in the provincial capital, it wouldn't be a bad thing to have two second-generation officials to help in all aspects, right?

I remember when my father left the provincial capital for the first time, Mengdu and Hao Min went to the station with me to see him off.

In front of everyone, my dad took out the medal I won in the women's diving competition of the National Games, handed it to Vice Mayor Wang's son, and said:

"This is my Pingping's medal, she is thin-skinned, embarrassed to give it to you, now I will give it to you."

Look, this is my father!

He is so absurd, so inferior, so unscrupulous to expose his vulgar mentality!

I don't know when he took my medal, which I kept under the box at home.

Who believes in his clumsy approach?

Even Wang Mengdu and Hao Min could see that he was acting in a one-man show.

At that time, I really wanted to expose his tricks to my face, and I wanted to protest loudly against this degrading practice!

I also want to win back my medal!

But where can I do it on such an occasion, in front of everyone?

I can't slap my own father naked in front of outsiders, right?

At that time, I could only cover my feverish face with my hands tightly and walk quietly without a sound.

Fortunately, Yumedu was understanding, and after repeatedly thanking my father, he very gracefully returned the medal to me, and said gently:

"The medal is still here for you, you are the owner of the medal, so the medal should be kept by you. Maybe you'll still need it at work! ”

You see, he absolutely saw the truth of the matter, and saw the unhappiness in my heart.

In doing so, he not only took care of my father's face, but also relieved the troubles in my heart.

He did it so just right, like a seasoned diplomat.

At that time, I could not help but cast a sincere, grateful gaze at him.

Li Gang, Li Gang!

Now, you should understand my mood and situation, right?

You know what I mean for you, right?

Knowing all this, would you still reply to me with a text message so simply?

Will you also write lukewarmly, "May you adapt to your new environment and sincerely wish you happiness?" ”

Summer goes to autumn, and ten thousand trees are desolate.

The flowers and branches are thin, and it is the time to worry.