From the 5th to the present, it's the fifth day of the break, so let's talk about how the five days have passed.

On February 5th, I'm really not in the mood to update, and the reason is below.

On the afternoon of February 6, I had a big fight with my family, and then I didn't sleep outside for 40 hours, which was extremely bad.

At seven a.m. on February 8, go to bed. I didn't get up until the 9th, which is one o'clock today, and I woke up in the middle of the night for a few hours.

If it's the inducement, it's probably that the gap between dreams and reality is too big. The 5th is the day to inquire about the previous month's remuneration every month, and I was full of confidence to inquire as soon as possible, but the total remuneration in January was only more than 500.

Counting the handling fee for inter-bank transfers in different places, you can get less than 500. In Xi'an, less than 500 is the money to rent a small house in an urban village without eating or drinking for a month.

Some book friends know that Hongchen chose to drop out of school to pursue his dream of writing a novel, but the realization of his dream depends first on being able to survive. Although there are not many updates in January, it is relatively stable, right? But looking at the one hundred and thirty or forty subscriptions for each chapter, it feels like the dream is so far away.

In the past five days, I have been groggy. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if my choice is really wrong? But when I saw a few bubbling supporters in the book review area, a trace of warmth surged in my heart.

Give me time.,Tomorrow to resume the update.,There may only be one update for the time being.,But it will be restored by 3 months at the latest.。 There are at least 500,000 words left for this book, and I will try to finish it. More than 500 words will be counted, so much to say - (to be continued......)