Chapter 104: Let's Go

Wanjun and Chunqiu reconciled again, it doesn't mean that they have no estrangement, their road is still very long, so long that they can only see the present and dare not think about the future.

After Ye Hexuan learned that they had reconciled, he knew that he would never get Wanjun again. Even though he was reluctant, he still had to let go.

That morning, he walked to the door of Wanjun's room and stood outside for a long time, but he couldn't bear to knock on the door.

He raised his hand and put it down several times, the kind of sour loneliness was hard to describe.

"Wanjun!"

He frowned, his eyes fixed on the thin door.

Just as he raised his hand again to knock on the door, it suddenly opened.

As soon as Wanjun looked up and saw him standing at the door, she was first startled, and then smiled.

"Ye Hexuan, you, why are you here?"

Wanjun opened his mouth wide in surprise, he thought that it was not Ye Hexuan's reason that he hadn't seen him recently, but that he didn't dare to face him. But he still found it, which caught him off guard.

"I, I, I'm looking for something for you!"

Ye Hexuan didn't say it for a long time, he seemed to have forgotten what he was doing here. As long as he sees Wanjun, his heart is hard to let go of him.

"Something?"

Wanjun was surprised again, could it be that he wanted to regret it?

"Yes, something!"

Ye Hexuan glanced at Wanjun, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, revealing a faint smile.

"Oh!"

Wanjun still couldn't believe it, for him, Ye Hexuan must have regretted looking for him.

"Can you come out for a while?"

Ye Hexuan tried to ask.

"Yes!"

Wanjun replied.

"Isn't he there?"

Ye Hexuan forgot his eyes inside, and then showed a faint sadness on his face.

"He's sleeping!"

Wanjun closed the door, smiled at him, and then said, "Let's go......"

Ye Hexuan followed behind Wanjun, clasping his fingers and unable to speak for a long time.

The two of them walked silently one after the other, neither of them disturbing anyone, neither of them saying a word. None of them broke the silence they were in, they didn't walk in silence all the time.

"Wanjun?"

Ye Hexuan was the first to break the silence.

"Huh?"

Wanjun replied softly.

"Are you alright?"

Ye Hexuan asked.

"Me? I am fine! ”

Wanjun didn't know what he was going to ask, but he had a hunch that he must have something to say to him, so he would be so stumbling and not speaking for a long time.

"That's good, that's good......"

Then there was a deathly silence, and although it was early morning, the air was so heavy that it was breathless.

"Wanjun?"

Ye Hexuan continued to ask.

"Huh?"

Wanjun couldn't help it now, he turned to look at Ye Hexuan and asked in his eyes, "Do you have something to say to me?" ”

"I have something to say to you, but I don't know how to say it......"

Ye Hexuan lowered his head and said in a low voice.

"Ye Hexuan, we've known each other for so long, just say anything you want!"

Wanjun said.

Just say anything, what was once so easy is now so difficult. If he can speak, why bother to say it?

That kind of heartache, Wanjun will not feel it, only Ye Hexuan, who is experiencing pain, can have a deep experience.

Ye Hexuan took a deep breath, endured the pain in his heart and asked, "Wanjun, I ask you, ...... you?"

His words came to his mouth and swallowed again, how much courage did he have to say this? He always thought that he was brave enough, and there was nothing he Ye Hexuan didn't dare to say. But today, he finally knew that he also had a time of cowardice, but he didn't meet the person who made his heart ache.

Wanjun looked at Ye Hexuan stupidly, he waited for him to say that sentence, but it didn't seem to be as he wished, and his sentence didn't come out for a long time.

"Ye Hexuan, what exactly do you want to tell me? Isn't that like you? ”

Wanjun asked.

"Yes, I don't like me now, maybe this me is the real me. Cowardly, failing, selfish, that's who I am, a total loser! ”

Ye Hexuan's eyes were wet, but he still laughed loudly for a while to hide the panic in his heart.

"Ye Hexuan, what's wrong with you? That was not what I meant. I know you're upset, but that's the way it is. I just hope you forget about me and be happy every day! ”

Wanjun walked over and took his hand, looked into his eyes and said.

"Then you say, what should I do? Shouldn't I be very generous, very happy, and have a big feast, telling everyone that I forgot about you, I forgot about you completely! ”

Ye Hexuan spoke, kneeling on the ground and hugging his head and crying.

"I can't do it, I really can't do it!"

His cry still touched Wanjun. He hurt him, but he still wanted to make him happy. What kind of man is he, and why does he need his love? Why should he forgive him again?

Ye Hexuan, Ye Hexuan, it's not that you don't deserve to love him, it's not that you can't love him, it's that you love the wrong person. In Du Wanjun's heart, he has always believed that there can only be one person living in a person's heart, and this person can only be one person from beginning to end.

"Ye Hexuan, Ye Hexuan ......"

Wanjun shouted loudly.

"Du Wanjun, let me ask you one thing, if there is no Zuo Chunqiu, will you fall in love with me?"

Ye Hexuan didn't look up, he stopped crying, waiting for Wanjun to say this answer.

Wanjun also stopped crying, he finally knew the purpose of his coming to him early in the morning. Yes, although it came out of his mouth, why didn't he think about it?

"If Zuo Chunqiu hadn't appeared, would I have fallen in love with Ye Hexuan?"

It's a hard question to answer, it's really hard. Because if there are no ifs, if there are ifs, how can all problems be called problems? He didn't know if he would fall in love with him, but he did save him.

"Heh, hehehe, is this question difficult to answer? Have you really never been moved by me? ”

Ye Hexuan raised his head and laughed, he could be said to have poured out his heart to Du Wanjun, but in the end, he couldn't get a word of pity back from him.

"Ye Hexuan, Ye Hexuan, do you still have a face? Is his words of mercy so important to you? How did he become so lowly, so lowly? ”

Ye Hexuan smiled coldly, since he was humble, what dignity did he need.

"Du Wanjun, Lao Tzu just can't let you go, from the first time Lao Tzu saw you, Lao Tzu wanted you. What kind of character do you think you are, Lao Tzu wants you to ask for your consent? ”

Ye Hexuan stood up, walked up to Wanjun, and hugged him.

"Du Wanjun, don't think that Lao Tzu will put up with you again and again, you can do whatever you want, impossible, never, Lao Tzu will get you today!"

Ye Hexuan hugged Wanjun like crazy and kissed him on the neck.

"Ye Hexuan, you let go of me, Ye Hexuan, let go of me!"

Wanjun pushed him desperately, he really didn't know why he became so crazy in an instant.

"Du Wanjun, will you promise me?"

Ye Hexuan begged.

"Ye Hexuan, let go of me, do you know what you're doing?"

Wanjun said that it didn't matter at all for a long time, and in the end he could only step on his foot.

Ye Hexuan let go of Wanjun at once, and stood on the ground stunned for a long time.

The air froze again, and the two of them stood still once again without speaking.

Ye Hexuan raised his head and shouted.

"Ahh

"God, what the hell is wrong with me? God, what the hell is wrong with me? ”

His tears slid down his cheeks from the corners of his eyes and fell to the ground, everything was broken by his impulse just now, he was like a beast, wanting to get Wanjun.

She won't say anything to him anymore, what else can he say? Now I am not even qualified to ask him for forgiveness.

Ye Hexuan gritted his teeth and turned around to leave. When he was about to leave, he said to Wanjun, who was standing behind him, "Go as far as you can......"

After saying that, he walked away with sadness and comfort.

"Ye Hexuan, I can answer you!"

Wanjun shouted as he looked at his back as he drifted away.

"No need!"

Ye Hexuan said.

"No, I'm going to answer you, I've been thinking about this question for a long time. Ye Hexuan, if I hadn't met Chunqiu before, I would have liked you! ”

Wanjun shouted.

Hearing Wanjun say this, he burst into tears. There is no happiest person for a person who you have loved and said that he loves you.

"Du Wanjun, thank you!"

Ye Hexuan's back became slender and slender in the sun, as if they had met when they first met, he was the leader, he was the one waiting for rescue.

......

"Wanjun, are you back? Where did you go? ”

Chunqiu stretched and sat up from the bed.

"Why, are your eyes red?"

Chunqiu jumped off the bed, walked to the table, poured a glass of water, and drank it in one gulp.

"It's windy!"

Wanjun replied coldly.

"Is it windy outside?"

Chunqiu walked to the door, put his hand on the door and asked.

"Stopped."

Wanjun replied.

"Oh! By the way, where did you just go? ”

Chunqiu asked.

"Spring and Autumn!"

Wanjun said.

"Huh?"

Chunqiu felt that he was weird, and he didn't know what was wrong with him.

"Let's go!"

Wanjun said.

"Good!"

Chunqiu was just about to open the door and go out, as if he felt that something was wrong.

"Where are you going?"

Chunqiu asked.

"Get out of here!"

Wanjun said.

"Leave? Why, why do you have to leave all of a sudden? Well, you're right, we've been bothering here for so long, it's time to leave! ”

Chunqiu said.

"Let's go, let's say goodbye to Ye He!"

Chunqiu pulled Wanjun up and prepared to go out.

"No need!"

Wanjun pushed away Chunqiu's hand and said.

"Why?"

Chunqiu said.

"No why, let's go now!"

With that, Wanjun began to walk out.

"Wait, I'll pack my bags."

Chunqiu saw that Wanjun was far away, so he hurriedly ran over and grabbed him.

"Don't be in a hurry, pack your luggage and leave!"

Chunqiu said.

"No need, there's nothing to clean up, just go!"

Wanjun walked out of Ye Hexuan's mansion in embarrassment as if she had lost her soul.

Ye Hexuan stood in the attic, gently pushed open a window crack, and looked at Wanjun's back......

"Wanjun, I love you, but I'm not blessed to have you. If there is an afterlife, I will never miss you again! ”