Chapter 467: A Page of Confusion
Chen Fuyun doesn't seem to have figured it out yet. Perhaps the sentence that the old man left him back then was very appropriate, the peach blossoms in his life are the most tiring, and when he puts them, he can get by.
He was just the most ordinary person in the world.
His life cannot be as complete as the protagonist in the novel, he is an ordinary person, or has an affair, but he has no glamorous blessings, and he can't enjoy such a heavy beauty.
It's okay to put it down.
Chen Fuyun suddenly had a plan in his heart, and the big stone that was pressing him was also quietly relieved with the flood of this thought, and the feeling of relief made him feel a lot easier.
It's time to find a time, go back to my hometown, and see my parents.
But before that, he still decided to accompany Tang Xiaowei until her injuries healed.
The ten-minute visit time passed in a flash, Chen Fuyun gently put down the hand that Tang Xiaoyu had been holding tightly, covered her with the quilt, and turned around and walked out of the intensive care unit.
At this moment, Tang Weiguo is no longer outside the hospital, and according to Tang Jun, he went to pick him up at the Nanjing airport to the American friend. I don't know why, when I heard the news, Chen Fuyun was not in a good mood.
However, he could not stop what Tang Weiguo was going to do.
Chen Fuyun walked out of the hospital in a daze, he didn't even know how he crossed the street, how he bypassed the noisy street market, came to the moat, and lay on the dew-soaked lawn, looking at the river flowing smoothly, but his heart was blocked.
He lit a cigarette and inhaled it deeply, the smoke flowed through his mouth and escaped from the tip of his nose, and Chen Fuyun, who had seven years of smoke, was choked by the smoke and coughed violently, his eyes were red, and tears rolled down.
A moment later, a Beijing Hyundai slowly drove from the side of the street, pulled over, opened the door and walked down, it was Lin Shiyun.
"And smoke? Give me one. ”
Lin Shiyun didn't open her mouth to persuade him, but leaned down and asked him if he had any cigarettes.
Chen Fuyun took out a cigarette and didn't give it to her, but said lightly: "You are not suitable for this." ”
Lin Shiyun stretched out her hand to grab it, took out one herself, lit it skillfully, and took a sip without the slightest sense of disobedience.
She looked at the river in front of her lightly, and said very calmly: "I used to stay in the women's unit in Shenyang. Once, there was a man like you, who was very sunny, very motivated, and very attractive, who pursued me. ”
Chen Fuyun said: "What happened later? ”
Lin Shiyun said: "Later, he was sent to the Sino-Burmese border to carry out a top-secret mission and died. ”
Chen Fuyun sighed and said, "It's a pity. ”
Lin Shiyun said: "He died because of me." ”
Chen Fuyunqi said: "How do you say this?" ”
Lin Shiyun said very blandly: "Because my family is not optimistic about him, or rather, my father doesn't want me to bring him back to my house." ”
Chen Fuyun nodded, as if he understood, but he didn't continue to say anything, he knew that no matter how far society progressed, there would always be a gap between the privileged class and the proletariat at the bottom, a gap that could not be crossed at all.
He and Tang Xiaowei are separated by a gap called assets. As for Lin Shiyun, there is a gap called privilege.
People,Sometimes,You need to work hard to live in reality.,The story of Dick Si's counterattack on Bai Fumei,There may be a lot in reality.,But it doesn't seem to be applicable to every Dick Silk.。
Chen Fuyun may have a little ability, but this kind of ability, in the eyes of powerful people, is just the kind of juggling of the blade of the three religions and nine streams who run the rivers and lakes, and it can't be on the big stage at all.
Can you get ahead by playing games?
Can you get out of the fight?
Wash up and go to bed early.
"Want to know why I'm telling this story?" Lin Shiyun said suddenly.
"Tell me about it." Chen Fuyun calmed down and said.
"It was because of him that I left home and traveled everywhere. That's four years. Until I met you in Beijing. Lin Shiyun said.
"Then ......" Chen Fuyun suddenly got up and asked very seriously, "Am I a substitute?" ”
"It's not." Lin Shiyun shook her head and said, "You are unique. You have your personality, your fetishes, your sunshine, and an aggressiveness that he would never dare to put on me. ”
"You like him so much, you can't forget him." Chen Fuyun said.
"I like him. But the person I love is you, Chen Fuyun. Lin Shiyun said.
When Chen Fuyun heard Lin Shiyun's straightforward words, his expression was stunned for a long time, he trembled his hands, and wanted to hold her in his arms, but found that he didn't have the courage to move at all.
"I'm sorry, I don't think I can give you the love you need." Chen Fuyun gritted his teeth and said word by word towards Lin Shiyun.
"It's okay, when you can face your feelings, maybe I'm still waiting for you." Lin Shiyun said very calmly, but her eyes were unexpectedly red, and then she got up and prepared to leave.
"Lin Xiaoniu, thank you." Chen Fuyun suddenly shouted.
"My uncle said that a manly man, even if he can't fight on the battlefield, he can't lose his fighting spirit in the love field. There are many things you need to do, you can afford to take it, you can put it down, you are a real man. Lin Shiyun turned her head and said to Chen Fuyun.
"I can afford it, I can put it down, it's a real man." Chen Fuyun muttered.
Repeatedly, chaotic emotions, blocked in the heart, to be able to take it, to put it down, it is easy to say, how easy is it to do it?
Fiercely sucking the cigarette between his fingers to the end, Chen Fuyun stood up, yelled at the wide river surface a few times, and then walked aimlessly and gradually away in the strange eyes of a passer-by like observing a patient in Shenjing Bing.
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Mianyang City.
Chen Gouyu, who watched the all-night World Cup, carried Fan Xiaobai, who was lying on his shoulder and fell asleep peacefully, into the room.
There was a soft squeak, the door had just opened, and a rustling sound came, Chen Gouyu raised his eyes and swept forward, and the scene that made him almost have a nosebleed fell into his eyes shockingly.
What a proud shuangfeng, such a proud figure, and so annoying slender thighs!
Chen Gou took a look at the graceful scenery in the room that had just inadvertently fallen into his eyes for a moment, and then turned his head very calmly and walked out of the door, making a gesture that I just didn't intend to break in, and there was absolutely no deliberate indifference to it.
To Chen Gou's surprise, Fan Xiaomi, who was changing clothes, did not scream or say anything, but just covered the vital parts with his clothes, stepped forward, and covered the door of the room.
Chen Gouyu took a few breaths of cool air, and the scene just now expelled all the fatigue he had brought from staying up all night.
Three minutes later, Fan Xiaomi changed her clothes and came out, Chen Gouyu buried her head and didn't dare to look at her, carried Fan Xiaobai into the room, put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then walked out of the room.
After coming out, I found that Fan Xiaomi did not leave, but was busy preparing breakfast in the kitchen, Fan Xiaobai has always had Wang Hong and Cheng Sisi on his side to take special care of him, the supply of ingredients and other things is very sufficient, and it is still very easy to make some breakfast and the like.
But Chen Gouyu obviously didn't have time to eat breakfast, the rain outside the house was clear, and he had been lying in the hospital for more than ten days.
These days, Wang Hong has been busy with a lot of things for Chen Gou, although he is a deputy, and many things should be done by him, but Chen Gou is a newcomer, and he is the project leader who will take out the results and report to Xiao Jingshan in the future, even if he does everything himself, where is there a reason to be a shopkeeper.
Chen Gou did what he said, refused to be lazy, couldn't even take care of breakfast, went out, found a stall to buy two tea eggs, and after dealing with breakfast, he rushed to the construction site early in the morning.
The construction site has always started very early, when Chen Gouyu arrived at the construction site at seven o'clock, the workers on the construction site were already in full swing, Chen Gouyu walked forward, recruited a familiar worker, and asked him to call the project manager in charge of the site.
This worker has a good memory, and at a glance he recognized that the young man in front of him, who was not good-looking, was the big man who even Wang Hong and Cheng Sisi, the two senior project leaders, had to follow behind him, and immediately did not dare to slack off, and immediately ran to the project manager's office.
When Chen Gouyu stood in place and waited, his eyes swept to various construction points from time to time, he did not have much awareness of the city's engineering construction, but when he was in his hometown, he built a dirt house in his home, he was the leader of the family, and he did a good job of brick and tile work, not to mention his hands and feet, and his understanding was quite high, even his father's drunkard couldn't help but occasionally praise him for his ability to do cement work to earn food in the future.
Just looking at the buildings here, Chen Gouyu can't see why, so he needs to listen to the report of the project manager here, and know some things about the project progress and project construction status and some of the problems he is currently facing, otherwise, as the general manager, he may really be blinded by the surface heat of the project.
Moreover, Chen Gouyu had vaguely seen some clues on the construction site, but he was not sure in his heart.
A moment later, the worker who had been called the project manager by Chen Gouyu ran back, followed by a middle-aged man who looked a little obese, had a beer belly, was about forty-five or sixteen years old, and walked slowly towards Chen Gouyu's side.
When he came over more than ten days ago, the project manager was still a 30-year-old young man named Lin Dalei who looked very capable, worked vigorously and resolutely, and walked neatly.
"Mr. Chen, I've called you, manager." The worker pointed to the obsessive middle-aged man behind him, and said to Chen Gouyu with a smile.
"Well, thank you. You go get busy. Chen Gouyu nodded and thanked the workers.
The worker nodded, and he trotted to work, but the obsessive middle-aged manager took a lot of effort to move to Chen Gouyu, and saw that Chen Gouyu was simple and looked ordinary, if it wasn't for the fact that he was very imposing when he was standing, Lin Dafu really treated Chen Gouyu as an ordinary worker on the construction site.
As the saying goes, when you come out to mix, the Buddha relies on gold, and the people rely on clothes, and the work on the construction site is dirty and tiring, but as the project leader, who didn't drive a car in a suit and pedal on shiny big leather shoes when he came over?
Chen Gouyu in front of him really has no leadership style.
Therefore, Lin Dafu, who has always been snobbish, just glanced at him slightly, and despised him a little from the bottom of his heart.
"Are you Mr. Chen? I've heard Brother Da Lei mention you, the general manager of the eclectic project, it's really better to meet than to be famous. Lin Dafu was the first to ask, this was quite polite at first glance, but looking at Lin Dafu's contemptuous eyes, Chen Gouyu couldn't help frowning.
"Exactly, you're the new manager? What about Lin Dalei? Chen Gouyu frowned, nodded lightly, and then asked.
"My big brother Lei has recently fallen ill and is being raised in the hospital. My name is Lin Dafu, you can call me Manager Lin. If it weren't for the fact that he was my brother, I would not be so busy with the fact that I would not be happy to come to this construction site where birds don't. Lin Dafu looked proud and said lightly.
"I'll help you do it for a while? Is this what he Lin Dalei said to trust? Chen Gouyu's brows furrowed even deeper, his face sank, and said, "You can report to me on the recent progress of the project." ”
"This ...... I don't know, you have to ask others, I just came to show the big Lei brothers. Lin Dafu is also a single, and when Chen Gouyu asked him this, he waved his hand directly, and fooled him with a sentence I don't know.
"You don't know? You're here to see the show? Chen Gouyu stared at him for a long time, and didn't bother to get angry with him, and said, "You go back and rest, I'll take a look everywhere myself!" ”
As he spoke, leaving Lin Dada, who was standing there in a daze, confused, Chen Gou walked to the inside of the construction site by himself.