Chapter 230: Sleepless Nights in the Wind and Snow
"Niangniang, the Du Mansion was reduced to ashes by a fire, it seems that the Du family is really finished!"
The princess stood beside the queen and gloated.
"Amitabha!"
The queen opened her eyes and looked at the kind and kind Bodhisattva, and her heart finally felt comfortable for once.
"Princess, this fire was set by the common people?"
The queen asked.
"Hui Niangniang, it was Du Wanjun who personally set the fire!"
Wang Gonggong said.
"What? Du Wanjun personally set the fire? ”
The queen's relaxed heart suddenly became nervous again, and she felt that this Du Wanjun was really not simple.
"Princess, what kind of person do you say Du Wanjun is, why can't I see through it?"
The queen stood up and walked to the door. When she opened the door, she immediately felt a chill.
"It's really cold, and it's about to snow, right?"
The prince walked over and looked up at the dark clouds.
"The north wind blew early in the morning, and the weather is also dark and oppressive, and there will be a heavy snowfall tomorrow!"
Wang Gonggong said.
"It's snowing, and time flies! In the blink of an eye, I have been in the palace for more than 20 years, and I am old, but I have achieved nothing! ”
The queen wrapped her cloak and leaned against the threshold, her eyes full of emotion at the impermanence of life and helplessness at the passage of time.
"Niangniang, don't say that, in the backyard of this deep palace, how many helpless, miserable and desolate people know?"
The prince watched the queen burn incense and worship the Buddha all day long, in order to be able to be alone and not be involved in the intrigue in the palace. But even if she wanted to be plain, others wouldn't necessarily allow her to do so.
The queen is not a good person, but now it seems that she is a vegetarian Bodhisattva, but once her vital interests are really endangered one day, I am afraid that she will also forget her good side.
Even if such a big thing happened to the Du family, the queen not only did not sympathize, but was still happy in her heart. This has to be said to be a bodhisattva's failure.
"Prince, how many people in the world understand my heart? Everyone in the world thinks that I am a queen and deserve all the glory and wealth, but is this so? Princess, do you think so? ”
The queen couldn't help but feel sad, she was also young, and she had fantasized about beautiful love. But since the day she entered the palace, this dream has been shattered!
"Niangniang, who has no choice, who has helplessness, and even more hurdles that can't be overcome. Niangniang, don't worry, the Bodhisattva will bless you! ”
Wang Gonggong said with a smile.
"By the way, have you seen where Xiao Dongzi went? His Buddhist scriptures have not been copied yet, but the man is gone! ”
The queen asked.
"Xiao Dongzi? Isn't it a city? He is now with the male concubine, should he tell the queen? ”
The prince hesitated for a moment and said, "This little one really doesn't know!" ”
The queen sighed, walked back to the room and said, "Go back!" ”
yes, why would he ask someone who doesn't know anything? Now she is a small victory, although it is not Du Wanjun who she collapsed, but she is indeed very happy.
Du's mansion was reduced to ashes overnight, and there were different opinions in the court. Some people say that this is revenge, and some people want to take revenge on the Du family. Some people also say that it is the gods who will punish the Du family. But in either case, it seems that it is only the only one who has done bad things that will cause such a big disaster to come.
Naturally, his father-in-law knew about it, but he was neither surprised nor happy. This matter, no matter what you say, is the price that Du Wanjun should pay.
The price is greater, but he has been able to escape death several times or three times, if it is not for the blessing of the Bodhisattva, or his means are too high. And Du Wanjun's methods are also what they have always been curious about. He seems to be weak, but in fact, he is extremely strong inside.
......
Lian Chengyu's sudden disappearance suddenly appeared again, attracting the attention of Yique. It was not easy for him to escape from the man in black, and what made him even more incredible was that strange spots began to appear on his face.
"Yu, where have you been? I'm so worried about you! ”
Yique looked into his eyes and said.
"Where did I go? Where did I go? ”
Lian Chengyu was a little panicked, where he went just now, maybe he really didn't remember, maybe he deliberately didn't want to say. But whatever the reason, Yique began to doubt him.
"Since I forgot, then there is no need to say it!"
Yique said with a smile.
"Yique, where are we going now?"
Lian Chengyu asked.
"Let's go home!"
Yique said.
"Going home?"
Lian Chengyu has a vague concept of home, and he doesn't know what home is. Of course, this can't be blamed on him, looking at the Ming Dynasty, how many people have a family?
The home that Yique said was naturally not the home that Lian Chengyu was curious about. Therefore, as long as there is a house sheltered from the wind and rain, maybe this is the home in the eyes of a magpie.
"Yes, let's go home, go home!"
Yique said.
"Yique, I want to ask you something!"
Lian Chengyu said.
"What's the matter?"
"Do you know who I am?"
"You, you're Lian Chengyu!"
"No, I always feel like I'm not him!"
"You are Lian Chengyu, if you are not him, then who are you?"
Yique suddenly realized that Lian Chengyu had changed, how could he suddenly ask such a question, did he begin to doubt his identity?
"Yu, then recall carefully, where did you go just now? Who did you meet? ”
Yique asked, looking into her eyes.
"Where did you go? Who did I meet, why didn't I have any impression at all? ”
Even Cheng Yu really couldn't remember anything, but he could remember taking the medicine given by his master on time every day.
It was late at night, and it was only a moment from the brilliant lights to the silence. People who can't sleep can only sit in front of the window, sighing that the weather is freezing and breaking people's hearts.
Wanjun has been tossing and turning since she came back and couldn't sleep, so she could only sit alone in front of the window in her coat.
The helpless sleepless man is in trouble, and he has been thinking about a question, who is the man in black who appears repeatedly, and why does it appear at every critical moment?
Du Mansion has been destroyed, if my father knew about it, would he be sad, would he blame him, why didn't he save him?
He never wanted to save them, but he had already reached the time when the heavens should not be right, and the earth should not be spiritual. Now it's too late for him to dodge, who is willing to help him?
He thought that as long as he firmly held the emperor's chess piece in his hands, it would be good, but the chess game would not change at all according to his mood.
He crawled on the table, tears wetting his sleeves. It was a cool breeze outside the window, and he opened the window, and it was snowing heavily.
The snow had already spread to the ground, and he finally showed a smile that he had not seen in a long time, but the tears kept flowing.
I lit the candle in pain, picked up the candlestick and walked out. It's cold outside, but the snowflakes are really beautiful. Like a holy goddess, shaking off her beautiful wings in the world.
"Chunqiu, did you see it? The snow was falling heavily, and the first snow of the year fell unprepared. If you're still alive, then look up, because I'm looking at the snow too. ”
Wanjun stretched out her hand and caught a snowflake, cool, soft, and soon disappeared in the palm of her hand.
"Did you see that? I'm waiting for you in the snow! ”
He lifted his head, closed his eyes, and let the snowflakes slowly melt on his face.
On the same snowy day, Chunqiu couldn't sleep, he just opened the window a small crack, enough to see the snowflakes outside.
"Wanjun, did you see that? God it's snowing, it's snowing! ”
He looked at the crystal clear snowflakes outside the crack in the window, and his heart dripped blood again.
"But what's the use of that? We are two strangers who know each other best, and although I stand in front of you, you don't know who I am. ”
He closed the window to keep his eyes from the color of longing.
"Wanjun, I really feel sorry for you these days, watching you lose weight day by day, my heart really hurts. But since God has arranged it this way, there must be a reason for him. We are just pawns of fate, and no matter how much we break free, we can't escape this chessboard. ”
Spring and Autumn seem to have grown. He's no longer as headstrong, so emotional. He learned to endure, and if he didn't bear it, he would make a big plan. He learned to wait, and learned to freeze his feelings and become introverted.
How hard it is to learn this, some people seem to have a hard time learning it throughout their lives. Perhaps, in the heart of Spring and Autumn, with a heart that is so hot that it is unreserved, to approach a heart that has something to hide, what is this not a fool?
Wanjun has too much to hide from him, although he also has his own space, he always feels that they are people from two worlds.
......
Yique and Lian Chengyu lay together, and they just lay quietly, without saying a word to each other. The cold air is like their hearts, and they can't warm up even if they sleep together.
But the night is too long, and whoever can't bear it will go back and speak first.
"Lian Chengyu, let me ask you something!"
Yique said.
"Yique, what do you want to ask without my permission!"
Lian Chengyu didn't know what was going on, how could Yique become like this. He seemed to have become cold.
"Well, let me ask you, where did you go during the time you disappeared and who did you meet?"
Yique asked.
"What do you mean? I told you a long time ago, I don't know, how many times do you ask me to say it before you believe it? ”
Lian Chengyu couldn't help but roar, although he had no intention of doing it, but he couldn't control himself, and it erupted all of a sudden.
The enraged Lian Chengyu startled Yique, and he looked at him speechless in surprise.
"Yu, I just, I want to, ask your ......"
He panicked and didn't know what to do, it seemed that this disappearance had changed him a lot, at least he had become irritable.
Lian Chengyu seemed to realize that he had gone too far just now, he looked at Yique and asked, "Yique, I'm just, I'm a little tired, so I ......."
Yique turned around and pinched his nose, and said with a smile: "Fool, rest when you are tired!" ”
"Hmm!"
Lian Chengyu nodded and fell asleep with his back to Yique. But he still couldn't sleep, like the snow outside, it was falling heavier and heavier, accumulating into his heart, and he couldn't breathe.
The master's words kept lingering in his mind, and he didn't know why the master didn't let him fall in love with a magpie? I thought about it all night, but I still couldn't fall asleep.