"What is this? Didn't you promise me not to smoke it? Chen Gouyu threw the small paper bag on the ground and said angrily.

"What did I tell you before? How did you promise me? You said you could do it anyway! Girl, you don't cherish yourself, who do you expect to cherish you? Chen Gouyu threw the bag of poison powder on the ground, and crushed it with his foot a few times, the paper wrapped in the poison powder broke, and the white powder was sprinkled on the ground, stained with black footprints.

Chen Gouyu didn't know why he was so angry!

Feelings, she strongly asked to live back, just to avoid her own sight, secretly do this kind of thing again?

If it weren't for the words that I heard her say before that didn't look like a lie, if it weren't for the fact that drug addiction was really not something that could be quit, Chen Gouyu really wanted to walk out of this door directly, and never pay attention to this poor and angry woman again.

Fan Xiaobai looked at the bag of powder with cracked eyes, this is what she finally worked hard to get, just now she was addicted to drugs, and she was about to eat a little, but Chen Gou came and found this bag of poison powder.

"You, you go away...... Don't step on my things......" Fan Xiaobai trembled her lips, trying to push Chen Gouyu away, she was a little unable to control herself now, she felt uncomfortable, she couldn't lift up any strength, all she thought about was the bag of powder, without the powder, she seemed to die.

"What are you doing! Are you still a little conscious? This thing is a drug!! If you eat too much, you'll die! You get up for me! Chen Gouyu saw Fan Xiaobai pounce and knelt on the ground, and subconsciously wanted to stick out his tongue to the powder at Chen Gouyu's feet.

Chen Gou didn't get out of breath, so he had to grit his teeth, be ruthless, and pull her arm hard to lift her up, and then dragged her hand and found a rope to tie around her neck, and the other end of the rope was tied to the doorknob, so that she couldn't reach the powder, and if she struggled vigorously, she would even strangle her neck.

It's just that Fan Xiaobai, who looks like this, looks like a dog.

Chen Gouyu looked distressed, but he didn't know how to really help her.

"You let me go...... Let go of me......" Fan Xiaobai's eyes were blank, staring directly at the powder on the ground, and kept shouting in a low voice.

Chen Gou has never taken drugs, but he has smoked, there is a trace of nicotine in the cigarette, and he will be addicted after accumulating a lot, sometimes he feels that he is missing something if he doesn't smoke for a day, and he is always uncomfortable.

But now Fan Xiaobai is like crazy, completely ignoring the rope around her neck, struggling desperately, wanting to rush to the pile of powder, the desire and need for that powder in her eyes is so naked.

Seeing her posture like this, Chen Gou was really afraid that she couldn't help but stiffen her neck when the time came, so in desperation, she could only rub a little finger powder on the ground with her fingers and walked to Fan Xiaobai's side.

Before he could speak, Fan Xiaobai opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, "Quick, give it to me!" Give it to me! ”

Chen Gouyu looked at the woman in front of him who had fallen to the point of being like a dog with some sadness, twisted her fingers, and some of the powder on her fingers fell on Fan Xiaobai's tongue, she smacked her mouth greedily, closed her eyes, and had an expression like an orgasm, looking extremely enjoyable.

After half a ring, she slowly regained her composure and stopped struggling, although her body was still trembling slightly, but in general it was normal.

"Still noisy? Is it still noisy? Chen Gouyu looked at Fan Xiaobai.

Fan Xiaobai lowered his head and shook it.

Chen Gouyu untied the rope around her neck, Fan Xiaobai squatted on the ground, covered his face with his hands, shrugged his shoulders and began to sob, Chen Gouyu just looked at her condescendingly, without saying a word.

"Do you think I'm a cheap woman? You don't need to say, I can feel my own behavior, I'm hopeless, you don't understand how much pain I just had, I just had to do it, I don't want to be like this, if I can do it all over again, I also want to be a clean and beautiful girl, even if I don't wear makeup, I'm very fresh, work hard for a few years, find a man who loves me and I love to get married and have children, but I've now embarked on this road of no return, I have no way to restrain myself at all, When I'm not addicted to drugs, I always think that the next time I commit drug addiction, I must refrain from it...... But every time I get addicted to drugs, I can't control myself, I can't save it, let me die in this place alone. I won't take revenge for those revenge, maybe if I die, I can see my parents and be free. Fan Xiaobai said while choking, squatting on the ground and hugging her shoulders, her appearance looked really distressing.

Chen Gouyu silently took out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and handed the cigarette to Fan Xiaobai, "Take a puff to relieve your emotions." ”

Fan Xiaobai raised his head, full of tears, and looked at Chen Gouyu with a dirty face, hesitated for a while, took the cigarette and took a puff.

"Ahem! Ahem, ahem! As soon as she pumped into her lungs, she began to cough heavily, feeling a violent fire in her lungs.

Seeing Fan Xiaobai like this, Chen Gouyu smiled instead, picked up a bowl of water and handed it to Fan Xiaobai, Fan Xiaobai took it and drank it all in a few sips, and then felt a lot better.

"Look at you, a girl who hasn't even smoked, she must not be willing to take drugs, right? There are always some things in the world that you can't control, some people have a car accident, a broken arm and a leg are missing, and it is not his willingness, some people are robbed by people walking at night, robbing money and sex, this is not his willingness, you are forced to take drugs, and it is not your willing. As long as it's not something you do on your own initiative, why do you feel like you can't fix it? To put it bluntly in this world, the most serious thing is death, it's no big deal, there is still hope when people live, when you still have a breath, don't say sad words, I believe that your dead parents will definitely not want to see you like this, right? Chen Gouyu said sternly, but at the end of the words, his tone couldn't be cold no matter what, he just sighed and asked softly.

Fan Xiaobai looked at Chen Gou blankly and didn't speak.

Gou Yu reluctantly hung a smile, touched her head, and soothed: "Okay, don't cry, everything will slowly get better, I will come often in the future, as long as you quit drugs, everything will be fine." By the way, do you have hot water at home? ”

He used it at home, not here, just a slight difference, but Fan Xiaobai's heart didn't warm, and he nodded in a panic, and said, "Yes, I'll get it for you." ”

"Where, I'll go get it." Chen Gouyu got up, Fan Xiaobai pointed to the corner, there was a thermos there, Gouyu walked over and took the thermos, found a basin, poured some hot water, mixed some cold water, and tested the water temperature, just right.

"Come here." Chen Gouyu beckoned to Fan Xiaobai, Fan Xiaobai didn't know what to do, he listened to him very much, and she passed over as soon as he beckoned.

Chen Gou was left in Fan Xiaobai's exclamation, pressed her head, and wiped some water on her face with a towel.

Fan Xiaobai was stunned.

Is he trying to wash his face?

When Fan Xiaobai was in the fugue, Chen Gouyu had already helped her wash her face white.

"That's how it looks! You're not pretty, well, you're a pretty girl, if you can get rid of drug addiction, I'll take you to Suzhou to start a new life. ”

Chen Gouyu stared at Fan Xiaobai after washing her face, although her hair was messy and glued together, and it was shiny, but a pure white face was a good proof of what Chen Gouyu said.

Indeed, Fan Xiaobai is a very good-looking woman, but due to drug abuse, her face is slightly thin, but you can't deny that she is good-looking.

"Really?" Hearing Chen Gou's last words, Fan Xiaobai's heart inexplicably ignited a glimmer of hope.

"Really." Chen Gouyu nodded seriously, as if he was making the most sincere promise.

"I'll wash your hair again, you haven't washed your hair in days, right? Where do girls not love cleanliness. Chen Gouyu poured out the water in the basin and mixed it with a basin of warm water, and said warmly: "Come, lower your head." ”

At this time, Fan Xiaobai was like a puppet doll, she would do whatever Chen Gouyu said, without the slightest resistance, but the moment the warm water poured down her hair, tears also gushed out.

I don't know how long she hasn't felt this kind of warmth, even her parents haven't been so kind to her, what is left of her now?

She had nothing left but a body of flesh. And even the flesh has lost its great attraction, after all, no one would think about a woman who is addicted to drugs.

I think she's dirty.

But the man in front of him was very gentle to persuade her, enlighten her, and even help her wash her face and hair, since he rescued himself from the downtown area, he inexplicably entered his own world, becoming the only light of infinite darkness in his life.

"I-" Fan Xiaobai was speechless with emotion, and his mouth was stopped by Gou Yu, "Don't talk when you wash your hair, it's not good to have a mouth full of foam, this thing is not delicious." ”

There is a clean change of clothes in Fan Xiaobai's room, and before she moved back here, Secretary Cheng helped buy a few sets, but Fan Xiaobai never wore them.

"You don't need me to wash the bath for you, do you?" Chen Gouyu smiled slightly, and looked at the girl in front of him with a rare half-playful look.

Fan Xiaobai's face turned red for no reason, lowered her head and took the change of clothes from Chen Gou's leftover hands, and hurriedly fled into the bathroom like a frightened deer, locking the door, she leaned against the door with her back, closed her eyes and felt the sudden heartbeat.

What's wrong with you?