Chapter Ninety-Three: Growing Grass
Yique was in a coma for a few days before he gradually woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he did not know that he had become a eunuch.
He saw Xi Yan sitting beside him, and as soon as his body moved, he felt a sharp pain below.
"Yique, don't move!"
Xiyan pressed him to the bed and didn't let him move.
"I, what's wrong with me?"
Yique's eyes were a little confused, panicked and uneasy, he was afraid to hear the news that he was no longer a man. He didn't want to, and he didn't want to be, the person he hated the most.
"You're fine, just a little injured!"
Xi Yan just didn't lie, his voice began to tremble, and his eyes were full of sadness that could not be concealed.
"I, have I become a eunuch?"
Yique looked into Xiyan's eyes in despair.
Xiyan lay on Yique's body and cried: "Yique, no matter what you become, I will stay by your side!" ”
"Ah......h
The magpie god roared. Tears streamed down his cheeks, and the despair, helplessness, and unwillingness, even despair for the future, all converged at this moment.
"Why, why is this happening?"
Yique still couldn't accept this reality and struggled desperately in bed. Because of his violent struggle, blood oozed out of his pants little by little.
"Yique, please, please, don't move, if you move again, you will die!"
Xiyan hugged him tightly, he finally saw him again, and he would not let go of him again.
"What's the difference between me and dead now, don't stop me, just let me die!"
Yique was still struggling, and the blood beneath him stained the sheets red.
"Yique, I tell you, I don't allow you to die, you don't want to die without my permission!"
Xiyan touched Yique's face and cried.
"Then let's go, I'm not worthy of you now, you go, go as far as possible......"
Yique closed his eyes, and tears kept flowing down.
"I won't leave, and I won't leave if you drive me away in the future!"
Xiyan smiled with tears in his eyes, he stroked Yique's forehead, and at this moment, he really realized how much he loved him.
"Are you stupid, I abandoned you when you needed me the most, I was not there for you when you were alone and helpless. But, but, now that I'm not a complete man, why, why do you still stay by my side? ”
A river of tears, he has become like this, he still does not give up, and stays by his side.
"No why, because I love you! Yique, I love you! ”
Xiyan wiped away the tears from the corners of Yique's eyes and smoothed his hair.
"If there is anything else I can do for you, then let me continue to love you, only then I will not go crazy! Yique, please, don't drive me away, let me stay by your side! ”
Xiyan prayed.
"I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy of you loving me, and I'm not worthy of letting you stay by my side all the time......"
Yique didn't want Xiyan to stay by his side as a cripple, and he couldn't face him. Not only did he hurt him, but he cruelly abandoned him, and if he still had a little conscience, he should not have been allowed to stay with him at this time.
"Yique, since the first time I saw you, I identified with you. If I can't be with you, then what's the point of my life! ”
Xiyan will not choose to abandon him because Yique is incomplete, but will cherish him even more because of it.
"Thank you, Xiyan!"
Yique stretched out his hand and touched Xiyan's face, touching the scars on his face, he felt that every scar on her face was deeply engraved on his heart.
"Let you suffer, be wronged! I don't know how to express my guilt for you, but please let me spend the rest of my life to repay you and make it up to you! ”
Yique held Xiyan's hand and looked into his eyes, he seemed to have no reason not to live well. It's hard to find another person in the world who loves him so much, but doesn't care about gains and losses.
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The most beautiful thing about lovers in the world is to share blessings and difficulties. Their happiness is not that we are all there, but that you are asleep, and I can still stay by your side and watch you.
Spring and Autumn Biwanjun was the first to wake up, and his body gradually improved.
His eyes have also faded to the red of the devil in the past few days of rest, leaving only the gentlest expectation and waiting.
Day 1.
He thought Wanjun was about to wake up.
He sat beside him, clasped his hand, and recited the most touching love words. But he could only watch him quietly, waiting for him to wake up.
He waited from day to night, but his eyes were still closed and he did not move.
He is not reconciled and will not give up.
"If you don't wake up in a day, I'll wait for you for a month, if you don't wake up in a month, if you don't wake up in a year, I'll wait for you for a year. If you don't wake up for the rest of your life, then I'll wait for you for the rest of your life! ”
The next day.
The spring breeze blew the flowers on the branches, and the fragrance of flowers wafted into the room.
The spring air is so bright and fresh, and the refreshing fragrance of flowers is still difficult to wake up the sleeping Wanjun.
The falling flowers are independent, and the micro swifts are flying.
"Wanjun, if you wake up now, I will turn into those flying swallows with you and dance together in the spring breeze and drizzle......"
But no matter how much he summoned, he still couldn't hear his call, and he was still asleep.
One month.
There are no words for each other, only a thousand tears.
Chunqiu took a towel to wipe Wanjun's face clean, and carried him to the yard to see the mountains and flowers, and the flowers were red and willow green.
"Wanjun, if you don't wake up again, I'm going to be angry, and if I'm angry, you'll be punished. What will punish you? Punish you...... Punish you ......"
Chunqiu's eyes blurred with tears as he spoke, what he was most afraid of was such a fruitless wait. The process of waiting was so pale and helpless, even indescribable panic.
"Wanjun, you, you are snooze, how old are you, you are still so snooze, get up quickly!"
Chunqiu's heart was like being tightly strangled by a rope, and as long as he moved, the rope would forget to cut a little.
The boy stood at the door and watched for a long time before he walked up to Chunqiu and looked at him.
"Jin Yiwei, why are you crying?"
The boy asked.
"I'm waiting for someone, waiting for him to wake up!"
Chunqiu wiped away her tears, looked at the boy and said.
"Is it my brother lying in bed?"
The boy looked at the bed waiting for Wanjun, and then continued to look at Chunqiu.
Chunqiu turned around and looked at Wanjun, turned his head and said with a smile: "Yes, he is very important to me, and I have been waiting for him, no matter whether he is wild or old!" ”
"Is he your brother?"
The boy asked with innocent eyes.
Chunqiu held Wanjun's hand, hesitated for a while, and choked up: "Yes, he is my best brother, my most beloved brother, the brother I can't leave in my life, my life, my all!" ”
"But he never woke up, and no matter how I called his name, he pretended not to hear. I guess he must be joking with me, he will open his eyes when he gets tired of playing and has had enough! ”
Chunqiu's eyes are so desolate, but it is this desolate eyes that still ignites hope in them, as the support he is waiting for.
"Brother Jinyiwei, your brother is really happy......
The boy said with a smile.
"Happiness?"
Chunqiu asked in surprise.
"Yes, you're so good to him, isn't he happy? He must be very happy to have a good brother like you! ”
The boy said.
"Yes, I'm so good to him, but he just ignores me and ignores my goodness, if he knew, he would have woken up a long time ago!"
Chunqiu turned around and touched Wanjun's face, his face was still so smooth and delicate. But the corners of his mouth just don't move, even if it's a moment, he can be happy for most of the day.
"He'll wake up, my father said that as long as you love someone, pull out the evergreen grass on the iceberg for him."
The boy said.
"Evergreen grass? What is that? ”
Chunqiu seemed to hear hope, he jumped off the bed at once, squatted in front of the boy and asked.
"I don't know, no one has seen it, but it is said that if you take this grass, you can come back to life."
The boy said.
"Where is this grass? I'm going to look for it! ”
Chunqiu said excitedly.
"Well, this grass is not easy to find, it grows on the cold iceberg, if you want to go up this mountain, you must have firm faith in your heart, and you must not have distracting thoughts, or give up halfway, otherwise you may not be able to come back......"
The boy told him everything he knew, but he reminded him again not to let him take any chances, for it was just a matter of saying that no one had ever found the grass.
"Okay, I'll look for it now!"
Chunqiu held the boy's hand tightly with both hands and looked him into the eyes sincerely.
"Chunqiu, please help me take care of him these days, if, if I can't come back alive, you will tell him that I went to a far away place, and in ten years, we will meet again......"
After saying that, he stood up and walked over to Wanjun, lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead.
"Wanjun, wait for me to come back!"
With that, he ran out with tears in his eyes.
Before he could run a few steps, he heard the boy shouting from behind, "Jinyiwei, I'm sure you'll find it!" ”
When Chunqiu heard this, he paused, wiped away his tears, and continued to walk forward.
"Wanjun, when I come back, I will definitely come back alive!"
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No one knows where the iceberg is, let alone the legendary evergreen grass.
But Zuo Chunqiu would believe that he would definitely find the cold iceberg and climb it to pick the evergreen grass.
He didn't prepare anything, and set off towards the cold iceberg.
But where is the iceberg? He couldn't find it, and whenever he met someone, he would ask.
After two days and two nights of searching, he finally found the cold iceberg.
He stood at the foot of the mountain, looking at the snow on the mountain, but he did not flinch in the slightest fear. He smiled, he knew that as long as he climbed this mountain, he would be able to find the grass, and if he found it, Wanjun would be saved.
"Wanjun, you must wait for me, you must wait for me to come back!"
The snow on the top of the mountain is dazzling in the sun, as if the evergreen grass is on the top of the snowy mountain, under the sun, waiting for his arrival.
"Evergreen grass, I'm here......"