Time is a very wonderful thing, many people and things will be drowned in the long river of time, at the beginning, the people who knew me in the school would have different reactions because of my death, but slowly, with the passage of time, I have gradually been forgotten by people, most people will no longer think of me, I am like this, really turned into a cloud.

In a flash, two years have passed, and I have completely disappeared from the memory of the world, but the world does not know that I am actually still alive, but I am alive without flesh and blood, and I have no memory of the past!

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I am a homeless man who wanders the streets of the city every day and begs for a living!

In my memory, I don't have a father, no mother, and no home, I have been wandering outside, wandering everywhere, and the four seas are my home!

For me, the happiest thing is to be able to eat a full meal, but most of the time I am hungry, I belong to the lazier type of homeless people, and only when I am hungry and can't stand it, I will go to beg. Maybe others think that my life is not good, but I am very satisfied with the status quo, eat and sleep, sleep and eat, do nothing, don't care about anything, and be free!

On the way to beg, I met all kinds of people, some people took pity on me and would give me food, some people hated me and took a detour when they saw me, some people looked down on me, saying that I was young, I had hands and feet, what was wrong with me, I wanted to beg, and some people even beat and insulted me, saying that I was a dog. I don't care what other people think, I just want to live each day quietly.

Originally, I thought that I would always be so comfortable and comfortable in my life, but there was one thing that subverted my peaceful life.

It was a late autumn evening, everything was no different from usual, I was hungry again, but I didn't want to beg, so I went to the trash can in the back alley of the bar to find food, and when I was full, I went straight to sleep.

When I slept in the middle of nowhere, I was suddenly woken up by a loud shouting from a person, and I opened my eyes in a daze to find a girl with short hair talking on the phone in the alley. She looked angry and irritable, as if she had drunk too much, and was arguing violently with the person on the phone. I didn't hear what she said, I was just fascinated by her appearance.

She is so beautiful, I was stunned when I saw her, the street lights shone on her face, playing a soft light and shadow, her eyes were big, her eyelashes were long, her skin was very white, her hair was a little short but refreshing, she was really good-looking, I had wandered many places, but I had never seen such a beautiful girl. It's just that this beauty is not in a good state, she seems to be getting more and more angry the more she talks, tears are coming out, just when she is most emotional, her eyes suddenly glimpse me lying in the corner.

When the short-haired girl noticed me, her eyes suddenly changed, and they became very strange and unpredictable. After staring at me for a few seconds, she suddenly roared into the phone: "You wait, I will definitely make you regret it!" ”

After yelling, she hung up the phone and walked briskly towards me. I shrank into the corner of the wall in fright, and my heart was pounding.

Walking up to me, the short-haired girl immediately stopped, looked down at me condescendingly, her eyes were red, and some of her tears were a little tearful, and suddenly, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said to me in a hoarse voice, "Am I beautiful?" ”

The beautiful woman took the initiative to talk to me, which has never happened before, and I couldn't say anything excited, just nodded stupidly.

The short-haired girl saw me nodding, and actually bent down to hold my hand, and said domineeringly, "Get up, follow me!" ”

I was just like that, taken away by the short-haired girl, who took my hand and walked very fast. I've never touched a girl's hand, let alone a beauty of this level, I really can't believe it's all true, I feel like my head is confused, my heart is beating fast, and I can't describe the wonderful taste.

Before I knew it, I had been pulled into the bar box by the short-haired girl, the box was large, but there was no one in it, only a coffee table in the middle was full of empty wine bottles.

As soon as the box door closed, the short-haired girl threw me on the sofa without saying a word...

For the next half hour, I felt like I was dreaming, a spring dream that I will never forget!

When I was done, I sat on the couch in a daze, thinking back to the dreamy scene just now. I never thought that I would suddenly become a real man in such a situation, I thought that no woman would touch me in my life, but today, such a beautiful beauty came to have a relationship with me, which is really unrealistic, but it is really a fact. I feel amazing and excited, and my body is still hot, and I have an endless aftertaste!

It's just that when I came to my senses, I realized that the short-haired girl didn't know when she was gone, and I was the only one left in the huge box, along with those empty wine bottles.

Suddenly, my heart was as empty as these bottles.

I felt at a loss, if it weren't for the fact that I was in a box at the moment, if it wasn't for the fact that everything in front of me was so real, I really thought I was in a dream. But this is really not a dream, my body even has the body temperature of a short-haired girl, this girl who was still entangled with me just now, disappeared in the blink of an eye, my heart couldn't help but be lost, I didn't think much about it, I quickly put on my clothes and chased out.

I searched everywhere, but I could no longer find the figure of the short-haired girl, the street was empty, dead and silent, I looked at the boundless darkness, suddenly lost my strength, my heart, completely empty.

The short-haired girl came so profoundly and walked away lightly. It's like a little fairy suddenly falling from the sky to give me pleasure, and then suddenly the little fairy disappears. This kind of gap is so unbearable!

This night, I finally tasted what happiness is, and deeply experienced the taste of lost soul, regret, and longing. For the first time in my life, I was taken away by a short-haired girl, and my heart was taken away by her, I don't know where she went, I don't even know her name, but my mind is full of her. I wish I could see her again, even if it was just to know her name, but it became a luxury, and she was really like a wisp of smoke, completely evaporating from the world.

For many days to come, I stayed at the door of the bar day and night, but the short-haired girl never came, and I missed her more and more day by day, and I always wondered why the short-haired girl suddenly took my hand, suddenly had sex with me, and suddenly said goodbye. But after thinking about it for a long time, I still can't figure it out, I can't understand the minds of girls, I haven't had the opportunity to contact girls before, let alone understand girls.

Actually, no matter what, I should have been content, and being able to have a relationship with a beautiful woman, isn't it a blessing for me in my eight lifetimes, and what else do I have to ask for. It's just that I'm a very traditional person, and in my concept, it seems that only husbands and wives can do that kind of thing, and since I did it with a short-haired girl, then she should be my woman. But, think about it carefully, what kind of identity am I, just a beggar that everyone dislikes, how can I be qualified to have such a beautiful girl, why should I?

People should be self-aware, at this moment of me, I suddenly gave birth to something called inferiority in my heart, I finally realized the gap between myself and normal people, this gap, doomed me to have happiness, let alone love. I also knew that I had to forget about the short-haired girl and treat her as a passer-by in my life. However, she seems to occupy all of me, no matter how hard I try, I can't forget her, I'm really useless!

In the days that followed, I was still wandering, but I was no longer the carefree homeless man I used to be, I was worried every day, and the whole person seemed to have lost my soul, only my body was wandering. Moreover, no matter how I walked or wandered, I never left the city, and I may still have a glimmer of hope in my heart, I hope to meet the short-haired girl again. But this is just an expectation, a dream. The city is so big and there are so many people that I can't meet her at all!

Two months later, the weather was getting cooler, the morning in the cold winter was cloudy and windy, the sky was sunless and rainless, but the air was cold and biting, and I was wrapped in a shabby cotton jacket, huddled in a corner of the street.

My head was very dizzy, my whole body was hot and weak, this winter was too cold, I couldn't bear the erosion of the cold, and I started a high fever. I haven't eaten for three days, and people who are hungry are having convulsions, their mouths are very dry, and their throats are burning like fire, which is very uncomfortable.

The streets were full of people, but no one looked at me, no one gave me food, and I didn't have any expectations, and my heart was already cold. After months of being in this city, I have already felt the indifference of the people of this city, their hearts seem to be colder than this winter, and there is no one to pity a beggar like me, so many times, I would rather go to the garbage can to pick up something to eat than beg for food. It's just that these days, I'm so sick that I can't walk anymore, and I can't beg for food, so I can only huddle by this wall, lingering.

My consciousness gradually began to blur, my head became more and more painful, my body became more and more weak, I felt so tired and tired, the whole person was extremely weak, my eyelids finally couldn't hold on, and slowly closed.

Just as my eyes were about to close, a bun was suddenly thrown in front of me, and hot white smoke was still emitting from the bun.

When I saw it, my weak eyes lit up, and as if I had grasped a life-saving straw, I grabbed the bun and stuffed it into my mouth twice. At this time, my cold heart had a trace of warmth, and there were still good people in this city. I couldn't help it, so I raised my head and looked at the benefactor who gave me alms.

She is a girl, full of personality, dressed very fashionably, in the cold, her legs are wrapped in stockings, very dazzling, her pants are short leather pants, wearing a short white down, her hair is smooth and smooth, and a little short, the whole person looks very fresh, like a beautiful landscape. When I looked at her, she was leaving in style, but her face still flashed in front of my eyes.

Just in such a flash, my heart suddenly shook, my heartbeat was about to explode, this face, I am too familiar, even if I only look at it, I can instantly recognize her, she is the short-haired girl I want to worry about day and night.

In my heart, the short-haired girl is the most beautiful girl in the world, although we have only met once, but her appearance has already appeared in my mind a thousand times, she took away my heart, took away my soul, and left me with endless thoughts. I've been wandering in this city for so long, just to meet her again. At this moment, when I finally saw her, my heart jumped out of my throat excitedly, my eyes were moist, and my weak body suddenly came with strength. I supported myself and quickly got up from the ground with difficulty.

My feet were a little weak, but I tried to stand firm, and then I tore away my hoarse throat and looked at the back of the short-haired girl, and said with tears in my eyes: "Hey, wait! "To find this site, please search for "6 Mao" or enter the URL:.