The night is quiet.

Chirping.

Suddenly, there was a thud on the bed*.

"Hey."

"Huh?"

"Did you sleep......

"Sleep."

"Huh-"

"How." Rin had one hand resting on her pillow, one hand roaming over her smooth and soft body, sleepless.

"Actually......"

Yun Yun's complexion was full of seductive flush, and his tone was cautious: "I don't even know who my father is......"

Ho?

Rin didn't know why she suddenly said this, and she couldn't help but be stunned.

"After my mother gave birth to me, she left me to my grandparents and ran away on her own. Until now, I haven't seen her, but I know her name, and I've seen her photos......"

Yun Yun put her arms around him, and her soft back was close to him, "When I was young, I heard others say that she married a rich man and lived a good life, and she didn't want us to drag her down, so she didn't go home...... Well, maybe I've been back once or twice, but my grandfather has a bad temper and says he doesn't recognize her, so he never mentions it. He also forbade people to gossip about my mother in front of me, and once, when others said that my mother was not good behind my back, he was so angry that he smashed the door with a hoe, and sneered...... "Speaking of this, she couldn't help but laugh.

Hum.

Rin smiled too, stroking a few strands of hair on her forehead dotingly. The girl rubbed his hand and said that she was calm because she felt satisfied: "I don't remember what my mother looks like now, she doesn't even have a photo, but it doesn't matter, she doesn't want me, and my grandparents love me." Well, my grandfather is super fierce, but I know that he loves me the most. My grandmother said that I had just been born and my mother was not there, so in order to buy milk powder for me, he went to work for people at the age of 60, and raised two sheep to milk and drink for me. When I grew up, other children in the village had them, and he tried to buy them for me, and at that time, there was nothing bad about me except that other children said that I had no father or mother...... Well...... The exams weren't very good, especially the parent-teacher conferences. She pursed her lips, clearly reminiscent of not-so-good memories.

"Huh-"

"Don't laugh...... Yun Yun bit Rin's arm nearby, retaliating for his ridicule, "...... People's liberal arts are still good, okay, but mathematics, physics and chemistry are a little worse. ”

"That's not bad either."

"My grandfather didn't think so......"

"I'm average in liberal arts, okay in science, hmm......" Rin lowered her head and nibbled on her hair: "In the future, our child will have at least a 1/4 chance of being an honor student." ”

Shh

The girl smiled, and the happiness from the heart was overflowing in her expression, which was delicate and moving. "Don't interrupt, don't listen?"

"I'm listening."

Hmph –

The girl's eyebrows whitened for a moment, and she moved her body into his arms: "I know, my grandfather has great expectations for me, but I really don't study well, and he has a violent temper, every time I don't study well, he will get angry, scold me, and sometimes beat me...... Well, it's not a very serious beating, it's just beating the palms and feet, hehe, in fact, he is reluctant, every time he finds a reason to hide, let my grandmother coax me, he still thinks I don't know, hehe...... "laughed, her voice suddenly became calmer: "When I was a child, since I can remember, it was the happiest time, I didn't have to worry about food and housing, and my grandparents hurt...... It's only been a few years......"

Tut.

Rin kissed her forehead. The latter looked up and kissed him back. The lips and teeth were sealed, and the tongues were entangled, until they were about to run out of breath, and the two parted unsatisfied.

"When I was promoted to junior high school, I didn't do very well in the exam, I was worse than a dozen points, and I couldn't go to the central middle school, so I could only go to a general middle school......"

After a while, Yun Yun leaned lazily on him and continued to narrate: "Because of this, my grandfather was very unhappy, he felt that my mother didn't study well, just because she didn't go to a good school and didn't read a good book, so he asked me to go to the central middle school." Actually, I can reread, but my grandfather wants to save face, and he thinks that if the child rereads, he will be called stupid by others, and he refuses, and then secretly begs someone. I was ignorant at the time, I didn't know anything, and then school was almost about to start, and something happened, and I found out what happened......"

Rin felt the girl's arms around her tighten and she hugged her lovingly.

"I remember, it was August, and school was about to start......"

Yun Yun raised his face and smiled warmly, although he began to say bad things, his expression was a little more reassuring: "That day, it was so late, my grandfather didn't come back, I waited and waited, waited and fell asleep, and then I was woken up in the middle of the night." I remember very clearly, a few people, carrying my grandfather into the house, he had a lot of gauze wrapped around his feet, and there were wooden planks, and my grandmother was next to me and shed tears, afraid to make a sound, for fear of waking me up. Actually, I woke up, but I didn't dare to go out because I didn't know what was going on, and I was scared......"

Later, I learned that my grandfather was looking for people everywhere to beg for help, and finally asked a distant relative who was the leader of the school, and said that he would be a transfer student, but he had to use money to offset the points, 1 point cost 1,000 yuan, I was more than a dozen points behind, more than 10,000 yuan, plus tuition and miscellaneous fees, almost 20,000 yuan...... At that time, the 20,000 yuan in the countryside was really much better, my grandfather sold all the sheep for only a few thousand yuan, and the family had no savings. At that time, there were many people in the village who built houses and contracted projects, because young people went out to work, and there was a shortage of people, a hundred a day, you can do it, and help others move things, do chores, do farm work, dozens of them, anyway, whatever money you have, your grandfather will do...... At that time, my grandfather was in his 60s, right? Wow, wow, wow......"

Yun Yun laughed, tears oozing from the corners of her eyes.

Rin pursed her lips and held her hand harder.

"That day, my grandfather fell from the third floor and broke his leg while helping someone pour it......"

Yun Yun inhaled, hugged Rin's waist, and calmed down a lot: "The contractor is a fellow villager, it's okay, and he lost some money, but my grandfather was reluctant to spend it in the hospital, and he came back after staying in the hospital for a long time." He said that the money was just enough for my tuition and could not be used, and then he kept dragging it out, looking for herbal dresses by himself, rubbing and drinking, and when it really hurt, he went to a barefoot doctor to prescribe some painkillers, and then he kept holding on until one leg fell to the root of the disease and walked with a limp...... I was in junior high school at that time, and it was not the same as when I was a child...... Well, that is, junior high school children are very good at comparison, I was at that time, hehe, very ignorant, my grandfather couldn't work, the income was basically gone, I was always very envious of other classmates, I also disliked him for not looking good when he walked, once he came to school, I ignored him...... I want to kill myself......"

"Everyone has a small time......"

"Ho, probably......"

Yun Yun smiled to himself: "But ah, I'm really bad at reading, and I'm not sensible, and sometimes I lose my temper with my grandparents." My grandfather was notoriously strong-tempered, and sometimes, when we got into a fight, I didn't want to study more and more, and then my grades got worse and worse...... In the second year of junior high school, I didn't want to go to school. Actually, it's not because I hate going to school, that is, I think it's better to make some money, and it's not because I have to spend money, I just think that when I have money, I can support my grandparents and don't let them work so hard...... Sometimes, I am especially envious of those who have money in the class. I didn't get good grades in the first year of junior high school, and I was transferred to a bad class in the second year of junior high school, and then I met Liu Guichun, and then I met Liu Qiang......" Speaking of this name that he didn't want to mention, Yun Yun was unusually quiet and unwavering: "When I first met, I thought he was very powerful, smoking and fighting, and many people were afraid of him." Later, he chased me, often bought me things, and his mouth was very good, I was stupid, and slowly, I got along with him......"

However, it didn't take long for him to be dissuaded because of the fight. I didn't see him for a few months, and I thought it was nothing, but after about half a year, he came back to me, and brought a lot of things, riding a motorcycle, and a mobile phone, and going to the Internet all day. Well, that's when I learned to surf the Internet......"

"Anyway, my grades haven't been saved since then, hey, I'm counting down in the bad class. Because of my bad studies, I was in contact with social staff, and I was talked to by the teacher several times about foreign conventions, and I quarreled many times. Once, I didn't go to school, the first time I stayed all night online, I didn't come home, and the next day, he almost beat me to death, breaking all the crutches I made...... I ran out, I still remember, my grandfather tripped over the threshold and fell at the door of the house, I was scared to death, but he scolded me, said don't go back if you go, and said that there is no granddaughter without me...... I was so frightened that I had a convulsion and ran out. Then, I was scared and didn't dare to go back, for fear that my grandfather would really beat me to death, hehe......"

"There is nowhere to go, I can only go to the Internet café, and then Liu Qiang began to pretend to be a good person, saying that it is useless to study, saying that it is easy to make money outside, and that if you make money, you can support your grandparents and grandmothers, in short, the outside world is good. At that time, I was very stupid and naïve, so I believed it, and I was pulled into the car by him in a daze, and ran away from home with a few dollars, hey, like a fool. ”

Suddenly a word came out of her mouth that she didn't expect to come out of her mouth before, and it was originally very joyful, but Rin's heart became heavier, and she hugged the girl's head in distress.

"At first, in fact, I didn't think it was bad, although the place where I lived was not very good, but the world in the city was very rich, and it was completely different from the black lights at 7 or 8 o'clock in the evening in the countryside, and everything was very novel. Follow Liu Qiang to play everywhere, Internet cafes, bars, KTV, street stalls...... If it weren't for the lack of money, I would have forgotten who I was...... I don't have any money, what should I do? Earn money. Then, slowly, the world became less friendly. Liu Qiang used to help others sell ice, well, it's drugs, you can make some money, but he also smokes it himself, and then the drug addiction is getting bigger and bigger, and the money he earns is not enough for him to take it himself. As for me, I don't know anything, and I don't have an ID card, so it's hard to find a job. Later, it really didn't work, so he found it for me, at first it was a hair salon, helping people wash their hair, and then he thought that the money was small, so he asked me to wash my feet, which was the foot city...... Later, he hinted at me and asked me to go out and sit on the stage. Hehe, he said, several of his buddies are like this, girlfriends go out to sit, money comes quickly, sit for a few years, earn enough, have money, just stop, get married and have children...... He thinks I'm an idiot, I'm indeed an idiot, but no matter how idiotic I am, I was raised by my grandparents, and I know what the bottom line is. I refused, and then he started beating me, and after the beating, he came and begged me, and when he refused, he begged again, and after the beating, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I hid. During that time, I really wanted to go home, but I didn't even know how to contact my grandparents, and he still watched me like a prisoner every day....... fortunately, when I was washing my hair and bathing my feet, I met several big sisters and aunts, and they saw that I was young and helpless, and they tried to help me. Then, when Liu Qiang saw that the hard one was not good, he came to the soft one, saying that he was not a human being, that he would work hard, and that he would work hard...... I'm really mentally retarded, and I've forgiven him again. It didn't take long for him to drug me and sell me......"

Rin's fist clenched in the bed.

"When I woke up, the person was at the police station. Later, I found out that the city's anti-pornography campaign that night, ho, anti-pornography, the largest anti-pornography campaign in history, had just put me in a hotel and was arrested. Later, I don't know what happened to them, I was detained because I didn't have an ID card, and then no one came to pick me up, and finally checked my household registration, and I was still a few days away from becoming an adult, so they helped me contact my family and send me home...... However, unfortunately, I went back and didn't see my grandfather for the last time. ”

Yun Yun's tears slipped down silently: "A few days ago, on the day I was arrested, my grandfather died, they didn't even let me in the ancestral hall, I didn't let me in no matter how I cried, they said I was not qualified, scolded me for being a broom star, so young, do it, be a chicken, shameless, say me, say I'm not a person, if it weren't for my grandmother, I would want to die, whew, woo woo......"

Rin hugged her and forcibly held back the moisture in her eyes: "Okay, got it, don't say it." ”

Shaki.

Yun Yun sniffed and forced a smile: "Well, I want to say, even if you dislike ......"

"Shut up."

"Hmm-"

Yun Yun shook his head and looked gentle: "I don't want to hide it, it's so hard, I don't want to hide it from you anymore, I don't want to do it in the future, we will do the same in the future, okay?" ”

"Silly, it's the same if you don't say it." Rin pinched her a little angrily.

Well!

The girl hummed softly, and her cheeks flushed.

……

It was almost 1 o'clock in the evening when the rain clouds gradually dispersed.

"They all said that my grandfather was angry with me......"

Yun Yun's voice sounded again, but there was more lazy tranquility: "He looked for me for two years, dragged one leg, asked around, and finally committed lung disease, coughed up blood, and coughed for several weeks. My grandmother said that when my grandfather left, he called three times, 'Yunyun, return', 'Yunyun, return', 'Yunyun, return', and then left...... At that time, I wanted to kill Liu Qiang, he was a brute, he lied to me for two years, saying that my grandparents were doing well, hehe, bastard, beasts are not as good as ......"

"But, in fact, it's all to blame for my stupidity, who made me brainless? Even so, my grandmother didn't complain about me, saying that it was good that I was back. The people in the village gave me a roll of their eyes, but she was still good to me, and I knew who was really good to me and who was the most important. After that, I stayed at home, but I didn't know anything, I couldn't go to school, so I had to help my grandmother. But the family has no money, and they still owe money, and for a while, they can't eat well. However, it was much better later, and my grandmother suddenly had a little money, I don't know where it came from, and my grandmother didn't say anything, but, I guess, it may have been my grandmother who asked my mother for it, because two days before Qingming, someone swept my grandfather's tomb. Aside from me and my grandmother, it's just my mother...... Anyway, no matter what, she helped us once, and my grandmother asked me to go back to school, and I didn't want to, I wanted to go to a technical school or something, and learn a trade...... Pretty naïve, right? Ho, but it can't be anything, because grandma's health is getting worse and worse. I know that she is thinking about her grandfather. Every day, she waited at the door when she had nothing to do, sat for hours at a time, and sometimes, she would take an extra pair of chopsticks to eat...... I knew, I knew, but I didn't dare to say it, and then a few months later, my grandmother suddenly fell ill. I asked her to go to the doctor, but she didn't go, and I saw that she was in good spirits, so I didn't think much about it...... Who knows, when she fell asleep, she didn't wake up. ”

Rin was silent, gently caressing her back.

"What I should think of ......"

Yun Yun showed a comfortable smile, and then continued to recall: "What I should have thought of, in the days before my grandmother died, she was very strange, saying that she was old and had a bad memory, so she asked me to keep my passbook, taught me to write down the fields at home, and told me about my grandfather, who taught me words." She said that you have to have a backbone to be a man, you can't think about letting people poke your backbone if you live well, you do a good job, and if you don't have any bad intentions, you won't be afraid of others saying that no matter how rich others are, they can't look down on you. If you are looking for a partner, you have to find an honest person, the money can be less, but it must hurt people, and you must live a good life......"

"So ......"

Rin pinched her nose: "I'm an honest man?" ”

Burst.

Yun Yun smiled and wrinkled his nose: "Let's forget it." After saying that, she couldn't help but laugh again, and laughed for a long time, until Rin's eyes were not quite right, and she cringed a little.

Rin was a little proud, but she also knew that she was really tired, so she pulled up the quilt and covered her body tightly: "Okay, let's not talk about it, let's sleep." ”

"I don't want to hide it in my heart, let me finish, okay?"

Alas.

How can you bear to refuse this kind of pitiful plea? Rin could only sigh. Yun Yun smiled happily and kissed him.

"My grandmother died, I had nowhere to go, my grandfather was an immigrant from another place, he didn't have any relatives, and I didn't know how to live alone. Then, my uncle came to the door and said that I couldn't live alone, so it was better to marry his son, and the two families would be close to each other or something. I didn't want to, because his son was almost forty years old and still had cerebral palsy, and then he went around calling me a bad woman, and the people in the village hated me even more. I really couldn't help it, and then several matchmakers came, all of whom said they were kissing, and I was scared and couldn't stay. I was going to leave and live somewhere no one knew. However, I haven't figured out where to go yet, Liu Qiang is coming to me again! ”

"Hehe, I didn't expect that, right? He didn't go to jail, he didn't know I hated him to death, and I wished he had died sooner. He also said good things, saying that he would reform and change his ways. Hehe, I don't believe him anymore, but my grandparents are gone, and although I hate him to death, he is also the last person to know me well. It just so happened that I took my ID card again, and I thought, it is better to go out with him first and find a place to stay. Then I went back to the city. My grandmother still had a little money left, so I rented a small house for myself and went to work. My grandmother said that I have to have backbone, I have my own ID card, so I will look for a job by myself, waiter, salesperson, handing out leaflets, do everything, tired is tired, but also quite down-to-earth. As for Liu Qiang, it seems that he has really changed in those months, although he is still entangled, but he is much more honest. Thinking about it later, didn't he want to be honest, during that time, wasn't the anti-pornography, anti-drug and anti-crime crackdown very strict? He's lucky not to be caught, so he'll have to settle down a little......"

"However, I didn't think of it at that time, my grandparents were gone, and my anger slowly subsided, and I felt that if he really changed for the better, he would live with him...... Ho, but dogs, you'll never be able to change your nature of eating. Brutes, always brutes! After about half a year, my relationship with him eased a little, and he pretended to pity me, saying that I was working hard, introducing me to a new job, and repeatedly promising that it was a serious job. At that time, I also felt that I couldn't do this hard work all the time, and I wanted to learn a skill, so I gave him a chance. Unexpectedly, it turned out that the so-called job he said was to be an anchor......"

"Hmph, I didn't understand it at the time, and he lobbied me again, saying that game live streaming is a legitimate industry, and there are rewards or something, and the income is very high. I thought, I don't know much about the rest, but I still know a little bit about playing games, and there were some people who made a lot of money as streamers at that time, so I wanted to give it a try. But I still guarded against him, so I went to the Internet café to try it out by myself, and I played for a few hours at night, and I was really able to make a little money. Because there weren't many people playing games live at that time, I'm a woman, and I can see some people, I tried a few times, and I thought I could do it, so I used my savings to buy a computer and broadcast live in a rented house. At that time, I didn't understand, I could only broadcast games, but my income was okay, and I had one or two thousand yuan a month, which was a little better than me going to work. The main thing is that the time is very wide, and it is better not to have to commute regularly. Although sometimes there are very excessive guests, scolding me, and asking too much, sometimes I will cry angrily, but slowly I got used to it. I did it for a few months, and I met a few friends in the game, Xuanzi, Xiaoyao, they met at that time, well, in fact, there are still a lot of good people, they gave me ideas, taught me how to be a game anchor, and I learned it myself. At that time, the live broadcast was just starting, and the competition was not very big, so I stuck with it. Slowly, the income will increase, at first one or two thousand, then two or three thousand, and when there is more, there will be five or six thousand......"

"I'm already very satisfied, and I think it's not bad to go on like this. But, it didn't take long for that Liu Qiang to show his fox tail. Once, he was beaten very badly, and he came to me and begged me, saying that he owed money to others, asked me to lend him money to relieve himself, and knelt down. I relented, so I gave him the money, and then, a few days later, he came again, saying that it was not enough, those people were going to hack him to death, let me give some more, and I would pay it back later, I relented again and gave it to him again. But I figured out that if he still asked for it, he wouldn't give it to him next time. As a result, he brought a group of people, and those people said that if he didn't give it, they would kill him, and I was scared stupid, and gave them all the money, and then I asked Liu Qiang how much money he had missed others, and he said that it was hundreds of thousands! Where do I have the money? Let him call the police, he said that the police have a criminal record, and he will definitely be arrested, begging me not to, and finally said, there is a way to make money quickly, but I know very well who he is, and he refused without thinking, who knows, he just doesn't give up, saying that now the game live broadcast is slow to make money, and other live broadcasts are fast in money, lucky, there can be thousands in one night, and the money can be returned in two or three months. Hehe, I pretended to be stupid and asked him what he was live broadcasting, and he said, group video chat, and said, buy some beautiful clothes...... At that time, I looked at him and felt disgusted and wanted to vomit, thinking how could there be such a scumbag in this world, and then I ignored him anymore. ”

"Originally, I thought this was the end of the matter, but it really didn't work, so I left the city. Stupid and naïve, right? It didn't work to stalk, Liu Qiang came to beg for mercy again, but I didn't believe him anymore, and told him that if he came again, he would call the police. He couldn't see it, so he apologized, said that he wouldn't in the future, hoped to give him a chance to change, and soon invited me to dinner again and apologized. I didn't go, he came several times, I ignored him, and then the gang came again, messing around my house, painting, throwing garbage. The landlord is a good guy and called the police several times, but the other tenants had opinions, and then I couldn't stand it anymore and had to ask me to move out. I originally thought it would be good to go, but who knew that Liu Qiang would not give up, saying that he was a misunderstanding, and said that he just had to make it clear to those people...... Hehe, I've seen through his face, but I'm a girl, I don't have anything, it's useless to call the police. I'm scared, I'm going crazy, I hide a knife on my body every day, and the shortcut keys on my phone are set to 110......"

Yun Yun's eyes revealed a hint of coldness: "However, the sky still has eyes!" At that time, a police officer suddenly came to me and asked me about Liu Qiang...... Hehe, the whole country cracked down that year, and he was arrested! Oh, live! Should! But I was also scared, afraid that I would be retaliated against for speaking out, but then the police told me that they were a criminal gang and committed a lot of crimes, and all of them had to go to jail. He also said that I was lucky, because they dared to do any bad thing, drug trafficking, protection money, usury, and forcing women to be young ladies...... Many of those young ladies, like me, were deceived out, locked up and beaten, scolded, abused, threatened, and did everything until they were willing to do it...... During that time, the new leaders came to power and cracked down on gangsters, and their gang was already wiped out. The police also told me that I was the next target on their list......"

"I think, probably not luck, it must be my grandfather's spirit in the sky, bless ......"

Suddenly feeling a little quiet, Yun Yun raised his head. 'Poof', she couldn't help but laugh. Feeling full of happiness, she leaned up and gently kissed the sleeping Rin's mouth.

"Good night."

On the path at the edge of the village, Yun Yun came out of the shade of the trees.

In front of the old house with mud walls and green tiles, the old grandmother is feeding a flock of chickens in the yard. Under the eaves, a white-haired old man sat on a bamboo chair, holding a cigarette stick and squinting at it.

"Grandpa......"

The wrinkles on the old man's face stretched out.

……

Yun Yun fell asleep, with a little tears in the corners of her eyes, and smiled.

"I'm back."

(If fate is unfair, then, girl, be brave, be brave.) ）