Chapter 235: Good morning
Amira. Milan, born in 145 AD, when the third princess of the royal line, was smart since childhood, and at the age of five, she set off to study magic in the country of mages, Ain Rodant, and after her brother succeeded to the throne, she left behind the identity of the eldest princess to serve as a mentor in the Tower of the Clouds, and the royal family of Baier always recognized her royal status, and the current royal family inherited the throne sequence of sixty-seven.
If you look at the information of the Bayer Empire, there are probably only these meaningless comments about Amira.
But in fact, the first record of her was only two words - witch.
From an early age, she was regarded as a freak, she was not as noisy as other children, always sitting alone, not crying or laughing, like a puppet.
Even her birth mother and the people around her wondered if she had something wrong with her intelligence, and when she first spoke, it caused a lot of trouble.
"Mother, why do you kill those little cuties in the garden, they are screaming so miserably, why are they ignoring their pleas. Didn't you tell me to help the weak? ”
For young Amira, she couldn't understand why the murderous adults with big scissors persecuted the little creatures who couldn't stop screaming, even though they screamed so miserably, but no one helped them.
"Maybe they're too young for anyone to hear, but since everyone hasn't heard it, let me help."
So, she did it herself.
"Uncle Big Tree, help everyone. Clean up that bad guy with scissors. ”
While everyone was still overjoyed by the sudden voice of Her Royal Highness the Princess, misfortune struck.
Just the whispers of young children, under small commands. The massive oak turned into a man-eating dryad. Swallowed the enemies of the flowers and trees in the garden in one gulp.
"Help! Guardsman. Where are the guards? ”
"Ahhh
The sudden appearance of the dryads in the royal garden caused panic, and in the chaos, only the little princess, who was very eye-catching, was smiling sweetly at the trees in the garden.
"Don't worry, Amira won't let anyone bully you."
The flowers and trees in that garden shook slightly. The petals and pine cones fall in the palm of the hand, as if as a small gift, as if thanking Amira for her kindness.
For Amira, it was just a voluntary help, but in the eyes of everyone, it was the little princess who caused disaster for the first time, summoning the dryad to eat the poor innocent gardener just by words.
At least hundreds of people coexisted in the royal gardens that day, and in the eyes of everyone, Amira stepped on the remains of gardeners and greeted with blood and plants. It has become the purest anomaly.
Even with the strict orders of His Majesty the Emperor, the rumors that the third princess was a witch still spread far and wide. Every time Amira walks on the road, she can see the look of fear and disgust.
"Look, that's the cursed witch. The first time she spoke was a curse. ”
"What a terrible look, don't look at this ......."
"She glared at me, am I going to be cursed?"
"Now it's rumored that I'm a witch too. It's because of this freak that I suffer from His Majesty's disgust. Even as the biological mother of the imperial concubine, she was disgusted with her second daughter.
At that time, the royal power of the Bayer Empire was not stable, and even, some political enemies used this as a reason to attack the unstable royal family at that time, which made the emperor at that time even more upset, he had five children, he didn't like this strange daughter, and even once moved the idea of banishing her.
Originally, under internal and external pressure, especially the disgust of her parents, the best outcome for Amira was to be sent to the convent to be lonely for the rest of her life, but fortunately, the court archmage at the time, Antonios, made a guarantee.
"She's not a witch, she just has a talent for communicating with plants, and this kid is simply a natural mage material. Little Amira, would you like to go to Ain Rodant with her grandfather to learn magic? There, you'll meet a lot of friends just like you. ”
Looking at the eyes of fear or disgust, and feeling the kindness of the old man in front of her, Amira nodded without hesitation.
Yes, from the very beginning, everyone underestimated Amira's ability, she is not just able to communicate with plants, her natural ability is only one concept "communication".
Whether it is a plant or an animal, she can communicate through guò consciousness, and in the eyes of others, she is a strange child who can't speak or distress, but in fact she is always communicating with guò her own abilities and the qiē around her.
This time, the pure God-given ability is too strong, but it may not be a good thing, the more pure the consciousness of life, the simpler it is, and the more desires of life, there are too many distractions and evil thoughts, which makes Amira feel uncomfortable.
Her ability is not to read minds, but to communicate in an intuitive way, and if she insists on explaining, it is probably better to describe it as "seeing through the desires of the other party".
She hated her maids, their empty brains were filled with only money and gossip, she hated her brother and brother, their immature bodies were full of male desires and ambitions, and she even hated her own mother and father, who only used her as a prop to gain favor, and the latter was busy with intrigue every day.
The glossy palace was full of filth, and later, Amira even began to hate humans, and the creatures full of lust disgusted her at first.
The simple consciousness that plants only need sunlight, water, and nutrients to survive has become her safe haven, often avoiding the left and right to wander in the botanical garden, and do not return home until late at night, but instead sit on her identity as a witch.
When Amira decided to leave her home and go to the country of mages to become a mage, the feelings of "happiness", "joy" and "joy" of her relatives around her made her have no intention of returning to her homeland.
"Perhaps, it will be a little different when I get to the country of mages, at least, I'm not the only outlier."
But alas, human beings are always human beings, with more mottled desires, more ambitions and expectations. For Amira. It's like an alien who can't understand it. Only this time, as she grew older and more mentally matured, she learned to hide herself so that she was not too different.
And that talent for communication made her even more advanced in botanical magic, magic is the process of seeking the truth, and her growth speed with the talent of "communication" is simply cheating, very soon, before she was twenty years old. became the youngest high-level mentor at that time.
But no matter how far she goes, there is actually no fundamental change, she is still the misogynistic witch, the so-called "storm mood" cannot be her reference to her moodiness in the face of strangers, and this is only because she can see through the other party's malice at a glance.
And the disgust for human beings and the love for simple life made her values also deviate slightly, in her impression, the survival value of simple and lovely plants is far greater than that of dirty humans, and she even began to dislike her human identity. So, in order to get closer to your own perfect storage zài. She also did not hesitate to use her colleagues and apprentices to conduct experiments as the basis for her own transformation.
Most of the real madmen think that the world is crazy and they are normal people, if you evaluate according to this standard, Amira is undoubtedly a complete madman, she has always thought that she is the only normal person.
"It's a pleasure to have no friends, no enemies, no lovers, no annoying bipedal creatures."
And just when she closed herself in her own world, thinking that this was the whole picture of her life, a new student came into her sight, he was Roland back then.
"Ah, there are such pure people."
Don't get me wrong, Roland had just crawled out of the tomb that year, he was pure and definitely not kind, he had just been betrayed by the entire human society, and he was purely hated and hated the whole world.
"Obviously smiling so brightly, his desires are only simple ruins and revenge, and moreover, not against a certain person, but against all human beings. Ah, it's so beautiful, 'There is no need for this residue of human beings to live in the world, and the world does not need any savior, just let a qiē ruin miè', this insight is simply incisive. ”
In a sense, it was Roland who created this crazy witch, who regarded humans as ants about to die, completely unaware that he had become a source of pollution that could not help but exude hatred.
And when Amira chose Roland as her apprentice, two guys who also hated humans came together, ostensibly one was studying ice magic, the other was studying plant magic, in fact one was studying the undead structure, and the other was studying the more forbidden animals and plants fusion transformation, both of them had no lower limit and moral limits, and they influenced each other, falling deeper and deeper.
For Amira that year, Roland was a once-in-a-lifetime confidant and friend, the only person in the world who could communicate calmly, and before she knew it, she was far deeper than she expected.
Although plants are simple, they lack intelligence after all, and it is good to be able to listen to themselves, and it is absolutely impossible to react to them, and humans are social creatures by nature, they crave communication, and they crave to be recognized, recognized, and trusted by others, even if they think they are used to enjoying solitude.
Once Amira has been lonely for more than a hundred years, once she opens her heart, she is really good to herself, a "blue-faced confidant", and she is also very willing to teach magic knowledge, and even seems a little nagging and crazy, and Roland has indeed benefited a lot from this.
And when Roland got what he needed, obtained the power to take revenge, and decided to set off on his own revenge journey, he did not hesitate to sell Emira.
On the way to study, Roland also made some real friends, although the idea of revenge never wavered, but just for the sake of Caïd and these buddies, he did not hesitate to report Amira.
Of course, such feelings are beyond Emira's comprehension, she is just strange, strange to the point of incomprehension.
"Why did you betray me, why did you betray me without any concern, no anger, no hatred, no ambition, no possibility of even benefit, I just wanted to say, 'The sun is rising in the east, it's about to rain, go report Amira today', and betray me in this natural state of mind, is it because I'm also human?"
Roland's departure and despair left Emira completely confused, perhaps. Soon after. She abandoned her human identity completely. It has something to do with this idea.
When Emira, after solving her own troubles, confidently planned to seek revenge on Roland, she got the news of the death of her "apprentice".
Amira, who has always been cold-talked, encountered a frenzy of feelings for the first time, but it was not the joy she expected, anger, unwillingness, despair, loss, sadness, she was surprised to find that she was in heartache, not because of the pain of betrayal. It's the discomfort of losing your only confidant.
Thinking that she would never see that hateful person again, never seeing that smiling smirk again, never finding the eyes that could understand herself, thinking that she would no longer be able to open her heart to others, thinking that she had lost this only place of residence forever, for the first time, Amira felt heartache, but she didn't know that her heart was there, and that year, for the first time, Amira regretted that she had given up her human body. Lost the right to tears.
From that day on, Amira's time was stopped and she was still alive. But just to live, she once again put herself in the box where no one else had saved it, and dealt with everyone with a false mask.
And more than 300 years later, fate reunited the happy couple, and Amira's time gears began to run again, but when they met this time, Amira was once again at a loss.
She expected that when Roland saw her, he would be surprised, frightened, or simply start to run away, but although Roland did want to escape, and the complaints on his face never stopped, his ability told him that he was happy, he was happy to see himself, he liked to see himself, and he was happy to be reunited with himself!
At that moment, more than a hundred years of resentment and dissatisfaction turned into a cloud of smoke, and the girl who was heartbroken almost laughed out loud, and the last toughness and threats only stayed on her lips, at that moment, Amira finally came to her senses, she saw her heart clearly.
"It turns out that I like him"
What studies plant magic, every qiē is an excuse and a hypocritical reason, and "wanting to be by his side" is the root.
"Does he already have a girlfriend anyway, I just want a friend, well, it's enough to be comfortable around him."
With a strong sense of self-esteem, she gave up the option of intervening in the competition, and even made her unwilling to express her feelings, "being a confidant" was enough, which was the reason she used to anesthetize herself.
And the act of learning cooking skills can't be her refusal to admit defeat.
But the reason why he didn't even believe in himself was shattered by some reckless person.
The bouquet and courtship on the street could not confuse Amira from the beginning, and it only took her a second to understand a qiē, but in the face of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, Amira herself wavered.
"As long as you accept it, no, as long as you don't refuse strictly, we are a couple, or he took the initiative to pursue me"
In the end, she made a choice, and even the high-speed scandal had her share, at least the rumors that reached Eliza's side like wings had something to do with her, even if she didn't know why she did this, probably, she could only barely find a reason - she instinctively declared war in her own way, hoping for a dignified decisive battle.
But after that battle, her too wavering heart made her hesitate and confused.
"I don't even have a normal body, and I can't have a normal child, will he mind?"
"My reputation is so bad, and I've done a lot of bad things, will he hate me if he finds out?"
"Although he only sees me as a friend, at least he is better than that Eliza, and Roland sees that girl only as family, just as he sees his own daughter. At least Roland still sees me as a woman. ”
"Me"
Countless thoughts intertwined in her mind, the injuries she suffered in Red Maple City were not healed, and she experienced the hard battle of Omdi Roken, in order to exert her ultimate ability in this earth elemental plane that lacked water and air, Amira had worked harder and paid more than she had come out.
When she was at her weakest and encountered a period of psychological confusion, she would lead to the loss of control of her entire body, and her violent body revealed its truest appearance, turning into a dark forest, and her own consciousness was like an ostrich with its head stuck in the ground, falling into a deep sleep in the deepest part of consciousness.
"Just go to sleep like this, don't worry about anything, what is Roland doing? Will he be sad to find out that I am not talking? Will it still be with that little girlfriend? Will he forget me? Forget about me, a stupid woman who doesn't even dare to confess. Forget about me, a stupid woman who doesn't know any housework. ”
Floating in this ocean of consciousness for an unknown amount of time, it is not that she has no way to control the situation, but Emira, who regrets herself, subconsciously gives up the dominance of the body and traps herself in the inner wall, but finally, the familiar knock on the door is in her ears.
"Hey, my Sleeping Beauty, it's time to wake up. If you go to sleep again, you'll miss my birthday party, and you'll regret it if you miss it. ”
Is it another hallucination? Why is the illusion in front of him so realistic, and the familiar smile has a rare sincerity, but from seeing his own joy and happiness but so familiar, it is like a bygone day, this unscrupulous apprentice has made breakfast, ready to wake up his mentor who has stayed up all night.
"Good morning, Roland."
The red-faced Amira didn't know why she said such unnutritious words, but Roland was stunned at first when she heard the greeting, and then smiled as before.
"Good morning, Amira. It's a pleasure to see you again. ”
The witch's cheeks became red and hot, but the arc of her smile hung up unconsciously, and she nodded slightly on a scale that could not be differentiated, but the corners of her mouth were complaining in a voice that only she could hear.
"This mind, it's really cunning, it's a foul" (to be continued......)