Page 84 [Chen Senran is dead]
This is a temple, a temple that has been devastated by war and time.
A dim lamp lit in the temple, and only the faint frescoes on the walls and the intricate patterns on the ground illuminated by that lamp spoke of the splendor and glory of this temple and of Ionia in the past.
Karma loves temples.
When she was a little girl, she loved to meditate in the temple, and she loved the seclusion and mystery of the temple.
That would have washed her mind.
She loves temples as much as she loves lotus flowers.
In the days she had been returning to Ionia from the War College, she had stopped meditating in the temple and confessing the countless sins and follies she had committed in the name of peace for so many years.
She needs to reflect, she needs to lead her people out of the current predicament.
Ionia needs true peace.
"Click-" Just then, a slight footstep interrupted her meditation.
She opened her eyes from the darkness and looked in the direction where the voice had come.
"You're back." She smiled at the man, and she smiled gently, and Karma always smiled very well at anyone.
She knows that a smile can be reassuring.
"I'm back." Irelia's voice rang out in the darkness, and her whole body was hidden in the darkness, and no one could see her expression.
"I can feel your heart, it's messed up." Karma looked at the darkness where Irelia stood, her eyes glowing as gentle as the stars and moon. It was as if she could see Irelia's face through the darkness.
"I'll bring back one person." Irelia jumped on to another topic.
"I know that I am the messenger of Blue Flame Island." Karma kept looking in Irelia's direction, "Blue Flame Island. I've always liked to call that place, Bilgewater is a bloody name. Now I hear that Planck is in power, a pirate ......"
She sighed, but laughed.
"That person's name is ......," Irelia was still talking to herself, "Chen Senran. ”
When the name came out, her spirit was in a trance, as if she felt that she had lost something......
Something important?
When the name was exported. Not only Irelia, but Karma also lost her mind for a moment.
"Chen Senran?" She didn't seem to believe it.
"Chen Senran." Irelia repeated.
"Let him come to me." Karma said just that, and closed his eyes.
"Okay." Irelia turned.
But just as she was about to leave.
"Irelia. Your heart is messed up. Karma said suddenly.
"My heart is very messy." Irelia paused, then began to walk on again.
"There's one thing. Can you promise me? ”
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Chen Senran waited for a while outside the old temple that had been temporarily used as the main camp of the big camp. He could feel the soldiers shuttling around him, their steps steady, their breathing suppressed.
They don't say a word, they don't look at themselves as blind people.
This is a real group of military men.
"Alright, you can go in." Irelia walked out, her tone still flat.
But Chen Senran could clearly feel that her body was missing some of the previous depression, as if she was a little ......
Happy?
Leave this issue alone. Chen Senran walked briskly towards the temple.
He was now eager to step in front of Karma and let her tell her everything.
"You're here." Just when Chen Senran was about to walk into the center of the temple. A gentle voice sounded, making Chen Senran feel like a spring breeze on his face.
"I'm coming." Chen Senran nodded and stopped at the door.
He could clearly feel that it was in the center of the temple, where a warm light was shining.
Like the sun, like the moon.
"You don't remember me." The gentle voice said again.
"I don't remember you." Chen Senran replied.
"Come and sit here." Karma beckoned to the young man in the dark.
Chen Senran nodded, walked step by step to the sun and moon-like light and sat down.
"What do you want to know?" Karma asked in a low voice.
"I want to know everything." Chen Senran said calmly, "I want to know what kind of person Lu Dao was in the past, whether he was good or bad, crazy or rational, and whether there was anyone to love." In the last sentence, the fire appeared in his mind again, and the girl.
"Maybe you were terrible in the past, and you will regret it when you know it?" Karma was still asking.
"Even if I was heinous in the past, even if I was alone and didn't have anyone to love in the past, it was my past, mine, and I will take it back." Chen Senran replied calmly.
"Mine, I'm going to get it back. You...... It's still the same as before. Karma laughed even more, "Okay, then I'll tell you what kind of person you used to be." ”
For a long time that followed, Kalmar told Chen Senran about his past one by one.
Chen Senran listened very carefully, as if he wanted to memorize every word, and then find his former self through the taste of those words.
Much later.
"That's it." Karma sighed.
"Done?" Chen Senran asked suspiciously, because, since he heard the bit, he didn't hear anything about the girl.
Could it be that I really didn't have anyone to love before?
Is it all a delusion?
"You don't believe me." Karma said firmly.
"I ......" Chen Senran hesitated a little, in fact, he really couldn't show the flaws in Karma's words, it seemed that he should have been like that before.
But......
"But did I really have no one to love before?" Chen Senran's tone turned out to be a little desperate.
This is the tone he never shows.
“…… No. Karma was silent for a moment, then replied in the affirmative.
"Looks like I'm a bastard." Chen Senran sighed, he sighed so weakly, as if he was about to die.
"You can not be in the future." Kalmar is sincere.
"...... in the future" Chen Senran stood up and began to walk out.
"Your eyes ......" Karma's tone finally showed a hint of normal emotion, very concerned, like a mother.
"Good." Chen Senran didn't stop stepping.
Isn't it good?
Are you really okay without her?
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Outside the temple, Irelia looked at Chen Senran who came out of it, and couldn't help but ask, "Chen Senran, ...... you It's all right, is it? ”
"Very well, and, my name is Jack now, Jack. Sparrow. Chen Senran paused, "Chen Senran, it's dead." ”
There was a dead air in his tone, and he walked lifelessly.
Looking at the back of this man who once seemed to never fall, Irelia couldn't help but feel distressed.
Am I really doing it right?
She couldn't help but think of Karma's last words:
"Child, deception cannot change everything, including true love." (To be continued......)
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