Chapter Ninety-Eight: Hatred and Hate
Let's break up, five words, like five thunders, instantly stunned me, and my soul was shattered, I really didn't expect that Hu Meier would easily break up with me, I always thought that our relationship could stand the test, at least it won't be broken so easily. However, the facts always broke me, and I couldn't accept it or understand it.
Until now, I still clearly remember that when I was most desperate, Hu Meier took the initiative to kiss me and confess to me in front of the whole school under pressure, my heart was melted by her at that moment, I began to feel love, and I have been paying for this love and working hard for love. We have gone through many trials together, I have broken through the barrier of her parents with difficulty, I have lived and died with her, our relationship can be said to have gone through a thousand tempers, and in the end, we finally eliminated all difficulties and were happy and worry-free together. But I didn't expect that a Cai Ye would break our seemingly strong relationship instantly. Our hard-won happiness was ruined in this way.
Hu Meier didn't give me a chance, trusted Cai Ye unconditionally, and even proposed to break up, and was so decisive, all of this broke my heart, I can't believe that Hu Meier's heart is so hard, she is too cruel to me. My eyes couldn't help but mist with water, something stimulated my tear ducts, I stared at Hu Meier with blurred eyes, and said in disbelief: "Break up? You're going to break up with me? ”
Hu Mei'er froze her face full of grief, and resolutely said: "Yes, I want to break up with you!" ”
Seven words, each word is like a sharp knife, slashing at my heart, I tremble in pain, my internal organs are also shaking, I looked at Hu Mei'er, squirmed my lips, and said in a trembling voice: "Mei'er, is our relationship so fragile?" ”
I was almost on the edge of a cliff, almost crushed, but I was still trying to keep my composure, trying to retain a little bit of manly dignity, trying to be strong. Hu Meier looked at me like this, tears flowed down again, she was overwhelmed by sadness, and she was washed away by sadness, she said to me, tears: "I also thought that our relationship was very strong, I thought that no matter why things couldn't shake my love for you, so no matter what happened, no matter what happened, I didn't change my feelings for you, but until I saw you sleeping with other women, I found that I couldn't tolerate it, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of that picture, I really can't be with you in peace! ”
The more Hu Meier talked, the more sad she became, and in the end she couldn't cry anymore, she was completely desperate for me.
And I am also grief to the extreme, my heart has already turned upside down, but I am still trying my best to endure and endure not to let the fog and tears in my eyes fall, however, my eyes have not left Hu Meier, I looked at her deeply, choked up: "People who love each other, shouldn't they trust each other, didn't you say believe me, why don't you believe me now, what can't you sit down and talk about, you have to break up?" ”
I'm still trying to keep it, trying to impress Hu Meier with her true feelings, I hope she can give me one last chance, I hope she can talk to me calmly, and don't say separation easily.
However, Hu Meier did not give me such a chance, her determination was extremely firm, she blurred her tears in her eyes, and said to me decisively: "There is no need to talk anymore, in fact, you don't know, since your family background was revealed, the pressure on me to be with you has become more and more, I am afraid of losing you, so I try my best to be perfect, no matter what, I want to be perfect, even dressing up, I have to struggle for a long time, for fear that you don't like it, I am not my former self, I live without self." Even, my parents have to grovel to you, for fear of offending you. I feel so tired and tired with you, I just want to rest now, be alone and be quiet, I don't want to torture each other anymore, let's break up! ”
After hearing these words, my body was petrified again, I didn't know, I didn't know at all that Hu Meier was very tired with me, I thought she was happy with me, I thought my family background would make her proud. But I didn't expect that my change only put pressure on her, made her suffer from gains and losses, and made her extremely heavy. But, is this what I want to be? I was also very low-key, I never showed my life experience, if it weren't for her parents' snobbery, would I have forced Zhang Yi to make a move? Everything I did was just to be with her, and I was kind to her parents, they used to humiliate me so much, and I didn't care, how much else could I go?
I have paid so much for the relationship between the two of us, but in the end, I still can't get Hu Meier's trust, she would rather believe Cai Ye, who has known her for three days, than me, is she worthy of me if she does this?
I will also be tired, I will also be desperate, Hu Meier's distrust has broken my liver and intestines, and my heart is broken, and I don't want to explain too much with a dead face, it is meaningless. I looked at Hu Meier, and said word by word in a serious state that I had never had before: "Breaking up means that the two of us will be strangers from now on, and we will not be able to be together in the future, have you thought about it clearly?" ”
When Hu Meier heard this, she suddenly paused, but in the end, she still spit out a ruthless word: "En!" ”
The last word completely knocked my emotional beliefs to ashes, my body was shaking, my legs were almost unable to hold up, but I was still trying to stand firmly, I took a deep breath, and then hoarse voice, let out a very bitter voice: "I know, goodbye!" ”
After speaking, I immediately turned around and walked briskly towards the door, and when I walked out of the villa hall, Cai Ye's extremely gentle voice suddenly came from behind me: "Mei'er, don't cry, this kind of scumbag is not worth your tears for him!" ”
Hearing this voice, the sour water in my abdominal cavity almost spit out, I felt very disgusting and uncomfortable, Cai Ye, a hypocrite, he played the trick to the extreme, and he didn't forget to insert a knife in my heart when he was finished, I was already shaky, but I didn't want to be vulnerable in front of them, I didn't want to be trampled on even the last bit of dignity, I felt suffocated when I stayed here for a second longer, I just wanted to escape quickly, and escape as far away as possible.
My steps are unconsciously speeding up, my back is very straight, I try my best to maintain the strong fortress in my heart, not to let the fragility appear, since Hu Meier believes in Cai Ye, then let Cai Ye comfort her well, I stay here is just to add sadness and laughter, I can only leave with the last trace of strength, soon, I walked out of the small courtyard of the villa, and then, I ran up, running in the green garden community with the greatest strength.
The wind blew on my face, like a knife, but I didn't feel pain, I just ran desperately, when I ran out of the Green Park community, the sky suddenly poured rain without warning, the rain beat me mercilessly, and soon made me wet all over, but I was still unconscious, crazy to run forward.
I went against the wind, shuttling through the rain, running wildly, my clothes became more and more wet, my body became heavier and heavier, my head became more and more painful, my eyes could not be opened, but I was still running. It was as if my heart had been hollowed out, and my soul had become empty, and I seemed to have lost all consciousness, and rushed forward with only brute force, and God was as crazy as I was, and the wind was blowing, and the rain was pouring down, and the whole world seemed to be sad.
I used to be ignorant of love, when I was a freshman in high school, I had a certain ignorant feeling about Xu Mo, and later reunited in college, I was prejudiced against Xu Mo because of hatred, but I was still stupid to pay for her, and I have been silently helping her, and even for her, I destroyed Li Jianfei's confession in front of the whole school and offended Li Jianfei, but she didn't trust me, so I ended up disillusioned.
And, just when I was injured by Xu Mo, Hu Meier appeared, she gave me the greatest relief in my heart, gave kisses and love, so that I got unprecedented touching and warmth, I gave up Xu Mo since then, and devoted myself to the love of Hu Meier, I gave her my whole heart, I did everything to maintain this relationship, this is the first love in my life, I cherish it so much, enjoy it so much, and be so desperate. But in the end, no matter how much I pay, it's not as good as that bullshit childhood sweetheart, Hu Meier would rather trust Cai Ye than believe me, no matter how hard I try, what I get in exchange will be empty after all.
Said good vows, said good for a long time, was knocked by reality, but only turned into a bubble, the love I clung to was easily taken away, what kind of bullshit love is this!
Suddenly, I suddenly raised my head and roared loudly into the endless night, "Fuck love!" ”
A loud roar, finally drained all my strength, I couldn't run anymore, my body leaned forward suddenly, bang, I fell to my knees limply, my strength, at this moment completely collapsed, my emotions, collapsed, I held back the tears all the way, suddenly burst out of my eyes, tears intertwined with the rain, let me be in a hurry, I looked up at the sky, suddenly laughed like a fool, laughed and laughed, but the tears flowed more fiercely.
I've lived for so long, I've never laughed like this, the laughter was drowned in the sound of heavy rain, making me more and more unscrupulous, I tore my throat and kept laughing here, the more I laughed, the more sad my heart overflowed, the more I laughed, the more I laughed, the more the tears in my eyes surged, I thought, I must be crazy, I was hurt by Hu Meier crazy, she was implanted in my heart, integrated into my bones, but when I couldn't extricate myself, she ruthlessly abandoned me, she made me really experience, what is the ultimate pain, I never knew that I had fallen so deep in this love, and I didn't know that it would be such a feeling to lose the person I loved.
It's like ten thousand ants devouring the heart, the taste of falling out of love, it's so piercing, I can't stand the pain, I can only laugh like a crazy heartbreaker, I don't know how long I laughed, the heavy rain actually stopped, my voice was dumb, the world was quiet in an instant, and the silence was a little scary!
My grief and pain seemed to stop, and my dim eyes suddenly flashed with a gleam, and there was no sadness in them, but hatred, hatred.
I slowly stood up, then took out my phone and dialed Zhang Yi's number.
The phone beeped twice and was connected, I looked at the dark distance in front of me, and made a cold voice like a skate blade on the other end of the phone: "Bring someone over, spare no effort!" "To find this site, please search for "6 Mao" or enter the URL:.