"Xiaofei, I, the ...... between me and Tsing Yi" Tang Xiaoyun ran in the night, Chen Fuyun chased after her, and after catching up, she pulled her a few times before finally hesitating to open her mouth.

"I know." Tang Xiaowei didn't reply, shook off Chen Fuyun's hand, and continued to walk forward, her voice full of disappointment.

"What do you know?" Chen Fuyun walked a few steps quickly, ran to her, pressed his hands on her shoulders, and asked with a serious face.

"I know you're a big carrot!" Tang Xiaoyu raised her head, her eyes were red, and she said angrily: "Chen Fuyun, I hate you!" ”

"I, I only have the relationship between my brother and sister with Tsing Yi!" Chen Fuyun was speechless for a moment.

"I've always thought so, but I saw you holding her, she sitting on your lap, and you still said such sweet love words to her in such a gentle voice, I heard it! Hear them all! Tang Xiaowei's voice suddenly choked, like a little girl who had lost her beloved toy, crying very sadly: "Fuyun, shouldn't I bring you into our studio?" This time, am I doing it wrong? ”

"No, you're right, it's my fault." Chen Fuyun took a deep breath, opened his arms, hugged Tang Xiaoyu, who was crying extremely sadly, and sniffed the fragrance in her hair, her voice was heavy.

"Chen Fuyun, I can't rub sand in my eyes...... I'm going to be jealous, I really ...... I really don't want to see you have intimacy with other girls. Tang Xiaowei's head was against Chen Fuyun's chest, and the pear blossoms brought rain.

"I'm sorry, little girl. I shouldn't have hurt you. Don't cry, okay, I'm a little overwhelmed by your crying, I'm very distressed. Chen Fuyun hugged her tightly, hoping to make her sad a little less.

"Chen Fuyun, before I met you, I have never been tempted by any man, I spent twenty-two years of my time, just to wait for a man who can let me like and love with all my heart, and he can also love and love me with all my heart, until your appearance disrupted my waiting, I thought that you were the brightest star that Oba said, and you could bring me meticulous protection, but I seemed to be wrong, really wrong, I shouldn't have dependence, and I shouldn't have illusions, right?" Tang Xiaoyu raised her head, looked at Chen Fuyun deeply, and said.

"Little girl, I'm ......"

"Don't say it, I know, you like your Biyun, because she is your childhood sweetheart, your first love, carrying the most memories of your youth, like your landlord, because she is the spiritual pillar of your down-and-out period, she takes care of you, so that you will be grateful for the rest of your life, like Sister Shiyun, because of her charming brilliance and unattainable haze, like Tsing Yi, because she is meticulous and intimate to you." Tang Xiaoyu said.

Chen Fuyun was stunned, really, as she said, she was really a fucking carrot! How can a man who is so ordinary that he will melt into the dust have the right to have a liking for so many girls?!

"And I, I'm just a girl who likes you but doesn't know how to get your heart, leaving you, I'm afraid of losing, close to you, and afraid of hurting, Chen Fuyun, I'm very entangled now, very heartbroken, very disappointed, you have given me a lot of hope, but you have disappointed me again and again." Tang Xiaoyun's emotions were a little out of control, and she cried even louder, Chen Fuyun really didn't know that such a thing as feelings could make her, a calm and calm Goddess Su, cry so sadly without being reserved at all.

"I'm sorry." Chen Fuyun could only blame himself for saying the most pale and weak three words, because, in addition to these three words, he couldn't give Tang Xiaoyu any comfort, as Tang Xiaoyu said, he gave her a lot of hope, but he also disappointed her again and again, maybe because he cared too much, maybe because he was too close, so it became like this, unbearable.

"Chen Fuyun, don't tell me I'm sorry, I know, it's not your fault, your character has created a woman like Sister Shiyun who can't completely avoid vulgarity when she meets you, she is the real proud daughter of the sky, the man around her, any one, needs ordinary people to look up to. However, she chose Suzhou, chose Hanshan Temple, and stayed for a few months, I think, she is also the same as when I recruited you into the studio, I want to be closer to you. After Tang Xiaoyu finished crying, she suddenly calmed down again.

Chen Fuyun was silent, he didn't know how to take over the conversation, so he could only listen to Xiao Yan continue in silence.

Tang Xiaoyu looked at him, leaned on his chest, and suddenly stood on tiptoe, and bit Chen Fuyun's shoulder, until she felt that the tooth mark could stay on his shoulder for a long time, she let go, her eyes were red, and she said to Chen Fuyun: "I think, we should all be quiet." ”

"I see, I'll go." Chen Fuyun said suddenly.

Tang Xiaowei's eyes widened: "You want to leave?" ”

"I'll be back when we've all figured out how to deal with each other." Chen Fuyun said.

"Oh."

……

As the night deepened, Tang Xiaoyu stood in place, looking at Chen Fuyun who was gradually moving away, until the tears completely welled up, annihilating all her eyes, she seemed to have lost all her strength, squatting on the ground, crying very sadly.

……

When Chen Fuyun packed his bags and left the studio, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, Tang Xin, Tsing Yi, and Xiaoyu had already fallen asleep, and Tang Xiaoyu was holding a small pillow and sitting quietly in the living room, her eyes were sloppy, as if she was thinking about something, and she seemed to be completely in a daze.

Chen Fuyun dragged her bags past her, she didn't realize it, and Chen Fuyun didn't want to bother her anymore, let alone let her leave bring her more sadness, so she went out quietly with her bags.

Tang Xiaoyu suddenly woke up from her daze, and she didn't even have time to put on her shoes, her white feet stepped on the cold ground, and she trotted all the way to Chen Fuyun and hugged him.

"Where are you going?"

"Get out for a walk."

"Will you be back?"

"It should be."

"You're gone, what should I do if I miss you."

"I'll be in the game, in the Abyss Demon Domain, we're sure to encounter ......"

Tang Xiaoyu let go of her hand.

Chen Fuyun tucked away his clothes, paused in the night breeze, turned around, hugged Tang Xiaoyu, who ran out barefoot, and carried her back to the room with tears on her face.

With a snap, in the darkness of the disillusionment of the lights, Chen Fuyun turned around and walked out of Tang Xiaoyu's room, dragged his bags, and walked into the night.

After Chen Fuyun left, Tang Xiaoyu got up in the dark, put on her shoes, ran out of the door, and at the intersection, looking at the figure that was gradually moving away, tears flowed silently, in the silent night, she seemed to hear a song, a very sad, very sad song, so that she couldn't stop crying.

"The wind decided to leave, how to keep the clouds, once entangled with death, empty hands, love is like flowing water, it is always difficult to collect the water, I am still standing at the intersection where you left and left......"

……

At two o'clock in the morning, the lights of thousands of homes outside were already dim, and when he walked through the street, Chen Fuyun's heart was empty, and in the traffic of three or three, he also seemed to have heard an old song, a song that he had heard when he first arrived in Beijing, Chen Chusheng's "Has Anyone Told You".

"When the train drove into this strange city, it was a neon that I had never seen before, and when I opened the letter you sent me when I parted, I suddenly felt extremely missed...... Has anyone ever told you that I love you so much, has anyone ever cried in your diary......"

It is true that this is not a particularly appropriate song, but Chen Fuyun was a little stunned when he heard it, he had never cried at any time, he felt that his eyes were foggy, and the vision in front of him was also hazy, and the outline of the city also became ethereal with the drops of water dripping from his eyes, just like the "city in the sky" that those literary and artistic young people said.

Chen Fuyun continued to walk forward, but suddenly felt lost, and inexplicably walked to the house he rented with Sister Jia when he first arrived in Suzhou, and then, when he looked up at the window facing the street, he saw a figure who was like him, insomnia in the early morning night.

Chen Fuyun suddenly didn't want to continue walking, he found a clean place to sit down, in the slow night breeze, lit a cigarette, and inhaled it deeply and shallowly, until the whole person melted into the night, Chen Fuyun noticed that he hugged the night of Suzhou, and also hugged all the loneliness and loneliness in the night of the city.

This night, many people, like Chen Fuyun, had habitual insomnia.

It wasn't until the few remaining cigarettes in the cigarette case turned into cigarette butts on the ground that Chen Fuyun raised his head and stretched his waist, only to realize that the east of the city had turned white, and behind him, there seemed to be a familiar figure standing.

Chen Fuyun rubbed his eyes, stared at her with the pale morning light, and took a few closer looks, only to realize that she was really Lin Shiyun.

"You're homeless, aren't you?" Lin Shiyun asked lightly.

"Of course...... No. Chen Fuyun shook his head.

"Why is that? Fell out with the little girl? She continued.

"No, I just suddenly felt that life needs a trip that I can walk and go." Chen Fuyun pretended to be relaxed and said.

"Good reason, it's almost dawn, you're at my door, don't you want to go up and sit?" Lin Shiyun smiled noncommittally and asked.

"You...... Always living here? Chen Fuyun subconsciously glanced at the window that was still lit, but there was no figure, and asked.

"No, it's just that I saw that it was very good, so I bought it, and I may leave again after living for a few days." Her voice was always very indifferent: "I'll help you mop the box, go up and make you a glass of milk, and then go up and sleep steadily." ”