My dad was like he was thirty years old. He smiled bitterly: "I won't tell you, I still want to go to Inner Mongolia to catch up with a three-year-and-five-year-old person, confess Lililai, buy a house for Wenbao, buy a job, and now it's good, it's all saved, it's all saved!" He grabbed the bottle and took a few sips, but his grandmother snatched it back in a hurry.

"Don't drink anymore, something will happen!"

"I'm going to die, I've lived enough!"

Grandma listened to the lifeless hit on his head a few times, and then hugged his shoulders and cried, this person is her only root, how can she not feel distressed. But what I did was so hateful.

When I saw them like this, I didn't say anything, and went to the back room to paint.

My dad slept in my grandmother's room that night, and he kept nagging in his mouth, which was the biggest shame for a man, and I could understand him, but I didn't feel anything in my heart.

I packed up my quilt in the studio and prepared to spend the night here.

Grandma walked in: "Kasumi, your father, I want to let him live here for the time being, okay?" He's emotionally unstable right now, and I'm worried that something will happen to him alone. ”

I didn't speak, and what could I do when I saw her pleading eyes? This incident has been going on and on, and it turns out that I am among the people who have been affected.

Grandma looked embarrassed: "I also know that you are sad, I will definitely ask your father to apologize to you!" Alas! Your mother ......"

"Milk, don't say it, let him sleep." I grabbed my grandmother and said, "I don't want to mention the past, and I don't want to forgive him, he is my father, and I will raise him in the future, but I expect me to forget all the previous things, and love him and care for him like other people's fathers and daughters, it's impossible." ”

"Kasumiko, I understand, but your father is already pitiful......"

"Milk, my mother is even more pitiful, she has been dead for many years, and there is no one who feels sorry for her. Don't push me. ”

Grandma was a little disappointed to see that I didn't want to take the opportunity to get back together with him, and for an old man like her, she really hoped that everything would be prosperous at home. But I won't do it, I will never forgive my father for what he did, and if I hadn't lived again and had some sewing skills, I would have forced him to death in this life.

"Grandma, don't blame me."

"Sleep, I know you're wronged, I hope you can think about it someday." Grandma sighed, shook her head and went out.

My heart was like something blocked, and I couldn't sleep at all, so I simply took a padded jacket and quietly went out of the house.

It's the Chinese New Year, a lot of children are outside the fireworks, but it's also quite lively, today's day is unusually warm, I stood at the intersection and watched so many adults with children to put flowers, a little girl with a sugar gourd in her hand running fast, the feet are too slippery, looking like she is about to fall, the father behind him is lazy and hugged, the girl let out a happy laugh.

They are dressed very ordinary, and they look like they are from ordinary families, but even so, he is so good to his daughter, and the girl's face is full of happiness and satisfaction, my dad loves Wenli so much, right?

I've lived two lives and I've never had such love. I don't know what fatherly love is.

I finally couldn't stop crying.

Although Wenbao has now been confirmed to be a wild species, it has also been selflessly loved by my father for many years. And he is an adult, he doesn't need a father anymore, Wen Li will continue to be loved and hurt by him.

What about me? I'll always have to fight by myself! The only one who relies on my grandmother, she even wants me to accept him again!

"Kasumiko, what's wrong with you?" Someone behind him asked.

I was stunned for a moment, isn't this Lin Jing's voice, how could he be here, didn't he go to the capital? Is it too lonely and hallucinating? I continued to cry.

At this time, a hand pressed my shoulder from behind and pulled me over: "What the hell is going on?" ”

I looked at it, it was really a forest view!

He was wearing a black padded jacket and a long white scarf, and he was looking at me with a puzzled expression.

I haven't seen him for a semester, he has changed from a young boy to a very handsome young man, his body is a lot stronger, and his height has also risen by more than ten centimeters, and I am instantly petite in front of him.

"Why are you here?" I looked at him in amazement. wiped the tears from his face, not wanting him to see him so embarrassed, but he couldn't help crying again.

Lin Jing walked up to me and took out a handkerchief to wipe my eyes: "Don't cry, I just came back, thinking maybe you are at home!" As a result, I bumped into you below, did your dad bully you again? ”

I bit my lip and looked at him, tears falling down my face: "Am I very annoying, no one will ever like me?" I don't have anything but to study well? I also want to have the love and care of my parents, and I sometimes envy Wen Li and Wen Bao, who don't give anything, naturally someone cares and cares, instead of being forced to grow up by myself like now! I feel so wronged, why is my life so bad. I continued to cry bitterly.

Lin Jing directly hugged me in his arms, his hug was powerful and warm, and he was no longer the child he used to be. I felt like I was useless because my snot and tears were all rubbing on his clothes.

I don't remember what I said, and I don't remember what Lin Jing persuaded me, I just remember that I cried loudly and poured out all my grievances, and when I regained my strength, his clothes were no longer readable.

I quickly apologized: "Why don't I compensate you for a padded jacket." ”

Lin Jing smiled: "It's nothing, you're in a better mood now, right?" I think I can make you cry like this, either my uncle or your father. ”

"It's not Lin Tian." I was so angry that I hit him: "Don't rub salt on my wound, okay?" Actually, it's that little thing at home. I wiped my eyes again: "Can't you see it, do you?" I don't want to worry my grandma. ”

Lin Jing said: "Can you not see it? It's like a peach, but even if you can see it, you can't cry yet? Remember, you are Zheng Wenxia, confident and charming, you can do whatever you want, of course you can't break the law, don't listen to me, you just go to rob the bank, and I have to go to prison to see you. ”

I couldn't help but laugh; "It's not like I don't have an IQ, how could I do such a thing."

"It's a laugh, otherwise I don't know what to do." He laughed.

"Thank you, Lin Jing, for coming to see me at night."

"Kasumiko, on the fifth day of junior high school, you can go to my side. Call Jin Xiu and them all, they have always been at your house, this year I invite everyone to my house for the New Year, can you come? His eyes burned.

"Okay, but you're going to make something to eat for me."

"No problem. Then I should go back too, otherwise my mother should be in a hurry, I ran out secretly. He smiled and waved his hand as he walked forward.

"Your mom is back too?"

"Yes." Lin Jing hesitated for a moment and then smiled: "Don't be afraid, she didn't object to me inviting you to my house." ”

"There you go." I waved at him and looked at his back, feeling warm in my heart.

Lin Jing walked a few steps and suddenly turned around and asked me, "Xiazi!" Did you miss me when I wasn't there? ”

I smiled and nodded, and Lin Jing snapped a finger: "I know!" He said and ran as fast as he could.

I crept in, not wanting to wake them, but when I opened the studio door and turned on the light, I was startled and took a few steps back to see my dad sitting on the edge of my bed.

He stood up and walked over to me, running his hand through my hair, but I subconsciously took a few steps backwards and dodged his hand.

My dad frowned and looked at me: "I said, I didn't mean to hit you, why are you so wary of me every time?" ”

"I'm used to it." I lowered my head to get the quilt, and then whispered, "It's late, you can go to bed." ”

"Kasumiko, I can't sleep, I think about it, I feel really sorry for you, for so many years, I have been hurting other people's sons, and I don't care about my own daughter." He whispered behind me, his voice choked.

I only felt pain in my heart as if I had been stabbed by a knife, and said calmly: "The person you are sorry for is not me, it is my mother." She was in vain. If you had a little conscience at that time, you wouldn't have told my mother the truth when she was about to give birth, and let Wu Ying bully her so much. "When I finished speaking, my eyes were hot again.

Dad sighed: "Xiazi, what happened at the beginning...... I'm not right, but your mother is... She didn't like me either, but she was forced by her parents to marry me, and she liked someone else. She actually said at the time that she would divorce when the child was born, and she was very happy and relieved, but she couldn't get through it. ”

This is the first time I've heard of this, so my mother is thinking of taking me back to my parents' house?

I looked at him, then looked at him and said; "What do you mean by that, I'm not your child either?"

"Nope! You are mine, the person she likes drowned for several years, I heard that it was a village teacher who died trying to save students. She was determined not to marry for the rest of her life, but at that time, a woman's reputation for not getting married was too bad, and her parents knelt down and begged her to marry me. It's not good enough. He lowered his head and sighed.

I didn't speak, I didn't see my mother, I didn't even leave a photo, I heard my grandmother say that she was a delicate and thin woman, and her parents ordered them to trap both of them. She should be a very independent and self-respecting woman, but after all, she still can't go against the atmosphere of the time.

"Do you think I'm shirking my responsibilities?" My dad said.

I said, "If it hadn't happened to Wu Ying, she wouldn't have died." ”

Dad said: "I know, I'm sorry for you, I will make it up to you in the future, you believe me." ”

I didn't speak, just shook my head slowly, and even if it were, I wouldn't forgive him.

Dad sighed and walked out.

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