The starlight fell like a cold frost for Daizo, and his whole person looked like an emotionless ice sculpture:

"Because the card itself is not wrong, the fault is that the person who used it did not play the card well, the true meaning of gambling is not what kind of good cards you take, but that you can play a bad hand well, but, if you really hold a good hand, and lose this game, do you think the person who regrets it may be me?"

His metaphor is very profound, but Chasing Feng can still hear the meaning: "Do you think that woman won't blame you in her heart?" ”

Daizo said in a deep voice: "If she is such a woman, then it is not worth my thoughts." ”

Chasing the wind was already beginning to shape the image of this woman in his brain, and he was silent for a while before he sighed: "I like you very much sometimes. ”

Daizo said, "Oh? ”

Chasing Feng's gaze also looked into the distance: "Sometimes, I think I know you very well, and in the words of the old man, you are the most special one." ”

Daizo was also listening.

Chasing the wind sighed: "But sometimes I also think that you are a terrible person, which makes people feel scared from the heart. ”

Daizo was gloomy: "Maybe you're not wrong. ”

Chasing the wind said: "The reason why I know you is because I know that you actually have your pain, and it is really not easy to sit in this position and play this role well." ”

"But I can't understand why you think I'm scary. ”

Chasing the wind said expressionlessly: "We are still friends, just because today you are the chief of the God's Domain. I'm an old drunkard, and if one day our identities change, there will be no chance of sitting together like this. ”

Few people could understand such words, and Daizo seemed to be contemplating.

Chasing the wind said: "I said the last time we met, we fought all the way, not to live, but to really live, you ask yourself, have you really lived?" Even if it's just for a day. ”

Okō couldn't answer.

Chasing Wind stood up and stretched: "I decided to go buy a radio." It's okay to listen to the broadcast of Dream Radio. ”

After speaking. He staggered along the river, still pondering.

The figure of chasing the wind disappeared completely, and he was still pondering.

It took a long time before he lowered his head. Slowly pick up a bottle of beer from the table. He raised his head and took a big sip.

This is when you look into his eyes again. You will find that it has lost its usual subtle wisdom and an almost iceberg-like calmness, and it is only a sadness and confusion.

That was many years ago, and he clearly remembered that he was only level 15. I often team up with a group of familiar players in the town to practice in the wild.

In that team, there is a ranger bard named Dream Ruotianqing, that is, a meat shield nurse.

The little girl is very brave in battle, often in the front row to absorb damage at the first time, because of her generous and straightforward personality, so everyone affectionately calls her Qingqing.

Dazang's level 15 to level 25 have been spent in this team.,The long-term battle has made the cooperation between each other quite tacit.,Over time, Dazang discovered a pattern.,Every time Qingqing encounters a serious danger,,The first object of casting healing holy light is himself.。

Later, he couldn't help but find Qingqing privately and ask: "Why am I the first person every time you add blood?" ”

Qingqing smiled: "I usually observe you, your equipment is all store goods, I estimate that you are not very financially well-off, if you explode once, your loss will be great, I am also afraid that you will have an accident, so I will give priority to you." ”

It was a bright spring afternoon, and when Qingqing said this, the flowers all over the mountain seemed to be blooming, but they were not as innocent and beautiful as her smile.

Since then, Dazang has become very tacit with her, sometimes a word, a look, a movement can feel what the other party thinks in their hearts, if there is one more word, one more look, one more action, then Qingqing will blush, and Dazang's heart will beat faster......

But now it seems that it is not his real good days, but the most precious and moving memory in him, just like something that happened at a certain stage of your life is particularly important to you, how important is it?

Every night, you will carefully recall a certain detail under the lamp, and repeatedly savor a certain period of time, and never mention it to anyone, because this matter belongs only to you.

Happy times are always so short, after level 25, the day of the two parting has come, Qingqing's sisters want to take her out of the town and go to the outside world, and Dazang will also fade away from the novice's youth, leave the town to fight far away, he has a higher pursuit, has a more ambitious goal.

Cultivation is sometimes a kind of self-exile, in this process people can figure out a lot of things, have an accurate positioning of themselves, even though "The Ninth Continent" is a virtual world, but for their own virtual life, Dazang also hopes to have a perfect explanation.

In a flash, he will reach level 35, and at this time he is already a close disciple of the Begonia Fairy, and the master and her old man have extremely strict requirements for several of their senior brothers, especially for Dazang, which is the strictest of the strict, so strict that it is almost harsh.

Most of the time, Dazang cultivates hard in the deep mountains and old forests, and lives a completely ascetic life.

Others eat fragrant and drink spicy food, he is just coarse tea and light rice; Others are playing in the mountains and rivers, and he is cultivating; Others are picking up girls, and he is practicing; Others are drinking and singing, but he is still cultivating; Even if others go offline, he is still cultivating; Sometimes, even if he goes offline, he will prepare all the things he will use for the next cultivation......

All the fun that a normal player has in "The Ninth Continent" is a luxury, even an unforgivable sin, in his eyes.

He is so desperate, so desperate, and even desperate, not only to scrape together enough money to leave the cannibalistic planet, but also how will he survive in a new place after leaving that planet? And the most important thing is to adhere to the faith.

Every success has its own unique charm, and Daizo's belief is, "When you're eating, drinking, and being happy, do you know what I'm doing?" Can you see it, can you hear it? ”

His credo in life is to use a pair of eyes to see the unseen.

It took a month for Okzo to get approval from the Begonia Fairy, allowing him three days to return to Justice League's Smoke and Rain City to buy supplies.

He was different from the other brothers, and every time at this time, Chiyo Dark was so excited that they wanted to go shopping, eat enough, drink enough, and have enough fun.

But he is accustomed to a simple and simple life, and after buying supplies at the store, he would rather go to a simple stall in the night market outside the city to eat a bowl of high-quality and inexpensive meat noodles than go to the food city in the city to eat.

Not only is he thrifty, but he is also the kind of person who really knows how to thrift.

Once, when he had a routine dinner at the night market in the east of the city, he met Qingqing very unexpectedly.

Qingqing is still so innocent, beautiful, cheerful and generous, the difference from the beginning is that there is a gangster young man around her, and this young man is still very handsome, and there is a group of players around her, a large group of people get together to eat and drink, and the scene is very lively.

If you have enough experience, you can see at a glance that this group of people is a group of second-rate people like Hua Laosan and He Crazy.

The young man's name is You Yang, and he is the boss of the Chengdong Night Market, and Qingqing is his girlfriend.

Dazang was taken aback when he saw Qingqing again, he didn't understand how a pure and honest girl could be with an idle ruffian? But looking at the intimacy between them, it doesn't look like a combination of beauty and beauty, money and power, ignorance and childishness with rhetoric, is it possible that you are still playing with true feelings?

At that time, Dazang was still young after all, and he didn't understand the answer to this love proposition: that is, the more different the two people, the more they can attract each other; And the more difficult the environment, the more desperate it is.

That night, You Yang politely toasted Dazang, after all, he and Qingqing didn't know that Dazang was already a celebrity disciple, and they both thought that this was a novice from that town, so it was not worthy of You Yang's attention.

Dazang is not a novice in terms of strength for a long time, but he is indeed a real novice when it comes to the relationship between men and women.

Dazang didn't drink much wine that night, but when he left, he was groggy and in a trance, and for some reason, he actually had a trace of loss in his heart, and it felt like half of the whole world had abandoned him, and the remaining half was his own world.

How can an incomplete world be exciting? Happy?

However, he adjusted to these feelings, packed up his salutes and continued on his way, to live his long and arduous spiritual life.

From this time on, every time Dazang came back, he didn't forget to go to the eastern suburbs of the city, he could always see Qingqing, and when he listened to Qingqing happily chatting about the trivial things in life, he would also laugh along with it, laughing from the bottom of his heart, even though he was not a person who loved to laugh.

Even when Qingqing talked about her relationship with You Yang, he was still smiling, it was a complex smile that contained blessings and tolerance, but no one saw the trace of helplessness that was inadvertently revealed on this smiling face.

And every time Qingqing asked what Dazang was doing recently, Dazang replied very honestly that he was cultivating in the wild, and Qingqing would give him a bag of red and blue medicine before parting when he saw his ordinary clothes stained with wind and dust, and Dazang did not refuse.

It's not that he can't refuse Qingqing, but he can't refuse himself, he can deceive anyone, but he can't deceive himself, deceive his true feelings in his heart. (To be continued......)