The yellow leaves fall without wind, and the autumn clouds do not gather and often disperse.

If there is love in the sky, the sky is also old, and it is difficult to resolve distant resentment.

Unfortunately, I don't know if it was the failure of the human information system to the sky, or the failure of God's information feedback device, although Liping prayed to God sincerely and prayed, however, unfortunate encounters always continued to entangle Liping's fate!

That Sunday, since Liping discovered the "secret" of Mengdu's "falling in love" with herself, and listened to her husband's fallacy about the miracle of love between men and women, Mengdu has greatly lost its original luster in her heart!

The original image of Mengdu has also been seriously damaged in her heart!

However, Liping understands in her heart that no matter how many shortcomings and weaknesses the dream exposes, he is her legal husband after all, and he is a partner who wants to live with her for the rest of her life!

Now, although the couple's feelings, love, and family affection have been more or less significantly affected!

But we have to live the days ahead, right?

The existing small family also needs to be cared for, right?

Thinking about the long-term life, Liping can only hide all the disappointment, loneliness, sadness, pain and worry deeply, deeply in the bottom of her heart!

In her interactions with her mother-in-law, Liping will try her best to maintain the same smile and joy as usual;

In the married life with Mengdu, as long as it does not seriously affect her body - in other words, as long as she does not squeeze the child in her belly, she will "cooperate" as she wants,* she will "cooperate"; When she dreams of "falling in love", she is up to him when she "falls in love".

Anyway, Liping has a belief now:

For the sake of the child in the womb;

For the peace and tranquility of a small family;

In order to have a peaceful end for himself in the future;

Of course, in order to satisfy the mother-in-law's long-cherished wish to hold her grandson;

In order to preserve the "brilliance" on the faces of his parents;

For the peace of life in the future......

For all of it!

As long as she can endure it, Liping forced herself to swallow her anger!

As long as she can back down, Liping will all retreat!

Anyway, in this life, Liping has long been no longer pursuing her personal "career"!

There are no illusions about the future prospects!

Unfortunately, the trajectory of life never goes according to one's wishes!

Wishful thinking is also impossible to achieve good wishes!

Although Liping is constantly striving for perfection in being a wife and a daughter-in-law, it has almost reached an impeccable level; However, in the past, he swore to Liping, "not Liping doesn't love", "non-Liping doesn't marry" Mengdu, just like some naughty children, when they see a favorite toy, they cry and force their parents to buy it. Once the parents have met his requirements, once the toy is in hand and enough has been played, it will not be long before the naughty child will throw aside the toy that he has managed to get his hands on, put it on the shelf, and never touch it again!

Now the dream is like this:

When he "tricked" Liping into his hands and married home, he was "in love" enough, tired of "intimacy", and saw his wife's belly bulging day by day, no longer having the charming figure in the past, and no longer having the beauty of the fairies before marriage, so his attitude towards Liping, like a naughty child treating a toy that has played enough, began to be neglected, alienated, and even "forgotten"!

Especially when the wife's pregnancy period has reached the day when she must abstain from sex, not to mention the moving words such as "goddess", "heavenly fairy", "heart and liver", "baby", "flesh" and so on, I can't hear it, and the mayor's wife rarely asks Mengdu to accompany Liping to talk and amuse, and Mengdu says "no time"!

"Mengdu, you, are you now—don't you love me anymore?"

Occasionally, Liping will also try to dispel the shadow caused by the "card love method" in her heart, and ask her husband timidly and stupidly with some kind of fantasy and hope.

"What did you say? A head full of melon seeds knows crankiness! I said you women, there is no one who is not careful! Don't you see how busy I am every day? ”

After listening to Liping's inquiry, Mengdu always replied coldly, sometimes even with a bored tone.

After finishing speaking, he glanced at her contemptuously, shook his hand and walked away.

Alas-

Poor and wretched woman!

A writer named Christie in Western Europe once said:

A woman's biggest weakness is to be loved!

Here we can also add:

A woman's greatest sorrow is to be dumped by a man!

In fact, Liping's heart already has an increasingly obvious feeling:

Since I got married to Yumeto, about four months or so, Yumedu has often not returned all night!

Sometimes when I come back in the middle of the night, I don't turn on the light, I don't talk, I don't care if my wife sleeps or not, and I don't care if my wife wants to go to bed, after going to bed with a black light, I forcibly rip off Liping's clothes, and after venting indiscriminately, I fall asleep on the bed.

After sleeping, he got up, didn't talk to Liping, didn't say hello to his own mother, and disappeared after a while.

Sometimes, Yumto comes home in the middle of the night, and occasionally makes a "bangbang" sound.

After Liping was woken up by him, she saw that Mengdu's behavior was somewhat abnormal several times:

When she saw Mengdu, she quietly took out the key she had with her and gently opened the two drawers on the bottom floor of the large closet. Sometimes, dreams would put a wad of bills into it; Sometimes, bags of items are put in; Sometimes, of course, Yume would often take out banknotes or bags of items from those two drawers.

As for what the bag of items was, Liping couldn't tell.

What are dreams doing?

Liping, who was lying on the bed, occasionally saw her husband's actions and had the heart to ask him.

However, looking at dreams is somewhat sneaky, and it is estimated that he doesn't want others to know.

Since this is the case, Liping put the question in her heart and never spoke to him.

As for Mengdu, he was doing his own thing behind Liping's back, so naturally he wouldn't take the initiative to tell Liping.

Sometimes, Hao Min would come to Wang's house alone and whisper to Mengdu. When they saw someone coming, including Liping, they would talk to him from side to side, so that no one could know what they were talking about.

Look at Mengdu and Hao Min's mysterious appearance, what are they doing?

At first, Liping only had some doubts about them; After a long time, Liping began to have some kind of worry, and even a kind of heart-wrenching fear!

For some time, there have been rumors in the outside world:

Now, there are people in society who are selling pills that shake their heads, and there are also a very small number of people who are engaged in illegal drug trafficking activities!

After marrying Liping, he went to Amsterdam in the Netherlands, listened to the introduction of the tour guide Xiao Luo, and knew that Amsterdam's law allows marijuana smoking; Moreover, he has seen first-hand the addicts on the streets of Amsterdam who openly smoke marijuana and openly inject themselves under the roof.

Liping clearly remembers that when she was traveling in Amsterdam, Mengdu seemed to be particularly interested in Dutch law, Dutch social conditions, as well as the street addicts in Amsterdam and the sellers* in the red light district of Dewallen!

Liping still vividly remembers that on the way from Brussels to Amsterdam, Mengdu asked the tour guide Xiao Luo again and again, asking her again and again to introduce Amsterdam's red light district, prostitutes in the Western landscape, and drug abuse!

After arriving in Amsterdam, he was also invited out with three Shandong men in the tour group for solo activities.

What did they do that night when they went out?

Is it into those windows that sell *?

Or go to a place where you take drugs and touch the drugs inside?

Or are they both tainted at the same time?

I don't know!

Now, Mengdu and Hao Min often go back and forth quietly, discuss things quietly, and quietly do some unknown things......

They're not going to do the dangerous business of illegal drug trafficking, are they?

An ominous premonition that strongly haunts and attacks Liping's brain!

An infinite fear has occupied Liping's heart for a long time!

During this period of time, although Liping has lost trust, hope, love, enthusiasm and attachment to Mengdu, no matter how she laughs, Mengdu is her husband after all, and the father of the soon-to-be-born child!

Thinking of this, Liping realizes that she can no longer be silent!

That night, after dinner, Liping finally went upstairs to pick up something while she was dreaming, and in their new house she mustered up the courage to ask:

"Mengdu, you're busy all day long, what are you doing?"

"What? I didn't kill people and set fires, I didn't rob or steal, what do you think I can do? ”

Dream didn't look at his wife angrily, and reprimanded coldly:

"I said you don't want to be idle all day long, okay? You just need to remember that you have what you eat, you drink, and you need to use every day! How many times have I told you, marrying into a family like us, don't ask what you shouldn't ask, don't care about what you shouldn't care. Hold your mouth tight! ”

"No, Yumto. I mean, in a family like ours, Dad is one of the main leaders of the provincial capital. You mustn't, you can't—"

Liping originally wanted to say, "You must not do illegal and criminal things", but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them back.

Just now, she only asked him, "What are you doing all day long?" If you tell him now that "you can't do illegal and criminal things", then I don't know what he will do!

Sure enough, after listening to Liping's words, Mengdu immediately asked:

"What do you say? What do you think I must not do? Are you salty and don't care about radishes? Or is it that the melon seeds in the head are in the water? Am I not better aware of what kind of people we are? What does my dad do, do I need you to remind him? Tell you, I don't need you to mess around here! Educate the baby in your belly well! ”

After Mengdu finished snorting, he took out a few bags of things from the bottom drawer of the large closet, put them into his leather wallet, closed the drawer again, locked the drawer three times and twice, and then shook his hand away without looking back.

Dream ——!

You, you——?

Looking at the look of the duster on the sleeves of Mengdu's coat, Liping wanted to shout loudly, but seeing Mengdu's disdainful back, Liping's idea of continuing to dissuade her disappeared in an instant.

At this time, Liping thought very sensitively of her background in a worker's family, thought of her experience after marriage and the transformation of Mengdu, and thought of Mengdu's whimsical and solitary personality.

At this time, Liping thought of her mother-in-law!

She had the heart to tell her mother-in-law all about her doubts and speculations about her husband.

She wanted to pin her hopes on her mother-in-law, and she wanted to ask her mother-in-law to come forward and immediately persuade and stop some kind of suspicious and terrible behavior that Dream might be going on!

However, because I don't have any evidence in my hand, I can't pry open the drawer at the bottom of the big closet and peek inside the hidden things!

What if, as he himself said, Dream is really like himself, and he didn't do any ulterior deeds?

What if my request for help from my mother-in-law is not true?

Wouldn't it cause more trouble?

Hey, what should I do?