Chapter 267: Feelings
Zeng Rong saw that the emperor suddenly changed his face, blowing his beard and staring at him, and he was a little blindsided at the beginning, and he didn't know what he was wrong.
But soon she let go of the matter, because it was not the first time that the emperor had been moody in front of her, since the first day she went to work.
Zhu Xu saw that Zeng Rong was still ignorant when he was born for half a day, and he didn't know how to reflect at all, and he didn't have the intention of self-blame, so he was even more annoyed in his heart, and directly reprimanded: "What a bold man, he dares to make a mistake and provoke the feelings between me and his father and son, do you think that if you hold that stinky boy, I will be reluctant to move?" ”
When Zeng Rong heard this, he pondered for a while before he understood what the problem was, and hurriedly knelt down, "Emperor Qi, the lower officials have no such intentions, and His Royal Highness doesn't know the past experiences of the lower officials at all." In fact, if it weren't for the emperor's superiors to persecute the lower officials with the 'crime of bullying the king', the lower officials would not have said it, and it would not be a pleasant memory for the lower officials, who had come out of the past and just wanted to move forward, not want to look back. ”
"Okay, very good, does it mean that I am forced to be a villain, to criticize my parents, and to be disobedient and unfilial?"
Zeng Rong listened to it and wanted to hold his forehead, and once again realized that in the face of absolute authority, there is no rational right and wrong, and some are just subservient and compromised.
"Why don't you speak?"
"Back to the emperor, the lower officials don't know what to say, it's better not to say anything if you say more." Zeng Rong simply replied angrily.
"Ouch, I've been in charge, don't screw it, look, what did you make the emperor angry?" Chang Dezi said as he gave Zeng Rong a look.
"Back to Father-in-law, Zeng Rong really didn't mean it, how many heads did Zeng Rong dare to be presumptuous in front of the emperor? But when the emperor asked, Zeng Rong couldn't help but reply, and he could only tell the truth, otherwise he would be punished for bullying the king. Zeng Rong argued.
"Not presumptuous enough? Look, who around me dares to be so bold and reckless, and to defy me again and again? Zhu Xu snorted coldly, but he was not so angry.
Zeng Rong hurriedly accompanied a smiling face, "That's because they don't know what the emperor is or what the emperor is magnanimous, so they don't dare to tell the truth and the truth." ”
Indeed, the reason why Zeng Rong dared to show her true temperament in front of the emperor again and again was precisely because she felt that the other party would not be really angry with her, and she had a very special tolerance for her, whether this tolerance was due to the Queen Mother, Zhu Heng or Zeng Rong herself, she was still a little uncertain, but one thing she was sure of was that the emperor was by no means a man and a woman, so she wanted to use this tolerance to bring her relationship closer to the emperor.
"Learn less from those who are flamboyant, don't think that I am reluctant to be punished, if I am not afraid that the queen mother will be in a hurry, I can spare it?" Zhu Xu glared at Zeng Rong again.
"The lower officials don't dare, the lower officials understand." Zeng Rong kowtowed respectfully and stood up.
Because it was past dinner at this time, he couldn't send these leftovers to Cining Palace, so Zhu Xu ordered someone to take two boxes of cherries.
After about a quarter of an hour, Zeng Rong carried these two boxes of cherries into Cining Palace, and went to see the Queen Mother first, this time the Queen Mother didn't say anything about teasing people, but only ordered Zeng Rong to leave a box of cherries, and send the rest to Zhu Heng.
When Zeng Rong arrived in the backyard, Amei greeted her and waved her hand, Zeng Rong followed her and went in lightly, it turned out that Zhu Heng was leaning back on the wheelchair and dozing off, holding a book in his hand and putting it on his lap, Xiao Haizi squatted next to him.
Looking at it again, there were a few dishes and a bowl of rice on the high table, Zeng Rong asked Ah Mei with a mouth shape, "He didn't eat breakfast?" ”
Amei replied that she had eaten and pointed at Zeng Rong.
Zeng Rong understood that this dish was reserved for her.
Zeng Rong waved his hand, meaning that he didn't need it, but seeing that there was a big bowl of goat milk on the table, it seemed that he hadn't moved, and when he asked, he realized that it was the imperial doctor's proposal, saying that he was too weak and had a serious deficit, and drinking a bowl of goat milk in the morning and evening could nourish the kidneys, nourish the yin and stomach, and also moisten the heart and lungs.
The benefits of goat milk Zeng Rong was clear in her last life, there was a period of time when she was not in good health, Xu Jing also prepared goat milk for her, the problem is that the taste of goat milk is not very good, Zeng Rong is not very acceptable, and then the two thought of a lot of ways, one of which is to add fresh fruit juice to the boiled goat milk.
Thinking of this, Zeng Rong handed the box in his hand to Xiao Haizi and ordered Xiao Haizi to clean it and find a clean mortar.
It may be that Xiao Haizi's move woke up Zhu Heng, Zhu Heng opened his eyes, and he was a little blind at first, but when he saw Zeng Rong, he slowly smiled.
"Take me for a walk in the back garden." Zhu Heng made a request.
Without waiting for Zeng Rong to agree, Amei went to call Xiaoluzi, and when she came back, she carried a basket in her hand, a set of teapots and cups in the basket, and two cushions in her other hand.
The small road pushed Zhu Heng out, turned into a north-south verandah along the corridor of the upper room, and entered a door after about four or five zhang, and the door was the back garden.
Without waiting for Zhu Heng's instructions, Xiao Luzi gave the wheelchair to Zeng Rong, he stayed at the door to guard, and Amei followed Zeng Rong into the back garden.
This is the first time Zeng Rong has entered the back garden from this door, as soon as he entered, he also had a burst of dancing in front of him, looking up, in addition to begonias, there are several magnolia trees are also very conspicuous, white, yellow and pink.
However, Zhu Heng obviously didn't come to see the flowers, he asked Zeng Rong to push him to the bottom of the rockery, this time he didn't wait for him to speak, Amei went to the small gate and called Jiangnan Jiangbei, Jiangbei hugged him to the rockery, and Jiangnan went up in a wheelchair.
After Amei put the things in her hand in place, she followed Jiangnan Jiangbei down the rockery, leaving Zeng Rong alone to accompany Zhu Heng.
Without waiting for Zeng Rong to speak, Zhu Heng tilted his head back on the back of the wheelchair and closed his eyes, "I like to sit here quietly alone, feel the wind, feel the sun, feel the time, and even, I can feel death." ”
"It was very suffocating, it was pitch black all around, and I slowly slid down, my hands stretched out as hard as I could, trying to grasp something, but it was only a futile struggle, and finally, the darkness completely engulfed me." Zeng Rong remembered how he felt when he was drugged in his previous life.
"Also at this time?" Zhu Heng opened his eyes.
Zeng Rong walked up to him and squatted down on his knees, "Before I came, the emperor asked me how I was persuaded to eat, and I told him, 'Everyone is born with a practice, whether it is prosperous for three thousand years, or a hundred years of loneliness, all the rights and wrongs, gains and losses, right and wrong, and finally turned into a piece of loess. In this case, why not be free and easy, live every day well, and cherish every fate. I want to say this again, so let go of the past and live well, because there are infinite possibilities to live. ”
"What other possibilities do I have?" After Zhu Heng finished speaking, his eyes fell on his legs, and his thick eyelashes covered all his sadness
Zeng Rong's heart tightened, and he followed it.