Chapter Twenty-Three: It's Hard to Love
Chunqiu ran over and hugged Wanjun tightly, they hugged each other deeply, feeling each other's heartbeats. The idea of escaping has appeared in his heart countless times, as long as he can go anywhere with Chunqiu. But when he touched this man's cheek, he suddenly realized that the most important thing for a person is not to forget his original intention, and his original intention is revenge.
"Wanjun, let's escape, the farther away the better. We can go anywhere in the Western Regions, as long as we can be with you. ”
Chunqiu was very excited, he knew that he was incompetent, he couldn't even protect his beloved, and he hated the emperor and Wei Zhongxian even more.
"Run? No, we can't run away, we're going to live happily under their noses. The more they make us feel bad, the more we have to smile in front of them. Spring and autumn, please believe me, this day will not be too far away! ”
Wanjun stood up, the light in her eyes was like fire? Like Xia? Like a man-eating tiger. However, he can only recuperate and recharge his energy in order to achieve his great self.
"I don't agree, it's too dangerous. I don't dare let you risk it, and I don't dare let us risk it, you know? A companion is like a tiger, not to mention that there is also a Wei Zhongxian. ”
Chunqiu doesn't want them to take risks, and he doesn't want to leave Wanjun, he just wants to be in front of me, but I can only watch you pass by.
"Spring and Autumn, can't you just endure it? Don't be so reckless, so rash! ”
Wanjun frowned, although he didn't mean to complain about Chunqiu, but his tone was no longer calm. He didn't really want to say that, but he had no choice but to say it.
"I don't care, you have to promise me not to leave me alone to grieve. I can't stand life without you, and I can't watch you and other men talk to me. ”
Yes, Chunqiu means that he doesn't want Wanjun to be with other men, even if he takes a second look, he can't bear it. He just didn't want to, he just couldn't stand it.
I hope that all lovers can have a happy ending, and all lovers are not forced by love, nor are they affected by the so-called external objects. But who is immune? Aren't they all controlled beasts controlled by love?
"Don't quarrel about this anymore, we can't afford to toss. I know it's unfair to you, but if we're gone, is it fair to everyone else? Spring and Autumn, I didn't believe in love, and I never met love, but now that I do, can you make me feel at ease in love? ”
Wanjun's words deeply touched Chunqiu, and he learned that these words were not what he wanted to hear the most, but they were the most touching and heart-wrenching for him. There really can't be an inch of land in the world that can accommodate them, not to mention that their love is so unacceptable.
Chunqiu hugged Wanjun: "Wanjun, the luckiest thing in my life is to meet you, if I don't meet you, I may be a frog at the bottom of the well, even if I live to old age, I won't understand what love is." ”
Wanjun's tears made a confluence, he closed his eyes and said, "Me too, me too, me too." ”
"Wanjun, we won't go anywhere, we will stay in the palace so that I can still watch you every day. I'm so happy to look at you like this! ”
Chunqiu choked up for a while, and he knew that the next road was not easy. What they have to endure is by no means as simple as life and death, if they are not heartwarming, how can they fall in love?
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They rode tall horses back to the palace, Wanjun and Xiyan still returned to Taichang Temple, and Spring and Autumn were still Jinyiwei. Only Yique's identity began to change, and he was arranged by Chunqiu to patrol the city gates.
"Wanjun?"
"Huh?"
"You say, you and the left guard, what happened to you?"
Xiyan raised his legs high, and his neck was also stretched high, he wanted to know so much at the moment where the two of them had come.
"Why, I love him, you know? I've never felt like this, I don't know how to describe it, I'm just deeply trapped in it. ”
Wanjun made no secret of his excitement and happiness, and he could giggle all day long just by thinking of his name.
"Raise your legs up, straighten up."
Xiyan still didn't forget to point out Wanjun's movements: "By the way, do you have one?" ”
"That?"
Wanjun was really stopped by Xiyan for a while, he thought about it for a long time before he suddenly realized, and laughed: "Guess! ”
"I can't guess, but I should have seen you more than once, tell me, I want to hear it."
Xiyan really wants to hear how far their relationship has come, and wants to give advice for his brother.
Wanjun put down her legs, walked behind Xi Yan, hugged his waist and said, "Come, relax, relax, yes, that's it, keep ....."
Xiyan was really relaxed, her eyes were slightly closed, the corners of her mouth were raised, and her body was like a thin willow, dancing lightly with Wanjun's fiddling.
"Tell you, we haven't yet?"
"What? Not yet? You guys are really guarding! ”
Xi Yan's eyes widened suddenly, and he turned to look at Wanjun in shock. He couldn't believe that their love was so pure and beautiful.
"What's wrong? You don't have to be so surprised, can you? ”
Xiyan touched Wanjun's cheek and said, "I said that you are also a man known as the four beauties of the capital, why don't you even have this ability?" ”
"Ah, don't tease me, you think I don't want to, but I haven't had a chance."
Wanjun took Xiyan's hand: "Let's go, let's go to the Huxin Pavilion to sit down." ”
"Let's talk about you, I think you and Yique are very good!"
Xiyan lowered her head shyly: "Where is it, we, we just take what we need." ”
"Is that so? I don't think you're the only one, right? ”
Wanjun and Xiyan sat by the lake, they took off their shoes and put their feet in the water.
"So what do you say we are? What else can we do, one day is the emperor's male favorite, then one life is his male favorite. We're just sneaking around. ”
As soon as Xi Yan thought that he would have to stay by the emperor's side for the rest of his life, he couldn't lift his spirits, as if he had been cursed in this life and there was no other way to lift the spell.
"Don't think like that, if you want to do something, you will do it. If you really like a magpie, then let it go and love, if it really comes to the day of death, then what? Die for love, die well! ”
Xiyan was lying on Wanjun's lap, he didn't know if he understood Wanjun's words, but he knew that he did love Yique.
"Wanjun, I'm used to being cowardly, I've always been submissive, and I've never made a decision for my life. I sometimes wonder about the meaning of my life, but when I encounter something, I forget it completely. ”
Wanjun doesn't know where Xiyan's medicine is, and what medicine can cure his illness?
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"I mean, what's the matter with you? Isn't this palace able to control you? Come on, pull Xicui down to play the twenty boards. ”
"Niangniang spare her life, Niangniang spare her life, the slave and maid will never dare again, the slave and the maid will never dare again......"
"Don't dare? I see that you still dare to sit on my head, why don't you pull it down quickly? ”
Concubine Zhuang was so angry that her eyes were smoking, and when there were no outsiders, she was obviously a market shrew.
"I'm really angry with this palace, it's just lawless."
"This palace is too kind to you on weekdays, it seems that I can't be soft-hearted in the future."
Just a quarter of an hour ago, a group of maidservants accompanied Concubine Zhuang for a walk in the palace.
"Du Wanjun, a slut, doesn't know what kind of fox trick she used to confuse a man."
Concubine Zhuang rolled her eyes and coughed: "This palace really doesn't believe in this evil, how long can he Du Wanjun stay in front of the emperor." When the emperor got tired of playing, he kicked him away, and at that time, he was really nothing. ”
"Niangniang, I heard that Du Wanjun is still very close to the left guard!"
Gonggong De raised the dust and walked quickly to Concubine Zhuang.
"Really? I have long heard that Zuo Chunqiu is not a woman, and it is true, this is really a coincidence......"
Before Concubine Zhuang finished speaking, she was interrupted by Xicui, "No, the left guard is not that kind of person, Niangniang, Father-in-law De must have made a mistake." ”
Xicui stood up and wanted to say a good word for Zuo Chunqiu. In fact, this is not to blame Xicui, but to blame Zuo Chunqiu for being too handsome and chic, and the little palace maids and little eunuchs in the palace all like him very much. Among the many admirers of him, Xicui is the bravest, as long as she hears remarks unfavorable to Zuo Chunqiu, she will stand up and theorize.
Concubine Zhuang went up and slapped her: "I've offended you,, eat things inside and out." ”
"I can beat my mother, but you can't say it, Brother Zuo."
Xicui's face was red by Concubine Zhuang, but she still covered her face to speak for Zuo Chunqiu.
"What do you say? Dare to talk back? I think you're tired of it. You're a good guy, why don't you see it in this palace on weekdays? I see you and Na Du Wanjun all the way, I have to give you some color. ”
Concubine Zhuang is actually right, but as her slave, she speaks for others. For that person to dare to contradict her, she didn't dare to believe that this came from Xicui's mouth.
Xicui is only thirteen, and she hasn't grown up yet, and she is really distressed, if it were anyone else, she would have died a long time ago.
......
"Father-in-law, is the news reliable?"
"Mother, it's true! A few days ago, Du Wanjun and Zuo Chunqiu went out of the palace together. ”
Father-in-law De told Concubine Zhuang everything he knew, he really wanted the world to be chaotic, no, he hoped that the world would be chaotic.
"Very well, you keep observing, you can use some means if necessary, but you must seize the evidence."
"Yes, sissy! The slave got it. ”
Father-in-law De just wanted to add fuel to the fire, and he didn't really want to help Concubine Zhuang, unless Father-in-law Wei spoke, otherwise he was just sitting and watching a good show.
"As long as you get to the bottom of them, I have a way to make him suffer!"
Concubine Zhuang walked back to the palace with a smile, she vowed to kill Du Wanjun, and she could do whatever it took to do so.
Gonggong De looked at Concubine Zhuang's back and smiled slyly. He listened with his hunched waist and quietly went to the east factory.
The evening sun is not very dazzling, and the Forbidden City is shrouded in a faint, soft yellow. There seemed to be no other sound in the palace except for the screams of Xi Cui. Everything looks as soft as the twilight sun, but who knows that the night will be calm?