Chapter 602: Relatives
The wind is cold......
The name, they remember clearly.
Shen Xiaoyao never looked up, but he seemed to know how Murong Qiushui and Zuo Pojun would react. Before they could speak, he said in an emotionless voice, "You don't need to tell me the truth, I don't want to know, I just know that my dad is dead...... All my loved ones are dead...... It's all because ...... You guys!! ”
Murong Qiushui: "......"
Zuo Pojun: "......"
They did not refute and remained silent for a long time.
"I don't hate you anything. Because before my mother died, let me never blame anyone, because it was my father's own choice, and what he did was also a great thing, although it was him, it was you who caused my family to suffer misfortune, but he ...... Still a great man...... Even though, he is not a great father. ”
Murong Qiushui exhaled faintly and said, "I can only say that all this is ...... Not what we wanted. ”
"As I said, there's no need to explain anything to me...... Don't worry, I promised my mother that I wouldn't hate anyone...... What I promised my mother, never, never, will ever be violated!! God said freely, his voice as firm as steel.
"Xiaoyao, how did your mother die?" Ye Tianxie glanced at Zuo Pojun and Murong Qiushui, and roughly guessed something in his heart.
"In order to escape the pursuit for some unknown reason, my mother took me into hiding, and finally, I hid in a small remote village that should not be found by others. It's very poor, but it's also very safe, it's just that the people there are self-reliant, and my mother can't find a job there, and she can't even work as a nanny, cook and wash clothes for people, and earn a meal...... But my brother's death has brought an extremely heavy psychological shadow to my mother, and even if the person who pursued us is probably no longer there, my mother is reluctant to leave there to face the nightmare of the outside world. At that time, in order to find me something to eat, my mother begged and even knelt for others...... In the end, for my sake, she had to marry a farmer there, who was a brute and used to torture and scold my mother, but for my sake, she endured it all, and let me endure it...... At that time, I remembered all the suffering of my mother, and I couldn't help but hate, at that time, I hated myself for only dragging my mother, and I was crazy to hope that I could grow up quickly, so that I could protect my mother...... And this life only lasted for a year, and my mother finally died of depression because she missed her father and brother too much...... When my mother died, her hair was half white, and she was not yet thirty-five years old that year...... Before she died, she told me that my father had died a year ago, and she said that it was my father's own choice, although she resented it, but no one hated it, and asked me not to hate, let alone pursue anyone...... It wasn't until I really grew up that I didn't know what my mother meant by what she said, because the person who brought all this was something I couldn't resist, and she was afraid that I would go to the root cause and provoke someone I couldn't afford to provoke......"
Murong Qiushui: "......"
"After my mother died, I finally didn't have any relatives. The brute did not shed a single tear after my mother's death, but cursed unspeakable words, and listening to his insults to my mother, I felt as if my head was about to explode, so I ...... I took the knife and stuck it in his body, stabbing him again and again like a beast......"
Ye Tianxie: "......"
Sophie: "!!! ”
“…… Then, I left that place with my mother covered in blood, and that day, my body seemed to be gently supported by the wind, and I was eight years old and easily took my mother's body, and ran so fast...... In a quiet place, I buried my mother and knelt there for three days and three nights...... After that day, I discovered my special abilities, and relied on these abilities to steal and rob, perhaps because of the dark side of my heart, in the repeated theft and robbery, instead of feeling guilty, I had a sense of pleasure as if something had been vented......
Quiet, deathly quiet, looking at the god at this time, thinking about his usual radiant and uninhibited ...... What they felt was a sense of heartbreaking...... Put yourself in their shoes, if they had experienced such a childhood, would they have resented or hated......
No wonder he reacted the way he reacted when someone insulted his mother, roaring as if he were suffering from hell. Mother, maybe it's the last warmth he feels in his life...... Perhaps, the reason why he likes young women so much is only because he longs for the warmth and longing from them, and under the evolution of time and the shadow of his heart, this desire begins to distort and deform......
"Heavenly Evil...... He, he's so pathetic. Su Feifei was in tears and held Ye Tianxie's hand tightly. When she was ten years old, her mother was also assassinated and died, she once thought that she was the most unfortunate person in the world, but compared to Ye Tianxie's past, compared to God's past...... She was as happy as she was in heaven.
"Before I died, my mother told me not to hate anyone, let alone pursue it...... I promised my mother, but all my relatives were gone, and I couldn't allow myself not to know the root of all this, so I relied on my own ability to investigate and find ...... Until one day, I learned about the existence of the 'Sanctuary'......"
Sanctuary?
This time, even Sophie Fei guessed something, she looked at Murong Qiushui, and whispered in surprise: "Qiushui, could it be that his father is ......?"
Murong Qiushui spread his hands and said with a fluttering expression: "Some things are more complicated than they seem, and some things are much simpler than what you see...... These things can be said to be right or wrong...... Well, I guess I've gotten too excited, and my brain is messing up, and if I don't understand what I'm saying, then I'm not saying anything. ”
Sophie: "......"
Ye Tianxie closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a short silence, he walked forward, squatted beside Shen Yao, and said, "I look very similar to your dead brother, right?" ”
Shen Yao looked at him and nodded vigorously: "Although, I can't see the upper half of your face, but the shape of your chin and lips is very similar, coupled with the hazy feeling brought by the mask, when I saw you for the first time, my mind was blank, and at that moment I really thought I saw my brother, so I ......"
Ye Tianxie laughed: "From now on, I will be your brother." ”
The god was stunned, his expression froze, and he looked at him blankly.
"There are so many similarities between our pasts. Both of us both died, our brother died to protect us, we both resented the world, and I hated it even more than you...... But in the end, I still walked out, because I met a person, it was she who let me know that there is still a lot of warmth in the cold and unforgiving world, and gradually, I began to really integrate into this world, and accept more warmth, I have more friends, and people I like...... I hope that you will be able to come out as well, and if you need a reason, then, I hope, I can be the one who brings you warmth. ”
"I ...... I ......" God's lips trembled, this man who had never cried after burying his mother back then, and at this moment, he couldn't stop the catharsis of tears, his eyes were already misty with tears in an instant, Ye Tianxie's voice made his heart gradually become a blank, in the blank, the original coldness began to melt quickly, and then melted......
"I know that you have always been a person who values love and righteousness, so you love your mother so much and miss your brother so much. I know how much you crave for your brother...... Just like me, I've been thinking about my brother all the time. When you see the shadow of your brother in me, you would rather be ridiculed and looked down upon, but in fact, you are just looking for that little bit of kinship that has disappeared for too long...... I know, I know everything, because if it were me, I might have done the same thing as you...... So, you call me big brother, and I never refuse...... If you want me to be your brother, then I will be your brother in the future, and if you want relatives, then I will be your only relatives in the future......" Ye Tianxie smiled, and with his own voice, he caressed the countless wounds in his heart.
"I ...... I ......" God looked at him in a daze, his voice choked, and he couldn't say a word.
"Heavenly evil, so selfish, how can you be the only one who is free." Sophie Fei stepped forward, grabbed Ye Tianxie's shoulder, and said softly: "Xiaoyao, actually...... I can understand you too, because when I was ten years old, my mother also left me, and she died in front of me with her body in her arms to protect me, and the shadow of that night haunted me for many years, until I met the heavens...... Even if we don't have a mother, there are countless beautiful things in this world, and we can't just stay in the shadows in our hearts. Now, I live happily every day, because I believe that my mother must have been watching me in heaven all the time, I am happy, my mother will be happy, if I am sad, even if my mother goes to heaven, she will be sad with me, and now I just want to share all my happiness with my mother bit by bit...... If you love your mother, share all your happiness and joy with your mother in heaven every day, okay...... Heavenly evil is your brother, and I am your sister, who said you have no relatives. We can all be your dearest people. ”
"Filipino...... Sister Fei ...... "Two tear lines have been drawn on God's free face.
"Xiaoyao, you are wrong, we all understand what you said, because I am not the same kind of person as you. You still had parents, a brother, and a happy home, and I ......" Situ laughed miserably: "I have never seen the people who gave birth to me, and even they don't know who they are...... 'father' and 'mother', these are two titles that can no longer be extravagant. Do you know how I was born...... Hehe, hahahaha......" Situ laughed instantly, and the smile was extremely miserable: "It wasn't until I joined the Blood Dream Heaven and returned to the place where I once lived, that I vaguely knew that I was just born of a prostitute, and after I was born, I was discarded in the garbage heap, and later, I was taken in by an old man who picked up garbage, maybe it was a mercy from God to me, I actually survived, and later, when the old man died, I could only beg everywhere, defiling other people's eyes like garbage, until ...... One day when I was looking for something to eat in the garbage heap, I was taken in by Bitter Melon Face and given my name...... Xiaoyao, I don't even know who my father is, and I can live freely as soon as I was born by my mother like garbage, what qualifications do you have not to be a hundred times more leisurely than me...... If you want friends, me and Bitter Melon Face can be your best friends, and if you want relatives, we can also be your relatives...... Just like me and Bitter Melon Face, although we are just Pingshui Xiangping, he and I are both surnamed Situ, and his relatives are my relatives, he wanted to escape from that terrible place back then, even if he would die, I would help him, escape with him, whoever wants to hurt him, I will stop it even if I fight with my own life...... Xiaoyao, we are all people who have been abandoned by the world, you don't need to be wary of us, the head of the regiment can be your brother, and I and the bitter gourd face can also be your brother. If you can't resist it, naturally your brother will bear it for you! ”