Chapter 15
Xiao Zhengang never expected Xiao Ze to have such thoughts about Xiao Xiao, aside from the fact that they are both men, they are brothers, what is going on?
Now he is still worried about Xiao Xiao's attitude, if only Xiao Ze is like this, it would be easy to say, I am afraid that both of them are like this......
Xiao Zhengang was also panicked by Xiao Ze, although he believed Xiao Xiao from the bottom of his heart, and felt that Xiao Xiao could not be the same as Xiao Ze, and his son knew what temper he knew best.
I can't bear to have a ready-made one here at home now, didn't Xu Yan think of it, so to say that Xiao Zhengang is not panicked at all must be fake, just think about it, if Xiao Xiao is really the same as Xiao Ze, then it is absolutely impossible for him to calm down.
As soon as she came back from school today, Xu Yan forced Xiao Ze like crazy, beating, scolding, crying and shouting to let Xiao Ze take out the diary, but Xiao Ze just didn't give it alive or dead, and the angry Xu Yan directly turned Xiao Ze's desk and schoolbag upside down, and even the homework book was turned over one by one, and he didn't find the legendary diary......
Xiao Xiao stood at the door and was stupid after hearing this, on the way home, he still felt that he was lucky, it must have been the school that misunderstood Xiao Ze, Xiao Ze's cowardly look, people were so nervous, maybe they didn't react for a while......
But what does his dad mean by those words now? Xiao Xiao's mind suddenly stopped, no, he didn't believe it, he had to ask Xiao Ze in person.
Xiao Xiao turned around and walked through the living room into their bedroom, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Xiao Ze curled up under the quilt, clumping himself on the bed, not knowing whether he was awake or asleep, and he didn't even hear the sound of the door opening.
"Xiao Ze, I have something to ask you." Xiao Xiao's voice was very cold, and there was no emotion in the cold words, but the person wrapped in the quilt shook violently as if he had been electrocuted after hearing it.
He saw Xiao Ze's reaction, didn't talk nonsense, and asked straightforwardly: "I know that diary, the one Zhu Fangjie held in his hand that day, right, where did you put it?" ”
Xiao Ze didn't answer, but his body wrapped in the quilt began to tremble.
"If you don't take it out, it's okay if you don't take it out, Zhu Fangjie has read this diary, I'm going to ask him now, he definitely wants to tell me." After saying that, he made a gesture and turned around to leave.
When the person on the bed heard this, he took off the quilt, jumped off the bed at a speed he had never had before, and grabbed Xiao Xiao's arm, "Brother...... Don't you go...... Don't do it, please......"
"Okay, if I don't go, you can take it to me yourself, now, immediately!" He had to know, he needed to know now, right now, right away, immediately what was written in this diary, what was really going on with Xiao Ze to him.
"I didn't ...... No, I ...... Thrown. Xiao Ze's face turned pale and he dragged Xiao Xiao tightly, his teeth biting his lower lip tightly.
"Thrown? Where did you throw it? ”
"Brother...... I beg you......"
"I TM asked where did you throw it? Say! Xiao Xiao also collapsed, and he yelled and shook off Xiao Ze's hand.
Xiao Xiao always thought that Xiao Ze had avoided him recently because he was implicated by him, and he knew that Xiao Ze couldn't bear those nonsense rumors in the school, he felt that he was very sorry for Xiao Ze, and he was very uncomfortable for implicating the innocent Xiao Ze in being accused by others, he felt very uncomfortable, he knew the feeling of being baptized by people with all kinds of eyes, he felt that he had harmed Xiao Ze, and Xiao Ze couldn't take classes well, and he hid in Tibet every day......
It turned out that this was not the case, it turned out that he was thinking too much, he had always thought too much, he thought that Xiao Ze was his brother, he thought that Xiao Ze was good to him, sticky to him, and liked to follow him because he was happy to have him as an elder brother......
But it's all wrong, it's not what he thinks at all, Xiao Ze is good to him, sticking to him has always had other thoughts about him, as long as he thinks of this possibility now, when he thinks that Xiao Ze may be thinking about something else under the eyes that usually look at him, he will be cold all over his body, and he will be disgusted and uncomfortable all over his body.
"Don't say yes, don't say it, okay, if you don't say it, someone will say it." Xiao Xiao is about to leave.
"Brother...... Elder brother...... Don't go, I'll give it to you, I'll give it to you......"
Xiao Ze cried out this sentence, with outright sadness and despair, Xiao Ze was afraid that Xiao Xiao would leave like this, he was afraid that Xiao Xiao would hear more unbearable words from others, and he was willing to tell Xiao Xiao himself.
Xiao Xiao just stood there and waited, watching Xiao Ze walk to the bedside, watching Xiao Ze squat down, and watching Xiao Ze grope out a diary from under the bed.
He didn't wait for Xiao Ze to hand it over, he stepped forward and snatched the diary from Xiao Ze's hand, looking at the cover of the diary that had obviously been ravaged, he could be sure that this was the one Zhu Fangjie held in his hand last time, and it was also the birthday gift he gave to Xiao Ze last year.
He still remembered Xiao Ze's happy appearance when he gave Xiao Ze this gift last year, but now when he thought of what Xiao Ze had written in this diary, he couldn't calm down......
It's almost the middle school entrance examination, and the schoolwork is very intense, and I have to do a lot of questions every day, and the same question type is repeatedly changed back and forth, which is very irritable! However, Xiao Xiao was also like this when he took the high school entrance examination, and he felt a lot of comfort.
Wu Zhuoyang said that with his grades, even if the second middle school is promoted to the middle school and has a score advantage over other schools, he is likely to fail to get in, and he may go to the eleventh middle school in high school, and asked me what I plan. Do you still need to ask, of course I am in the second middle school! Wu Zhuoyang said that he was very reluctant to me, well, I don't want to part with him, after all, he is the best friend I have played with in the past three years, think about the time when I used to go to school at my grandmother's side, I hardly made a friend in the six years of primary school...... But the matter of high school is still not negotiable.
Wu Zhuoyang tried to rebel against me today, and after school, he kept talking to me about how good the eleventh middle school was, but I couldn't listen to it, I was in a hurry to go home, and I had to deliver food to Xiao Xiao. Wu Zhuoyang was suddenly unhappy, he asked me very seriously why I had to enter the second middle school, like us, whose academic performance is mediocre, even if he really enters the second middle school, he will go to the bottom, no matter how you look at it, it is more appropriate to go to the eleventh middle school. Why? I never thought about this problem, Xiao Xiao is in the second middle school, so except for the second middle school, I haven't thought about other schools at all.
Today is the second day of insomnia, I know it shouldn't be like this, I'm going to take the high school entrance examination soon, all my energy should be used to study, but I can't help but think about that picture anyway, Xiao Xiao and the girl sat together laughing and eating, I felt very uncomfortable, I can't tell what it feels like, why am I like this, I don't know......
Today, for the Nth time, I rejected Wu Zhuoyang's invitation to play together, of course, because I was going to deliver food to Xiao Xiao. Wu Zhuoyang suddenly asked me, don't I think that I rely on my brother a little too much, not like a halfway brother at all. I don't like the word halfway brother, although it is a fact, it will make me feel that I am not so close to Xiao Xiao, and it is difficult to describe the mood...... But am I wrong for relying on Xiao Xiao? We are brothers, Xiao Xiao is my brother, and it is natural for me to rely on him well, but it is obvious that Wu Zhuoyang does not think so......
Xiao Xiao flipped through a few pages, and after reading it quickly, his face eased, he felt that it didn't seem to be a big deal, at best, it could only be said that Xiao Ze really liked his brother, relied on him very much and took him as an example, why was it rumored to be like that?
He glanced up at Xiao Ze, who was pale, and directly skipped the previous content and turned to the middle part of the diary......
I haven't seen Xiao Xiao for five days, how long can I hold on? But I know that I have to continue to endure, Xiao Xiao is my brother, Wu Zhuoyang is right, no brother's brother will be like me if he can't see his brother for two days, this is not right, there is a problem, I can't go, I have to insist...... Stick to ......
Xiao Xiaogang's face became nervous again, what do you mean, he remembered this incident, probably when Xiao Ze was about to take the high school entrance examination, Xiao Ze didn't come to school to bring him food for almost two weeks, saying that he was about to take the high school entrance examination, and his attitude should be serious.
Xiao Xiao didn't care about this, in fact, he originally thought that Xiao Ze was very troublesome to run around like this, although his home was not far from the school, and it would only take five minutes to ride a bicycle, but after all, the school had a canteen, so there was no need to toss Xiao Ze so much.
But Xiao Ze himself had to be willing to send it to him, Xu Yan also said that the school meals were not as clean and nutritious as the ones at home, etc., Xiao Xiao didn't say anything, and went with them.
However, he had the impression that it was because he could see Xiao Ze running around in front of him every day before, and he always felt that something was missing when he stopped coming so suddenly, but it was not a big deal, in short, Xiao Ze began to run to bring him food again, and he forgot about it.
Xiao Xiao frowned and flipped a few more pages back......
No, no, no, don't think about it, that girl is Xiao Xiao's classmate, even if she is not Xiao Xiao's classmate, even if she is really Xiao Xiao's girlfriend, it has nothing to do with you, don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it, Xiao Ze!!!
I didn't see that girl today, and Xiao Xiao didn't particularly mention the relationship with that girl, maybe there was really nothing between them......
It turns out that the girl and Xiao Xiao are in the same study group, so what about the study group? Are they really just ordinary classmates? Seeing her sticking to Xiao Xiao's side and offering courtesy, she should like Xiao Xiao!
What about Xiao Xiao, does Xiao Xiao like that girl? Xiao Xiao would smile at that girl, they ate together, discussed topics together, what if Xiao Xiao also liked that girl? What should I do, what should I do, what should I do?
Do you want to just tell Xiao Xiao that I don't like that girl and ask him not to be with that girl, will Xiao Xiao listen? Or, or...... Just tell Xiao Xiao that I like him, so will Xiao Xiao give up on that girl? No, no, no, no, Xiao Ze, you're crazy, you can't say it, you can't tell Xiao Xiao, don't even think about it, Xiao Xiao won't accept it, don't think about anything, don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it!!!!