Chapter 187: Shen Ruoyun's last words
Han Chenmo put it in Xu Jiaman's ear and asked softly, "Let's let my mother not be so painful, okay?" She's already uncomfortable, and for the rest of the day, let's make her happy and comfortable, okay? ”
Xu Jiaman's tears wet Han Chenmo's shirt, she choked up and nodded with difficulty, and spit out a word: "Okay." ”
"Doctor, just follow the plan you said, how long does it take for her?" Han Chenmo continued to ask.
The doctor thought for a moment: "It depends on the patient's mental state, maybe a month or half a year, it's hard to say." ”
Han Chenmo nodded: "We know." ”
After listening to the doctor's death verdict on Shen Ruoyun, Xu Jiaman only felt that his eyes were white and he lost consciousness.
"Wandering!"
Fortunately, Xu Jiaman only fainted due to excessive sadness, and the doctor gave her a tranquilizer, so that she should be fine if she slept all night.
In the ward, Han Chenmo looked at Shen Ruoyun and didn't know how to speak.
"I don't think my days are running out, right?" Shen Ruoyun asked faintly.
Han Chenmo took a deep breath and did not answer.
"Don't hide it from me, the nurse added the dose when I was given analgesics just now, I know it's morphine, it's addictive if you take too much, if it weren't for the late stage, it wouldn't be such a large dose." Shen Ruoyun's voice was very calm, as if he had expected another day like this.
Shen Ruoyun sighed, turned his head to look at Xu Jiaman lying on the hospital bed next door, and then his eyes turned red: "For me, death is a relief, but it is too bitter for Manman, there is no father and no mother at a young age, how can I survive such a long time in the future?" ”
"I'll take good care of her, I swear to you, I will never let her down." Han Chenmo solemnly promised.
Shen Ruoyun stared at Han Chenmo for a while, obviously she had no other choice, she could only entrust her beloved daughter to the man in front of her.
"There's one thing I need you to do for me." Shen Ruoyun said with a strong breath.
Han Chenmo agreed directly without asking: "You just say, as long as I can do it, I will do it." ”
Shen Ruoyun glanced at Xu Jiaman, and said ruthlessly: "Manman is actually not born to our husband and wife, she doesn't know about it. ”
Han Chenmo's eyes widened in shock, Xu Jiaman still had such a rugged life experience?
"At that time, she was too young to remember, we picked her up in a park, she could only walk, she couldn't talk much, we went to the newspaper to find a relationship for her, but nothing came of it, and then we decided to adopt her." Shen Ruoyun said weakly.
"You want me to help her find her birth parents?" Han Chenmo asked.
Shen Ruoyun nodded: "I don't want her to be unrelated in this world, if I can find it, one or two more people who love her, I can be blind when I die." ”
"Do you remember when and where you picked it up?" Han Chenmo asked.
"There is a document in the cabinet, which I sorted out from memory a few days ago, so that this day you can have a good document." Shen Ruoyun said a word, and he couldn't wait to take three breaths to rest.
Han Chenmo really found the so-called document in the cabinet, which carefully wrote the scene at that time, and there was also Xu Jiaman's certificate for household registration at that time.
"I don't have any other wishes, although Manman is young but precocious and sensible, it's a pity that our family is bankrupt and can't support her, if your family wrongs her in the future, you will be troubled by her for the sake of her family at such a young age, love her more, and take care of her more." Shen Ruoyun didn't want to be verbose, but when she thought of not finishing this time, she didn't know if she would have a chance to speak again after her eyes were closed.
Han Chenmo straightened up and listened carefully to every word of Shen Ruoyun, every word of her was her mother's reluctance and care for her daughter.
Although Xu Jiaman is not Shen Ruoyun's biological daughter, she is even closer than her biological daughter, and Han Chenmo's heart hurts as if he has been slashed by a knife.
"I will try my best to help Manman find her biological parents, I am now living independently, if the family can't accept Manman, I can also find a way to protect her." Han Chenmo formally answered Shen Ruoyun's every concern.
Han Chenmo took a deep breath, even he felt infinite sadness at the moment, and he didn't know how Xu Jiaman would face all this when he woke up tomorrow.
"I'm just this precious girl, don't make her sad." Shen Ruoyun's voice gradually weakened.
"I'll treat her like a baby." Han Chenmo repeated.
This night, Han Chenmo didn't dare to sleep, he stayed until dawn, fortunately, Shen Ruoyun still had breathing and heartbeat.
It was already morning when Xu Jiaman woke up again, and she got up in panic, her eyes full of confusion and worry.
"My mom she...... She also ......" Xu Jiaman looked at Shen Ruoyun, who was lying quietly on the bed, and asked with difficulty.
Han Chenmo comfortingly held her hands and said softly: "Auntie is only a little weak now, the doctor will do his best to treat her, she needs to rest more now." ”
Xu Jiaman leaned weakly on Han Chenmo's chest and said in a muffled voice: "I want to spend more time with her in her last time, is it okay?" ”27KK
She felt the last force that had been holding her up behind her dissipated, and she had nothing left now, and she didn't want to fight hard anymore.
What's the point of everything? She can't even keep the people she loves the most and wants to keep.
Tears crackled down from Xu Jiaman's eyes, her mind was blank at the moment, and she still couldn't believe that all this was true.
"Okay." Han Chenmo hugged Xu Jiaman tightly, he looked at Xiao Nizi's grief-stricken appearance, and his heart hurt like being cut by a knife.
Xu Jiaman sobbed softly, she didn't want to cry too loudly until Shen Ruoyun rested, but she couldn't control her emotions.
Han Chenmo gently patted Xu Jiaman's back like a child, at this time, companionship is better than a thousand words of comfort, and the pain of losing a loved one is something that others cannot share.
"Manman, Auntie told me something last night when she was sober, and I think I should tell you." Han Chenmo waited until Xu Jiaman's mood stabilized before he spoke in a heavy mood.
Xu Jiaman raised his head to look at Han Chenmo with red eyes, grabbed his arm hard and asked, "What did my mother say?" ”
Han Chenmo swallowed his saliva before he said with difficulty: "You are actually not their biological daughter, you were separated from your family when you were a child, they helped you find relatives to no avail, and then they left you by your side, Auntie's last wish is to hope that I will help you find your family." ”
Xu Jiaman's eyes changed from shock to disbelief and then to anger, and she broke free of Han Chenmo's embrace: "No, I am my parents' daughter, and I am only their daughter!" ”
"Manman, don't get excited, Auntie just hopes that someone can love you, spoil you, protect you, and take care of you in the future, and you and your biological parents have been separated for so many years." Han Chenmo didn't expect Xu Jiaman's reaction to be so strong.
Maybe because Shen Ruoyun's physical condition is not good, Xu Jiaman always feels that he has been abandoned by his parents again.
"Long ......" Shen Ruoyun opened her eyes slowly, her vision has begun to blur now, and she can only see the general outline of her baby daughter clearly.
Xu Jiaman didn't expect her angry roar to wake up Shen Ruoyun, she frowned and suppressed her emotions, and softened her tone and said, "Mom." ”
"Manman, this is a piece of my mother's heart, if you don't agree, my mother won't be able to look at her even if she dies." Shen Ruoyun was as angry as a gossamer, but his tone was extremely firm.
Xu Jiaman listened to Shen Ruoyun's words, and tears of sadness and grievance burst out of her eyes, she gritted her teeth and shook her head, and said with a crying voice: "Mom, I only have you as a mother, and I only have a father and a father, don't want me, don't leave me behind......"
Shen Ruoyun's heart was about to be broken by Xu Jiaman's crying, she and Xu Zhenkang have always regarded Xu Jiaman as their biological child, and they have never even had children again in their lives, all because they are reluctant to share the love that belongs to Manman.
Xu Jiaman rushed to Shen Ruoyun's bedside and said aggrievedly: "Mom, don't abandon me, okay, you can't deprive me of my right to continue to be your daughter." ”
"Silly girl, mom is afraid that you will be bullied and wronged in the future, and you won't even have someone to support you." Shen Ruoyun's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears.
Xu Jiaman shook his head and wiped away his tears with the back of his hand: "No one will bully me, I can take care of myself and protect myself now when I grow up, don't push me to others, please." ”
Shen Ruoyun sighed, stretched out her hand to wipe her tears for her baby daughter, Manman is the meat of her heart, if it is not a last resort, of course she wants to be a safe haven for a long life, entrusting her baby daughter to someone she doesn't know, she is actually not at ease.
"I didn't push you to others, everything Mom and Dad did was for your good, don't be stupid." Shen Ruoyun said ruthlessly.
If you don't let go at this time, how long will you have to wait?
"It's just that my father and I are short-lived ghosts, and we didn't accompany you for a few more years, but let you suffer too much with us, because we are sorry for you." Shen Ruoyun raised his hand and rubbed Xu Jiaman's hair, and said in a choked voice.
Xu Jiaman shook her head desperately, she knelt on the ground: "Mom, it's not like this, don't say that, you and Dad have always treated me very well, never sorry for me, and never let me be wronged, I miss the time when the three of us lived together." ”
Han Chenmo helped Xu Jiaman sit up, he looked at the picture in front of him and couldn't help himself, he quietly turned his head and sniffed.
"Manman, don't let Auntie get too emotional." Han Chenmo persuaded softly.
Xu Jiaman nodded knowingly, she covered her mouth and tried desperately to stop herself from crying, but her body couldn't help but tremble and sob.
Shen Ruoyun shed two lines of tears and instructed: "Manman, finding your family is my last wish, don't let me die blindly." ”
Xu Jiaman looked at her weak appearance, and at this moment she said that Xu Jiaman would not refuse.
"Okay, I'll try, but even if I recognize each other, I won't change my name, and you and Dad will always be my mom and dad, so it won't change." Xu Jiaman had to take a step back, but she also had her own bottom line.
Shen Ruoyun tried hard to look at Xu Jiaman's face, she wanted to remember her daughter's appearance firmly, maybe it was a glance, and a look less.
Han Chenmo took a deep breath and sent a message to Assistant Shen, asking him to investigate all the information about Xu Jiaman as soon as possible and find her biological parents.
Shen Ruoyun was in a daze, and she didn't know when she fell asleep again, which was actually a symptom of extreme weakness.
Xu Jiaman wiped away his tears and said to himself: "My mother will get better, there is nothing to cry about." She clenched her lips tightly and pulled out a smile that was worse than crying.
"Tell me, am I right?" Xu Jiaman looked at Han Chenmo, her misty eyes were full of pleading, she just wanted Han Chenmo to deceive her now, tell her that Shen Ruoyun was actually saved, and would witness her standing at the highest point in the world and holding the trophy.
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