She did feel that she was alive, as if she was missing something.

Wealth? Power? Fame?

Uh, uh, yes, it should, neither!

She doesn't really have much to pursue about these.

Although she has opened a lot of stores, she is just looking for things to do and not letting herself be so idle, and as for making money, it is also by the way.

In fact, she doesn't do anything, and she can also live a life with peace of mind, even in this dilapidated era, no one can do anything to her.

Obviously, she doesn't seem to lack anything, but sometimes, as life passes, she always feels so boring, and she can't say why it's boring.

I always feel that this kind of life seems to be meaningless?

Living, as if waiting for the day of twilight?

What, then, is the point of all this wealth, power, and fame?

When she thought of this, she couldn't help but feel very distressed.

The key is that in this world, there are almost no people who can talk to her. If you go outside and ask a random person what is the meaning of life, they will definitely tell her: earn money! Family! Marry a daughter-in-law! Children! Solve the problem of firewood, rice, oil and salt! Live a good life! If possible, become an official, take power, and climb up step by step until you reach the peak of power! Or make some fame and fortune and leave a name in history......

Needless to say, the answer is basically these.

Of course, she didn't despise these people, she just felt that she didn't fit in with them.

It's hard to talk to them!

Thinking of this, she suddenly realized that what she lacked, in fact, was someone who could communicate with her!

There are so many people, and only Ah Hai is the closest to this person who can have a heart to her.

Perhaps, this has something to do with Ahai's amnesia.

It is precisely because of the amnesia that she is like a blank sheet of paper, and after the amnesia, the first person she met was her, so it was easy to accept her concepts, and she was never surprised by her thoughts.

If it weren't for that, she felt that it would be very difficult for anyone in this era to accept her ideas. If Ah Hai did not have amnesia, even if they had previous experiences, their cognition would definitely be divergent, and there would be many incompatibilities.

Even, they have long since parted ways!

After all, the human mind is stubborn!

In particular, it is very difficult to change a certain idea after accepting it for a long time!

What's more, under the background of this era, people are thinking like this, and you suddenly appear different, that is, you are the enemy of the times!

Fan Siran felt that when she met Ah Hai, if he hadn't lost his memory, they probably wouldn't have today's development, and she wouldn't have revealed the secrets of space to him - although she didn't reveal much to him now, but, at least, she took him in.

This shows that she trusts him.

Ah Hai's current concept, so to speak, was given by her.

She was his mentor.

This is also the reason why they have hardly been divided over the years.

"Ah Hai, if, in the future, you recover your memory, will you become another person?" She asked drunkenly, rubbing against him in his arms.

Ah Hai could only write and answer: No, even if I recover my memory, I will still be the person I am now.

Fan Siran glanced at the words on the screen, they were a little unclear, they were obviously two or three lines of words, but in her eyes, it seemed to have many lines.

Apparently, she was a little dazzled.

"Forget it." She didn't see it clearly, so she didn't bother to look at it, and then laughed, "Actually, if you don't become another person, what does it have to do with me, right?" ”

Although he is a rare person who can communicate with himself, sooner or later, there will be a barrier between them - because of his life experience!

It would be nice if it could be like before!

But, at the moment, there is already a big difference.

Sandwiched between the Jingzhong Marquis Mansion and the Prime Minister's Mansion, even if he doesn't want to accept these, as time goes by, there will always be a day when people give in!

That's what she thinks.

After all, he is not like himself!

She can do whatever she wants, how she loves, but he can't!

Hou's Mansion is his home, but it is also a cage!

If he didn't have amnesia and had his previous thoughts, maybe he wouldn't feel that this was a cage, because this era is like this!

Existence is reasonable!

Just like the existence of the emperor, no one thinks there is anything wrong with it!

Fan Siran can actually see that Ah Hai doesn't like the life of the Hou Mansion, even if he is in the Hou Mansion, many of his behaviors are incompatible with the Hou Mansion!

Fortunately, he is in a state of amnesia, so no one thinks he is abnormal.

Although she knew that he didn't like it, but this was his home after all, and she couldn't persuade him: since you don't like it, then leave quickly!

Persuade a person to run away from home, cough cough......

She felt that it was a little weird, so she didn't persuade him so much.

At this moment, although her mind is a little unclear and drunk, her mind is very active, she thinks about a lot of things, and turns thousands of thoughts, "Ah Hai, you know, I have a lot of words, in this world, but I will only tell you and share with you, you are the only one who has this treatment, do you know why?" ”

Ah Hai shook his head.

She said slowly: "Because, only you, are willing to listen to me." ”

He smiled stupidly, and continued: "After so many years, I have found that no matter what I say, you will listen very carefully, even if it is something very boring and boring. ”

"Just like now, you're always so serious and patient."

"People like me who like to chatter, I guess, no one wants to listen to me a lot, and even if they do, they must want to get some benefits from me, so they will listen hard."

"You're different."

"You are unique in this world."

Listening to her, Ah Hai wrote: You are also unique in this world.

This time, Fan Siran saw the words on the screen clearly, couldn't help but smile, and nestled in his arms - because of the effect of alcohol, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it, and she didn't even think about the question of whether it was appropriate or not, just because she was willing to do it, and he didn't object, so that's it.

Besides, she has done such a thing before, and it is not the first time.

After that, she chattered a little more, and then fell asleep in his arms.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Ah Hai was a little unaccustomed to it, for fear of disturbing her, so he maintained his original posture, holding her and not moving.

A pair of eyes, staring at the little face that scraped against him from time to time.

Looking at her, she slept quite deeply.

Occasionally, he will talk in his dreams, intermittently:

"Ah Hai, you say, what has become of Floating Dream Island now?"

"Suddenly, a little, I want to go back."

"I kind of miss life in the paradise."

"I don't know what's going on with that manor on the Continent."

"The reconstruction of White Horse Town, after so long, should be almost completed, right?"

"I want to go home, I want to go back to my old world......"

"But, you know what? The world that belonged to me is no longer there......"

"Dad, Mom, I, I miss you so much......"

"You guys, don't leave me, okay?"

Listening to her whispering, Ah Hai lowered his eyes to look at her, but saw that tears suddenly welled up from the corners of her eyes, a sad emotion appeared on her face, slightly surprised, and couldn't help but stretch out her hand, gently wiped her up, wiped away the tears that kept pouring out, very careful, afraid of waking her up.