"It's all over anyway, there are still many things to do in the future, things to try."

It's just that Chen Dawei just finished saying this, but he didn't want to laugh out loud on the spot, he felt quite sensitive, but he didn't have any intention of resisting and resisting, he just asked in a low voice: "Then how do you say I should end it?" It's up to you to end my life, it's futile to do so now. ”

"But if you don't try, won't the result be even more unacceptable? If you could, you would just think it was a nightmare, and now, it's sober, isn't that good? After Chen Dawei finished explaining, he heard a "ha" laugh again, and then, as if there was no accident, he was asked rhetorically: "Nightmare?" Can all that real grief really be as if nothing happened? I haven't been able to stay awake for a long time, and my body is constantly restless, instinctively wanting to reject your so-called salvation, but now I don't want to waste your kindness. ”

Hearing this, in fact, it also means that there is still the possibility of blackening being dominated by desire, and she herself can clearly know that it is not long before she can stay awake, and it is impossible to really offset all the sins on her body because of Ye Qing's help, so before Chen Dawei could say anything, she added another sentence: "If you say that this is a nightmare, then I am also in a dream now, can I ask you to end my dream later?" ”

Do you want to kill her yourself? This is the first thought that comes to mind, but now, in the eye contact with Zhao, it seems that there is only the choice of refusal and promise, and she obviously just wants Chen Dawei to promise and decide her fate as much as possible when she is sober, just like at the beginning, thousands of years ago, when Zhao chose to sacrifice himself, he just wanted others to agree, history always has many striking similarities, and this time is no exception.

"If I refuse, will you think I'm hypocritical? It's not refreshing enough, and then I can't let you talk with me again with peace of mind, and spend too much time to stay san? In that case, even if it is a lie that I know, as long as I put you at ease, I will violate my conscience and promise your please, but if you want me to do it, I know very well that I really can't do it. Chen Dawei didn't have the slightest intention of hiding or being pretentious, what he wanted to express was very simple, even if he agreed, it was impossible for him to really do it, if he had to make a promise.

"Then I'll ask you one more question." For such an answer, Zhao also seemed to have an impression, and he didn't feel any surprise, and the answer to the question was Chen Dawei's answer, and then he wanted to ask a very simple and direct question: "Why did you do this to me?" Is it the majority of the pity for me? ”

"It's the reason for possession.,The original purpose was promised because of the relationship between the two of Yueyu and Kakuto.,Wait until you contact Sister Zhao.,Convince you to rebel against your fate.,In this long night,What you and I have experienced,What we know,Gradually become more,The original idea,It's changed.,I pity you for the fact.,It's just that before that,I don't know if you learned from Yueyu her.,How did I spend the past seven days.,No.,Even from the time I set out to the castle tower to participate in the Tianshan gathering.,How did I spend the days, Maybe she doesn't have the time or heart to tell you that. Chen Dawei's face did not change when he saw the photo, in fact, he clearly knew that Yue Yu had not told the photo too much about himself, because of the resurrection photo, until now, they didn't even have enough time to catch up, and in this long night, there were constant vicious fights, struggles, powerless wars, how many people died, damned, not deserved, it was just what happened not long ago.

But I really didn't know what the meaning of Chen Dawei was saying this now, and even she couldn't help but chuckle and asked, "I just know the name of your little ghost, so what do you want to say?" ”

"I just want to say that what I experienced during this time, compared to all the risks of this night, is actually not much different, it is also a constant battle, a constant crisis, every time it is a scarred struggle, every time it is an exhausted coma, day after day, even the purpose of my first visit to the Tianshan gathering, because I can't think too much about it. I'll talk about what happened to me at the beginning, the first time I walked on the road, I could provoke Si Wuchang, who was so bored that he went crazy, and asked us to pass the time of the journey, at that time, it was easy for him to kill us, and Ye Qing and I had to survive under his boredom. Then, I was kidnapped by a playful girl who was off the line, Purple Night, and I couldn't choose at all, in order to comply with her, I had to do something to come out, and then, when I encountered the killing of the monks of the Sky Guard Mountain, and provoked with Queen Sand Night and her gang, I was trapped in the fantasy world for a few days, and I found a way to escape outside. came out, and encountered a bad thing, for that incident, he tried his life, one person into the Tianshan team, killed several beasts, at that time, it was the first time to really contact the nightmare, that is, my bull head mask, convicted, it was only on the way to the Tianshou Mountain, after that battle, if it wasn't for someone in the end, maybe, I really wanted to give Bai Yunxian to take the life of her mountain disciple, at that time, I really felt that I couldn't do it. ”

Chen Dawei suddenly talked about his own affairs, and even Ye Qing on the side couldn't help but want to listen to it, but after hearing it, his heart was tightened again, and Zhao looked at him with some surprise, but he didn't say anything out loud, because Chen Dawei hadn't finished speaking.

"Speaking of which, the person who saved me was still foolish, but after that, I killed him with my own hands." It's just that there was a big turn of events all of a sudden, and Zhao's face was somewhat ugly, even if she clearly knew that there was an inside story, she also had an impulse to scold Chen Dawei himself, how could he say it so easily? For a person who saved himself, I still can't figure it out!

"Then,Contact the cherry blossom full moon,Coincidentally,Let the moon in her mask regain her sleeping consciousness.,And then for a while,I had a certain purpose.,To provoke a lot of nightmares that were released in advance.,It's a series of battles.,And I'm tired of being injured.,Completely lay down.,And at that time,Kakutu appeared.,I was entangled.,It's another vicious battle.,Yueyu didn't come to stop it.,I think she didn't quite understand which side of Gagutu's camp was at the time.。 Although I didn't ask this, I actually knew that if I thought about it a lot, I knew that Yueyu didn't trust anyone, let alone Kagutu, who was enjoying a thousand years of peace here.

But no one would have thought that Chen Dawei would have experienced so many things, no, there are more to come, when he passed through the underground secret passage, the nightmare ghosts who were released there launched an attack, and finally relied on consuming all the karma to offset those sins, in exchange for the unsolved miracle of the reshaping of the golden Buddha statue.

And after that? After reaching the Tianshan Mountain, what happened, what happened to Chen Dawei in the past seven days, and he was entangled, and there was a period of time that it can be said slowly, Ling Fengyun's hidden arrow hurt people to the back and directly hurt Mu Xiaoxiao, threatening himself with Mo Mo. Tianyu used the bizarre death accident to blame him, Chen Dawei was considered a prisoner by the castle tower, and even everyone at the time, but at the beginning, the incident of treating him like a pig and a dog had already made him hate all the castle towerers, even Tianyu was the same. Moreover, the gambling contract with the Queen of the Sand Night, the unfair treatment at the martial arts competition, and the self-sacrifice when saving Mu Xiaoxiao, there are too many things that can be said, as long as the people who listen to it, they can feel it personally, a strong sense of tragedy, and then see Chen Dawei, no one thinks that this person is simply a weed with super tenacious vitality, but what is he talking about so many things about himself?

"I just want to attend the Tianshan gathering, watch the martial arts competition, and by the way, give all the fate obtained by coincidence to the castle tower, maybe then there will be no riot here, and maybe everything can be resolved. But it's not that I want to use all the karma at all, even if I'm an ordinary person who doesn't have the slightest bit of karma, am I still wrong? However, what I want has nothing to do with what happened to me, it's not that I don't want to choose it, but I have no choice but to fight for myself and live, and then I want to crush all the plans of the conspirators, and I want to end everything as soon as possible. The significance of Chen Dawei speaking of this is already obvious, according to his own unfair fate, he can't choose by himself, so what about Chen Dawei himself, who is more tragic? Does he want these things to happen? No, not at all, does he experience less sadness and pain than others? No, not necessarily.

Zhao is because she doesn't know how to live, because she was resurrected by someone and participates in these boring struggles, but Chen Dawei, who is bent on doing good deeds, doesn't he know what he should do? Yes, the meaning from the beginning has long been lost, those are not what he wants, however, he was not given the opportunity to choose at all along the way.

"So that's how you've been these days." She just said this sentence instinctively, because Zhao was not qualified to sympathize at all, and the other party did not need her to sympathize.

"Well, that's how I lived, can I imagine dealing with those who are strong before I come? Going to a martial arts tournament? I can't think of it, and I can't choose my fate at all, but since it happened, I have to fight, try to live for myself, and then, to make fun of these fates and give my own choice, because, I have a heart that wants to live, I can't die, and there are still many people waiting for me, waiting for me to save them, according to your words, haven't you done a good job? Resisting fate until now, with such strength, it also makes the person who beat your idea completely disappointed, it is all the result of fighting for your own life, fate is so ridiculous, but, we all won the final victory, isn't this enough? Chen Dawei didn't think much about how many tragedies happened to him, anyway, when he went to the alchemy fortress of the Augustus Continent, he was unlucky as soon as he went out, this time he may be used to the tragic process, but as long as he is alive, it is enough.

"I have a little bit of a desire to continue to live, it turns out that in this world, there are people who are more tragic than me, compared to you, I really don't have the right to say how sad I am." Zhao's answer was very direct, although what Chen Dawei said couldn't help but feel ashamed, but at least it was a very good turn, but this was not exactly the superficial meaning, or just an excuse for Zhao, how much she carried, how much she bore, in fact, she really didn't have to worry too much, as Chen Dawei said, it was a nightmare, and now you should be sober!