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It seems that the arrival of Yoko Yamada is indeed equivalent to giving Lingling a shot of strength, her brows finally relaxed, and the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, I feel that the dawn is just around the corner, as long as she doesn't make a phone call tonight, tomorrow Li Mantian will take the students on the plane, and they will be intercepted by Deputy Captain Zhou when they are transiting in Shanghai, even if my mission is successfully completed, the rest is the matter of the police.

The play against Lingling is finished, but the knot between me and Yoko Yamada has not yet been resolved, and I glanced at Miyamoto Iyo, and she drank with Lingling in understanding.

Lingling is an old driver, she knows that if she wants to gain a foothold here, she must coax Miyamoto Iyo, so she is very bold, and the degree of sake is not high, she always makes a glass by herself to make Miyamoto Iyo mean.

I think it won't be long before she gets drunk, so I'm not worried that she'll be in touch with Li Mantian again.

Seeing that Yoko Yamada ate some snacks with a heavy heart, it seemed that she had no appetite, and after I ate a little bit of something, I whispered to Lingling: "You have to accompany Miss Miyamoto well, I will take this policewoman to the next door." ”

Lingling didn't know what to do, but nodded happily to me: "Don't worry, my performance on the table will not be worse than your performance on the tatami mat!" ”

I got up and took Yoko Yamada's hand, and instead of going to the bedroom or study, I walked her out of the villa, standing next to her car, and first brought her your bear hug kiss, but it was obvious that she no longer had the passion of the past, and was just doing routine business with me.

After all, she was wearing a uniform, and it was not good to be seen by others, I asked her to get into the car, and the two of them sat in the back seat, I kissed her again and asked, "Listen to Idai, the new police department has been crazy about pursuing you?" ”

Yoko Yamada smiled a little awkwardly and didn't say anything.

I reached out and took her in my arms, and explained to her solemnly: "Yoko, you really have to tell grandpa when you go back, our marriage may not be fulfilled, because I can't explain many things clearly. In short, in the next few years, I may have to stay in China, at least finish college, and I can't say whether I will come here in the future. Your studies at the police academy should have been completed, and now you have become Michiko Miyamoto's personal bodyguard, it is unrealistic for you to go to our country, and if you wait here, I'm afraid it will delay you, so my idea is that if that police department is good, you can choose him. ”

Yoko Yamada sighed and smiled reluctantly, "He proposed to me last week, but I didn't agree. In your current situation, I also told my grandfather, and he meant to respect my choice. ”

"Yoko," I said, "let's be each other's confidantes, or to put it in the fashionable phrase these days, when we meet the next time we graduate from college, if you're not married, I'm not married, then we'll live together again, okay?" ”

Yoko Yamada stared at me for a moment and asked, "Can you tell me whether your final choice is Lu Yuxin or Song Nina?" ”

It seems that Yoko Yamada has also seen that I must choose one of the two of them in my life, and I don't want to be perfunctory to her on this issue, at least to show that I respect her enough.

"What do you say, Yoko." I said very seriously: "If you are measured by the standard of a wife, you are the person I want to marry the most in this world." Because of this, it's really hard for me to choose between the two of them, and I don't want to hide it from you, I have already had a relationship with Lu Yuxin, but not with Song Nina, under normal circumstances, I should refuse Song Nina, but it is always difficult to speak. ”

Yoko Yamada nodded and said, "It's understandable, because you're afraid of hurting her, just like you treat me, if you hadn't heard Idai say that the current police department is pursuing me, I'm afraid you wouldn't have said that kind of thing just now, right?" ”

Yoko Yamada was right, in fact, before I left here last time, I had already treated her as my wife, and she served me like her husband, and if it weren't for the police department pursuing her frantically, I would definitely not have said goodbye to her.

Now that all the words have come to this, I don't think I can be slimy anymore, so I reiterated again: "Yoko, I really want you to be happy for a lifetime, and you should also know that you are definitely not a disgusting girl, with my true thoughts in my heart, even if I can't marry you in this life, I hope you can be my Qingren for the rest of my life, that would be too unfair to you." ”

Yoko Yamada suddenly raised her head, looked at me quietly for a while, and then reached out to touch my face, and said: "The Buddha said that looking back five hundred times in the past life is exchanged for a passing shoulder in this life; 500 times in the past life passed by, in exchange for an encounter in this life; 500 encounters in the past life in exchange for an acquaintance in this life; 500 acquaintances in the past life in exchange for one acquaintance in this life; 500 times of acquaintance in the past life, in exchange for a love in this life. Anyway, we really loved each other once, right? And our love is the result of 500 times of looking back in the previous life, 500 times of passing by, 500 times of encounter, 500 times of acquaintance and 500 times of acquaintance, and it is enough to have one. ”

When she said this, her expression was not sensational at all, but she couldn't hide her true feelings, I was really deeply moved, and almost said: "Yoko, wait for me, I won't marry you in this life!" ”

But reason tells me that this sentence can't be said nonsense, because in this world, I can at least say the same sentence to Lu Yuxin, Song Nina and Yoko Yamada at the same time.

And if I say it, I can only fulfill my promise to one of them, and for the other two, it means deception.

Of the three of them, I don't want to deceive, so I can't say anything like that to anyone, everything is left to fate, let time help me choose, or wait for them to make a choice to give up on me.

With nothing to say, I could only reach out and put my arms around her neck and kiss her deeply.

After a while, she gently pushed me away and said with a smile: "You better restrain yourself, don't wait until the passion is overflowing, and you pat your chest and make a promise to me in a daze, but in the case of not being able to cash in, you live in a panic all day, not only afraid of hurting me, but also afraid that my sudden appearance will disrupt your life." ”

What she said was really reasonable, and more importantly, when she said this, she acted very calmly and rationally, without the despair of compassion, which made me feel a little relieved.

I slowly let go and smiled a little awkwardly: "I'm sorry, Yoko, just like there is a saying in my country, it is called no diamond, don't do porcelain work." Since I can't give you a marriage, I shouldn't have a relationship with you. I cannot take you as a wife, neither can I possess your body. I ......"

Before I could finish speaking, Yoko Yamada suddenly pounced on me and directly pressed me down and kissed me desperately.

While being stunned by her sudden behavior, I was deeply aware that in fact, she had been suppressing herself, and her love for me had never diminished.

And that's where I am most conflicted, I want her to love me madly and passionately, but I am afraid that this love will ruin us.

Just now, when I hugged and kissed her so much outside the car, her cold and routine reaction actually made me feel very lost. But now, when she couldn't contain her emotions and suddenly erupted like a volcano, I felt scared again, afraid that I couldn't bear her hot emotions.

"Sir, do you know?" Yoko Yamada suddenly cried: "Yoko misses you so much, Yoko can't stand what he thinks, woo-"

She lay on top of me, kissing me and crying, tears falling down my face, and I was overwhelmed for a moment.

Just as I was racking my brain to think about what language and words to use to comfort her who was grief-stricken, she suddenly sat up from me again, took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears, and after a while said, "Well, I remember your advice, and if possible, I will accept the marriage proposal of the police department." Let's go, Idai and the young lady are still waiting for you! ”

I'm with Yoko Yamada, it's not a day or two, I know her character too well, studying at the police academy, and lurking in Michiko Miyamoto's company in the past, I have long honed her character very calm and restrained, and it will definitely not be like Song Nina who rose and fell in an instant, she suddenly exploded just now, there must be some reason.

I suddenly remembered that before I returned to China, when I was with her, she had never taken any safety measures, and at that time she decided to stay here for the rest of her life, and she also wanted to use her grandfather's Watanabe group, and at that time she also asked for my opinion, I thought it would be better to let her conceive my child, so that there would be no need to talk to Lu Yuxin more.

And between me and Yoko Yamada, Lu Yuxin has basically acquiesced, and the most unbearable thing for her is that Qian Ying inserts a pole from it.

Thinking of this, I reached out and grabbed her shoulders on both sides, turned her whole body to face me, and asked, "Yoko, are you pregnant with my child?" ”

Yoko Yamada was stunned, and asked with a stunned face, "...... you How could it suddenly occur to you that I was going to conceive your child? ”

"I remember when you were on the island you asked me if I wanted to take safety measures, and I didn't ask you to do that. On a few occasions after we came back from the island, we were together, and you didn't take any safety measures again, and you were planning to stop your public office and concentrate on your husband and children at home. I made a silent calculation, and then said, "It's been more than two months since the last time we were on Watanabe Island, so if you're pregnant with our child, you should be able to check it out now, right?" ”