Mu Hongsheng's letter made Gu Yilan upset for an afternoon. Does she like Mu Zhengyi? Of course I do!

Since Tongshan, Mu Zhengyi has naturally walked into her heart, making her think quietly and silently, but she never dares to express this thought.

Because Gu Yilan knew that she and him were not suitable.

It's not just her past that's not just her past, it's also their origins.

Mu Zhengyi returned to Beijing in June to marry a wife, this matter is not a secret, and everyone in Beijing knows about it. Of course, the criteria for choosing a wife in the Anguo Mansion are not a secret, and everyone in Manjing knows and knows it.

Originally, these things had nothing to do with Gu Yilan, she was just Mu Hongsheng's friend, nothing more. Gu Yilan admitted that when she approached Mu Hongshang at the beginning, it was indeed because she was reborn in a lifetime and wanted to plan for her future, which meant that she had a bit of a sense of taking advantage of the situation.

She hoped that her grandfather could have further contacts with An Guogong and occupy a favorable position in the battle for the first assistant after Lin Xiang's return to his hometown. She is the daughter of the Gu family, and she can only be good when the Gu family is good, so she deliberately approached Mu Hongshang at the beginning of her rebirth, and she wanted to curry favor, hoping to become friends with this big-eyed girl.

But I don't know when it started, she hadn't thought about her original purpose for a long time, and she began to really regard Mu Hongshang as a friend, maybe not just a friend. After being reborn, she thought that she lived more transparently than others, although the sisters of the Gu family were all community of interests, but they each had their own calculations, and in the two lives, she could not communicate with them when she interacted with them.

Carrying the heavy secret of rebirth alone, she has actually been very lonely all along. In her last life, she only had Zheng Chongjing as a scumbag in her eyes, she was not close to her sisters at home, and she had no friends, Zheng Chongjing was hers, living in the illusory world that Zheng Chongjing carefully created for her, she had almost no self, no ideas, and only that scum mold in her eyes

And in this life, from the moment she opened her eyes, she wanted to change her fate, and she didn't dare to relax for a moment, and she didn't dare to trust others, even her family. In order to give herself a different way out, in order to let the Gu family have a different ending, she really did a lot of unbearable things.

From deliberately approaching Mu Hongshang at the beginning, Qu Yi flattered her, and later hinted that her father curryed favor with the fifth master of the Lin family and matched the Chunzhou Thorn Shi who wanted to defect, all of which she did.

How shameless she is like this! Gu Yilan couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly. How can she be so dark and selfish, worthy of Master Mu.

She is not worthy of Prince Mu, nor is she worthy of a friend like Hongshang. Red Dress ...... Thinking of this big-eyed girl, Gu Yilan couldn't help but smile warmly. I don't know when she started, she almost forgot the purpose of her first approach to Mu Hongsheng. As long as she saw Mu Hongshang's sunny smile, she felt happy.

This girl's smile seems to be able to really clear away all the haze, the first time she saw Mu Hongsheng showing a happy smile to her, it was still the day when she was reborn not long ago, that smile was like the sun in spring, making her feel that the painful past in her previous life seemed to be gone with the wind all at once, everything was fine, and it was all over.

Maybe since then, Mu Hongsheng's meaning to her has been different, right? She began to associate with her like a real friend, or even a sister, with all sincerity, wishing her well, wishing her happiness.

But so what? It can't be erased that when she approached Mu Hongshang at the beginning, her purpose was not pure, and she wanted to take advantage of it.

So she was ashamed, ashamed, and hoped to be doubly good to Mu Hongsheng. Gu Yilan thought that this was probably some kind of subtle psychology between yearning and making up, right? Mu Hongshang is too good, and she is too bad, so she sees Mu Hongshang as good everywhere, and wants to do her best to get close to her and be good to her.

About because of this, when she saw Mu Zhengyi at the foot of Tongshan Mountain, and heard that her life-saving benefactor was Mu Hongsheng's brother, she suddenly had a strong sense of good fortune towards Mu Zhengyi, and this good impression developed into a liking within a few days, and she liked it very much, and she liked it so much that she couldn't wait to give her heart to Mu Zhengyi. But she didn't dare. She felt unworthy.

In the first days, Gu Yilan was a little self-loathing, why did she covet Mu Hongshang's perfect brother when she was dark and shameless? But she couldn't control her desire to care about and worry about Mu Zhengyi. Gu Yilan thought, maybe she showed some clues in her last letter, and Mu Hongshang saw it, so she specially wrote to ask, right? After all, Red Clothes have always been extremely intelligent.

Mu Hongsheng's letter, Gu Yilan didn't know how to reply. She likes Mu Zhengyi, but she is ashamed to admit it.

In this life, she doesn't have much expectation about getting married. In her previous life, she tried her best to pay for Zheng Chongjing, but in exchange for a scar, she was very discouraged about marriage and relationships.

She even thought about living according to the advice of her grandfather and grandmother in this life, she would marry whoever they asked her to marry, anyway, as long as the Gu family was good, she would not live badly in her husband's family. As for what kind of person her future husband will be and whether she will like her, she has never considered it.

She has planned everything, no matter who she is, her grandfather and grandmother can live if she thinks it is good, and she can live it, but she can't bear it...... It's a big deal that she is more virtuous, and carries a few more concubines into the door, and out of sight is clean. It's actually good to have no feelings and expectations for your future husband, so you won't be sad and sad.

As long as the Gu family can stand, no matter what, the husband's family has to take care of her mother's face, and it will be good to her. She will be a qualified housewife, and she will live well, peacefully until she is old.

It's just Mu Hongsheng's letter, but it shattered her originally calm heart. She originally planned to hold Mu Zhengyi in a corner of her heart forever and seal it firmly. But Mu Hongsheng's letter gave birth to an uncontrollable desire in her heart.

She and Mu Zhengyi ...... Is there really a future? It doesn't work, right?! They don't fit! She is the granddaughter of a scholar of Gu University, and she married to the Anguo Mansion, for fear that it will attract the emperor's taboo. You can't make trouble for the Anguo Mansion, and you can't make trouble for Mu Zhengyi.

Gu Yilan, who was distraught, was stunned for an afternoon when she sent Mu Hongsheng's letter, and she didn't know how to spend dinner at dinner, after she returned to the room at night, she washed up early and went to bed, and sent Fang Zhi and Fang Xin away.

However, all night, Gu Yilan didn't fall asleep, just stared silently at the bed tent.

It wasn't until three years later that the upset Gu Yilan remembered that she had actually received two letters, one from Xie Shurou, and she hadn't opened it yet!