My brain seemed to be constantly receiving this information, someone was calling me Young Master Su, the voice was so clear, so clear that I woke up because of this, I slowly opened my eyes in a splitting headache.

However, when I saw the real world clearly, I found that no one was calling me, and what I saw when I opened my eyes was just a group of strange spectators and Cao Ziyue's people.

Cao Ziyue saw that I was awake, his expression changed suddenly, he couldn't help but kick me again, and scolded: "Cao, I fucking thought you were playing dead with me!" ”

The kick was not light, but I didn't seem to feel the pain anymore, my mind wasn't here, and I was now immersed in an inexplicable sadness that invaded my limbs and bones, and I couldn't escape it.

At this moment, I have understood that I am not a beggar wandering around the world without a father or mother, I am also a person with a background, but the memories of the past are too painful, and I instinctively reject, so that those fragments can't form a complete picture anyway, I can't remember what happened to me before, the only thing I can be sure of is that I seem to be surnamed Su, I can feel that someone used to call me Young Master Su.

It's just that no matter how much I remember, I can't remember my full name, as long as I think deeply, my head will tear and hurt, and I can't think about it anymore, I just don't think about it anymore, I don't pay attention to Cao Ziyue, I only rely on my own strength, slowly get up from the ground, and then, I leaned over and slowly left step by step.

The more Cao Zi saw that I ignored him, he became angry again, he was like a kraft candy, he entangled me again, and shouted at me: "Damn, Lao Tzu is talking to you, are you deaf?" ”

My current body still seems to be declining, but my heart is in a state of volcanic eruption, too many emotions entangle me, making me very painful and irritable, and this Cao Zi is more and more irritable, let me be more and more irritable, I am faintly restless and emotionally spurted, I suddenly straightened my back, glared at Cao Ziyue angrily, and yelled: "Get out!" ”

This word was earth-shattering, my originally hoarse voice, but at this moment it burst out into a loud voice, which calmed Cao Ziyue at once, and he looked at me dumbfounded, his face full of astonishment and disbelief.

In an instant, I felt as if I had changed as a person, my eyes were red, my whole body was full of anger, my momentum was majestic, there was no weakness and inferiority at all, I clearly felt that my life experience was not ordinary, I just lost my memory, it was this blank memory that made me humble for so long, but from now on, I don't have to look up to anyone anymore.

With this fierce momentum, I took a new step and left quickly.

Cao Ziyue came back to his senses and wanted to rush over to chase me, but his brother stopped him in time and persuaded: "Forget it, Ziyue, this person seems to be crazy, don't really make any trouble!" ”

Cao Ziyue listened to this person's words, and seemed to realize something, he didn't chase me anymore, just stared at my back tightly.

I ignored everything, step by step out of the crowd, and when I entered a secluded road with no people, I unconsciously stopped, I looked at the endless ahead, and thought, where should I go?

Since I know that I am a person with status, I definitely don't want to continue to be a beggar that everyone spurns, if I can, I actually want to recover my memory and find my family, but this kind of thing is not something I want to do, I still don't know anything about the past, I don't know where my home is, I don't know how to find my family, my head is also blocked, I can't remember more of the past, I just try to remember, I only have a headache.

Now, the question I have to face is, if I don't want to be a beggar anymore, then what can I do, I'm just a waste, I can't do anything, what kind of way can I survive except begging?

Suddenly, I thought of the old beggar, he was like a spiritual light, at first glance in my mind, I originally thought that he was a crazy old man, but now think about it calmly, in addition to teaching me to practice martial arts, other times are actually quite normal, and some of his words seem to be full of some deep meaning, he always tells me not to give up, he thinks that I will turn over one day, he values me, will continue to look for me.

In the past, I was habitually rejecting this crazy old man, and I didn't want to change myself, so I didn't take care of the old beggar, but now, I want to change the status quo, I really want to turn over, I don't want to be discriminated against, spurned by others, I don't want to be inferior to a dog, I want to be an upright person, I want to be treated equally, at least, I want to have the right to pursue love.

The more I thought about it, the firmer my will became, and a strong belief sprouted in my heart, and my future was no longer confused, and I found a clear goal, and without further ado, immediately, I began to look for the old beggar's way.

It's just that when you don't want to see him, he can always appear in front of you, out of nowhere. When you want to find him, he is like a master in the world, disappearing and missing.

I can't find him, I am inevitably anxious, and at the same time I faintly regret it, regret that I didn't believe him, at least, I should have given it a try, anyway, I'm alone, nothing, nothing to be deceived, if the old beggar is a liar, I don't suffer, but if what he said is true, then I will make a lot of money, this kind of sure thing, why did I miss it in the first place?

Unfortunately, it was useless to regret it now, and the old beggar seemed to be completely disappointed in me, and for many days he did not appear again, and no matter how much I looked for him, I could not find any trace of him.

In the search, half a month has passed, I still have not found the old beggar, but ushered in the annual Chinese New Year's Eve, the new year is coming, thousands of lights are lit, every household has entered a festive and fiery atmosphere, this Spring Festival, for the Chinese people, is the most important festival, but for me, it is the loneliest festival, others are a family reunion, and I am lonely.

The whole city was jubilant and lively, and I was even more desolate in this strong festive atmosphere. I am still wearing that torn cotton jacket, walking alone on the street, everywhere I see is red, but my eyes are full of vastness, my heart is also gloomy, I have not found the old beggar for so long, I have no hope, I also realize that my life may be like this, I can not turn over, can only be a beggar, a lifetime of wandering, a lifetime of begging.

It's just that there is no endless road, when I was discouraged, God suddenly opened his eyes again, I actually met the old beggar again, that is, on Chinese New Year's Eve, at noon, I passed by a restaurant, and happened to see the old beggar beaten by several security guards at the door of this hotel, and those people beat the old beggar while scolding him: "Let you steal food, let you steal food!" ”

This scene is very tragic, the old beggar may have stolen and eaten people's things, so he was beaten by the group, he was beaten and kicked by these young and strong people, he looked really pitiful, he was lying on the ground, there was no power to fight back, just screamed in pain. Obviously, he was in a lot of pain, but fortunately, the security guards did not kill him, and after teaching the old beggar a lesson, they stopped and told him to get out of here.

I saw this scene, the whole heart was cold, the cruelty of reality made me shatter unrealistic illusions, I thought that the old beggar might really have martial arts, maybe he couldn't find him, the more I felt that he was the old fairy who saw the head of the dragon and couldn't see the end, I was still regretting before, I missed the old fairy like this, but at this moment, I deeply realized that everything was just the desire born from the bottom of my heart, and it was I who was too eager to change, so I had expectations for this crazy old man.

The picture in front of me tells me that the old beggar is a poor beggar, he is the same as me, he is the lowest level of society, perhaps, he wants to get rid of this life in his bones, he will fantasize that he has peerless martial arts, and he will become crazy, but in fact, he is just a beggar who is so miserable that he needs to steal other people's food.

After being beaten, the old beggar was still a little unrepentant, he slowly got up from the ground, and muttered: "Didn't you just eat a chicken, is it necessary to beat so hard!" ”

After chattering, he patted his crumpled clothes before turning to leave.

After taking two steps, he suddenly found that I was standing on the side, staring at him directly, he immediately sped up two steps, came to me, and said with a smile: "Why are you kid here, have you figured it out, come to me to learn martial arts!" ”

I looked at him speechlessly, and said in a deep voice: "I originally figured it out and wanted to find you, but now I don't want to!" ”

After saying that, I didn't stay long, turned around and left.

The old beggar was not happy, so he quickly caught up with me and said, "Hey, how can you regret it, what a great opportunity this is for you, others want to worship me as a teacher, but I still don't agree!" ”

I turned my head to look at him a little impatiently, and asked, "Do you have martial arts?" You don't have martial arts to be beaten so badly, right? ”

Hearing me say this, the old beggar not only didn't feel ashamed, but said very heroically: "You don't understand this, as an old-timer, how can I be as knowledgeable as these juniors, they are all mortals, if I want to make a move, it will be either death or injury, which is not good, so I would rather let them fight, anyway, there will be no less meat!" ”

The old beggar said that he had a nose and eyes, as if he was really a fairy, and he did not see it like an ordinary man. Of course, I couldn't believe his nonsense, I only believed what I had just seen, and I was almost certain that the old beggar was a crazy old man who could only brag, so I didn't talk to him, and said bluntly: "Okay, you are great, you are powerful, but you are too powerful, I can't afford it, and I don't deserve to be your apprentice!" ”

The old beggar heard the sarcasm in my words, he blinked, looked at me, and asked, "Don't you believe that I am powerful?" ”

I had nothing to hide, so I said what was in my heart directly: "Yes, I don't believe it!" ”

As soon as he heard this, the old beggar's originally smiling face suddenly became extremely serious, he looked at me very seriously, his lips opened lightly, and he made an unfathomable voice: "Okay, then today I will let you open your eyes and see how awesome I am!" "To find this site, please search for "6 Mao" or enter the URL:.