Chapter 0057 - Gain and Loss

Of course, it would not be false to say that she would always be my goddess, but to say that she would always be young, I am afraid that even she herself knows that it is a lie, and I want to comfort her with praise, but I am afraid that she will take my comfort as a promise. What if I wait desperately until the day when I can marry her, and it is okay to be able to marry her, but what if I can't marry her unexpectedly?

Lu Yuxin has divorced Chen Zhiqiang, and the moral bottom line that blocks her and me is gone, but can I really love her regardless of everything?

The closer I got to Lu Yuxin, or the more likely it was to marry her, I realized that admiring, liking and loving someone is one thing, and marrying someone is another.

If I liked and loved Lu Yuxin at the beginning, and only one moral bottom line became an insurmountable obstacle, then now I have more scruples: first, will my uncle think that I have destroyed Chen Zhiqiang's family from beginning to end?

The second is that my parents can recognize a woman who has been married and has been married to Chen Zhiqiang, not to mention a woman who is seven or eight years older than me? In the north, there is a saying that female juniors hold gold bricks, but our custom in the south is: only men are allowed to be one layer older, that is, twelve years older, and women are not allowed to be one year older!

The third is Lu Yuxin's temperament, personality and living habits, it seems that she has changed a lot for me, and after I marry her, she will still care about me everywhere, and she will not show her true form because she can't bear it? I've seen her look many times when she started her surge, and I've always been very jealous of her from the bottom of my heart.

What if one day, as a daughter-in-law, recklessly launches a rush in front of my parents? The social phenomenon of discord between daughters-in-law has a tradition of thousands of years in China, and I am afraid that Lu Yuxin alone can not change it.

Fourth, out of the selfish nature of men, Lu Yuxin, as someone else's wife, liked to smell her at the beginning, and now she can also be held in her arms as a treasure, gnawing like a pig's trotters, and even feeling fresh and exciting.

And once she becomes my wife, and I am unbridled in intimacy, will I feel aggrieved by the thought that she has also been intimate with others in this way?

And also

In short, when it is really time to face marrying Lu Yuxin, there are too many problems and scruples in front of me, if it is just a one-night stand, a period of dew, all this can be ignored, and the problem will develop at this pace, it will not be like that at all.

Lu Yuxin asked me "is it true", and by the time I replied to her, "Of course it is true", the time was very short, but I thought too much.

My eyes are the windows of my soul, and my scruples, hesitations, and even uneasiness will definitely come out of my eyes, and Lu Yuxin will definitely be able to see it.

So she didn't show what I was worried about, just smiled and said, "Okay, it's not too early, let's go to school." ”

"Hey, then I'm leaving."

"Hmm."

In fact, I should really give her a bear hug, even if it is a little more presumptuous, but with a heart for fear of provoking the fire, I actually walked away without saying a word, when I closed the security door with a "bang", I suddenly regretted in my heart, and felt that I left without saying a word, for Lu Yuxin, it definitely means cruelty.

But I didn't look back, but reminded myself in my heart: Go quickly, or you'll be late.

In fact, this is an excuse to evade responsibility, what is it to be late, if you really love a woman with all your heart, I estimate that I may even give up my studies.

I ran to the school gate in one go, and suddenly saw the Mercedes-Benz that the leopard often drove stopped beside me, and before Song Nina got out of the car, she lowered the window glass and shouted at me: "Guodong"

Seeing her riding in the leopard's car again, thinking that Lu Yuxin said that she was the most suitable woman for me, unconsciously, my jealousy came up, glanced at her coldly, turned around and walked towards the school.

"Gordon!" Song Nina hurriedly rushed over, ignoring the many students passing by, reached out and grabbed my arm, and asked, "What's wrong with you, why don't you ignore me, it's not a leopard driving." ”

I was stunned, and when I turned around, I saw that it was her father Brother Song who was driving.

"Didi"

Brother Song looked at me and smiled, and actually honked the horn twice to greet me. It seems that he is no one anymore, how old is Song Nina, holding my hand in front of him, he can still smile at me.

Since he has a top hat in front of me, I can't just walk away without saying a word, if everything goes well, maybe he will be my future father-in-law, and I can't give up such an opportunity to confront him.

I took Song Nina's hand away from my arm, and she was stunned at first, and when she saw me turn around and walk towards the car, she immediately smiled.

I lowered my head and greeted Brother Song from the co-pilot's window: "Hello Uncle Song!" ”

Song Nina actually followed again, stretched out her hand and grabbed my arm again, I felt a little uncomfortable, but Brother Song asked unconsciously, "Xiao Zhang, how can you walk to school?" ”

"yes, it's not far from here anyway."

"Oh, do you know how to drive?"

I shook my head and said, "I haven't studied." ”

"Eighteen, huh?"

"Hmm."

"Then you can learn your driver's license." Brother Song said: "I still have a Lamborghini parked there and no one looks at it, when will I take the time to learn a driver's license, and then I will drive my car to school with Nina." ”

Dizzy, listening to his words seems to be similar to Lu Yuxin's rhythm, over there Lu Yuxin taught Song Nina to throw herself into her arms, and here Brother Song wants to encourage me to soak his daughter!

Without waiting for me to speak, Song Nina lowered her head and said to Brother Song: "Dad, why do we go to school every day and have to make up classes at night, why don't we call which teacher in our driving school to take the time to teach Guodong to drive?" ”

Dizzy, I only know that Brother Song opened a commercial concrete station, I didn't expect him to have a driving school, no wonder there is a Lamborghini parked in his house, in our third- and fourth-tier cities, Mercedes-Benz, BMW and Audi are very common, Lamborghini is really rare.

"No problem," Brother Song said to me: "Xiao Zhang, I'll give you a mobile phone number, you can go directly when you want to learn to drive." ”

The problem is that I don't have a mobile phone yet, and when Brother Song said this, I was always embarrassed.

Song Nina hurriedly cleared the siege: "Dad, you can send me the teacher's mobile phone number with a short message." ”

At this time, the preparatory bell rang in the school, and I hurriedly said, "Uncle Song, we have class." ”

Brother Song nodded and said, "Go quickly!" ”

As soon as I turned around, Song Nina took my arm, so she retreated half a circle in a counterclockwise direction.

I patted her little hand with my other hand: "I'm about to enter the school gate, can you be more reserved?" ”

Song Nina pouted: "No!" ”

But before the words fell, from her eyes, as if she had seen something frightened, she suddenly withdrew her hand, and stuck out her tongue.

Song Nina is a person who is not even afraid of her father, who is the appearance that makes her afraid of being like this?

I followed her gaze and turned my head to see that it was the principal hurrying towards the school from the other side.

The principal can be called the supreme god for our students, although he never cares about specific people and things, but because his authority is high, even the most naughty students will avoid it when they see the principal appear.

Song Nina was startled when she saw the principal coming, but the principal, who inadvertently glanced at me, turned her head as if she had been touched by electricity, blushing, and strode into the school.

Song Nina looked back and forth, left and right with a stunned face, and found that there were no unusual people and things around, and suddenly asked quietly, "Why, even the principal is afraid of you?" ”

I gave her a blank look and asked, "What do you say?" ”

I trotted all the way to the classroom, and Nina Song shouted from behind, "Wait for me"

As long as she didn't hold my arm, I didn't shy away from her being with me, so I slowed down.

After Song Nina followed, she slapped me on the back with a pink fist: "I hate it, I don't know that people are coming?" Running so fast? ”

Dizzy, listening to her tone, as if I had caused her aunt to come, I didn't say anything, and continued to walk towards the classroom with my head down.

Song Nina followed step by step, and said with a mysterious expression: "Hey, really, the principal's eyes when he looked at you just now were definitely full of panic and panic. By the way, why didn't you go to school in the morning, didn't you beat the principal outside? ”

Damn, Song Nina's brain hole is too big, how did she come up with the idea that I would beat the principal?

Fortunately, we were almost in the classroom, so we didn't bother to talk to her.

Seeing me and Song Nina running into the classroom at the same time, the dysentery actually whistled in a mess.

I didn't have anything, I ran straight to the seat, but Song Nina suddenly stopped in front of the dysentery head, pointed at the dysentery head's nose with her slender finger and scolded angrily: "You blow again"

The dysentery head was so frightened that he was silent: "Sister, I was wrong." ”

As soon as Song Nina sat down in her seat, Leng Xin suddenly appeared at the door.