Humble author, ask for food online.

You don't need to sell badly on the street like me, because it's already miserable. But I still want to talk to the readers who may exist.

I don't know how many people will see this. Don't talk to yourself again.

But that's fine, I'm probably used to this rhythm.

So a person who can relax mutters to himself for a long time, and no one argues.

I don't like to fight with other people, because I haven't won, even if you do better under the same conditions, you're still the one who loses.

Loser, extras, backdrops, subordinate objects, secondary choices, passive abandonment.

There is also endless self-denial, self-questioning.

So what, just get used to it.

Life is a process of accepting unfairness and ugliness, and then being assimilated.

But fortunately, I won't be like that now.

Even though no one cares about so many differences, at least it is enough for me to know in my heart that I am clean.

Let's talk about the book.

Strictly speaking, this is my debut novel, so the early word processing is relatively immature, the structure is loose, and I am crazy to dissuade myself.

The common problems of newcomers can only be corrected little by little.

Although there was a short story before that, it was written after the 140 chapters of this book were written.

So this is my first book, and it's the one that has been poured with all my heart and all my energy.

In the process of writing this book, I also lost many, many things.

It doesn't matter if it's a person, it's a good thing, it's good for your own health. Although it wasn't caused by the codeword, it left me with indelible memories.

After all, people always grow up in suffering.

After experiencing those setbacks and blows, the level of writing will improve.

After all, I have nothing else to lose. It seems that there is only one thing left in the code word, which belongs to you.

Whether it's a stand-alone machine or hitting the street, I'm used to it.

But it's still hard.

It's really hard.

The helpless waiting before the shelves will really wear out all your passion, energy and self-motivation.

There is no reward for paying, you have done what you should have done, it is useless.

The big guy won't go through this, and the newcomer won't know much.

Only those of us who are at a low point from the beginning, but who are thoughtful and like to delve into it, can see despair.

This book, I believe that readers are all signed into the list, that is the efforts of the author and fans, so I will not thank others, thank you readers for reading.

After all, this book doesn't have much exposure, so let's accept it.

After I understood the cruelty and hopelessness, I still willingly jumped into this pit.

At first, it was just because I liked the story, but then I slowly got used to it and found that I had nothing else.

Sometimes it feels like a heavy shackle, restricting itself, and no matter what you do, it is a heavy burden.

As long as you don't code words, you have a sense of guilt, and you have a sense of guilt when the number of words is less, and when you are not in the state, you delete and reduce it repeatedly, and then you have a mental breakdown, but you have to continue to code words.

I don't have a choice.

Fortunately, because of genetics, I didn't lose my hair, which is ahead of many big guys.

But in other aspects, people who often code words will experience that the cervical spine, lumbar spine, and even the hands are more or less problematic.

And those unspeakable secrets. It's already a harmful choice.

But I still want to keep going.

Even if all this is hopeless.

People always have to be obsessed with it a few times, before they willingly sink and then turn into fire.

Back to the book itself.

I'm not a very persistent person, and I don't code words very fast. The normal speed is about 2k, which is one chapter per hour.

But that's only the theoretical speed.

In fact, the writing process is full of entanglement, and I often get stuck in a word or a few sentences for dozens of minutes, or because of the complex relationship between characters and foreshadowing.

When you stop, it's easy to touch the fish.

I probably wasted all my free time on this book. It's quite boring to think about yourself, and it's really boring to have nothing alone, and it's really boring to have a dull life.

But writing is a process of enjoyment. Whether it is organizing language or digging holes, I can feel the most direct pleasure and the most primitive pleasure of words or stories.

Maybe it's because I don't see the Yellow River and don't give up, so I still have a little luck, and I hope that many people can read this book.

Of course, regardless of the grades, the book will be written in its entirety, for the sake of this story.

The early stage may be a bit boring, of course, I am growing a little bit, maybe not good enough, but I hope everyone can see my progress, or find my happiness in the story.

There's nothing more interesting than creating a world.

All kinds of characters, each of them live in my heart, joys, sorrows, and bits and pieces of life, may not have been written, but they all exist.

As if this world really exists, these living people may not have a happy ending, but they all have their own unique meaning.

For me, the plot is like a big boat, pushing the characters to grow and move forward.

It is true that people and the course of history are inseparable, but is it man who writes history, or does history determine man?

I think, in my book, it's both.

Maybe it's not real enough and not rigorous, but I try to create a real world, a reality that is very different from our lives, but real somewhere.

If you can make the reader think about it in their spare time, then the book really has its own value.

I am a relatively humble person. So I'm often self-denying.,Because I've experienced a trough that is even lower than now.,So I'm used to being alone.。

But from the bottom of my heart, I think this story is good.

It's not like Wang Po sells melons, after all, few people should see here.

In the process of creation, I couldn't help myself, I was stuck in a certain word repeatedly, and I was exhausted and exhausted after completing the series of dark lines, although it was only a few thousand words, but there was a heavy sense of steadiness.

I can be proud of that.

If I were to score the entire first volume, I would give myself 81 out of 100.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to write something like this again.

Maybe it's because the market will change the way it's expressed and how it's written. Maybe the physical strength can't keep up.

But as a debut novel, I wanted to be willful and finish the book in the way I liked it (so don't worry if I don't work one day, I'll throw the outline up and click on the finished book).

To put it mildly, I don't necessarily have the life to finish the next one.

Finally, there is the routine request for the first order.

That seems a bit excessive.

But I still hope that readers who are reading the book will support the first order.

Based on the data in this book, I don't expect any income, and the monthly estimate is not enough to meet the distribution standard.

But I still hope that everyone will subscribe and let me know that at least someone is reading this book.

Subscription is the author's everything, and the reader's support is the foundation of the author's life.

Of course, if no one reads it, I'll delete this paragraph.2333

It seems like a big dream to me to have a group of people who are willing to pay to read your work and keep watching it.

But dreams always have to be there, after all, the book has to be written, the days have to be lived, and I hope that the subscription can also be had.

It's a very general word, but every subscription is a great encouragement and support for me.

I will also add enough interesting content to this chapter to make the book more readable.

Of course, the most fundamental thing is to finish this story safely.

The story is long. It's long.

At first, my plan was to have 20w in one volume, but at the moment it seems that the first volume alone is more than 40w words.

For a newcomer, every word is actually a new record.

But I don't know if the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers or overconfident, I'm not worried about the follow-up plot and collapse.

I have a habit of digging holes, and there are always several lines at the same time, whether it is a dark line or a bright line, it all goes with the flow, but the beginning is a process of foreshadowing after all.

There are a lot of things that need to be done to introduce the world view little by little, get familiar with the characters, and watch the protagonist grow stronger and grow stronger little by little.

There is more to be done later, whether it is a worldwide conquest or a long-planned conspiracy, there is a process of slowly unfolding.

I spent a long, long time preparing this book in the hope of giving it a whole world and a perfect ending.

As the story progressed, the more confident I became, or the more interested I was in writing itself.

Writing alone can bring me joy, and it is also a great pleasure to write a story carefully.

For the bigwigs, subscriptions are their source of income.

For me, subscribing is like a confidant.

The people who can read the book and see the back should be people who like this story, even if they can't keep chasing it, go to see the love sharing version.

But subscribing occasionally to leave a comment is also a great encouragement for the author.

After all, readers are also said to be too lazy to watch it for free, let alone charge it (laughs).

Finally, a word about the content of this book.

There are no heavens, no fandom, no system.

Anyway, why bother picking up people's teeth.

During the New Year's holidays or at some times, it will be updated with extras/short stories/holiday specials.

The update is two chapters per day, try to ensure that you don't ask for leave.

There should be no rush to change (laughs)

The plot is designed in a volume-type style, and the content of each volume is relatively independent but closely related, after all, I can't lose the name of a little genius who digs pits.

I try to ensure the quality of each volume.

Finally, I feel that this book is really good.

I can't even guarantee that my next book will be able to write at this level (of course, please ignore the previous black history)

It will be on the shelves tomorrow and will resume two shifts a day.

Let's talk about the rest.

Two-digit subscription, two-digit subscription, three-digit, three-digit, three-digit, four-digit dare not think.

I haven't seen a miracle when I'm so big, let alone a dream, and I'm too lazy to bump into a deer when I meet a cute girl.

After all, without expectations, there will be no disappointment.

That's all there is to it, exactly 40% of the first volume, and we'll see you at the end of the volume.