Chapter 446: A Sense of Crisis
When Zeng Rong was squatting behind Zhu Heng's wheelchair and looking up at the sky, Zhu Heng suddenly turned around and stretched out his hand to her, "Here?" ”
Zeng Rong didn't shake his hand, and stood up directly, "How do you know I'm behind?" ”
Zhu Heng lowered his eyebrows and glanced at his hand, and took it back, "Your footsteps." ”
"I didn't make any noise." Zeng Rong looked at the cloth shoes on his feet, a little unconvinced, and took a few steps gently.
"I've been listening to it for over a year." Zhu Heng smiled faintly, as if he was a little lost.
Zeng Rong opened his mouth and closed it again.
She thought of the joy when Zhu Heng stretched out his hand and the disappointment when he retracted it, and also thought of the look in Zhu Heng's eyes every time she went into the backyard of Cining Palace to see Zhu Heng, and the reluctance of the other party every time she said she was leaving.
She still hurt him after all.
"By the way, why are you here today? Should it not be ... Zeng Rong was halfway through speaking, and suddenly realized where Zhu Heng's loss came from.
No wonder he ran to this city wall alone, it turned out that he was jealous, or rather, Ouyang Si's arrival made him have a sense of crisis, but Zeng Rong never officially responded to him, so it is no wonder that he will suffer from gains and losses.
"What should it be?" Zhu Heng lowered his head and asked, put his hands on his knees, and opened his fists for a while.
Zeng Rong knew that this was a manifestation of his extreme nervousness and uneasiness, and after a little thought, she walked to the wheelchair, squatted in front of Zhu Heng, looked up at him and said: "Ah Heng, Mr. Ouyang is my savior, but it only stops there, if I had other thoughts about him, I would not have taken my sister all the way to Beijing back then, and my embroidery skills can support me and my sister in my hometown, and I don't have to leave my hometown." ”
"But you, you've been cold and hot to me, I, I feel like I can't see through you, and I can't grasp you." Zhu Heng spoke with difficulty.
He has been hiding this problem in his heart for a long time, and he has been distressed for a long time, as the two have become closer and closer, and they are getting more and more familiar with each other, he has come to a conclusion that Zeng Rong is more family affection for him, and it is based on the family affection extended on the basis of sympathy, which can give up his reputation, freedom, and health for him, but he is unwilling to fall in love with him.
At first, he thought that Zeng Rong was young and didn't understand, but through these days of getting along, he found that Zeng Rong didn't understand, but deliberately avoided him.
For example, when he first came from, he obviously stretched out his hand, but Zeng Rong just refused to hold it, and several times, his eyes were obviously looking at him, but his eyes were empty, as if he was looking at others.
For this reason, he suspected that Zeng Rong had someone else in his heart.
took a look at Zeng Rong's upbringing, and the only exception was this Ouyang Si. Therefore, hearing that the other party had entered Beijing, Zhu Heng was indeed a little bit of a loser.
But even so, Zhu Heng originally didn't plan to say what he was thinking, but Zeng Rong saw it, and it was difficult not to admit it.
"I know that my actions have hurt you a little, Ah Heng, although I am from the countryside and do not have a good tutor, but I also know that it is not right to give and receive privately and privately for life, two days ago I went to Yaohua Palace to thank you, and the imperial concubine also talked about it, at first ridiculed me for being from a low background and having no tutor, and I didn't understand that the girl's reputation is more important than life, and then ridiculed me and said, slaves have no right to speak, everything must be arranged by the master, where does the reputation come from?"
After Zeng Rong finished speaking, he learned the words with Tong Yao in Yaohua Palace, "Ah Heng, I am telling you this to tell you that I am not a pedantic person, some things can be compromised from the seriousest and urgent, such as your health and your legs, but there are some things that should be adhered to and must be adhered to, such as my bottom line." ”
"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have distrusted you, I apologize to you for my selfishness, and I apologize for the harm I caused you." Zhu Heng said to himself.
At this moment, he completely believed Zeng Rong's words, and felt that he should not only care about his own feelings and ignore Zeng Rong's feelings, let alone force Zeng Rong because of his own selfishness, but he never put himself in her shoes.
Zeng Rong shook his head and raised his head slightly, wanting to force back the warmth that was about to overflow in his eyes, and also wanted to give Zhu Heng the most beautiful smile.
"Ah Heng, I didn't blame you, you are fine, there is no distrust, there is no harm, it is my own problem, you don't need to apologize, between us, we don't need this word."
Zhu Heng stared at Zeng Rong's face for a long time, and wanted to reach out to touch her face, but when he thought of the conversation between the two, he couldn't help it, and slowly smiled at Zeng Rong, "Okay, I remember, we, the future will be long." ”
"Is it time to go see my savior?" Zeng Rong joked.
As soon as the words fell, Zhu Heng's hand fell on her head and tapped lightly, "Are you deliberately angry with me?" ”
"Are you angry?" After Zeng Rong finished speaking, he put one hand on the wheelchair and stood up with his small package in the other.
Zhu Heng took the thing in her hand and asked what it was, and learned that it was the pattern drawn by Zeng Rong and the purse sample made, so he immediately opened the package, "Why don't you tell me if you lack silver?" ”
"Ah Heng, I said that...
"I know, I know, this painting is just fine, but this purse is absolutely not good, you are my person, I will never allow the purse you made to hang on other men." Zhu Heng interrupted Zeng Rong domineeringly.
After speaking, he took it upon himself to roll up these patterns, and a few purses were still wrapped up and put on his wheelchair, and then raised his eyebrows and looked at Zeng Rong.
"I listen to you." Zeng Rong returned a smile to the other party, pushing the wheelchair around in a circle, it's not too early, it's time for breakfast, I'm afraid that the Queen Mother is looking for someone again.
After getting off the city wall, the two agreed on a meeting time, Zhu Heng returned to Cining Palace, and Zeng Rong went to the Inner Court Bureau, but unfortunately, Li Ruolan should be on duty today, and Zeng Rong had to go to Qianning Palace to find her if he wanted to take leave.
Thinking that the three-day deadline had arrived, Zeng Rong entered the Qianning Palace, but he was stopped by a little eunuch outside the gate of the Qianning Palace, but this time it didn't seem to be the emperor's intention, the little eunuch told her that the emperor was meeting guests, and it was inconvenient to see her.
Zeng Rong thought at first that the emperor was meeting with the courtiers, and was just about to turn around and leave, when he suddenly heard the sound of farewell coming from inside, and when he was suspicious that the voice of the guest was a little familiar, he saw that the emperor led out, followed by Qian Yi and a young man of eighteen or nineteen.
This young man's facial features are somewhat similar to Qian Yi, and he must be the son who participated in the Autumn Festival this year.
Zeng Rong heard it before, saying that if the other party was in the autumn season, he would go to Beijing early to ask the emperor to arrange for him to enter Taixue.