0692 Indecisiveness

Fang Yadan's performance made me feel that she was affected by Lingling's words just now, and she hadn't gained weight yet, and now she began to learn Song Nina's cute appearance.

In fact, Song Nina is not cute, she just pretends to be like that, with her kind of label cuteness, I will feel disgusted to see similar "products", not to mention that Fang Yadan seems to learn from her.

I immediately let go of the hand that pinched her thigh, and felt that pinching her was indeed different from pinching Lingling, Lingling was more plump, and what I pinched was a piece of elastic flesh. Fang Yadan was different, it seemed that he was pinched into her bones at once.

If you insist on comparing the two, I really can't say that it feels better, I can only say that it has its own characteristics, if you are used to pinching Lingling, you will feel that pinching Fang Yadan is fresh, if you are used to pinching Fang Yadan, I am afraid that you will feel that pinching Lingling is enjoyable.

"It's good to know that it hurts!" I reminded her: "And wow, you are you, others are others, if you want to give up yourself and learn from others, then why don't I go directly to someone else, I have to find someone else's shadow from you?" ”

Fang Yadan sat there blinking his eyes and said nothing.

"Okay," I continued, "I'm defeated by your cuteness. Say, what did you tell Xiaowei? ”

"Didn't say anything!" Fang Yadan let out a long sigh of relief and said, "As soon as I went out, he asked me if I was getting along with you again, and my answer was that I had never been bad with you." He asked me again, if you hadn't woken up, I told him that I would wait for you for the rest of my life! ”

When she said this, she was very serious, reproducing the kind of pathos that had been reflected from her in the past, I was really moved by her, and what made me cry and laugh was that Lingling actually exaggerated her tears.

When I was about to kick Lingling, Lingling pretended to exclaim, "It's so touching, this is the most touching love story I've ever heard besides Romeo and Juliet." ”

After saying that, she actually pretended to cry silently, got up and ran towards the bathroom with her face hidden.

Fang Yadan looked at Lingling's back and said to me with deep feelings: "Sister Lingling is so good, she is so kind-hearted, the last time you were unconscious, we went to the hospital to see you, she has been busy going in and out, I am too impressed with her." ”

Fang Yadan only saw the superficial phenomenon, but she didn't know that at this moment, Lingling had dug a huge pit between her and me, and every praise for her undoubtedly pushed her forward towards this huge pit.

And I have already stood on the edge of the giant pit, if it weren't for Lu Yuxin's guilt and the fetters of my own moral bottom line, I'm afraid I would have jumped a long time ago.

As for Fang Yadan's evaluation of Lingling, I couldn't comment, so I had to continue to ask Xiaowei about the topic: "You just said those two words to Xiaowei?" ”

"No, wow, as you guessed, he's going to give me a card, I told her you're here, and you're going to stay until I'm discharged, I'm afraid it's not okay for me to pick up his card? After that, he asked me about the military training. After that, I listened to you, and in order not to embarrass him too much, I also asked him about his school situation. Later, he said goodbye, and I also said that I should take him to the train station, and he said no, turned around and left. ”

Although I haven't encountered this kind of experience of sticking a hot face to a cold ass, I can imagine Xiaowei's mood, which must be extremely bad, and this is not the result I wanted.

Even if Xiaowei rushed to the train station at this time, I was afraid that there was no suitable train on the hour, so I thought about meeting him, but I didn't have his mobile phone number.

After thinking about it for a while, I had an idea: "Yadan, a big beauty like you, there must be a lot of handsome guys chasing after you get to school, right?" ”

"Not really! We both studied art, and some of them were tall and beautiful, but I wasn't outstanding at all. ”

"I don't believe it, show me your phone."

"See what?"

"See if any handsome guys are texting or > you

Fang Yadan immediately took out his mobile phone and put it in front of me: "Why are you so cautious, you actually thought of checking my mobile phone?" If you're not at ease, then I won't be using my phone from now on. ”

"Then what's the matter, what should I do if I turn back to you?"

I picked up her mobile phone, and instead of clicking on WeChat and text messages, I clicked on the call record directly, and just wrote down Xiaowei's mobile phone number, and the mobile phone information prompt in my pocket sounded.

I immediately retreated the picture of Fang Yadan's mobile phone to its original state, then put it on the table, reached out and took out my mobile phone to see that it was actually a text message from Xiaowei-

Hello, I'm Xiaowei, can we talk when we have time?

Obviously, my mobile phone number must have been told to Xiaowei by Song Nina, probably because Xiaowei was unwilling after leaving just now, so he called Song Nina and asked for my mobile phone number. And Song Nina should also know that I am in the capital now.

I immediately sent Xiaowei a message back: No problem. Later, I will go to the hospital to get Fang Yadan's film and go through the discharge procedures, if possible, I suggest that you put the gifts you bought in her hospital room, and then wait for me around the hospital, I will contact you when Lingling does the discharge procedures for her.

First of all, I sent him a message, that is, I hope he can leave a good impression on Fang Yadan, so as to prove to him that what he has just encountered and seen is not the truth of the facts.

Secondly, I am willing to talk to him, so as to prove my honesty, and I believe that he can read what I mean.

He immediately replied: Okay, I'll wait for you.

After hanging up the phone, the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, what I was most worried about was Xiaowei's farewell, there was still a little difficulty in communicating with him in the future, now he took the initiative to contact me, and he was willing to wait to communicate with me, I have nothing to worry about.

But then again, people are selfish, I couldn't bear to touch Fang Yadan and Song Nina before, all because I was worried that I would ruin the happiness of their lives, and Lingling's words just now made me wake up like a dream.

It is said that in this life, it is difficult to marry a lover of the first love, in this case, I think it is rare to marry somewhere, or to marry a yellow flower girl when I get married, I am afraid that it is rare, in this case, then why should I wronged myself?

And I didn't deceive them in any way, if they still threw themselves into their arms when they knew about the situation between me and Lu Yuxin, and even knew that we already had children, why should I be a sanctimonious hypocrite and refuse them thousands of miles away?

Thinking of this, I suddenly had a frank feeling, no longer suffering from gains and losses as before, and told myself: let everything go naturally, I don't need to worry about myself.

It's really red near Zhu and black near ink, what other good things can I learn with a woman like Lingling? Now that I think about it, the biggest mistake Lu Yuxin made in her life was to be able to tolerate me being with Lingling, and use me to break up Lingling and Lu Yuming.

Lingling said it in a high-sounding manner just now, the reason why she did this was completely out of self-defense, but why do I think she is taking revenge on Lu Yuxin? Lingling's mentality should be like this, since Lu Yuxin doesn't let her live well, it is impossible for her to let Lu Yuxin live a peaceful life with me.

Fortunately, just like Lingling said, no matter how she and Lu Yuxin fight wits and courage, or whether it is a conspiracy or trickery, anyway, not only do I not suffer, but I can also profit from it, why don't I pretend to be deaf and dumb and sit on the mountain and watch the tiger fight?

Although I made up my mind in my heart, I didn't want Fang Yadan to feel that she had changed too quickly, so I had to pretend to say to her: "Yadan, aside from our feelings for each other, Lu Yuxin and I already have a child, this is a fact that thunder can't be shaken, do you think I am a person who can abandon their mother and son and hide aside with you to enjoy the happiness of the two-person world?" So I really want to remind you that we may only be confidantes, and as for the verbal agreement between you and Lu Yuxin, it can only be regarded as a joke. ”

Fang Yadan immediately became gloomy, stared at me with two eyes and said, "Everyone is an adult, but I am serious, and I have never regarded it as a joke. ”

"I already have a son with her, and that's the fact that it's already done......"

"I can have children with you, too!"

"Then I'm guilty of bigamy!"

"You mean to say we have to say goodbye?"

"No," because there was a glass window next to us, I was very worried that Xiaowei was still staring around at this time, so I didn't hug her shoulder, but just reached out and touched her thigh, and said to her: "I haven't enjoyed it well, I want to say goodbye to me!" I mean, I can have Lu Yuxin's mother and son, and you can also have your husband and children, which does not affect our relationship, nor does it affect your beautiful image in my mind, and when I face you, I will no longer be as restrained as in the past. I think of how stupid I was in the hotel that day, why didn't I do it for you? ”

Hearing me say this, Fang Yadan's face suddenly looked much better, and immediately flushed, but he sighed softly: "Alas, you have Lu Yuxin's mother and son, have you thought about it?" If I were with you, would I fall in love with another man? ”

"Hmph, you can say it nicely, you look at you. The face is red, which means that there is a ghost in the heart! ”

"I hate it!" Fang Yadan's face blushed even more: "You touch someone's thigh, can someone's face not be red?" ”

"Okay, then?"

Fang Yadan nodded shyly, and suddenly asked me in amazement: "What is said well, what is said well?" ”

"I mean, as long as we like each other in our hearts, it is already the greatest blessing in this life, as for the future, if you meet a good one, you might as well contact it, whether you are in love or married, it will not affect my feelings for you. Do you say okay? ”

"Shall I say it badly?"

I sighed: "When your father left you with another woman, and you were still sentenced to him, and now you hate him so much and do not accept any financial support from him, do you want my son to hate me for the rest of his life as you hated your father?" ”

Fang Yadan was stunned, suddenly leaned his head on my shoulder, and said, "I don't know, but I know that people are selfish, anyway, now except for you, I can't look down on anyone, and no one wants to contact me." But don't worry, I won't embarrass you, and if one day you don't like me and let me go, I won't pester you. ”

"Okay, I don't like you now, you ......"

"You're a liar!" Fang Yadan rubbed his face on my shoulder: "It's not a lie, you said just now, you haven't been with me yet, how can you not like me?" ”