Chapter 192: When Will You Grow Up?
"My little girl, when will you grow up? I really can't wait. Han Chenmo looked at the person in his arms and muttered.
He was already desperately trying to suppress his surging love, not to mention that he wanted to take good care of her and be her family and lover now.
Xu Jiaman pursed his lips and smiled, but did not answer.
Han Chenmo took her hand and left a kiss on the back of her hand.
"I'll cheer up, you don't have to worry too much about me, I'll take care of myself." Xu Jiaman said seriously.
She is Shen Ruoyun's pride, she was and will be in the future, she will never let Shen Ruoyun down.
And in the deepest part of her heart, she always felt that Shen Ruoyun was still alive, but she was just admitted to a completely closed hospital and was not allowed to visit.
Although she understands that she is making a fool of herself, she is really not mature enough to face the bleakness of life.
Han Chenmo rubbed her hair distressedly: "Well, I believe in you, everything will be fine." ”
He rested Xu Jiaman's head on his shoulder, and he would also hold up a piece of heaven for her, accompany her and guard her forever.
"Here is the year you went missing, the information of all the registered couples, I have asked Assistant Shen to contact them, maybe there will be your biological parents among them, I know you may not be interested, but let's take a look." Han Chenmo handed a brown paper bag to Xu Jiaman.
Looking at the thick paper bag, Xu Jiaman pretended to be relaxed and said: "It seems that there are many careless parents who have lost their children. ”
"Some of the children were abducted, and they were all poor people." Han Chenmo said in a deep voice.
Xu Jiaman lowered his eyes and didn't pick up the file bag: "But my parents published in the newspaper and looked for them for me, maybe I was abandoned?" Do you think I still need to look for them? ”
She is eighteen years old this year, and no one has come to look for her in so many years, maybe she is not important in her original family at all.
"And I haven't met them in person, and we don't know each other well, what if they're bad people? I ......" Xu Jiaman clenched her fists, she was full of nervousness and worry about her unknown parents and unknown family.
She didn't want to accept her new parents, and she didn't want to know what happened back then, Shen Ruoyun's bones were not cold, she had to confess her relatives, like a betrayal.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here. This is my aunt's wish before leaving, I promised her that she would help you find your real parents, as for whether to recognize it or not, the choice is up to you. Han Chenmo understands Xu Jiaman's worries and hardships, and he doesn't want his irresponsible parents to become his future father-in-law.
With Han Chenmo's solid backing, Xu Jiaman's uneasiness in her heart was reduced a lot, and she finally mustered up the courage to take over the document bag, which was not lightweight.
Xu Jiaman also has a trace of curiosity about her real life experience, if she hadn't met Shen Ruoyun and Xu Zhenkang, what kind of life would she have?
There are a lot of files in the file bag, looking at so many stories of separated flesh and blood, Xu Jiaman feels like a big stone in her chest, and the pain of losing her loved ones has just been experienced.
"How many of them provided photos of their daughters when they went missing, do you think there are any ones that resemble you?" Han Chenmo asked tentatively.
Xu Jiaman shook his head: "I didn't have too many photos when I was a child, and my parents didn't show me much. ”
Han Chenmo took out a photo from his pocket: "This is given to me by my aunt before she died, but I compared it and it didn't seem to be." ”
Xu Jiaman took a deep breath, but she didn't expect that Shen Ruoyun was still worrying about her affairs before she died, and when she thought of this, she felt that her nose began to sour again.
She flipped through them roughly, then stuffed them all back into the file bag: "I'll study it in detail another day, I'm a little tired today." ”
"Well, I'll send you back to your room to rest." Han Chenmo held her hand with a warm hand, Xiao Nizi's fingers were cold, which was really distressing.
"No, you can rest early." Xu Jiaman withdrew his hand, hugged the document bag handed to her by Han Chenmo, didn't give him a chance to hold on any longer, opened the car door and ran away.
Han Chenmo looked at her back and sighed involuntarily, Xiao Nizi began to be stronger again.
Running back to his room in one go, Xu Jiaman's back slid weakly against the door.
She lied to Han Chenmo just now, and she was afraid that if she stayed any longer, Han Chenmo would see out.
Xu Jiaman sat on the floor, tremblingly shaking out all the files in the file bag and spreading them out in front of him, his eyes locked on one of them, which clearly said that there was a birthmark on the side waist.
She bit her lower lip and lowered her head, how much she hoped that Shen Ruoyun's last words were a lie to her, how much she wished that she was really Shen Ruoyun's biological daughter, but this file cruelly made her realize the reality.
Xu Jiaman watched two unfamiliar names come into sight, she should never call them father or mother, in her heart, only Xu Zhenkang and Shen Ruoyun are her parents.
She patiently read the files of these two people from the beginning to the end, the couple had already immigrated to country F to settle down, she inexplicably sighed and put her mind at ease.
Probably they won't have a chance to meet again, Xu Jiaman smiled for some reason, she didn't have to continue to be afraid.
Xu Jiaman hid their files under the bed, and stuffed the rest into a file bag, which could be returned to Han Chenmo tomorrow.
She doesn't need extra people to take care of her and protect her, she can take care of herself alone.
Xu Jiaman lay on the bed with peace of mind and closed his eyes.
The night passed quietly, and the morning sun rose slowly.
In the training room, He Hua and Luo Ran were looking at each other face to face, and the two looked at each other as if they had a lot to say, but they couldn't say it.
"Let's talk first." Luo Ran was the first to speak.
He Hua shook his head: "It's better for the captain to say it first." ”
The two are stuck in a dead loop again.
"If you look at each other like this again, I suspect that you two are about to develop feelings for each other." Xu Jiaman held his chin and lazily watched the two of them play Tai Chi, and complained gossipily.
Xu Jiaman's words reminded Luo Ran of her routine He Hua wearing women's clothes and pulling him to take intimate photos, and his face darkened unconsciously.
"Don't worry, even if I change my sexual orientation, Team Luo is not my cup of tea." He Hua glanced at Xu Jiaman and said coldly.
Xu Jiaman suddenly became interested, and asked the end with a posture of breaking the casserole: "Then what type do you like, let me help you pay attention to it?" ”
He Hua smiled fakely, and replied to Xu Jiaman: "I like Mr. Han like that, do you want to consider giving him to me?" ”
"Then you'd better die of this heart, he's obviously not interested in you." Xu Jiaman raised his eyebrows and smiled proudly.
Luo Ran frowned: "Come less, don't you want to talk about serious things?" ”
Xu Jiaman nodded and forcibly brought the topic back on track: "Yes, let's talk about business." ”
"As expected, you should have discussed it yesterday, and you should have just come to inform me today, right?" He Hua crossed his arms, his eyes wandered over Xu Jiaman and Luo Ran, and said angrily.
Xu Jiaman and Luo Ran glanced at each other, and in the face of He Hua's questioning, the two of them had a lost heart.
"He Hua, we didn't mean that, we only discussed this idea yesterday." Xu Jiaman squeezed out a commercial smile and coaxed the delicate He Hua.
"I'll give you a chance to quibble." He Hua said compassionately.
Xu Jiaman saw that there was a play, and immediately gave Luo Ran a look.
Luo Ran cleared his throat and said with a little uneasiness: "Xiao Xu said, we can try to change positions." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Jiaman and Luo Ran cautiously and carefully observed He Hua's reaction, after all, they still had to take He Hua's opinion as the standard, and if He Hua was unwilling, they couldn't force him.
"You mean you want me to take the position of the main sniper?" He Hua rolled his eyes and asked lightly.
The two of them nodded solemnly.
"What did the team commander say?" He Hua's drunkard does not mean to drink, and it is not a big deal to change positions, but the command of the team is different, as the saying goes, a soldier who does not want to be a general is not a good soldier.
Xu Jiaman hesitated slightly, the command of the team is generally not easily changed, and the corresponding playing styles and tactics are formulated around the command, should He Hua mean ......
"I intend to let Xiao Xu share a part of the command for me, no matter what others think, she is the next captain I have chosen." Luo Ran said without hesitation.
Xu Jiaman's pupils were shocked, Luo Ran had never said these words to her before: "You...... What are you talking about? Maybe it's a long time later. ”
"I agree." He Hua replied calmly.
Luo Ran frowned, He Hua's reaction was really beyond his expectations, He Hua had served as the captain and commander in the previous team, he had always felt that He Hua would not be willing to be an ordinary team member in LINK, so he deliberately said that he was optimistic about Xu Jiaman today.
"The captain sounds like a powerful feeling, but in fact, I have to take the blame and coax the players, I'm tired of it, I can't concentrate when I want to be distracted by the command, this kind of dirty work is better left to Manshen." He Hua showed his little tiger teeth and said with a grin.
"That's right, I'm already tired, so you have to work hard not to let us down." Luo Ran patted Xu Jiaman's shoulder, and returned to his position to train with satisfaction.
Xu Jiaman twitched the corner of her mouth, how did she feel as if she was being tricked? These two people are negotiable, one digs a pit, and the other pushes her down, right?
He Hua looked at Xu Jiaman with deep eyes, if it was her, he was willing to be willing to be a dedicated sniper for her.
"Inexplicably, you two changed positions, why did you pull me in again?" Xu Jiaman glared at the two of them viciously and started his journey to the top.
In order to get acquainted with each other's positions more quickly, the two people who swapped places happily became new partners.
"Wow, you're beasts, aren't you?" Xu Jiaman and Wu Ya, who were grouped together by Luo Ran and He Hua in the morning, were already on the verge of a mental collapse.
Xu Jiaman stiffly turned his head to look at He Hua: "When did your sniper become so fierce?" ”
He Hua spread his hands, looking like he was completely underbeaten: "No way, teaching well as a teacher and having a high talent as a student." ”
"Damn!" Xu Jiaman's eyes were about to roll to the sky, why didn't Luo Ran teach her a move and a half when he took her before? He's so eccentric?
Wu Ya had already left the keyboard with both hands, and ran to Luo Ran's hand to pinch his shoulders and sway: "Team Luo, you are not human, how can you hide in the corner of the wall to yin me?" I almost went into carap arrest from you! ”
He clearly remembered that Luo Ran would not have used this technique before.
"I'm always learning and living to be old, and I'm nervous when I hear your footsteps approaching." Luo Ran is good/temperamental to let him torture and eat Xu Jiaman's points, he is secretly happy in his heart.
"I don't believe it, I can't win against you today! I'll wait for you to come out and then line up. Xu Jiaman said angrily with his arms crossed.