"Zhang Jin, do you still like me?"

Say it! Really said it! Su Qing, I'm so proud of you! Super brave!

Zhang Jin didn't expect Su Qing to ask this question at all, and he was stunned for a long time and didn't come back to his senses, and he couldn't give his answer.

Do you like it? No, I should still be in love! But do you want to say it? What's the point of saying it? Hurt others and hurt yourself.

Su Qing has been single for so many years, has witnessed the couples around her from getting together to dispersing, and has also participated in several romantic weddings that make people cry, she knows better than before that the happiness she wants can only be fought for by herself. In the face of happiness, there is no face, only dare or dare!

Taking a deep breath and trying to calm down, Su Qing also gave herself courage.

Maybe it's too much drinking, right? Otherwise, how could a person who is so reserved as she want to do such crazy things?

It's good to drink too much!

"Zhang Jin, when you chased me before, the choice was mine. This time, the choice is yours. If you're still willing to stay with me, don't run! Su Qing said, and ran towards Zhang Jin's side without hesitation. Maybe it was because she really drank too much, or maybe she was too ashamed and a little flustered, she didn't run a few steps, but she stepped on the air and fell forward with a scream.

At this moment, a figure quickly arrived and helped Su Qing before she fell to the ground.

Su Qing slowly raised her head, looked at Zhang Jin, who was sweating profusely, and smiled happily: "You didn't run!" ”

Zhang Jin's expression was extremely complicated: "Don't be like this, you must be drunk......"

Su Qing said angrily: "I'm drunk, if I'm not drunk, how dare I say something like that, how dare I do such a thing?" Zhang Jin, are you a man? I said that it was good for me, and I ran away without saying a word. If you're really good for me, why do you want to run? Do you know how I've come over the years? ”

Zhang Jin was silent and had nothing to say.

Over the years, no one has had a better life than others. Otherwise, how could he not be married so far, and how could she not be married so far?

The two have completely different family backgrounds, not to mention one in the sky and one in the ground, but the gap is really very big. Otherwise, Zhang Jin would not have been able to work for so many years, still living in the classrooms and dormitories provided by the school, and riding a shared bicycle every day; After Su Qing decided to return to Jiangbei University as a teacher, she bought a house and a car in the area around the school.

At that time, after being begged by Su Qing's mother to "let Su Qing go", he even had the idea of suicide several times. The hell knows how he's been all these years!

Fortunately, he has become a counselor, and he can give his students those loves and cares so that they will not be suppressed all the time.

Su Qing looked at Zhang Jin's face, she waited for a long time and didn't wait for the answer she wanted, and her heart gradually cooled.

Struggling to stand up, pushing Zhang Jin away, Su Qing turned her head and left, she stopped after taking two steps, and said without looking back: "Zhang Jin, you are really a bad seed." If it were me, as long as the person I liked liked me and wanted to be with me, even if it was the daughter of the President of the United States, I would chase it and never let go. You, I'm sorry for the scars you left for me! You don't deserve it! ”

After saying that, Su Qing waited for a while, but still didn't hear any response from behind, she shook her head with a smile, laughing so hard that her heart throbbed.

Forget it, there are really some people who will never be again once they leave. Naive! How can you be so naïve? Still thinking that he will come back, and that he will one day propose with flowers and rings in hand?

With so many years of anticipation, it's really better to give it all to the dog!

Su Qing scolded secretly in her heart, obviously wanting to pretend to be very strong, but tears flowed down her breath and into her mouth, making her taste the familiar bitterness again.

Goodbye youth! Goodbye love! Goodbye to the one in my memory......

"Qingqing!"

Suddenly, a shout made Su Qing, who was already in tears but stubbornly did not wipe her tears, stop, and her heart, which was still violently churning with bitter water just now, was surprisingly calm at this moment.

Qingqing? Those two words had not come out of his mouth for many years. Even if he occasionally met him on some occasions at school, he couldn't hide from it, and he said a rigid and cold title like "Teacher Su".

Suddenly, memories poured into her heart like a tide, and scenes of the past appeared in Su Qing's mind like a slideshow, making the tears she had just held back gush out like a.

"I ...... Can I call you Qingqing? ”

"Qingqing, what kind of person do you want me to be? How about the big boss, the kind with a lot of money. Or, I'll be a veteran driver and drive you around the world. ”

"Otherwise, let's get married after graduation."

"If you marry, don't marry someone else......"

The sudden singing interrupted Su Qing's train of thought. It was Zhang Jin who was singing, he was a little out of tune, the rhythm was slightly chaotic, and his voice was not very good.

"If you marry, don't marry someone else, you must marry me. Take your sister and your sister and marry them all! ”

Su Qing burst into tears and laughed, didn't bother to rummage through tissues, raised her hand and wiped a handful of snot and tears casually, and looked back at Zhang Jin.

At this time, Zhang Jin was half-kneeling on the ground, but he didn't seem to dare to look at Su Qing, so he only lowered his head and sang the song just now. Because this song carries too many memories for them, just sing it casually, and those suffocating memories roar out like a flood beast, and they can't stop it.

"You stink! I don't have a sister, I don't have a sister, I'm the only one in my family, will you marry or not? Su Qing returned to Zhang Jin's face, although there were still tears on her face, her smile was like a flower, and the tears were like dewdrops in the morning, crystal clear, which could reflect rich and beautiful colors.

Zhang Jin reached into the pocket of his jacket and fumbled for a long time, and finally touched something like that. He lifted the item above his head with one hand, and it was a diamond ring that sparkled brightly.

"I'm not so late for so many years, in fact, I haven't gone far. Qingqing ......" Zhang Jin raised his head, bravely looked at Su Qing's eyes that were already red and swollen from crying, gritted his teeth and was silent for a while, before finally making up his mind to say the next words: "Marry me, okay?" ”

I owe so many years of marriage proposal, and finally tonight, I paid it back!

Many years ago, when he was still a poor boy, he spent a whole holiday working outside, and he was reluctant to eat a box lunch when he was usually frugal, just to buy this diamond ring. During that time, he didn't meet her, didn't tell her what he thought, and seemed to be avoiding her at all, when in reality he was just to surprise her.

said that after graduation, I will get married, and there must be a marriage proposal before marriage, and the proposal must have a diamond ring!

I can't afford a big diamond ring of a few carats, but I can't afford a diamond ring of one or two hundred thousand yuan, even if I can't afford it, I have to buy it desperately. Other girls have it, and he Zhang Jin must be the same to let Su Qing have it!

However, when he waited for Su Qing at the date place with a nervous diamond ring at the end of the vacation, the first person to wait was Su Qing's mother, the noble lady who always looked down on him.

"Zhang Jin, you are a good young man, but you should also know that you and our family Qingqing are not from the same world, and you will not be happy together."

"Don't tell me anything about love, love, or anything, I've seen a lot of people like you, isn't it just for money? Say, how much do you want? ”

"Zhang Jin, Auntie, please let my family Qingqing go. Her future is so good, you can't be so selfish to tie her to you. You're going to ruin her! ”

"You see, this person in the photo is the fiancé of our family Qingqing, who just came back from MIT last year, his father is the CEO of a listed company in China, and his family assets are more than 100 million, and he has been pursuing our family Qingqing since he was a child, and they can be regarded as childhood sweethearts who have grown ......up."

After Su Qing's mother left, Zhang Jin sat on the bench in despair, and only then did he notice that his whole body was already wet with sweat, and then he knew that the world was not kind to him. He Zhang Jin is just a poor boy who grew up in a poor family, how can he have a girl as good as Su Qing? Just this cheap diamond ring? Or is it the ugly scar?

More than a billion? Even if he Zhang Jin works hard all his life, he may not even earn a fraction of that money.

The more Zhang Jin thought about it, the more painful he became, and he was deeply trapped in the whirlpool of thoughts and couldn't extricate himself, and Su Qing came at this time.

"You're finally willing to see me, huh? Say, where have you been running for so long? Su Qing pretended to be angry and pouted and asked.

"Let's break up."

"Huh? What do you say? This is no joke. ”

"I'm not kidding you. I let you go, and you let me go, just as we never knew each other. ”

"Zhang Jin, don't be like this, is there any misunderstanding between us? Why the hell are you doing this, you tell me, did I do something wrong......"

That day, he walked resolutely, without looking back all the way, and the fragile heart hidden under the seemingly strong shell flowed blood all the way.

Rounding the corner, he leaned back against the cold wall, tears streaming down his face. She crouched on the ground, hugging her knees, feeling her soul drained, and asking herself over and over again what she had done wrong.

It's not them who are wrong, it's this cold and real world, right?

The painful memories faded, and the cool night breeze blew, causing the stars to twinkle in the sky and the chirping of insects.

Su Qing was speechless because she was choked up. She trembled and stretched out her hand to Zhang Jin and gave her own answer.

Zhang Jin also trembled violently, gently pinched half of Su Qing's fingertips with one hand, and put the diamond ring that had been hidden for many years on Su Qing's finger.

The size is just right, not too big or small, just right.

Su Qing slowly pulled up Zhang Jin, and then threw herself into Zhang Jin's arms, crying like a child who had been wronged.

"Don't leave me again, okay, I'm so scared!"

"From now on, we will never be separated! I swear! ”

The street lights illuminated the two of them like spotlights, making them the brightest presence of the night.

For some reason, Su Qing, who was crying in Zhang Jin's arms, suddenly thought of Tang Tang, and Zhang Jin, who was hugging Su Qing, thought of Ning Yu.

I really hope that this world will no longer be so cold and unforgiving; I really hope that the lovers in this world can finally become married!

"Hungry?" Zhang Jin lovingly wiped away Su Qing's tears.

Su Qing shook her head, but then nodded again.

"Remember that noodle shop?"

"Isn't it already demolished?"

"They've changed places, and the store is bigger than before, but the smell is still the same, it's just a little far from the school. Want to try it? ”

"Okay."

Love, what does it taste like? Actually, it's just the taste of eating a bowl of noodles. There is sweetness in the plain, and beauty in the simplicity.